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  1. I haven't been able to wear diapers much recently but have finally indulged today. Unfortunately I could only wee a little bit and being a bit short of time thought of the idea of tipping warm water into my nappy.

    I am wearing a Tena Slip Maixiwhich holds 2100ml of liquid so in one way great but in another way not so good as I like to feel soaked.

    Anyway I wet a bit then took it off and tipped 500ml bottle of warm water into it and put it back on! OMFG it feels bloody great and I can still wet it if I want and it should hold enough.

    Don't know why on earth I haven't though of this before :)

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  2. I am pretty sure I suffer from BIID, when I wear and use diapers I like to feel like I am disabled, that to me is more natural than pretending to be a baby which does nothing for me at all..I am pretty much obsessed with wheelchairs and diapers. To me it feels like how I want to live my life. I suppose it boils down to the same thing, being cared for and looked after.

    A couple of years ago I had GBS which left me paralysed from the chest down and incontinent. I had to use a wheelchair and diapers then and it was brilliant. However my boyfriend isn't really the caring type and basically made me feel unloved and a burden to him. I felt so confused, happy in one respect but completely let down at the same time. In time I recovered but it's been very difficult to leave that part of me behind, as in some ways I crave to be in a wheelchair again but I know it's not normal to feel like that so I strive to have a normal life and just keep that part of me secret.

    Only 1 person knows how I feel and he totally understands, and he has feelings like that too. Such a shame he is gay!

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  3. wow! I spoke to my boyfriend about my fantasy/fetish and he agreed! So we are going to go away for the weekend with a wheelchair and a big supply of nappies, I am so happy right now ;)

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  4. Undercover, I have told him about things that I like doing but we have never actually done them. My ex that I did actually do stuff with totally used it against me when we split up :(

  5. I like nappies/ diapers in a medical kind of way, the loss of control or maybe rather the dependency on a medical aid. Assisted breathing is also a total turn on for me: bag and valve mask ventilation (which you can't really do on your own) is quite cool; an electric ventilator (I've got a little portable one) is even cooler. I'm also dreaming of being ventilated with an endotracheal tube, but I can't get it in myself, so I make do with a laryngeal mask airway. To relax completely and let the machine breathe for you is just rather--- I don't know, I just get off on it.

    Catheters with leg bags of course, as they also give this dependancy feeling and maybe also wearing an aircast and then using crutches.

    Maybe one day I can get someone to push me through a park in a wheelchair with elbows and knees cast into position and a neckbrace, catheter and bag, and a nasophayngeal tube into the stomach slowly feeding water. Quite the acciddent victim, and no, I don't think I want the accident to happen to me (or anyone else).

    Anyone who can relate to that?

    And of course my crossdressing, but that is quite separate: I'm just boring then (see profile picture).

    yeah I can relate to that!

    I would like to rp being a quadriplegic, no movement at all other than my right hand a bit, having to be totally cared for and pushed around in a wheelchair and having my nappy changed and having to be catheterised too.

    Am tempted to ask my boyfriend to try this one day, what a turn on!

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  6. I have many fetishes, but the diaper fetish is 2nd place.

    WARNING graphic nature, don't be grossed out:

    My ultimate 1st fantasy which I wish to come true some day, which kind of taboo/really hot fantasy is rather dirty and some people might find it gross, but it's nothing wrong though.

    Basically some slutty girl would wet a disposable diaper till it's very full, and she would get off in it.

    Then tease me by tying me up or handcuffing me behind my back, and sitting on my face with her legs apart and crotch in my face(her very wet disposable diaper touching my face).

    Then would say really dirty sexual things to me and take her disposable diaper off and sort of dominate me by putting it to my face again and making me smell her scent of her piss and cum.

    And I'd also be wearing a wet disposable diaper, so we would swap disposable diapers and wear each others wet disposable diapers.

    I doubt a girl would do the same in real life, unless she was extremelly kinky and into something like watersports, but I'd definatly wear her's.

    Then to finish it off, we'd fuck each other, by un-doing one side of the diaper.

    Wouldn't be into making a hole in the diaper, as gel would get everywhere, stuck inside her cunt especially.

    A condom would keep it out of my dick(especially the japeye, as wouldn't want gel getting up there), not that I don't wear protection anyway.

    Normal vanilla sex I wouldn't say is boring, as I haven't had it that many times, but diaper sex with I never had would really spice things up.

    that sounds awesome to me!

  7. I have a wheelchair fetish, not sure about casts as I was in a full leg cast for over 3 months a few years ago when I broke my leg badly. They are a bastard :(

    However, wouldn't mind giving it a go!

  8. New here, just found this place, been a DL for a number of years now. Not into AB stuff at all but do like pretending to be mentally and/or physically disabled as they also wear nappies/diapers.

    Sorry if that offends anyone. I don't do it out in public, just at home every now and again when nobody is here.

  9. I love the feeling of it coming out and then pressing into the back of the nappy then squishing about, it's the best feeling ever. I then like to walk about in it for a while and maybe squat down and get up again to feel it moving up and down against my butt. I then sit in it for a while and maybe lay down just enjoying the feeling of squidging it between my bum cheeks. I then masturbate a few times and enjoy it for a while longer before getting cleaned up. I used to feel guilty and disgusted with myself but after doing it for over 20 years I no longer feel that way and just enjoy the delicious feelings.

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  10. 2 years ago I was admitted to hospital with back pain and incontinence, they suspected Cauda Equina Syndrome and I was going to have an operation on my back, then I became partially paralysed and started retaining urine so was catheterised which was much better. I was then diagnosed with Guillian Barre Syndrome and was transferred to a specialist neurological unit where I stayed for 3 weeks. They removed the catheter and I was encouraged to gain bladder control. After numerous accidents I was given incontinence pads (Tena) and just left to get on with it, pretty bad really. I was in a wheelchair for over a year and have only just started walking properly very recently. I now have some control but suffer from stress incontinence so wear just normal tena pads that you can buy in the supermarket.

    I am a DL too. but save those moments for when I am alone.

  11. I used to work in a home for people that had learning disabilities, all of them were incontinent and wore nappies 24/7. A few of them were really autistic and would just wander about making funny noises and peeing and pooping in the diapers. It made me jealous that they could do that and someone would always clean them up afterwards. 3 of them had to wear special helmets like that, it was great. One of them had a spare that I used to fantasise about taking home and wearing, that would have been amazing!

    I like pretending to be like this and although being with them wasn't a turn on, I get really turned on while doing the same as them. I'd love to act like retard and have a carer look after me and change me, get me dressed, feed me, push me round in a wheelchair etc.

  12. I used to work in a home for people that had learning disabilities, all of them were incontinent and wore nappies 24/7. A few of them were really autistic and would just wander about making funny noises and peeing and pooping in the diapers. It made me jealous that they could do that and someone would always clean them up afterwards.

    I like pretending to be like this and although being with them wasn't a turn on, I get really turned on while doing the same as them. I'd love to act like retard and have a carer look after me and change me, get me dressed, feed me etc.

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