lonelydaddy24

Very nice. However predictable but nice.

I would love to go. But it is too far and I probably dont have enough money *Sigh*

I really appreciate all of your kind words. Bettypooh, sarah_ab I completely agree. But the only problem is I AMa true friend I garauntee you this. I have given them rides home when they call me and say they are too smashed to drive and don't want their parents to find out, I have comforted them when they were hurting and visited them when they were sick. But not a single one of them cared to talk to me for more than two minutes. Then after I tried to call them it rung twice, then went to voicemail. Meaning that they chose to ignore my calls. I know that things will get better but its the getting there that is annoying. And all of these people telling me to suck it up isn't exactly helping. Ive tried sucking it up and it just doesnt work. I'm too weak I guess. I don't know. You guys are all right. But As far as I can tell I am a good person. I volunteer regularly with a community outreach program for god's sake! So as much as I know you all care. It doesn't really help my lonliness. I know you are all trying to help because you care. And I appreciate that. More than you will ever know.

Thanks for the words of encouragement everybody. I really have no prbolem making friends. My problem is keeping them. I don't know what it is that I do, but somehow I do something and they abandon me. Be it 6 weeks or 6 months down the road they always stop being interested in me. I don't think i'll quit just yet, Thanks for the support everyone. I know I must seem pathetic. But I really appreciate people at least pretending to care. I called all of my friends both from collge and high school after my parents kicked me out, asking if I could live with them until things cleared up. They all either said no or that they didn't have any space. I tried talking to my friends after that, they all just made excuses or flat out said they didn't want to be friends with me anymore. Like I said, everyone abandons me sooner or later. But thanks for your words of encouragement everyone. I guess I'll just keep at it!

I don't know if you've already solved this dilemna of your but a good way of starting out is maybe getting her some baby food and 'jokingly' feeding it to her. If she is interested in it enough maybe she will ask you to do it again, then maybe you can ease a little more into it. (Bottle/sippy cup, then stuffed animal, then maybe a paci if its still going good)

Hey there. I try not to vent too much about my feelings but its at the point where I can't take it anymore. Ever since my last(and only) girlfriend dumped me I have been feeling extremely depressed. I know that I am not a freak for liking this whole AB/DL thing. But I simply cannot help feeling that way. Mostly because the only people who have ever said: "I love you" to me have forsaken me. All because of this AB/DL thing. My mother and Father recently (christmas visit) caught me in diapers while I was visiting from college. Immeadiately afterwords they kicked me out of the house with only my car, my suitcase, and the clothes on my back and cut me off completely. Aslo, the girlfirend I mentioned earlier dumped me not ten minutes after saying: "I love you" becuase I told her about my 'interests'. Saying she:"didn't want to date a freak". My mother and father saying relatively the same thing. This has caused me to go into a spiraling depression that has led me to the conclusion that God has chosen to forsaken me and I am to die alone. Naturally, this has led me to thoughts of suicide. Multiple thoughts of suicide. I have a job now but I have nothing else really distracting me from the fact that I will forever be alone. Nobody cares about me anymore. I have tried to reach out and get support from people in chat but they seldom care. Mostly they just tell me to suck it up and move on. I have been told all my life to suck it up and move on. I am tired of sucking it up and moving on. I just wish to love someone. I don't care if they even love me back anymore. I just want to hold someone and be held. I know I must sound like a bawling little baby (Pretty Ironic huh) but I just reached the point of desperation. I can't take this sad, pathetic, loveless exsistence anymore. I have no friends, no family anymore, I am just so sad. I can't take it anymore. I NEED somebody to just.....pay attention to me dammit! I don't know why or how I keep going but my batteries are just about to run out. I don't ask for much. Just love, maybe I am just too hideous for words, maybe I don't deserve to live, or maybe I'm just in a really long rough patch but I CANNOT take it anymore. I am pouring my heart out on an AB/DL SUPPORT FORUM FOR GOD'S SAKES! I'M HOLDING DOWN THE SHIFT KEY JUST SO I CAN BEG FOR LOVE! I AM THE DEFINITION OF LONELY AND IF I KEEP GOING LIKE THIS I WILL TAKE MY SHAVING RAZOR AND JUST END IT! i'm sorry......here I am just going off again.Please. If you know anybody seeking a relationship of ayn kind in the dfw area. feel free to do whatever. I don't care anymore. Please...somebody jusy help me. I have never asked for much in terms of assistance. But I really need it now. Hell if your in the DFW area you can just use me for whatever it is you want. Just pretend to care about me and it'll mean the world to me. Again, sorry for rambling. I'm just going to stop now. Have a nice morning/day/night. Never tell your loved ones about your desires because it will ruin your life.

Hi there sammy, I am also new to the AB community and am a Daddy, Age 18, in the North Texas area. Just send me a message telling me when and where and well see if we can work something out I guess.

I am wearing a pampers size 7 cruiser right now and its feeling like its about to get wet