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You better tell Daddy what you did RIGHT NOW or you are going to be in even more trouble than you already are!

Some days I wear diapers, some days it's panties and a bra. In either case, it makes me feel content. In either case, it pretty much chases depression away. Depression is a very strange malady!

Don't end up like my Dad did. After his 2nd heart attack the doctor said "Stop Smoking or Die". THAT got my Dad's attention. He went cold-turkey and lived another 20 years. He got lucky. Either attack could have killed him.

Not college... but I'm teaching myself VB2010. Finally gonna move forward from my 1998 vintage VB6. My head hurts!

Our house is VERY well protected with interconnected smoke alarms now. The massive rebuild that occurred after the vandalism (old readers know of what I speak) meant the house had to be brought up to current code. That meant stand-alone smoke/monoxide detectors in each room and wired/interconnected smoke/monoxide detectors on each floor. We also have ABC extinguishers on all floors. As for first aid... my step-son is an EMT so his "crash kit" can handle damn near anything.

I knew this would be messy... but not quite THIS messy! There's a bathroom right next to my bedroom and if others had been home I would have done my cleanup there and brought my dirty diaper cover down later. I knew no one was at home, so the big shower downstairs right next to the washing machine was a much better route. When I do something like this I try and time it for when I'm alone at home.

It's a good thing I was wearing a plastic diaper cover over my diaper yesterday! I was already pretty full of poop when I popped a half dozen frozen marshmallows inside. They were rock solid, but I put each one under some hot tap water for a couple of seconds to soften the outside just enough so I could form one end into a "bullet" for easier insertion. The water also made them nice and slippery. After that I squeezed in about 3 ounces of VERY warm, almost hot, water from my little enema bulb. Pulled up the diaper and diaper cover, got into my long and warm nightie, and lay down under the covers and quilt of my bed. I read for around a half hour and then started to notice things happening down in my nether regions. When I couldn't read any more because of the urges I turned off the light and lay on my tummy. About five minutes later things started to happen! I felt like warm poop ran out of me for a minute, though it couldn't have been that long. Then a pause. Then some more poop. The finally my bladder let loose. Good Ghu... what an AMAZING feeling. I lay there for around 10 minutes until I finally got up (hey... the premiere of Alcatraz was coming on!). Realzing I was probably VERY dirty I went downstairs to the big shower. Luckily, I was the only one home. Standing in the shower I was glad I'd done that! What a mess... I tossed the diaper into the plastic trash sack and cleaned most of the mess on my bottom up with some paper towels. I tossed the diaper cover and nightie into the washer and then washed ME down. After finally getting dressed and pulling on a fresh diaper I relaxed for the rest of the evening. I was SO empty! It felt marvelous.

If you are holding too much "pure" water ... as in one that doesn't contain electrolytes ... you can pull enough salts OUT of your blood to cause many Bad Things.

Boy, is THIS one hell of an expensive enema set: http://www.ebay.com/itm/4-Piece-Unisex-Anal-Vaginal-Douche-Kit-Enema-/150597148654?pt=UK_Health_Beauty_Natural_AlternativeTherapies&hash=item23104a1fee

Wow... that HDIS sample set is amazing. I just got mine in yesterday (and am wearing now!). The stickers aren't an issue... they just peel right off.

Back on zoloft for a while (something to do with depression relating to money relating to my (*&^&^ customers that are taking WAY too long to pay their bills!). The bummer side effect has kicked in... no orgasms...at least without great difficulty and JUST the right amount of luck.

Uh, where can you actually buy these on the "open" market?

Final-fix-it... the damn printer (HP P3015) wouldn't work. I ended up de-installing ALL of that printer's PCL drivers on the network and putting in the postscript version in. Everything's happy now!

@Kari - no problem with the Sony...it's fantastic. Hassles are coming from moving from a Dell to the Sony. First time around I forgot to say "don't move" to a bunch of Dell-specific apps. Looks like the move finally came through OK yesterday. I'm doing some final "make sure everything is there" checks now.

I got the Vaio on Yugster (or was is Sale-A-Day.??). Anyway, $1400 list for around $480. Nice box...all our portables are now VAIO. I use one in the house as a media streamer. It's got full 1080p HDMI. If all else fails, I'll just manually transfer junk over. I've been doing that since, well, since I've been upgrading computers in the 80's!

Got a new Sony VAIO for my beloved and let LapLink's PCMOVER do its magic overnight. Looks like I moved a bit TOO much over. The Sony's drivers and internal settings got fried. Oh well. Thank heavens for recovery sectors! Currently restoring the VAIO to "factory fresh" condition. Now I've got to go all over re-installing the Windows updates. *sigh*

Back in the day, like 10 years ago, I'd give myself a big enema, pull up my panties and jeans, and take the dog on a walk. Of course, I'd do this late at night and in the summer when it was warm. About 5 or 6 minutes into the walk it would all let loose. I loved the thrill of maybe being seen (never happened) and the thrill of being naughty and soiling myself. Afterwards (and after the dog did her business!) I'd let myself into the basement door of the house. It was right next to the laundry room. I'd strip down, throw everything in the washer, and then go upstairs and shower.

Not with a diaper on, but... When I was doing business in NYC I transformed into Jennie and rode the subway from the Millennium Hilton up to Broadway and went to a musical. What really embarrassed me was that I'd put on too much perfume. By the time I noticed I was already out the door. I wish I'd been a diaper-wearer back then! I was too shy to go into the ladies toilet (someone might talk to me!) and boy, did I have to pee by the time I got back to the hotel.

I've been on a CPAP for two years now. My bladder is full...at least to the point of letting me know...at 3AM +/- 15 minutes. If I'm diapered I'll slowly let loose so I don't flood. If not... off to the toilet. I've never unconsciously peed and woken up with a wet diaper. Before CPAP I was usually getting up 3 or so times a night.

Oh, ghu, I find a girl smelling of baby lotion to be one of the most erotic scents in the universe.

Demoed my software to a potential customer who REALLY liked it, came home, diapered up, and had those FRAKING DEPENDS leak! Oh well... the first part was good.

Last time I checked, my CVS didn't have 'em. Maybe they do now that Walgreens doesn't. Oh... and you can wink at ME anytime you want, Ms. SexyInDiapers!

So I'm having one of my mid-afternoon breaks. Depends Maximum Absorbancy Pull-Ups under plastic panties. I'm in my warm nightie and snuggled up on my bed under the quilt, lying on my stomach. Boy, do I have to pee. I love that nice, warm, flow... Hmmm... something is NOT right. The Damn Things LEAK. Got out of bed, stripped the sheets, and toss 'em in the washer. Why, oh why, Walgreens have you decided to stop carrying the three-tab "classic" diapers???? *sigh*

At least it wasn't WRITTEN IN ALL CAPS. What we are seeing, methinks, is the shrt txt n tweets bng mvd 2 the "big system" world. Mind you, the use of jargon-y "cute" text has been present in computer notes since the days of PLATO (see: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/PLATO_%28computer_system%29) back in the late 70's. Yes, kids, we were writing in notesfiles before you were born...

Another one last night... this brought on be wearing my new glue-on boobs (oh, I do like the girls! http://www.janetscloset.com/breast_images_10c.htm). I kept dreaming I was wearing them around the house under a cute top when all of a sudden family & friends show up. I keep trying to figure out how to take them off and hide them before someone goes "WTF??". I finally popped them off. Next I try and figure out how to hide them. All the while I realize I'm wearing diapers!