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I've had a few wet dreams, not the wet your diaper kind. In the dream I am wetting a diaper and its at that same exact time that I will wake up and feel that I'm all sticky...

I'm looking to buy 1 or 2 Tena Stretch to see if my SO likes them. I know I could get one in a sample pack from HDIS, but that's $10 for a bunch when all I really want is the Tena.

Recently my GF and I have been sharing and enjoying my DL fetish together. We've only participated together a few times and I would like to get her into it more if possible. She already read the understanding infantilism site and knows the basics. I'd like her to become more involved or at least gain a more indepth understanding of what goes on.

I have one from XP in abena medium M4. It's nice and thick and even has an adhesive in the backside of it. I'm a pretty infrequent wearer so I don't have much to compare to. Its nicer than the abena one I used before which is just a rectangle. This one is shaped like the padding inside the diaper. I'm also wearing it inside then air plus which is new to me, I'm used to the plastic backed abenas; I have 2 variables going on now. I'll have more info later.

I recently made a post about telling my GF about my fetish. We haven't done anything yet but a looking forward to it. For those of you who have gotten a significant other involved in this fetish, what was the first time they participated like?

What about instead of training to wet

I've (22m) been seeing my girlfriend (21f) for a little over 6 months now and we just had our first in depth conversation about me being a DL the other night. I brought it up twice before but both were brief conversations because I was nervous and

Rather than start a new thread, I'd like to resurrect this one. In terms of meeting a partner, GF, BF, what have you, how successful can one be trying to find someone who is ALREADY into this lifestyle? I imagined it would be easier to do things like robert_dl said and try to introduce that someone to the lifestyle. Does anyone have personal experience with either scenario?

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Well they are an older couple, kids moved out and the only people who should be in and out while they are gone are us, being my mom or myself. And they are usually gone for the whole weekend, so if I go on a Friday or Saturday I shouldn't have to worry about them coming home on me. One thing I did think of is possible security camera(s). The husband owned a locksmith/security business so I'll have to look around for that before I do anything.

Well the other day I had to help my mom with her house-sitting duty. We have some friends (a couple) who go on weekend trips often and they ask us to take care of their cat. Usually my mom takes care of that but the other day I had to. They always tell us to help ourselves to whatever we want, to stay over the night if we ever wanted etc. I figure next time they go away I'll just tell my mom I'm going there to take care of the cat and hangout, possibly stay over the night. This would allow me to get out of the house, and be alone which would let me be diapered So I was wondering if it would be a bad idea to take them up on their offer? I cant see any negatives from this plan but would appreciate some input, maybe I'm not thinking of something that could go wrong etc.

When referring to women looks in general I would have to agree with you. I always thought highly of cute girls or women than 'hot' or 'beautiful'. I think part of the reason for this is because I would always imagine myself having a "better chance" to be able to speak with or go out with a girl who was cute. For whatever reason, based on their outward appearance they seem more genuine or real than the other 'hotter' girls who I imagined to be superficial and materialistic; just not my type. Now I know this is probably a huge fallacy on my part, judging people on their looks but its the way the human mind works.

The first time I bought diapers I went the online route. It was easy and convenient, the only thing I had to worry about was making sure I got to the package before mom. So it was summer time a couple years ago that I did this and I remember the day the package came. It was an average weekday off from school and no work. Its probably about mid day and of all days my mom decides to hang out with me in my room... We were just watching TV together and chatting and I see the UPS truck pull up outside and the doorbell rings. I told my mom it was probably a "model" I ordered that week so I rushed down to get it. Now I had to figure out where to put it, obviously not my room so I ran in the basement and hid it in the little storage room we had down there. I had to wait till my mom wasn't home to bring it and hide it under my bed. All in all it was a pretty thrilling experience to say the least. Now the second time I got a package I decided to order a case of Abena X-plus's. I arranged it so I would pick up the package at the UPS store rather than have to hope no one at home gets it before me. I got the call to come pick the package up and its HUGE. The guys there were looking at me kinda funny, I think they might have known what it was, but oh well I never saw them again. I had to fit the package in my car, by the grace of god the entire box JUST fit into my trunk. I had a whole plan on how to now get them into my house. I had a few paintball duffel bags in my car and I would divide the case up among them and bring them in the house when possible. So I went to a local park which has a big parking lot so I could open the case and divide up the bags of diapers. This was also kinda funny/exciting hoping no one would pull up next to me or see what I was doing. Eventually I got them all under my bed and I still have about half the case left, plus the inserts (I only get an opportunity to wear them a few times a year :-/)

