In my wayward college days I was an absolute DL fanatic. Whenever I was sharing a residence with someone (roommate, partner, family etc) it was mitigated by opportunity but that didn't stop me from indulging frequently. I pushed boundaries of risky wearing I wouldn't dream of today like going to class diapered or non-offensively using in public spaces. I also used to be into wetting generally, although diapers were far and away my favorite. I got into a long term relationship, got older, got a job with a long commute, got busy... and diapers were no longer a major player in my life. I have been wearing/wetting every three months or so, partly because my spouse works from home and partly because I just didn't have the inclination with so much going on in life. Because of my constraints I sadly haven't messed in at least six months. I still use DL/wetting/messing material for masturbatory purposes, though! ?
After an unrelated medical process recently I was advised to start taking psyllium husk for overall health. It's been less than a week and I have to tell you that with the added fiber bulk the urge to wear and mess is back a hundredfold. I know many DL's go through a use/purge cycle and we come to accept the waves. I was very happy to have it all come 'crashing back' and to know that I still had the spark for it! Unfortunately for me my spouse still works from home... but I'm locked and loaded for an opportunity to try again! Meantime, that 'full' sensation has my libido on overdrive daily and my imagination running.
Wanted to celebrate a bit with like-minded folks and encourage those going through a purge or downtime cycle in their DL or AB experience that there can absolutely be an upswing at the end of the tunnel!