Hey DL, 21 and in college here too! I have myself had a love hate thing with diapers for as long as i can remember. It was not until i was about 16 did we finally get the internet at my parents that i finally found out that i was not alone. I always had a resentment towards my self for loving diapers. In the past couple years i finally admitted to myself that no matter how hard i try i will always love diapers, admitting that has made my stress levels go way down and I'm way more honest with myself now. Wearing diapers past potty training is way weird for some people but for us its just feels right and if I'm weird or "deviant" for it whatever! Now that you found a place that you can go and chat with people with the same interest it makes life sooooo much better. Oh yea be proud that you crinkle when you walk!