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it finally happened! My friend moved out, and i told him that i have some "personal" stuff that i want to order but i dont want my parents to know about. (i still live with my parents, its free and im going to college and cant afford my own place) i didnt go into explicit detail about what i was ordering, i will leave that to him to let his mind wonder. my friend is very trust worthy and respects my personal life and my boundries. and i asked if it was ok if i ordered some "personal" stuff sent to his appartment. he siad, "should i ask?" and i told him "that i am into some pretty different stuff, lets just leave it at that." and he said, "Sure man, you can send it here". he even said that he wouldnt open it cause he respects my privacy. i really trust him that he wont open my stuff, he has never done anything to betray our friendship. this is the kind of guy that is so cool about things, if he did happen to open my box(which i no he wouldnt) he would be shocked, but after some explanation he would be alright with it. if i ever do come out to any1 he will be the one i come out to. OK!!!! all that said, i am going to order some abenas from xp medical and now i have to decide whether i want a sample pack to save a little money or just order the $20 package of 12 they have. What do you guys think, any advice?

ok just a quick little blurb i thought ya'll would get a kick out of, i was in my room in the basement and really had to pee, instead of going upstairs i just pulled a diaper outa my secret stash and used that instead of going upstairs, that is about the most lazy thing ever!!! i only wear diapers when i have the urge to use them, this time i had no urge i jus didnt want to go upstairs and use the potty!

damn dude, i was at work today and i decided that i was going to make tonight a diaper night. i ocasionaly like to go number 2 in my diaper but it is usually unsuccesful, for me its a psychological(i can pee alright but my brain thinks i need to be on the toilet to poop). well while at work i decided that once my shift is over i am going to pick up a pack of enemas.(i work at wal-mart its convienent for me) well i eventually ended up with a diaper on, and then i pulled the diaper down like underwear to reveal my behind and followed the directions for the enema, i did all of the tasks and then pulled my diaper back on and waited. and waited.... it says to expect action within 2 to 5 minutes, but i was leary, i was going to try and hold it in as long as i could. yeah, that didnt last to much past 4 minutes. im sitting down watching family guy and i litteraly just sh*t my diaper, it felt like i emptied 5 pounds into my diaper, i knew it was comming, but when it came out it came out so easy, there was absolutely nothing that i could do to stop it, it was great! thank god these enemas are only $1.48 and they come in a 2 pack, i cannot wait to use the other one! how many of yall had the luxury of this nature?

i would NOT go back and relive childhood, yeah its great in the fact that you have no responsibilities, but i didnt really care being a child, looking back in retrospect, i love my freedom, being a man, able to vote and express my rights as an american citizen, going to college, and parties.

I was born in 1990 and I know for a fact I was in clth like diapers, somewhere in a storage box my mom kept a disposible diaper from when I was a baby and it was cloth backed, although it was plain, didn't have any writing on it

So you wanna buy diapers at the store but, are timid? thats ok, there are many methods, but this method is seamless. Most Ab/Dl out there who bought diapers, probably bought something at the store. It takes courage to just walk in ther and grab a sack of diapers off the shelf and go buy em. For some people its easy, for others its out of the question. Well have i a method for you that will make you an innocent when purchasing any diaper. there are 4 steps Step 1: Know the store in which you will purchase(walmart, Walgreens, target etc.) Now, make sure that the store is a good distance from where you and your family and friends frequent. Step 2: Take a sloid bill of money, such as a $20 bill, place the $20 bill in an envelope and then put the envelope in your pocket, purse or wherever. Step 3: Make your way to the place of purchase. Once you get inside, feel confident, normal. not worried or shakey. Go select the brand of diapers you want, and then make your way to the checkout counter. Step 4: Grab a drink or something cheap to nibble on, and then place the diapers on the counter, and your other drink or snack. When the cashier greets you tell them that you have 2 orders, and that the diapers will be paid with by cash. when the ring them up and tell you your total, pull that envelope out with the $20 bill. hand the cashier the $20. once he/she gives you your change and receipt put it all in your envelope and back in your pocket. Then the cashier will ring up your snack, and you can pay with that however you would like, just not from the money in the envelope. Tip#1: I myself am a cashier at wal-mart, and we were instructed to be extremely professional when these purchases come accorss our counter, we are NOT SUPPOSED TO ASK QUESTIONS. but if for some reason, the nosy cashier does ask a question on why you are purchasing the diapers, just say that you are a home health care assistant, and that you help take care of old folks in there house. Tip#2:The money you have in the envelope makes it look like someone gave you the money to go purchase the diapers for them, because somehow they cannot. being a cashier at walmart, i see this happen all the time. and also, open up diolouge with the cashier, to make it look like you arent nervous, ask them how they are doing and so forth. Anyone can do this, just take a deep breath, and go do it! Hope this helped. Ryan S.

