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    Needing prays

    in Littles of Faith

    Posted

    30 minutes ago, feralfreak said:

    yeah, its just a target to keep from whatever her real problem is. my late former stepfather was about like her, when his favorite brother was sick and he thought he was going to have to plan on a funeral visit, he didnt want to admit that, he used the fact that i had a smart phone with a 20 dollar a month internet plan to raise hell over, nevermind that i was giving mom much more than a measely 20 dollars a month for it, accusing me of making her have to work more just to pay for it, tried to get mom to turn off my phone. when mom confronted him about it, and threw the fact that he gave more than that to his daughter, all he could say was "well,,,, thats different" she asked him "how is that different?" all he could say is "well it just is", it wasnt about the phone, or me, its him. when mom told him she was leaving him(down the road and a different issue), he couldnt admit that the pending divorce was his fault, he had to place the blame elsewhere, because God forbid he be at fault, even though he was. it was his obsession and worship of preteen girls that was the cause, to the extent that he spent 4 thousand in a year on them, taking them out to eat, and archery competetions, buying them swimwear and taking them to the pool, going off to hunt but sneaking back in to get one of the preteen girls to hunt with- and sneaking them back and going back to hunting himself, like nothing ever happened(mom found out because that girl posted to her fb page about it, that was it, she told him well before if she cant trust him, she wouldnt keep him). he tried to pin the blame on me being why mom was leaving, it didnt work because she told him i talked her out of leaving other times(other issues, such as the mess over fostering), then he tried to pin it on a friend who was staying, blah blah blah blame blame blame, the problem was HIM, and i think its a similar issue here, you need to get to the root of what your wifes issue is, not the targets she is picking at, because it was fine for years, and now she is throwing all this nonsense and accusing you of one day looking at *vomits* minors. me thinks she doth protest too much.

    you need to just lay it all out for her, something like this:

    "look, ive never once refused to give you room for your kinks and indulgances, you know damn well i never looked at nor would i ever look at kids, and im sick and tired of you being abusive to me, killing my spirit and attacking my faith, trying to dictate how everything works, no one died and made you empress. if we cant work this out, then we better just hang it up before we end up hating each other...." you get the idea.

    She has list of things she wants to do and have in life that I'm polar opposite from. But I'll type it all later, she awake now

    And it's sad I was trying to delete my DD cause she wants every abdl accounts and site gone in my life, kinda happy I didn't delete this one

    Needing prays

    in Littles of Faith

    Posted

    5 hours ago, feralfreak said:

    a thought occurs to me, it seems she is trying to change a lot, if not everything about you, the diapers and abdl isnt the problem, its just a target she chooses to fixate on, there is something more to it, maybe that she hasnt been telling you.

    Abdl is just one of the thing.... 

    Needing prays

    in Littles of Faith

    Posted

    So the wife confronted me on the week before Halloween about my abdl and it was a train wreck..... 

    I wish I can podcast the whole situation ( and my whole abdl life in general) cause there's so much painful details in the whole conversation 

     

    Here some snippet I can come up

    She said I'll start looking at Child P**n and become a Cho mo

    I'm embarrassing the family 

    I'm apparently im the abuser in the relationship for hiding my abdl activities and not talking to her

    If I don't shape up I'll have to go to therapy for it

    I might have to purge my whole woredrobe and my mancave of anything that can trigger my abdl side

    With holding sex if I don't stop having abdl sexual fantasy in my head during sex

    ANOTHER ultimatum

    She think I love abdl more then her

    She doesn't want animosity between us

    If we need couple therapy, it has to be with a non kink supportive therapist

    Shocked that DCS didn't find any of my abdl activities when we was fostering and if they did we would have been denied and been in investigation for criminal activities

    I'm one of the reason why we might not getting blessed with kids

    And top it all off, she never liked my abdl side at all from the gecko and was pretending so she could date me and stuff

    And now she ask me how I'm doing ever so often. And now I have to lie to myself to make her happy and to nnot go through that trauma again.

    I wish I can wake up from the nightmare

     

    And the kicker is she doesn't and said all of this in the name of Christianity and God and all out of love

    Needing prays

    in Littles of Faith

    Posted

    So the wife confronted me on the week before Halloween about my abdl and it was a train wreck..... 

