asleeponurshouldr

It sounds like a Urinary Infection from what u describe, but I am no doctor. You should definitely take the above advice and try to take advantage of your student services if you can. It could be more serious than you think. If you can't stand that "urge" feeling, there is a product called AZO that u can get at most stores which will make it go away. HOWEVER it does have an unpleasant side effect, it will make u pee Orange. It is not a quick fix for what is wrong, it will simply make u more comfortable until u can get to a doctor. PS it isnt cheap, so it would really be best to get to a doc, and maybe they can get it for you. Good Luck, and let us know how it turns out.

I think this is my 10th post...if that. (**EDIT** Ok, my 9th then) 500? <brain 'splodes> I don't have enough fingers and toes to count that high. Congrats. And I can't suggest anything, since I don't know u well enough.

Now that makes sense to me. It would seem logical if you use them to play out your girlish fantasies... All I'm saying is they just don't make good/useful diapers. That's all.

Danthon, I am sorry we are having a laugh over your choice of post location. Here are two links you might find useful: about composting diapers Seventh Generation Chlorine Free Diapers Hope u find what you are looking for. Have you tried GOOGLE? Search for Green Diapers...

Speaking as a female who uses them for their intended purpose... NO they don't absorb urine very well, I had an accident once and learned this. So why would you wear them if you didn't need to? Diapers are far better for absorbing than pads ever will be. (Hey if they make u feel feminine and all then go for it, its your fetish...but IMHO I'd use a diaper if you are looking to actually "use" it) There's my 2cents

The DL part began when I was 3 and just barely out of diapers. I remember finding one and putting it on, but I got caught! It remained in the back of my mind from then on. As for the AB part of it, that didn't come into the picture until I was about 17 or 18. I had a few experiences with friends that got me thinking.

I dunno about that. But I am wondering why this post is in the Rainbow section?

I agree with that. PDA's are not cool in my book, whether gay, lesbian, straight, tg, abdl, or whatever flavor you are. I don't "look the part", but I don't let that stop me. I like what I like.

Nahhhhhhh posts like this one don't make the DL/AB community seem "freakish and weird" to outsiders AT ALL.... Naaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!! I would guess that this type of "want" is not in the majority. Even if the original poster is for real. (which I doubt.)

Hi all, I joined here last week, and I just now am getting to make my first post. It took me awhile to figure out the profile and all, but I am learning. Anyway, I wanted to say a shy little hello to all. I am new to all this (I always knew my own tendencies, just not that there are this many others). So please... Be gentle! I guess its still an oddity to be a girl who is into the AB thing, but that's what I am. I had always had DL tendencies since I was about 3, I can recall trying to put a diaper on myself. What changed it, was I had a profound experience when I was 18, that made me want to regress back to being an infant. (No I cannot post it, as I don't want it to wind up as someone's story-- It is mine and it will remain a sweet and profound memory). So now I find I identify more on the lines of being an AB, with DL as something I can take or leave, but it does enhance the experience. I have worn a few times in the past, but never longterm. My life doesn't really permit me to wear fulltime. (Financially not feasible, and I can't wear to work anyway). I also had to stop wearing, because I began to be unable to hold it while NOT wearing. This was only after 2-3 days of wearing at night. (yes, there were some accidents ) So if I do wear again, it will have to be either fulltime or at least in a situation where I wont need to worry about accidents. Mostly I'd really love to find a Mommy, but hey doesn't everyone?? I really don't know if I can have a daddy, as it brings up some emotional issues for me, but I will talk to all Mommies/Daddies. If you want to talk, do look me up. I am also on DS with same username. I suppose it goes without saying that nasty or random PM's asking for A/S/L and the like will not get replied. I hope to talk with some of you soon! Till then, I am... Asleeponurshouldr