BigBoy

I'm going to give this a try. I drink a lot of tea and enjoy a expresso nearly daily. There is also a random energy drink here and there. Since I quit drinking, I decided to go back to spicy food. I'm from Louisiana. We eat spicy food. I'm going to see if knocking this stuff out helps. If not I'll make it to the doc.

I know I should talk to a doc about this and I eventually will. Something seems different. I've noticed some changes recently. I've been urinating a lot more than before. One of the other things I've noticed is that I have less time between 'hey, I think I need to pee' and I'm going to pee. A few times, i haven't made it. A month or so ago I had a 7 hour drive. I don't think I would have made it without diapers. I am 39 and a big guy. I don't know if this is just part of 'grown man' stuff. The idea of prostate probs terrifies me. A lil over 2 years I lost my pops to prostate cancer. Then again I'm not related by blood with my family, I'm adopted. Diabetes has gone through my mind. I'm a big guy, but I'm likely the most active big guy youve ever seen I've checked the symptoms on webmd, but I don't see any of the accompaning symptoms with prostate or diabetes. Any ideas guys? I don't know if I'm hyper sensitive about this because inlost my pops to prostate cancer. I don't know if I'm more sensitive to this because I've been an AB most of my life. Or am I just getting older.

I can't say I have a lot of experience telling people. I told my ex-wife/then girlfriend about five months in. Whether she knows already or not, find out her nastiest fantasy. Ask her what is that thing deep down she thinks about when she's trying to cum. My wife at the time wanted a foursome. Not really my thing. I know lots of dudes fantasize about threesomes but just not my thing. You have to be willing to be a part of her fantasy. For me, we went on a few "dates" with another couple but my exwife lost her nerve before anything really went down. When I did tell her she was really receptive. She bought me diapers the next day. She was the best mommy. When our relationship was good, it was great. When our relationship soured, it kind of became another thing to resent about me. Because I was getting my needs met and could "retreat" and "regress" in diapers, I don't think I noticed when things started going bad. For me, diapers were the counterbalance to my extreme type "a" personality. Also as a person who has lived a wild life, diapers and such take me to a time when I felt safe and knew I was loved. It's kind of like the loving version of B&D.

I want to throw out a question. If you are a adult film actress and are getting paid to have sex, is that prostitution or does having a camera there negate that?

How was it? I had a flat on the way over there. By the time I was done with that I was dirty and drenched with sweat. So I went back home. I wanna hit the next one.

Will someone pm me the time and location? I want to be there. I've never met another ABDL.

I wish I completely understood why. I agree with you for the most part. There was a lot of drama around me when I was little. I think it was a way to pull back and not be affected by the stress that was around me. I think I was five the first time I did anything infantile. There was a baby seat left at my parents. I remember pulling my pants off to just my tightie whities and sat in it. Everything went away except the feeling like a baby in a baby seat. I think being an adult baby is the counterbalance of my personality. I don't want to sound egotistical but I am one of those huge personality people. When I walk into a room people stop. Some people have "it", and I'm full of "it". I have lived a wild life. Lot of the things that I've done and seen, if I didn't do and see these things, I wouldn't believe it. I think in life you have participants and spectators. I am a participant. You are some spectator's "reality show" where they live vicariously through you. I encourage life's spectators to become participants. Really I'm just doing my thing. I think being an adult baby balances that out. Where as at times I can be really "big", the other sides of me is really "little". It is the feeling of letting everything go and the only important things are am I hungry or wet.

http://www.creativereview.co.uk/cr-blog/2010/march/were-all-babies-inside

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6X2kkc17ig

I am a peaceful person and I am trying not to lose my cool. Honestly about 8 years ago I sounded just like you, but on the other side. I am a proud Unitarian Universalist. Some of the forefathers of our nation were Unitarians. I don't believe that any one group, denomination or even religion has a monopoly on truth. We are not a godless church. We are a creedless church. We don't have to believe alike to love alike. We are all trying to find our path, but we do it together. We use a variety of religious texts. I wasn't talking about the Tiller shooting. I was talking about the one in Knoxville. I know it might have passed under your radar because it cast your people in a bad light. Since I am a UU, it hit home with me. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Knoxville_Unitarian_Universalist_church_shooting The Tiller situation is separate. Sometimes I wonder if Tiller was murdered because his name rhymed with "Baby Killer". When you demonize someone with a name like that, it makes it easier to do horrible things to that person, like murder them. From what I have read of your post, you are looking for a scapegoat. The republicans can do no wrong, when they are caught doing wrong, it is somehow the fault of the democrats. This demonizing ACORN is seriously lame. I doubt you don't know anything about ACORN that hasn't been told to you by some Right Winger who is trying to make them look bad, truth be damned. You did say one thing I agree with- There are a lot of nutballs on the face of the earth. You went on to mention some attrocities commited by Muslims. I don't think any one group, denomination or even religion has a monopoly on "nutballs". Even though I consider myself a Christian, I am the first to say Christians can be terrorist too. Extremist of any stripe can become terrorist. I think fundamentalism is fundamentalism is fundamentalism. When you let ideology override common sense, things can get dangerous. What is the difference between a islamic suicide bomber and a christian abortion clinic bomber? One. The abortion clinic bomber doesn't usually die in the bombing.

