Friday will be a week in women's clothing I get laughed at but I am learning a lot of people support me. My feelings won't change I hate errections and I have 4 to 5 a day. Today I woke up hard from 6 am till 3:30 pm. I will be worse depressed if I don't get the errections always hurt me I'm not able to relieve my self for 20 yearsI am at the popoint I want to cut it off. I've had 40 years of praying to God to make me a woman all throughout the day. But my family's churches and all the churches say what I'm doing is wrong I love to go to church and worship but I cacan't that's what radio is for I'm happy with my change a big weight is off my chest .