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Rachel Emily

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  1. From childhood on, I've gone through periods of constipation, followed by periods of diarrhea. I've never really understood why, since it seems to be unrelated to what I eat. Anyway, when I was about ten, I had a series of pooping accidents in school and at home, and the cleanup was horrible (not to mention I got quite a chewing-out from my folks). I remember thinking even then that a diaper would have been useful.

    That, incidentally, was the week my dad planned a very ill-timed practical joke. He, without my noticing, stuffed a sock in the back of my pants and told me, "Check your pants. I think you messed yourself...." I sprinted to the bathroom at the fastest speed one can manage on crutches, only to see the sock drop out when I pulled my underwear down.

    For years after that, my mother wondered why I fell for such an obvious gag. If she'd remembered the accidents that week and how paranoid I was, it would have made sense to her.

    More recently, I had severe stomach cramps. I figured there was no way I could get my diaper off in time, so I just released and enjoyed a rare opportunity to mess. At first.

    I took the diaper off to discover the poop had run up and back

  2. I had no cable from 2000 to 2010--when last I saw the channel in question it was called The History Channel, and it had respectable historical documentaries like David Halberstam's "The Fifties" and numerous ones about WWII: when I came back to it ten years later, it was simply "History," and I no longer recognized it. Why they continue to call it "History" puzzles me, unless they mean its best days are behind it.

  3. Right now, I have overactive bladder, which is a form of incontinence to be sure. But I'd like to be closer to so-called "true" incontinence, in which I dribble a little bit steadily over a period of time rather than flood. I figure that would enable me to wet the bed consistently, nearly every night instead of just a couple of nights a week. I'd like to be able to sleep deeply, not continually awaken when I have the urge. (By "wetting the bed more often", I should clarify I want to

  4. On 12/28/2015 at 3:34 PM, DiaperedDLinSouthFL said:

    I've done a lot around the house, gone shopping, even got a security check at an airport while diapered. For a non-incontinent guy, that was nerve racking. However, the weirdest things I've done have been have been:

    1) I walked my dog at around 2 AM 3 times in the past year. Always in just a shirt and a diaper. One of those times by a busy street/golf course.

  5. I am probably the exact opposite of most folks here in that I was trained much later (close to age three). The only reason my mom didn't try sooner, she said, is that doctors led her to believe that because of my disability, I'd be difficult to train if I could be trained at all. The opposite turned out to be the case, she said.

    According to her, once I was trained I didn't wet once during the night (ironic considering I'm a bedwetter now.) Strangely, although I was trained late, and have other memories from that time, I don't remember my potty training at all. So upsetting I blocked it out, perhaps?

    I do remember being instilled with a dread fear of wetting or soiling myself that lasted into my teen years (when the thought of doing so suddenly became arousing), so maybe my mom went a bit overboard in her methods.

    Curiously. my mom kept me in rather thick training pants until I was about seven. Maybe I had more accidents than I remember?

  6. 10 hours ago, Christine Daryleanne said:

    That is not weird at all, it is what you lived at the time, although DOWNTOWN was well into the British Invasion, which I think was more of an abduction by the Americans. Early 60's is Drifters, Roy Orbiso, the Shirelles, The Marvelettes, Gene McDaniels; Before the British Invasion

    I heard a lot of the earlier stuff as well, since my mother had late fifties/early sixties '45s. "Downtown" is the earliest contemporary one I remember, however.

  7. While I haven't had any close calls where my diapers are concerned, I did have one yesterday evening in which my neighbor almost caught me with my pacifier. She'd come over to give me some groceries (she goes to local food pantries and gives me part of what she takes home). I stared at her with an obvious "deer in the headlights" look, I guess, because she asked what was wrong. I said, "Uh...you surprised me. I wasn't expecting you," which was true enough.

  8. 46 minutes ago, redneck diaper boy said:

    Close was not the word. My wife and I were traveling several weeks ago and we were staying at a Holiday Inn. I have a habit of tipping the room cleaning people because I know they work for next to nothing. I was sitting at the desk chair with my laptop computer. I was wearing a tee shirt and cloth diaper with a pair of opaque plastic pants. I heard a knock at the door. Without thinking I said "come in". The room cleaning guy opened the door with his pass card and there I was dressed as described. He thanked me for the 20 dollar tip and left. I have to wonder what he thought.

    My guess is, considering that he cleans motel rooms, you were one of the least surprising things he's seen....

  9. On 11/2/2015 at 5:56 PM, Toddy said:

    I am old, so I like like shows from long ago. Right now I am fond of watching Mister Rogers. I also enjoy - in no particular order:

    • Sesame Street
    • Mickey Mouse cartoons
    • Mickey Mouse Club
    • Bugs Bunny/Looney Tunes/Warner Bros. Cartoons
    • Tom and Jerry
    • Pink Panther
    • etc.

