ajr1986

Thanks, SUZZY!

Thanks for your interest, Bettypooh! It was so amazing. My makeup session for starters was so exciting and humiliating. I walk into the salon which is in a mall close to my house. There is another woman there waiting (I think i had the apt. before hers). My makeup girl said,"so you are the guy im doing the sissy baby girl makeup on." The other woman heard it and laughed and made comments like "you are so cute" during the apt. She asked me all about my costume and as a cover, I said i was entering a costume contest at a halloween party and the theme was "most humiliating costume." This gave me a perfect excuse to do what i was doing without coming off as a creeper lol. So anyways, she asked me all about it and i told her what my costume entailed. I was wearing an xl girls goodnight pullup under my sweatpants and I ended up showing it to her. My excuse was that they were too small and I was trying to stretch it out so they would be comfortable for the party. So i looked totally babyish by the time i left....huge eyes, rosy cheeks, lipstick, fake freckles. Anyways when i left i told her my gf didnt know i was doing this and we come to the mall alot so please dont say anything to me if she sees me walking around lol. I'll give youthe info to my actual sesssion later!

@christine daryleaane.........umm ok....thanks for the advice......not!!!!!!

Hello everyone, just wanted to get some ideas from all of you sissies out there! I am going to see 2 mistresses tommorow! I originally thought that I was going to a halloween fetish party tommorow, so I scheduled a makeup apt. to get sissy adult baby girl makeup done. I figured this was the only day of the year that a makeup artist wouldnt be like wtf if a guy got his makeup one like a babygirl. Anyways, the party got canceled, but I scheduled an apt. with 2 mistresses and decided to keep my makeup apt. I figured the excitement of being able to tell them what I am dressing up as and the humiliation factor were reason enough to keep the apt. So, I have the apt. at 10 and am going for my mistress session at noon. I wanted to know if anyone has any good ideas for what i should make 2 mistresses do to me. I want it to be as humiliating as possible......please respond with any suggestions!!!!! thank you!!! sissy baby aj

Hell all, I am a 25 yr old male from atlanta ga and i saw a mistress i found on backpage.com last friday. Unlike most mistresses/dominatrix's, she caters first and foremost to the ab/sissy clientele. I had a magical experience with her....to read more go to my diaperspace.com page...my username is ajr1986......her website is mistressmadisonjames.com for all of you in the atlanta area...she is wonderful! please message me back for any questions

I am such a sissy diaper loser that when I am not masturbating to gay porn, I am masturbating my clitty to romantic comedies.

Hello All....I have posted before about seeking a mistress to fulfill my ab fantasy, but have since decided against it because of personal reasons. I have a general question to ask the daily diaper public regarding my own personal disposition. I want to see if anything I say resonates with anyone out there. First and foremost, I am an AB sissy who is turned on by acting like a little baby girl and being treated like one by a female. With that being said, I am very turned on by the gay guy/girl interaction. It really turns me on when a girl thinks I'm gay. I am engaged to a woman I'm madly in love with, but for obvious reasons I cannot tell her this. To satisfy this urge I act gay in social situations when I am not with her. For example: when I go to the store, go tanning, or get my haircut i act completely gay when i know the employees will be cute females. The whole gay guy/girl (faghag) relationship really turns me on. At the same time, I do not think I could engage in sexual acts with another guy (even if a girl was present) but i look at bisexual mmf porn as well as tranny and crossdresser porn online. I am also into small penis humilation. If anyone could give me any feedback on how they understand or are similiar, id really appreciate it...thank you

Thank you all so much for your kind replies! I am very sorry for not introducing myself to this beautiful community. My name is Alex and I am a 24 year old male. I have been into diapers ever since the age of ten when i tried on one of my baby cousin's diapers. i think my attachment to diapers and being a baby overall stem from a lack of nurturing from my mother. She was always one of those you have to be tough moms and i was always punished for crying or showing any kind of weakness. So, with an upbringing like that one could go 1 of 2 ways...the first being a total alpha male badass tough ruthless manly man......or......being completely weak and submissive and longing for motherly affection (i chose the latter...duh!). So anyways that is my story and i hope to become more and more active in this community...thank you!!!!!

Hello everyone, I had a general question about seeking a mistress online to do in person sessions with. I have recently contacted one close to where I live and they are interested in doing a session with me. My only apprehension is the legalities of doing this. It is understood that no sexual contact is to be taking place, but I would still be paying for sexual gratification and to me that seems awfully close to seeking prostitution. I am just picturing a scenario in my head where there is a big police sting and i get arrested. This mistress seems to have a very legitiimate website and testimonials from former clients are all excellent. It is just I have way 2 much 2 lose and this is my 1st time taking my ab/sissy side to the next level...........If anyone could please write back on your thoughts or concerns, i would greatly appreciate it....thank you very much!