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The one thing is I haven't seen unless I missed it in my reading, I have heard of the wife's that used it against them, and had pictures of the things like ABDL outfit tuff etc, and then when they divorced they threatened them and took full custody with no visits for the kids, or they slammed them in open court, then everyone will know.. Just take the advice here a lot of good advice, and go slow be careful . I am mostly Dl, but I didn't make it doing without any of the diapers et, and I was sneaking around for years, and it's still after coming up on our 30 year anniversary I told her over 15 years ago we are much better , but still some friction when the wrong thing is said, and she wants nothing to do with it, except for being somewhat ok with me getting diapers and some non male clothing but I am older and now I do have a need for diapers now, so that helps make it Different .. But due to both of us having gone through cancer and health problems we haven't had sex in over 10 years so sex is not a concern of hers, I take care of myself..

I agree you are worth saving, it's been issues of your parents maybe not knowing how to help, and they did things wrong. If you have a Dr for check ups etc? Maybe make an appointment and just tell him, you are having issues and see if they have a medication that will help with the depression ? I have seen a number of people on this site that have similar issues , maybe put a post in just to start talking, thats a good start. Please find some good reasons to be here, someone else is in a similar situation or wants to know you for you, not caring about the health stuff. Keep looking . And keep talking to Us Please...

I am bigger than I thought, I measured, so I am gonna try the XL, hope it works, I don't know if they will let me return it if my guess if wrong??

I did most of the same, and sounds like you had more fun than me. But I also : Had a huge collection of 8 Track tapes When I started driving gas was 45 cents a gallon and I was complaining about its too high, I saw it several years beforehand at 25 cents Had to walk to the bus stop both ways 9 tents of a mile, in snow and below zero, our finger were frozen so bad a few time the gas station worker used cold water to thaw, and it felt hot when the fingers were coming back. We were told to get out of the house in the morning and we didn't come back till evening (Summer time) Hopped local trains chopped down trees etc. Our dog went out in the fields he came back full of burs and our rooster would clean him up.. And more.........

Can you let me in on your size waist size I have to wear 36 pants they are a little bit lose but 35 is hard to find.

Ok thanks, I need to get one to see how they are, are they sized large or small for the size, they are mostly cotton and that can shrink?

Unfortunately we have some of the same money issues , where do you get your onesies from? I have an old vinyl one, it's sweet to sleep in, the pee will wick up into the shirts I wear when I use it, and I love the feeling of the vinyl. I had thought about just getting some over sized T shirts and making them by putting snaps in the crotch??

My issue is the money to buy them, I would wear them out if I had the money, see I do get what I can from second hand but that's very up and down in availability , I have to get the cheapest I can use to hold my pee, I am now using Amazon max pull ups for daytime , and at night I usually can pick up a decent LG tape up $4 a bag, and a prevail max inside , with a 24" square cotton baby blanket for my skin, ( the thin receiving blankets) ,,that will generally work and is cheaper than the nice ones I see on the DD site. Some day I will get some of the nice playtime diapers,, I hope.

I have to agree you have had it hard, money ref, food poisoning I'm really Hoping up is the way from here. Get rest and feel better .

Where did you eat? was it a fast food? I have found out about a month ago I have celiac disease , I have had my suspicions for some time, but if you have it you can do just as you are doing if you have it really bad, anything with gluten and I mean even bread, regular flour, Worcestershire sauce has wheat, some people get as sick and it can come on drastically with a few bad flare ups, you may Google it, if you can afford it to change to a gluten free, I live on a lot of rice, and still learning, but my body is feeling much better after I have been doing this for about a month. It can take 9 months but gluten also builds up in the joints and with time will go away , it leads ups diabetes and a lot of other crap.. But it takes a lot of reading labels, and then finding out stuff.

Thanks Eddie

Makes it easier to locate for us old farts LOL

If you use the internet on iPhone and get here, then just save that page to your Home Screen I have done that and works fine if I can just have my password with me?? I tend to forget to save it in the phone and bring it so I can look but not make comments ..