    But, since I'm a bigger kid (who still wears diapers - especially to bed) I also like bigger kid TV shows such as:

    • Batman (60's live action, of course!)
    • Munsters
    • Gilligan's Island
    • Bewitched (I love Samantha <3)
    • Leave It To Beaver
    • Ozzie and Harriet
    • Wonder Woman
    • Six Million Dollar Man
    • Star Trek (Original series only!)
    • Flintstones
    • Jetsons
    • etc.

    And stuff like that.

    I used to really love The Electric Company and New Zoo Review. I need to look those up sometime soon :)

    You're one of the few people I know who remembers New Zoo Revue. The songs could sometimes be rather irritating, but I couldn't help but like it.

  10. 2 hours ago, Christine Daryleanne said:

    I never liked the idea of "character" dolls. it seemed to be restrictive. We had Shirley Temple dolls and "Betsy Wetsy" was not a specific character, but one created for the doll. I always thought of dolls as a kind of person and being a "character" restricted how I could interact with her and made her less than a whole person

    http://www.dailydiapers.com/board/index.php?/blogs/entry/1679-dolly/

    Even a bride doll was generic. The more you particularize the identity of the doll the less her range of being as the character was more important than the doll. Also, when I was little, the Shirley Temple doll was half a generation out of date. The "Hoppy" things were not quite as archaic, but they still did not resonate with me and were a much bigger hit with my uncle's generation (1906-25) and the one immediately after that like my older cousins' (I was born in Sept '45 and much closer to a baby-boomer in culture and temperament)

    I think you're greatly underestimating the imagination of little girls. If they can particularize, say, a Strawberry Shortcake doll or a plush Smurfette, they can do it with just about anything.

    Would the "Chatty Cathy" (or the boy's counterpart, "Chatty Brother")

  11. Yesterday I had one of those "questionable" days. I had one wetting that I was at least half-awake for, then fell into a deeper sleep. When I woke up, my diaper was soaked to the point that the moisture had wicked up my nightshirt. I don't think it was a matter of my first wetting spreading. I was quite clearly wetter than I'd been initially, but cannot prove that it was due to wetting in my sleep.

  12. On 12/13/2015 at 10:57 PM, dlsafrica said:

    Had any "that was close" moments when it comes to people discovering you wear diapers (and obviously didn't know before)?

    In about 2002, my flatmates came to me one day and said "I think maybe we should have a talk about a little something we found...", but they said they were only joking. Good thting, since I was worrying...

    And last year, I was wearing when someone dropped by unexpectedly to play a game of chess. It was a challenge not to give anything away.

    Not really, because I'm pretty open about wearing diapers. What people don't know is

  13. 3 hours ago, lil_angel said:

    Well, the article makes some good points, particularly about the media only pretending to be "tolerant", and even then only toward those who look gorgeous. However, were it possible for me to do so, I would want to do everything I could to make myself look as recognizably female as I can. Why? Because in the early years of my transition, when I didn't pass as well, my life was a living hell. I couldn't go out on the street without someone pointing and laughing, yelling "fag!", or telling me I should meet with some sort of grisly demise. Women recoiled when I'd go into the restroom, so I stopped going in there. To this day, even though I look at least acceptable enough to enter a women's restroom, I still avoid it and seek out unisex places.

    My voice once made me cringe, as did my face, and it messed with my self-image. I knew I was Rachel in my mind, but that mental image would be obliterated the moment I opened my mouth. I couldn't handle the incongruity, so I worked for years on my voice until it reached a point that I was at least comfortable speaking. (If you want to hear my voice, listen to Toddy's ABDLcast. I made a couple of SpeakPipe calls.) I no longer feel the need to hide in my apartment, and can go out on the street with a certain level of confidence.

    The hormones softened my features; I still don't look as good as I'd like, but at least men say things like, "Can I help you, honey?" which while sexist, is infinitely better than "fag."

    The idea of passing might be outmoded, but I felt I had to do it in order to live in the real world. Now I feel as though I have to apologize for feeling that way.

    EDIT: One more point I wanted to make. Even though I think it's important to pass, I don't think I'm an over-the-top, giggly stereotype either. I don't wear makeup unless it's a special occasion. I don't wear jewelry--not because I don't want to, but because I have a hard time with such things as earrings (earrings and cerebral palsy do NOT go together.)

  14. 20 minutes ago, Nyte Kitsune said:

    I love the disney movies, but my favorites would have to be Robin Hood (With the fox robin hood) and the Sword in the Stone for the older movies and any of the Disney-Pixar ones for the more recent ones.

    "Robin Hood" represented the artistic nadir of the Disney studio, with so much reused

  15. 9 minutes ago, babykeiff said:

    Similar to the physics of 'brown noise' where some people experience loose anal sphincter control based on low frequency high volumn sound, similar can occur with bladder sphincters. An old bus diesel engine can cause this low frequency.

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