I was the same way in high school. Granted, I haven't told anyone yet because I haven't felt the need to. However, once you start college, everything (socially) starts to lighten up for most people. You begin to find more people that share your hobbies and the like. My advice would be to join a club once you start college. Even better if it's nothing to do with your major. For example, I'm majoring in biology, yet I joined a Japanese club and I've loved it ever since. High school can make a lot of people feel shitty because the majority of high school students are just flat out dicks. Just don't take it too hard, everyone needs to relax sometime.