If you can get a script, I take Trazodone 100 mg , it's used for depression, but my Dr said it helps the mind shut off in low dose. It will make me drowsy and sometimes knock me out, Be careful with insomnia, it takes 12-13 days of no sleep at all, for the organs to shut down...I know your only at a few days, just a little FYI But I Live with insomnia and I have for over 15 years, the regular sleeping pills didn't work for me..and mine was beforehand f my pain meds.

I like Northshore, but the last ones I got were from a really good find at a second hand store,, and I hoard them , so they are at least a year old. But they are still great, but new ones who knows. But as cost going up yes all over, I got my small COL on my SSA , and then they raised my Medicare $10 a month so ii lost money. I have been using Amazon max pull ups, diapers lately and Dec they were about $34 a case, and Jan they went up to $43.

I wish I could afford to get some of the nice diapers like that. I can splurge about once a year and get something like ATN, or maybe North shore, but I read that they are going down in quality ...

We have a water, trash, sewer bill and they charge 4000 gallons a month min, even if you only use 1000 gallons , Its a rip off, we don't use but maybe 2000 gallon winter, and then 6000 gallons when we water the grass, plants wash cars etc. They should have an average for those of us like this. We are buying our home, so I am sure it's different for others. I wish they would do it in lower like 25 gallon .

I haven't seen them? but at our local second hand store, they seam to always have Prevail brand diapers size Youth. They are way too small so I haven't bought any, they may work for a stuffer? I did have some youth size several years ago they were cheap, so I used them to add as stuffers in my night diapers, they were very soft and padded, felt nice...

If anyone finds wipes or anything that has the true old pampers smells please post it. The vaseline baby with the pink front on the label, it not bad, it's got a good baby powder smell. The Walmart parents choice has a fairly good baby smell, but they are small wipes, I have to use at least 3 at a time. I have been using Costco wipes, unscented, but I just ordered some one those in a fresh sent? so we will see how they are..should have them next week..

I Love being in my diapers 24/7, but it would be a really cool thing to finally get my extra room mattress setup with the stuff so I can enjoy sleeping without a diaper and let it flood , sleep and enjoy.........Since I sleep in my recliner I still have to have the protection so I don't pee smell it up... I need to sleep sitting up because of my health issues ...

I have sympathy or you, I do know all about the back issues , I also live with it, my lumbar is taking care of a nerve and my left leg pain is constant and foot pain/numb pain, is the same even with all of my pain meds. Since I am on strong drugs, and do try different things, nothing really helps for any length of time. I have lydocane patches that are like putting aspercream on it, but I use a combination of everything ...just to do a little bit more.

Cool have fun that's what were here for.

I haven't tried to get mine paid for yet, because I am on Medicare and I do have a supplemental also, but people that I have talked to say they will not pay for them, I wander if some states may? and some may not? I would even take the crap diapers as long as they would pay, I could still use them at home etc, and put stuffer's in them etc, I mean free is free... I do use canes, walkers and the driving carts in the stores, I have issues walking with my back etc, but they most likely wouldn't unless I was in a wheel chair, I do expect thats coming up in a few years...

I want to add to my previous post here, see even though I have had many fetishes with diapers plastic wet sports and many others. I began the dribbling when at work , when I was able to work, before my back and neck etc issues . Well I decided back then I would rather wear a pull up to work than have a silver dollar spot show up . But I also have for sooo many years had the issues that when I need to pee, sat down or stand by the toilet 🚽 I can't do more than dribble , but walk away and it comes out. So I have kept searching for the relaxing stuff to pee in my diapers or sometimes in the toilet. Since I am now medical disabled it's just easier to wear 24/7 and , now I can pee my diaper sometimes day and night without knowing I did, and I Love that. I just wish the good diapers were Cheaper .....