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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! PArms

The only thing that I could be unhappy about is that I can't wear more often. Aside from DD users, I've told no one about my diapers. I choose to not tell, though, sometimes I want to. It keeps my desires at bay and controls the balance that so many have talked about. After a few binge/purge cycles, I realized that my feelings weren't going away. I've learned to live with who I am and it helps shape my life. I would not rid myself of this part of my life knowing now how it can be balanced. PArms

I'm not one to cry. Even at funerals, it's hard just to get teary-eyed. Sometimes, though, if I read a very sad part of a book, or try to sing along to "The Car" by Jeff Carson, I can get my eyes to water. That's only because I picture myself as the character. Unfortunately, my emotions get trapped inside for so long. Thirteen months ago, I broke down uncontrollably due to general displeasure about how my life has been going. I was feeling very ill and left work early the night before. I fell asleep at seven and woke up at about nine the next morning. We had a snow storm and my mom was relentlessly yelling at me to go out and shovel. I had all intentions of doing so without the yelling, but when she walked up the stairs, I broke down hitting the door and putting a hole in it. My brother ran inside from hearing my screaming. I've never felt so embarrassed in front of my own family before, but I couldn't hold back the tears. I couldn't even speak for a few minutes. I've left the door in that condition to remind me every time I walk by. I guess that's what happens when you always try to be positive about everything and not let anything get to you for a while. Inside, it can be tearing you apart. It took a while, but I just replaced that door this past weekend. PArms

BoTox, In order to remember a dream, you have to wake up during it. You may have had many dreams, but don't remember because you didn't wake up during any. PArms

"Big babies buy blue bamboo Bambinos." Start out slow little ones!

As a flight instructor, I work in a professional environment. On some days, though, when the weather's bad, I just take my shoes off and relax. I've even spent a day printing out the phonetic alphabet and coloring the letters to be hung around the room like we're in kindergarten. PArms

Hi, Chrissy! I'm in the eastern part of PA. There are a few of us here. PArms

Get well Thera! For everyone else, you can do your part by staying at home if you feel ill. Stay there until you have a full recovery. I actually thank people for calling off of work for the risk of infecting anyone else.

Since no membership is required to view most of the content here, TB's can get all the information they need without having to post any personal info. They remain anonymous guests with the security of not being solicited on some TB only site. Thank you DailyDi for an excellent website! PArms

You have a strange way to obtain a pack of diapers. That's quite the price to pay. Hope everything healed alright. I've bought and used Nair once. On the bottle, it says to not use it down there. PArms

I've never seen a shrink for diapers. That would require me to tell someone about them. So far no one knows. This site is helping me come to terms with being a DL. I have also done the binge/purge thing; also finding I'm not the only one when I entered "I like to poop my diaper" in the search bar. I wasn't prepared for what I found. PArms

I wear CK hip briefs or sport brief (made of 90% modal cotton and 10% lycra so they stretch like panties) with pouch front. This is mostly for active wear (I take taekwondo) or when wearing jeans (because of the tighter fit). When I wear something looser like slacks, I use boxers. If I'm feeling up to it, I also wear thongs. All cotton, too. Like my diapers. PArms

Sometimes, when you're dealing with sports, that IS the world to them. Therefore it makes sense to call them "World Champs." I agree that "National" is more appropriate considering it's a competition of only US teams. Maybe when the rest of the planet competes in a league together, we can call the winners "Solar System Champs" or "Universe Champs." PArms