    I wish I can podcast the whole situation ( and my whole abdl life in general) cause there's so much painful details in the whole conversation 

    Poop up front

    in Stinky, Squishy & Proud

    Posted

    On 8/26/2023 at 12:44 PM, CodHero24 said:

    The easiest way to accomplish this most naturally, is with a warm enema.

    Buy a pack of enemas at your local pharmacy,

    Then fill a large cup with hot water and place the enema container inside the warm cup.

    Let it soak for a few minutes, and it's ready for insertion.

    Make sure you're diapered first, then insert it.

    Immediately sit down and try to hold it in for as long as you can.

    Depending on the consistency you may or may not have it enter the front of your diaper.

    But in a seated position slightly leaning back in your chair while messing, it will have nowhere to go but the front of your diaper.

    This is one of the best method. But it makes it better if you hold in you poop for a day or two, and eat alot of fiber. 

    Needing prays

    in Littles of Faith

    Posted

    On 10/10/2023 at 2:30 PM, AU Wet Pants said:

    Hi Demon-hunter:  just wanted to let you know that I am still praying for you.  Thought I would check in and see how things are going.  Blessings 

    Meh,  my wife is giving me signals again, but I'll get in details later, thanks for gou prayers, keep on it 😀

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    Wetting In Public

    in Diaper Lovers

    Posted

    To me, the thing that makes me have a hard time wetting in public, if I have a lack of trust in my diaper, and fearing of over flooding a already wet diaper. But that's why you get quality diapers and booster,  and not the cheap store brands.

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    Done Git Stuck

    in Scoop The Poop

    Posted

    16 hours ago, babykeiff said:

    I have never got a Covid shot... and don't ever intend to. Also, I have never got Covid.

    You would be surprised how many people don't get covid. or if any get a very mild short-term case of covid. But the problem is a lot of companies and politician weaponize this whole fear mongering of covid and even the vaccine just for their own selfish gain.

    For example with me throughout the whole entire 2020-21 I've been around people constantly and no one really wears masks, especially at our local big box stores like Walmart, no one really cared. And I went to few major events that my town normally hosts as well, my town would host a giant 4th of July Festival and a giant vintage car show Festival. And normally those festivals will have at least 10,000+people attending. And I never once contracted covid at all. Heck even my wife has an autoimmune disease and she never got a sniffle of it.

    Plus what makes it even more upsetting is the fact that people plus what makes it even more upsetting is the fact that people would be misdiagnosed with covid, there have been reports of people dying from car crash and was labeled dead by covid ( this instant actually happened in Indianapolis and the family sued the hospital for pronouncing their daughter died from covid but not from a car crash). 

    And what's even more annoying there's a lot of people out there who pretend to have covid so they could get some benefits from their job from taking covid leave, see I work at a Walmart Distribution Center and there were days where someone who would have a misspick ( picking the wrong case or the right amount) on their order filling and they lose their incentive on that paycheck, or we've been working extremely long hours with extremely heavy load days, and then they'll be guys be like screw it I'm taking a covid leave and next thing you know you don't and then they'll be guys be like "screw it I'm taking a covid leave" and next thing you know you don't see it for next two weeks because they lied about them having covid. Thus adding another artificial tally to the case count in America.

    Plus not to mention the artificial tallies, I believe most of the death counts and case counts were not legitimate, because you know political reasons and for boosting their view counts on their new stations. Because you really can't fact check a news station.

    But I also believe that the vaccine was overly dramatized as well, deeming to be more dangerous than covid itself. Granted yes every medicine has side effects and everybody can die from a simple medicine it's common sense, but what's more annoys the crap out of me is we have people (the old geezers and karens at my church) believing that the covid vaccines have microchips then people in the governments is tracking you , and sterilizing serum in them to prevent pregnancy. Or what's even more annoying people believe you might come back as a zombie. 

    But my personal belief of the whole covid thing is that it was overly dramatized and it was used for 2020 political gain.

    But what I believe cause more problem in 2020 ( and still is causing problem) is the fact that we have a more cultural, political, and social issues here in America. And honestly if people would have left politics out of it ( both the Democratic party and the Republican Party) 2020 would have been a lot smoother.

    WTF is wrong with these people

    in Our Lifestyle Discussion

    Posted

    On 9/20/2023 at 1:58 PM, babyheadspace said:

    I feel like 

    This belongs in the diapers in the news section 

    THANK YOU THATS WHAT IM SAYING!!!!

