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  1. My college is a joke. In the two years there my professors have crashed my websites that where required for the course only to tell me to start over. One of them was a computer business major teaching a operating system course. He knew nothing other than to read the slides. Hell he even had his wife come in and hand out our midterm tests. Other than that college is looking to be a failure. I want to learn to program devices, not business programming eg: websites and the like.

    Oh I did forget to mention that I have bad ADD. I just don't sit still. I mean I can play a game read a book and carry on a conversation. This leads to massive amounts of boredom, which in turn I feel fuels depression.

    BTW what type of sailing do you do. About 7 months ago a friend of mine got me into beach cats. Now I own a used Hobie 18 that needs some winter work.

  2. I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who responded. It makes me feel a little better. Now that I have had time to think about it more its not just the job that has me feeling this way. For example: I avoid almost ALL social situations eg: dont go to parties, when my friends invite me over I make excuses. This is because they makes me so freaking nervous. I just get this feeling that its all fake, a show, a front.

  3. Sorry if this is in the wrong place. Mods please move as you see fit.

    First what is depression. I have researched it and that is no help so I will explain my story and find out what everyone thinks.

    Every day I go to work and do a lot of physically demanding labor. I will be the first to admit that I got the job I have because of my father, But I have not kept the job I have because of him. In the 5 years that I have been there can and do everything that is possible in the shop. I often get called and asked my opinion on things and equipment when they don't even bother to ask the people that have been there for well over 20 years. This is fine as I feel it shows that I take my job seriously and it shows that I am willing to learn. Now I get paid well under what everyone else is making. Meaning a guy who was hired 1 year after me makes well over 20 an hour and shows no aptitude for the job.

    That is my basic day go to work and then when I get in the car to go home the depression sets in. I mean yeah the job sucks but come on its a job I should feel glad I have one. At least that is what everyone tells me. But it gets to the point when I feel like if I had a firearm I would not be typing this right now.

    Now the job is not the only thing that is keeping me feeling like this. About 2 years ago the job got me pissed off enough that I enrolled in the local college. Immediately after I told my boss that I would not be going out of town on days when I had class and had to be in town for those class's. He agreed which shows they know that I am a valued employee. Yet after 2 years of school I feel like I haven't accomplished anything. I feel like I am stuck in the same thing EVERY DAY and it will never change. The problem is I don't constantly feel like this. I mean I have my happy moments. I really enjoy playing games and making things. Hell I enjoy taking my sailboat out.

    So after all this being said I thought depression was an everyday thing of hopelessness, but that is not what I am feeling just an almost everyday thing.

  4. I found this while using stumbleupon the other day and just thought I had to share it with everyone.

    I want to go back to a time when.... pixel_trans.gif

    a.. Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-mo."

    b.. Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!"

    c.. "Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest.

    d.. Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "Monopoly."

    e.. Catching the fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening.

    f.. It wasn't odd to have two or three "best friends."

    g.. Being old referred to anyone over 20.

    h.. The net on a tennis court was the perfect height to play volleyball

    and rules didn't matter.

    i.. The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties.

    j.. It was magic when dad would "remove" his thumb.

    k.. It was unbelievable that dodgeball wasn't an Olympic event

    l.. Having a weapon in school meant being caught with a slingshot.

    m.. Nobody was prettier than Mom.

    n.. Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better.

    o.. It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people"

    rides at the amusement park.

    p.. Getting a foot of snow was a dream come true.

    q.. Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare."

    r.. Saturday morning cartoons weren't 30-minute ads for action figures.

    s.. No shopping trip was complete unless a new toy was brought home.

    t.. "Oly-oly-oxen-free" made perfect sense.

    u.. Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles.

    v.. The worst embarrassment was being picked last for a team.

    w.. War was a card game.

    x.. Water balloons were the ultimate weapon.

    y.. Baseball cards in the spokes transformed any bike into a motorcycle.

    z.. Taking drugs meant orange-flavored chewable aspirin.

    aa.. Ice cream was considered a basic food group.

    ab.. Older siblings were the worst tormentors, but also the fiercest

    protectors.

  5. So I don't post that often as I really do not know that to say to people in general. I just get nervous when around groups of people. But I must share this experience. About a week ago I finally got off my !@#$! and decided to take the offer of a coworker to move in with him and get out of my parents house. Now my job keeps us traveling a lot, but with me going to school the road jobs are off limits for me :) sometimes its nice to be intelligent "spelling does not count".

    Anyway I decided that I have always wanted to try the huse anal rings.

    http://huse.com/Merchant2/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=HDC&Product_Code=218123&Category_Code=A3

    I must say these are awesome. They take a bit to get even the smallest one in but it is sooo worth it. Ever wanted to experience anal incontinence. These are for you!!!!

    I have had the small plug in for a little over an hour now and have severely loaded my molicare. When you put one in you must be ready right then to get diapered cause for me it came out right away with NO warning.

    If you like anal play and are willing to try something different or are just looking for that solution to try out incontinence try these plugs you will not be left wanting.

  6. We new system I build all of mine and it sounds lime u will put some money in it. If I may make a recommendation stick withthe 10g of ram and get a decent ssd for your os it makes a world of differnce. I have an Asus g73jw with a 120gig mx-25 intel SSd and it runs all blizzard games completely maxed out

  7. Thanks Betty. I work so much that I might put 5k miles a year on my car and never paid attn to the date of tags luckily the judge dropped the ticket. When the cop told ms what I got pulled for my immediate reply was "bull€{%]#|" so I think he knew it was an honest mistake and the DMV fine was the full 75 bucks plus the 330 in actuall taxes. Needless to say it sucked

  8. My first reply was also negative so before my iPhone deletes this one as I am typing I will try to be a bit nicer.

    First I am "renting" a box from ups so you can have packages delivered to them.

    Second if someone else misplaces or never gives you your mail you tend to forget about things like expired tags. When a police man Aka the law finds expired tags they tend to pull you over and fine you for.

    Now I did not want to get that close to the situation as that is very specific and no doubt identifiable but oh well does that quell all of the doubts

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  9. About 3 weeks ago I had a run in with the law prompting me to go out and buy a post office box. So I was thinking what a great time to go ahead and order some diapers. Now all my experience with diapers up into this point has been well..... depends and assurance. I just got my first dry care 24/7's today and OMG what a huge difference. These are SO thick its amazing. I truly cannot wait to put these on!

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