ok, so today, i had some extra cash and i decided to get those cloth backed Assurance Maximum Protection. I went to a wal-mart far off the beaten path from my house(so i dont run into somebody i know) and picked up the diapers, i then went to a Gas Station, put a diaper in my cargo pant and walked into the bathroom. This kind of bathroom was a One-Holer and had a lockable door, i stripped down and put my long awaited diaper on. i pulled my pants up, tucked my undershirt in, did the ass look in the mirror, so make sure it wasnt visible, and you couldnt even tell. I triumphantly paced out of the bathroom, never having this feeling before. Never being diapered in public, it was a rush, like a high! i then got in my car and hit the high way. i finally reached my School Building(college). i got of the car grabbed my bag and then headed inside. i went straight for the bathroom, to do one more inspection, just to make sure nobody knew i was wearing a diaper. Perfect, it was under the radar. i walked in my classroom, and started unpacking my bag(books notebooks and such), a good portion of the class was already seated in their seats, even though we had a good 20 minutes before class started, as i stood there unpacking my stuff, i had a really bad urge to pee, so i took a deep breath, and then slowly, let it flow out(to ensure no flood leaking ). HOLY CRAP!!!! i just pissed in my diaper in public for the first time since i was about 3 years old! it felt exillerating! as i stood there and finished pissing, i was done unloading my bag. i sat down slowly, and then felt a subtle squish. OH NO! i thought, i just leaked out, so i leaned to my left and then casually ran my hand on my backside of my pants, nothing, not a drip of pee, then i spread my legs and looked, nothing again, sweet! i was sitting there in a class of about 45 people in a wet diaper! WHEWWWW, it was crazy. I used to get horny when i put diapers on, but for pro-longed periods of wearing i no longer get horny from wearing diapers anymore. OHH, this is like a new high for me. To all you people out there who did this for the first time, did you feel the same way i did?

a good thing to do, but i would not recommend for extended use, is a hardcore sleeping pill, and maybe a beer or two, your not supposed to do that, but it works, and im ok . sometimes when its really bad and i know my other routine wont work, i will pop a high grade lortab 5. that is my extreme last minute thing that puts me to sleep, for instance after a concert, i can never sleep, and the lortab 5 works magics, knocks me out like a baby (no emoticon for sleeping...lol). Thankfully tho, i am the kind of guy that can lay down, and under most circumstances fall asleep in about 5 minutes. but i wouldnt recommend this routine, i just kno that i can handle it, not sure about every1 else, we are all different

alllright, i know most you folks out there hate the cloth like disopsable diapers, but i do. and the only store bought ones i have used are the depends ones with the two velcro styles on each side. the depends just arent as absorbant as i would like, they can hold ok, but if you piss to quickly they leak every(my bed), so i take it slow. are there any other good store bought cloth like diapers that i can buy?(Adult diapers only, i cannot fit into the kids stuff) i like the cloth like diapers because they are quiet, and they remind me of todays baby diapers. although i am not an AB, i think these diapers are quite, and i would like to start wearing out more, and i cannot be heard. Thanks.

i have accidents where i accidentally shit in my pants on occasion, maybe 5 or 6 times a year. its not like a drop a huge load in my drawers, but alot of it is when i go to fart and accidently shit, my parents think it is the funniest thing ever

it is a day of mourning for me and all of america, this also is a day that will live in infamy. 09/11/01 i was in the 5th grade, and i showed up to school, people kept saying, "did you hear about the towers and the plane crash?" i was confused, i didnt know what they ment by towers, then my teacher flipped on the TV, after the whole class gathered around in awe, 5 minutes passed.the time was 9:02 am...... as we were watching time stood still as we could see a plane flying towards the South Tower. the class was silent and what seemed like hours, the plane smashed into the South Tower, i remember people crying to include my teacher. i just sat there, i just witnessed a murder, live. i was in the 5th Grade, old enough to remember it, but not old enough to understand why this had happened. i didnt really know what terrorism was until this event occured. When i saw the plane collide with the South Tower, my mind snapped a picture, that will never leave me, on 09/11/01. Where were you?...... Ryan S.

i drink whatever i can get my grubby underage hands on! sister will be 21 in the next month so im hooked up.

the other night i had 4 of my good friends over and we busted out the brew. (Miller Geniune btw mmmm) one of my friends doesnt drink and so more for us! we all started pounding the drinks and i was getting pretty messed up. so were the other two of my friends, and then i got the idea to play some Texas Hold'em. We all decided that was a good idea. well, anyone who drinks alot of beer knows about beer pisses, and how they haunt you every 30 minutes for the next hours to come. I was completely smashed, after all was said and done, i had 15 cans of MGD over the course of 3 and a half hours(i was so trashed that when i was drinking and i would try and say something, beer would just start running out of my mouth) By the time we were well into poker, we were all having to get up to go take a leak every 30 minutes or so, and finally one of my friends says,"goddamnit next time we do this, lets buy some adult diapers so we dont have to keep getting up!" we all laughed hard, and i thought it was extremely hillarious. and then one of my friends says,"thats a great idea! i work at a day care, and i know how to change a diaper like a fuckin king!" and that made me laugh so hard on the inside, i know it was just the booze talkin and that none of this would ever come to fruition, but i thought it was a pretty funny experience. btw, i woke up on the floor with puke next to my head, uggghhh, that was the worst hang over i have ever had....

