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Do you know what caused your sudden bedwetting after waking up dry? What about your more recent waking up wet? Have you tried to become a bedwetter by wearing and wetting diapers at night or by drinking lots of fluids at bedtime or by taking medications to induce deeper sleep?

I wet the bed as a child, teen, and young adult, but I didn't wear diapers past infancy. Instead, I had to face wet PJs and wet sheets most mornings of my childhood. By the time I was 24 I was reliably dry at night. I don't know when I quit waking up wet because at puberty I began to half walk up horny and needing to pee, and somehow thought it was alright to wet and hump my bed until I came. This behavior continued through my teen years and into college and graduate school. So, I did not distinguish between sleep wetting and half-asleep wetting and masturbation. I always thought of myself as a bedwetter.

Abena Abri-Flex M3 pullup, which I wore to an appointment and kept dry until I got home. Lately I've enjoyed wearing a medium NorthShore Supreme Brief with a large NorthShore booster pad both at night and during the day. This combo is very absorbent yet feels good to wet in, since the pad doesn't wick away my pee as quickly as the diaper -- and it doesn't leak nearly as soon as a pullup.

I think I bought my first pack of adult diapers about 2009, although I had been wanting to try wearing and wetting diapers for a while before I finally worked up enough courage to go into a drug store and buy some. I had a feeling from the first time I read the term "diaper lover" on WetSet or PeeSearch that I was one. I suspect most members of this site know well the thrill of making that first purchase or taking that first diaper from someone else's pack. It's a watershed event in one's life, the beginning of a major change in personal habits. Right away I enjoyed the feel of a diaper between my thighs, swaddling my crotch; I enjoyed wetting it and feeling how soft and squishy it felt when full; I got aroused by wearing a diaper and often masturbated in my wet diaper. I was hooked! I now wear a diaper most days and most nights. I took off my soaked overnight diaper this morning, used a pullup until it began to leak, and then put on a taped brief, which I'm wearing right now.

I used to prefer pullups for wetting because they don't absorb my pee as quickly as heavier taped briefs, thus allowing me to savor the experience longer. However, I recently discovered that by putting a booster pad inside a taped brief I get the best of both worlds. I can wear that combo much of the day and all night without leaking, yet when I wet I get to feel the hot wetness for several seconds before my pee disappears into the pad and diaper. I've also been enjoying walking around with such a comforting thickness between my thighs and swaddling my crotch. I've even run errands while wearing my large ensemble, rather than a more discreet pullup. A couple of days ago I relaxed and used my diaper while waiting for a bank deposit to be processed. The sensation of hot pee submerging my privates was great and I wasn't worried about leaking or odors.

I really enjoy wearing and wetting diapers, and even occasionally waking up while wetting or having just wet, but I'm too much of a control freak and too traumatized by having been a very late bedwetter to want to go back to helplessly wetting in my sleep. Urinary incontinence may come soon enough as I get older, so I'll just wait for that to happen. I hope I'll be able to enjoy it when it does.

I woke up wet this morning only because I wore a wet diaper to bed and woke up to wet it during the night. The diaper was a NorthShore Care Supreme Brief, augmented with a NorthShore booster pad, which I put on before dinner last night and used throughout the evening. I like this combination because it holds lots of pee, doesn't leak until overflowing, and feels as good as a pullup when I wet it.