Do you even actually know any liberals or do you think liberals are the boogieman? Liberals are not evil. We are people who have a different set of solutions for the same problems we all face. The GOP had DC on lock for most of this decade. We still have a lot of the same problems. The Democrats are taking a crack at it now. I just want the problems to be solved, or at least get better. When you demonize your opposition it makes it easier to do horrible things to them. I am a Unitarian Universalist. A year or two ago a guy goes into a UU church and kills a couple people. I can't remember if others were shot. The guy was a big right wing pundit fan, O'Rielly, Rush, etc... It wasn't my congregation, but it makes me eye visitors. It sucks to think I have to worry about being shot in my own church. The far left does the same thing, it demonizes the right. They tend to be more annoying than dangerous, but still demonizing is still demonizing. Liberals are not evil. Conservatives are not evil. We just have different solutions.

Like the bracelet said, WWJD? I don't think Jesus would be on the side of the insurance companies. I don't remember Jesus refusing to heal someone because of pre-existing conditions. I don't think it is a stretch that Jesus would most likely be for universal health care. Seems like a lot of the GOPers love America, but hate most Americans. I think a healthier nation would prosper. I figure I would likely get sick less often. If a produce worker at my local grocery comes to work sick because he couldn't afford seeing a doctor, and sneezes on my veggies, I'd be more likely to get sick. If people could get healthcare when they needed it, collectively I think people would be a lot healthier. If people are healthier, they are less likely to get me sick.

As long as you are not a Republican Senator, you should be ok.

I kind of figured that. It was still bizarre. Wasn't there a baby diaper commercial years ago saying boys wet here, and girls wet there. This Depends commercial caught my attention.

I can't remember what I was watching. I saw a commercial that had an african-american couple in alternating shots talking about how men drive and how women drive. It was funny and kind of charming. I am kind of expecting it to be a Gieco or Progressive insurance commercial. It had that "feel" to it. It was tagged at the end of the commercial for Depends. I was watching it on the dvr. I rewinded it to make sure I saw what I thought I saw. I couldn't believe it. Who are they marketing to? Spouses of people who don't drive well? I know I have the shit scared out of me riding with my girl, just not literally.

I was wondering where that reference was coming to mind was from. I just didn't want to talk about blow jobs infront of babies.

One of my favorite things about getting a "mouth hug" is that time right after climax. It is almost the same thing. At that moment, I don't really want any more "mouth hug", but it is something she is in control of and she will finish to the last drop. Guys get the short end of the stick on the multi-orgasm thing, but this almost extends the pleasure. Back when my ex-mommy and I were together, she would keep me in diapers after climax. It is the time when most of us don't want anything to do with it. The idea of "I'm a grown ass man here in a adult diaper" gets in your head. I don't want it. She would make me stay in it. It isn't exactly like the time after climaxing after a "mouth hug", but it would extend it more in a mental way. A head high, if you will. I am very much the type who balances my ALPHA-MALE with the ab side. The times I feel out of control, even if it is just seconds or minutes, it is valued. I love the "getting what you want, when you don't want it"-feeling. Having sex is a lot easier than getting a little bit of "feeling out of control".

Wish I Was A Baby Julia Paster Vocal premixed undited.mp3 - 5.00MB

I have always thought Prince's "I Would Die 4 U" sounds a lot like "I Would Diaper U". "Pink and Blue" by Andre from Outkast Check the lyrics. Pretty pink, baby blue Why don't (why don't) you teach me something new We're all (we're all) just babies in my view So crawl baby Crawl baby Pretty pink, baby blue Why don't (why don't) you teach me something new We're all (we're all) just babies in my view So crawl baby Crawl baby Miss lady You could have been born a little later but I don't care So what if your head sports a couple of grey hairs Same here, and actually I think that's funky (In a Claire Huxtable type way) Miss lady It looks to me like you need a little juice in your life So call me when that big ole house gets lonelyfied And I'll teleport from here to there You show me how it's supposed to be done I'll make sure you have young fun Pretty pink, baby blue Why don't (why don't) you teach me something new We're all (we're all) just babies in my view So crawl baby Crawl baby Pretty pink, baby blue Why don't (why don't) you teach me something new We're all (we're all) just babies in my view So crawl baby Crawl baby You're sophisticated Just me and miss lady You've got me talkin like a baby You make me talk baby talk She's so sophisticated You make me talk baby talk Just me and miss lady She makes me talk baby talk Got me talkin like a baby Like ga ga and goo goo Oh momma You're so sophisticated Make me talk baby talk Just me and miss lady You're so experienced Got me talkin like a baby Teach me somethin new Teach me somethin new You're sophisticated Just me and miss lady You got me talkin like a baby

It was an accident when I grabbed the next size down. I got home and taped one on and I realized it was a little tighter but fit better. I use to be really big, now I am just big. I went from a XL down to a L. I haven't worn a Large since college. Yeah, it is not like I can tell my friends I wear a smaller diaper now. I had to tell someone.

but I have lost a diaper size.

ATX If Austin only knew how weird we keep it.

I don't want to be telling someone's business in here. Google the two words Ciara and Diapers. He ex-boyfriend, Bow Wow, is putting her business in the streets. There seems to be enough detail to make this sound legit.

I seriously don't know if I was seeing things, but when she was on her knees, was those blue tapes? I googled her name and diaper. I guess it is suppose to be a loin cloth. I think I saw tapes in some of those scenes.

"Damn, I Wish You'd Change my Diaper"