    I feel A LOT of post on the websites end up being in the wrong location 

    Like...

    furry post in messy board 

    Sissy post in Boys Treehouse board

    Diaper pics, for sale, news, or location post in diaper lover or lifestyle discussion board

     

    The site NEEDS a house cleaning amd reorganizing. 

    And my opinion on this the guy that did is stupid and gives us a bad reputation 

    AND CAN WE NOT BRING POLITICS INTO THIS 

    The benefits of wearing diapers.

    in Diaper Lovers

    Posted

    10 hours ago, mirrored said:

    The main benefit for me is that I can actually focus on the things that I'm doing instead of constantly running to the bathroom. Work? I'm a machine. Video games? Top tier. Television shows? Lets burn through that backlog. It keeps me doing the things I want to do and staying in the moment instead of always being on the lookout for a bathroom. They also let me drink as much as I want instead of having to restrict fluids. I can swing for that extra cup of coffee or get another bottle of water if I'm feeling thirsty. 

    Dude, diaper helps me focus more on my projects and chores too!!!!

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    The benefits of wearing diapers.

    in Diaper Lovers

    Posted

    1 minute ago, drynot said:

    One big benefit about being in diapers...especially if you're travelling through cities is not having to find a toilet if you are stuck in traffic.  If you drive an SUV with fold down back seats you can even change your diapers in relative privacy if you need to.

    Just imagine being stuck in traffic on the highway and you need to go super badly, that's why wearing on long trips help

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    ABU versus Tykabes

    in Diaper Lovers

    Posted

    I feel like the topic went off course lol

    Unfortunately, I only worn the first version of ABU preschool cloth back when first came out. All I can remember them being pretty absorbent, just like the Abena M4 in a way.

    But I can't wait for all the new updates that tykables are doing right now. 

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    The benefits of wearing diapers.

    in Diaper Lovers

    Posted

    Oh here's one, don't need to wait in line to go to a public restrooms, LET ALONE PORTA POTTY! Those porta pottys are down right nasty and more germ filled. And. Plus don't need to stop the fun a conventions, fairs, events and stuff

     

    And diapers are perfect when you need Togo but you're in a long line somewhere, like at a theme park, or store

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    The benefits of wearing diapers.

    in Diaper Lovers

    Posted

    Hello World!!! I was drinking a cup of water today, and I was like " man I  would drink alot more water when I'm wearing a diaper" and I want to fill my diaper with hydrated healthy urine and fill it faster. And it git my thinking. What benefits do you get from wearing diapers.

     

    To me, eating and drinking healthier. Now, I loving messing in my diapers, but what I want is healthy messes, not overly stinky, not hard as a rock-log, and I want volume. So I like eating health food choices and more fiber. Plus health food and fiber is great to clean you bowels out and that it self is healthy.

    Next to messing is wetting. And I love to fill my diaper asap. So I drink alot more water, warm milk, and juice. So drinking alot of water is great to filter out your body from nasty stuff, and dehydrated-yellow urine doesn't absorb well in your diaper, therfore your diaper can't use its max capacity, compare to hydrated-clearer urine. And the more you pee in general, the more you filter out your body. And... letting your bladder loose all the time makes you feel little lol.

     

    And I get better Sleep. Wet diaper+cute onesie+plushie+warm bottle of milk=better sleep. Short and sweet straight to the point lol. 

     

    Now your turn guys. What benefits do you get from diapers

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    Needing prays

    in Littles of Faith

    Posted

    4 hours ago, Dee Cee said:

    Just think , your name , I think you have found one ! And I’m not judging , but I think you might bring your pastor into this , if you have one , because there are a lot better things , to do a study on than the end of times , yes , you should bring a Christian, pastor into this

    Well. When my wife and i was engaged, my ex abdl friend (he got caught by his father who is a strict pastor and forced him to correction therapy) outed me to my pastor and youth pastor by email, and they would marry us until my abdl and stuff was "cured" and then I was not allow to be involved in youth group anymore as a leader. 

    And the funny thing is that that Saturday my wife and I went to the first Personal Medical Store ABDL open house in Fort Wayne, Indiana in 2017 and she was super supportive. Then the next day I got outed to my pastor and then she did a 180 on me saying in so happy this happened and stuff.

