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... continued/ off and on over the years. How easily it became a feature of my life, I've been wearind diapers for over 20 years now. Anyway, I had emotionally prepared myself to be acknowledged as diaper dependent by my one doctor but she has referred me back to my main doctor. For some reason, I was ashamed that I had asked because I struggle with my dependence on diapers and also the very real issue that when I wear diapers more, I become increasingly dependent. Anyway, I decided that it had been really silly to take the step of going to my doctor so I decided that I needed to take a break from wearing diapers. That lasted all of a few days.
This is particularly so at night, because I've worn diapers long enough that I barely wake when I feel the urge and if I've diapered, it's just so easy to relax and wet. Consequently, I'm restless without a diaper or, like last night, even knowing I should get up, I simply wet the bed.
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... continued/ off and on over the years. How easily it became a feature of my life, I've been wearind diapers for over 20 years now. Anyway, I had emotionally prepared myself to be acknowledged as diaper dependent by my one doctor but she has referred me back to my main doctor. For some reason, I was ashamed that I had asked because I struggle with my dependence on diapers and also the very real issue that when I wear diapers more, I become increasingly dependent. Anyway, I decided that it had been really silly to take the step of going to my doctor so I decided that I needed to take a break from wearing diapers. That lasted all of a few days.
This is particularly so at night, because I've worn diapers long enough that I barely wake when I feel the urge and if I've diapered, it's just so easy to relax and wet. Consequently, I'm restless without a diaper or, like last night, even knowing I should get up, I simply wet the bed.
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... continued/ off and on over the years. How easily it became a feature of my life, I've been wearind diapers for over 20 years now. Anyway, I had emotionally prepared myself to be acknowledged as diaper dependent by my one doctor but she has referred me back to my main doctor. For some reason, I was ashamed that I had asked because I struggle with my dependence on diapers and also the very real issue that when I wear diapers more, I become increasingly dependent. Anyway, I decided that it had been really silly to take the step of going to my doctor so I decided that I needed to take a break from wearing diapers. That lasted all of a few days.
This is particularly so at night, because I've worn diapers long enough that I barely wake when I feel the urge and if I've diapered, it's just so easy to relax and wet. Consequently, I'm restless without a diaper or, like last night, even knowing I should get up, I simply wet the bed.
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Well, it's been nearly a
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Well, it's been nearly a
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Well, another day in diapers. Three diaper changes today. It really feels good not to worry about the cost of diapers having switched to plastic panties over cloth. There's still a penalty, though. I've wet the bed four nights out of six this week because my diaper/pantie combo has leaked. I had to get a protective sheet for the mattress. At least I don't wake, worrying about wetting the mattress but it is annoying having to wash the bed sheets so much.
One of the best things about joining here is the people I've met and talked with and being able to talk about where I am emotionally with being a dl. From the conversations so far, I realize that because I'm making no effort to stop or even slow the drift toward incontinence
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Working on acceptance of being a diaper lover. Cost of disposables kept me from wearing diapers as much as I was inclined. This summer, I've finally invested in cloth diapers so I've started to wear diapers nearly every day. I can wash and reuse. I need to change three or more times a day. Being diapered overnight has been a bit challenging because plastic panties over cloth have leaked frequently. Nuisance to have to wash bedding so frequently. No medical reason for me to wear diapers, I wear them because I just like being in diapers and the peace of mind and the tranquility (?) not having to worry going
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Working on acceptance of being a diaper lover. Cost of disposables kept me from wearing diapers as much as I was inclined. This summer, I've finally invested in cloth diapers so I've started to wear diapers nearly every day. I can wash and reuse. I need to change three or more times a day. Being diapered overnight has been a bit challenging because plastic panties over cloth have leaked frequently. Nuisance to have to wash bedding so frequently. No medical reason for me to wear diapers, I wear them because I just like being in diapers and the peace of mind and the tranquility (?) not having to worry going
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I'm not sure if this is just totally crazy or scary. So much is that in this last week that my head is spinning. After maybe two months of not being in diapers at all, for nearly the
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Just another selfie of me in the garden. I've just changed out of a messy diaper, followed by a delightful bath, some girlie time with makeup and hair and then I slipped into some sweet little pull-ups, a summery top and jeans cutoffs. Time for a quick pic and then lunch.