I just got a subscription to diapersexvideos.com and am severely disappointed. I went in there knowing it wouldn't be the the best representation of the fetish, as most sites are not, but I mean this is freaking ridiculous. The videos are nothing more then sex with a diaper in the background (not literally but close to it). For those of us who like to see videos of wetting, some role play, and the stereotypical DL pay site content, there is very little of that on this site. They have an advertisement: "Content 100% Original and Exclusive to www.diapersexvideos.com Because our photographer only shoots diaper videos for us, you'll never see these videos anywhere else. Our MEMBERS AREA has some 20,000 diaper photos and over 250 diaper videos taken over a 5 year period" This is false. As of now 43 of the video's are original, the 230 "archive videos" are all shortened versions of Diapegal videos. Same goes for the photo albums, all recycled DG content. I DO NOT recommend this site to anyone. /end rant

I'd like to know what the story is behind the last few pics.

I have tried to once or twice but they are too much of a turn on and keep me awake . Not to mention its still kinda hard to use them even while awake.

sigh....

So I read your story, its very well written, and even if its all fake its a great story, but I find myself wondering, whats the 5% false stuff?

I wasn't present when the gentlemen bought the diapers so I am not sure for what reason he was buying them. As for the sensitivity training that make sense, but I haven't, nor has anyone Iv seen working there make anyone feel uncomfortable for buying anything by asking questions. I was merely making a comment about his motivation to see what my friend would say.

Well there have been some interesting developments in the last few weeks. I have been hired at a local CVS and work there now. Shortly after I was hired the girl I'm talking about got hired as well. I was talking to her after her first day and we were talking about funny things people have bought, like condoms and such. So i took this opportunity to bring up diapers. I said "yea, I remember this one women who was buying adult diapers and she got all red in the face when she was checking out" now this never happened but i figured i would gauge her response. She said "aww thats kinda sad/cute" or something along those line. then the next day I was talking to her again after her second day of work and SHE brought it up. She said "oh some one today was buying diapers and it made me think of you." I assume she was thinking about the story I told her but w/e. So now I go out to dinner with her last night and we were talking about work again and we got on the topic of talking about check out and she brings up diapers again. I can't remember exactly how she started talking about them but I do remember she said "I remember this one guy who was buying diapers, the adult diapers, and he was saying "oh its uhh for the hospital"" (there is a hospital next to us) and I said "yea I'm sure thats what he was getting them for" and she was laughing and agreeing with me. Now my thought is who else but someone with an interest in them would make or agree with my comment? obviously I said that assuming he was a DL or something and thats his reason for buying them, but what is her reason for agreeing unless she is one as well? The only other explanation I could find for it is maybe she thought I was saying that he was making the excuses because he needed them? Either way I definitely think this warrants further investigation.

I'm pretty sure even if she wears them she hasn't in my presence. I'm thinking of possible hiding spots, I'm in her room a lot when we hangout so I might try "wondering" over to a possible hiding spot and see how she reacts.

I second that, very good free site.

Most of the diaper dreams I have are erotic or involve some girl diapering me, which is one of my life long dreams Nothing fancy.

Yea when I say press the subject I wouldn't go too far, just joke back. I'm not going to be surprised if its all just coincidence. The problem with this girl is she can't keep someones else's secret for anything, so I really cant come out to her about me being a DL unless I know she is one herself.

I dont think they know about my DL life but hey, anything is possible with the internet nowadays. I've never bought diapers at the CVS she works at so It cant be that. I could try pressing the subject if she brings it up again. Who knows maybe I'm just taking it further then what it really is since I'm a DL and I'm keen on things of that sort. Thanks for all the input