The song that speaks most to me is Time by Pink Floyd. its meaning is how time can slip away, and trying to catch up with time, but its a never ending battle. THIS SONG WILL BE PLAYED AT MY FUNERAL!!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nSLqbl2Xshs

Anyone here in kansas, specifically wichita or surrounding? i swear it feels like i am the only DL. I am possibly looking to meet some one or hang out and make a new friend.

You have been saved, the way i believe you have eternal salvation, no matter what, the bible says it is wrong to lust for a woman, man, fetishs are human nature, and i know big guns upstairs will still always love you as his son

question, and im not sure if this has already been posted, but im looking for the best store bought diaper on the market, where would i have to go, and how much am i looking to spend, depends are nice, but i just always leak everytime, whats the point of wearing a diaper if you get piss everywhere. so suggestions welcome, thanks very much Ryan

im gonna be orderin some diapers soon, just because i need to order a diaper to accomidate my wants. and depends aint cuttin it. my main concern is, aside from me goin to college and being broke, i am living with my parents still and i am in the diaper closet with my fetish. the problem that occurs, is i want to order some abena's and you can only order them online. well i have the means of buying them, but i cannot have them sent to my house unless my parents were out of town, which they never are, so can i order it and then pick it up at the post office? or would i have to have a PO box. or maybe request to pick it up at UPS or FEDEX, or however it ships my urge to wear diapers now is at its all time high. and if i have to settle with depends, i will buy them, thankfully im not the embarrassin type, i just go to the store an buy the.

not free diapers, but i did order some cigars from thompson cigars, i ordered a sample pack for $60 and they sent me a box of 20 Cohibas which would have totaled around $150, i called them up to tell them the mistake, they apoligized and told me to keep them, and that they were sending me my origanal order as well, sometimes it pays to be honest, but if it was for diapers, i dont know if i would call them back, i dont like physically talking to people about my secret life.

you know i never really have looked, although it is interesting to think that maybe when your at the mall, that there is someone there that might have the same feeling and passion towards diapers as you do. but then again sometimes it seems that you are the only one out there, and the only time you get to socialize with like minded diaper supports is when your on this website. But Hey, whatever, its still America (maybe england or canada for some of you) and no one will stop you wearing diapers.

owning guns is an american right, and everyone should express it, i am a big advocate of firearms, and a card carying member of the NRA(national Rifle Association) and own 10 firearms, Shotguns Mossberg 500 12 GA Winchester 1300 12 GA New England Firearms 20 GA __________________________ Rifles WASR-10 (ak-47 clone) 7.62x39 Yugo SKS 7.62x39 Ruger 10/22 .22 WWII Nagant (Russian Infantry Rifle) 7.62x54R WWII Arisaka (Japanese Infantry Rifle) Dont Know, Never Shot This One __________________________ Pistols Ruger P90D .45 ACP 1851 Confederate Navy Revolver .44 (Black Powder Pistol)

alright my fellow alcoholics , what is ur favorite drink?

yes, as a matter of fact. i have had weird dreams and they have all been about diapers lately. Last night for instance i was dreaming that i went to my grandmas house(she lives in town close to me in real life) and there was a family function going on, so my whole family from kansas was there, and i was diapered. after socializing with my family for a little bit my aunt said that she is sick of trying to find diapers big enough to fit her little girl. i suggested that she purchased Huggies Size 7 at Babies r us(i found out this bit of information from reading dialy diapers earlier in the day-when i wasnt dreaming, kind of funny.) then after that i dont remember who it was, but someone reached down and touched the front of my diaper, and said, "time for a change you dirty little boy"(in a cute voice) then that is when i woke up. i was soo pissed off, when i fall back asleep i never have the ame dream again. it was really depressing. sometimes i wish i never awoke from certain dreams, or wake up when i was satisfied, not when the good stuff was about to happen

Bought it, Wore it, Wet it, Mess in it(as much as i wet in it!), Came in it(Dont like to, to gooey)

i am not one of those people who are freaked out by homosexuals, or bisexuals or lesbians. i have been interested in having sex with man a time or two, im definatly not into the lovey romantic kissy kiss thing that happens to men when they are in love, the truth is, i love women the most, sometimes i like participating in anal play on myself. i think it feels great!!!! whether i get it from a woman with a strapon, or a man with a big dick, it doesnt bother me none. if that means im a bisexual then so be it. i just love anal lovin just like any other lady or man! BI = OK!