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    Stay Away From Negative People.

    in Littles of Faith

    Posted

    @~Brian~if I can hug you I can. Thank you. I'm scared to leave her. My family has been cursed with divorce and bad relationships. And i dont want to another victim.

    And to be honest, im not a perfect man. I still deal with gay porn and have done some things that im not ready to talk about. But I wouldn't be dealing with my porn addiction if my wife shut me down so much to the point of I can no longer communicate with anything. From politics, career, faith, family raising, and my abdl and our sexual activities, like now shes questioning if anything other than missionary position is sinful.

    Needing prays

    in Littles of Faith

    Posted

    6 hours ago, Dee Cee said:

    And she’s not your …wife ! Man it sounds like you need to just pack a bag , just what you might need like let’s say ,the mafia is out to cut yer thumbs off , then  just torture, you to death , those kinds of items , and just vanish , change jobs , move 3-4 states away ! I know at first , you might pine for here , but she’s not your wife , and she is making life , hell , in a matter of weeks , she will be gone from your thoughts like a case of , syphilis and a brain tumor at the same time !  You have found , your demon , and it is………HER !  RUN  FOR  YOUR   LIFE  ! ! ! Your prayers have been answered , divorce her from , another state , and you can just state , not compatible, as your reason ! I didn’t do all the research , and didn’t know you was married ! I know I have divorced , my first 3 wives , and I finally, just put the matter in gods hands , and I was done , I was living with out them , just me and my 2 kids 5-7 , and I just asked him , if you deem me suitable, to grant me a wife , I am going to let you put her in my life , I was done lookin ! And in less than a month , it was as if he just picked my , needs and wants , and had compiled a list , of things I had never told a soul about , and never really knew , and she was right , in my extended family , she was the sister , of my youngest brothers wife , and I had known her for years , we had heard each other talk to others for decades , and she was 8 years my younger , she had lost weight , had her longer hair , done , and cut real nice , I already knew about her for decades , and for me it was love at first sight , we only dated for just a few months , and we both said I love you , at the exact same time , as I could hear the words , I was saying but it was her voice , and just weeks later , I had bought her the nicest ring , I could find under 5k , and in a few weeks we were, married , I had talked to my and her pastor , and our wows came right out of the Bible , and we had our 21st wedding anniversary , this ,  past 6-14-23 ! And we are still in love as we were then , and in the honey moon stage ! I can’t have sex, since 6 yrs. ago , but this is way deeper than just sex…..our beings are so inter twinned ! Or tv just took a dump 10 days ago , and we just sit on the sofa , and talk , I can almost make her wet herself laughing , at my , jokes , stupid comments , and stories , and we are just loving each other so much , she helped me go thru my worst time , when I became , i.c. just almost 6 yrs.ago , and she even bought me diapers , and got me into them , and changed me , but I just wasn’t a man , to be just wearing and using diapers , and was so angry, hateful , and many other negative things , and then I was just changing  myself , and I had just switched to all cloth everything , as those disposable diapers , became , way too expensive , and I had done lots of research , and found just about everything , I might , want or need for as much as the cost of less than 2 cases of those expensive , disposable diapers , and that was almost 7-9 months after , I was in diapers ! And they still feel and look as good as the day I bought , them , now I just watch for sales , as I did this past boxers day , in Canada , this past year , and I got 20 pair of plastic pants , for 1$ apiece , and I think the shipping was more than the product , rearz , have some great sales , that was the best sale to date !      But I do all my own laundry , as I am home , so what’s so hard about doing , all my adult things , some of hers too and at least , I my problems aren’t weighing on her , and I thought , she might just step away from a husband , who wears and uses , diapers , but she still , loves me , and I just cherish her all the more , for it ! 

     

    I really do not want to divorce her, I still love her a lot and she completely spiritually abusive, I just cannot take this craziness that she's been doing. For example today she's been reading the Bible about the end times (which I have mixed views of), watch a video sermon about hell I think, and her Tick Tock feed is nothing but depressing stuff for example she post and shared a video about why you shouldn't have picture of your kids on Facebook because people in the dark web uses it for CP I guess. And I can't take it, I'm at the point of taking off the shelf stress relief vitamins.

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