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    Please Respect Peoples Wishes

    in The Rest of your Life!

    Posted

    well think i need to get this off my chest.

    is in some ways linked to unsolicited pm's but through a different medium. If someone has a yahoo id listed on their profile it doesnt mean they wasnt to end up being approached by people all the time. Maybe i am old fashioned but to have some one im you without asking and telling you they added you to thier friends list when they are lurking in the chat room but not talking there i find to be very off putting.

    maybe if people would actually take the time to chat in the chat room before asking to add people to i'm lists would change other peoples attitudes. But it has been said before and probably will be said by others both for and against. but i just had to get this off my chest

    Have A Great June All

    in The Rest of your Life!

    Posted

    Hey just want to thank u all for a great year on dd im going on vacation june 6 to be with my baby lill emms in england.

    And gonna visit my best uk friends in liverpool i will be back in july but i prolly will sneak in here and now

    i wish u all a happy and diapered summer

    :wub:

    love

    peter

    love you too Daddy hugs

    an we will have fun

    Cynda No More!

    in Our Lifestyle Discussion

    Posted

    i'm not one for cynda bashing but she has made me angry over the months. There was times when people reached out only to be treated with distain hopefully things can return to mormal now and well we can get on with life.

    thank rosie from the quiet ones

    For What Its Worth.....

    in Our Lifestyle Discussion

    Posted

    for whats its worth for my two pennies worth curious i have a lot of time and respect for. time and again the olive branch has been stretched out to people and have repeatedly had it thrown back. to have people still arguing that person has won and really we need to pass on and let them get on with it. we know who our friends are and well really until proof of friendship that isnt used as a lever for the i will leave ploy well to be honest if your going to leave leave dont use it as a weapon

    Transgender Baby?!

    in Rainbow Diapers

    Posted

    Yea as well the whole idea of being depressed is something I've always had to deal with. Cause face it, it sucks when you realize you're a girl or a boy when the rest of your life has been an unknowing charade.

    However people deal with depression in different ways, most notably growing their hair out wearing their sisters pants and listening to My Chemical Romance over and over and over.

    Alright that was mean. :P

    Um but I write, cause it makes me feel better to torture the characters in my head to make me feel better about myself. Some wierd artist thing I suspect, to have power over your own imagination.

    But yea, I didn't just wake up and decide one day to be a depressed trangender. It was a proces a buildup that I could hear coming like a speeding train, and then one day I was just able to identify it. I still haven't been hit by it, I'm still learning things daily about who and what I am. Getting braver, I even told my boyfriend in one of my more tragic breakups that I was gender disphoric so I couldn't really expect him to love me anymore. (He was gay, I was bi.)

    Sure that hurt, but I'm definately not going to take a plunge for it.

    Anyway yea, I suspect I'll never really be happy, even if I were given a chance to be a full girl I would find some sort of sadness to cling too. And you know what? I like being sad, it puts my other emotions in perspective. I like feeling the full range of emotions because they're necessary to affirm that I'm still human.

    as a trans myself and fighting for reassignment and with the full range of feelings with gender dysphoria. (yes folks i do use big words sometimes). I have faced the void where the depression has become a crutch but yes it does still control me in a lot of ways. To those that say a desire to be trans, i would desire not to be trans but be someone who could be happy and intergrate in society. For myself i dont fit i am a stranger looking in or someone in a tank looking out at the so called normal world out there. i have not intergrated a side of my personality but i am my full personality i am a wisywig kind of girl and maybe thats what has given me strength. I aint gonna say transition is easy in fact its the damned hardest thing in the world i have done. I have lost friends and been cut away from my family but thats no big deal.

    I do know that now days we are not alone out here there are friends to be made shoulders to be leaned on and maybe someone there who can tell us we are human. I have looked in the mirror and seen a beast looking back at me. That thing there is not me i am me. But i will tell you i wont sugar coat the pill it dont become easier but it can become harder all i can offer is a hug and my fingers crossed for the other T girls out there and if any of you need a shoulder knock on my door i will always try to be there for a friend in need.

    hugs from lil emms

    New Venue

    in The Diaper Store - Shopping

    Posted

    >

    >We are pleased to annouce that a NEW PLAYAREA for Adult Babies is

    >comming to the South of England...

    >PlayAway Nursery will open its doors on the 3rd June 2006 at 7pm and

    >will close at 00:00.

    >tickets will cost £15 per person and will be available as from

    >Tuesday 2nd May from Angel clothing in southsea telephone number

    >02392 815413 bookings can be taken over the phone or in person.

    >

    >We will be closing the ticket sales on Saturday 27th May 2006 for

    >the June event.

    >for further information regarding the event please email

    >playawaynursery@hotmail.co.uk.

    Lil Baby Gurl Looking For The Right Parent

    in Meeting Place

    Posted

    hello to all that reads this.

    My name is emma both online and soon to be in real life. to some i may be classed as a sissy baby but the way it is to me is i am a TG baby gurl. I wasnt born a girl but over the next few years will be undergoing SRS to become the girl that i am trapped inside of this body. i am inside a lil girl of 12 months my ageplay is not sexual more emotional as i am looking for something i never really knew. I am not really bothered weather its a Mummy or Daddy or Aunty or Uncle i am just looking for someone who will hold my hand and show me the route to being who i am. I am not very girly looking or even the prettiest of people and i tend to be shy and unsure around people i dont know.

    I am very open about who and what i am and I am in someways a submissive but the submission of a child to an adult. I wear nappies all the time as i have bladder problems and get very little warning about toileting. I am also very sexually inexpierienced as the only thing i have ever known about things like that is hurt and pain.

    thank you for reading this

    huggs lil baby emms

    You Sissy!

    in Sissy Room

    Posted

    i woulds like to add my comment to this. I am transgendered and am on the road to becoming the girl i am inside. I cant say for others but for me to be dressed as a baby girl is right for me. My AB side is because as others have i suffered abuse on all three levels coz i was thought of by my family as nothing more than a burden. but i would say being in baby dresses and looking cute is natural for alot of people within our lifestyle. Maybe we see baby girls as getting more attention and love but that is just my thoughts. :diespam::starwars:

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