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OMG. It's been over 13 years since I wrote this and you know what? Reliving that time in my life by reading this old post of mine...I could not stop laughing at how dumb I was then... Thank you DailyDiapers.com for still having this post here for me to reminisce!

Hey Lets plan a get together at a local resturant in Naperville, like an Ihop or Denny's or similar. What do you all think?

Thanks for all the great replies!

Naperville IL here. About 30 mins west of Chicago in the Western Suburbs.

I would like to nominate myself for Diaper Lovers. Always have loved em ... always will!

Yes my age is 34 now but who ever said this happend to me recently?.... thanks for pointing out how old i am.

Hmm why a diaper? Well you know I cannot honestly tell you why I have such a drive to like diapers. All I can tell you is that I have like wearing diapers from a VERY young age. Don't know why or "remember" why I just do. What do I get out of wearing a diaper? In a word? Love. My life as a single adult male has been a lonely one. I have always been the "odd one out" growing up due to my skinny size. As a youngster I was constantly picked on by older or larger kids. My parents always moving us around from state to state didn't help the "friends" aspect either. Wearing a diaper had a special kind of appeal to me. I felt happier when wearing one. I may not like "messing" in my diaper but I love to just wear one. I remember exploring the whole wearing a diaper thing with some "friends" or so I thought... only to be later labeled..."weirdo" and an outcast. There is something about wearing a diaper that makes me feel protected, safe, loved, happy! When I have had a really hard day or If I have had trouble sleeping I will put a diaper on and crawl into my bed. I find I get a better nights rest when wearing a diaper now that I am an adult. Why? I really don't know. Something in my subconscious must be telling me I'm safe. I guess the main reason I wear a diaper is to feel like I’m loved. It brings back warm feelings of someone wanting to hold you and to protect you from harm. Someone to love you in a way only a mother could. I guess it's my strong desire to be....loved. At times I find myself wearing a diaper and then crying at the realization that there is no one in the room or house for that matter that is really there to comfort me, to cuddle me, and to just want to be with me. When this happens I often make my way into my bed and just curl up and cry myself to sleep in the hopes that I will awake to a different life. Often times I pretend I am in a cartoon that I loved so dearly as a child. And project myself onto one of the characters still in diapers because that character is loved. Ya know it's pretty lonely coming home from work every day to an empty apartment in a new city in a new state. So to cope; I like to wear a diaper. This is pretty depressing to talk about....

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problem is when I wake up I am in pain and cannot pee laying down. I have tried to do this for years.... YEA years. I don't know what else to try without damaging my kidneys.

I have been looking for ways to cause yourself to have a strong desire to pee. As of yet I have not found any "off the shelf" products that will do this. The only products I have found are prescription drugs designed to lower blood pressure. I have wanted to talk with my doctor and claim I am having trouble urinating so he could prescribe something to help cause it... but I am afraid of what "other" tests the doctor might want to preform. So my question is to everyone. What products have you used to cause you to pee? I'm not looking for laxitives here only products that will cause you to pee. My ultimate goal here is to wet my diaper at night when I am sleeping. I have tried to overcome my anxiety of not being able to pee while laying down but to this day have not had much sucess. I have tried drinking a couple cups of coffee right before bed with a lot of sugar in it but when I'm wearing a diaper.... I can never seem to "auto - wet" it at night. I have tried those hypnosis tapes and personaly believe they are a waste of money as they never work on me. I have also tried drinking alot of water shortly befor going to bed only to wake up with the urge to have to pee. I cannot seem to get over the "don't pee in bed" syndrome. Any thoughts here would be great!

I looked into getting my diaper area zapped... They wanted 2400.00 and would probly take about 3-5 treatments. So.... i declined.

Ok so you have hair you want to remove.... I tried the Nair approach ONCE and will NEVER do it again. I bought the Nair from my local drugstore. The clerk was female and gave me a weird look when I bought it. I felt very exposed when she looked at me that way as I handed her the Nair. Anyway, I took it home and stripped. Jumped into a bathtub full of warm water and soaked for a bit. Then drained out all the water and started to apply the Nair. I started with my legs first, Then moved to my belly, I read the Nair bottle's directions and followed it to the letter. I sat there for a few mins. Man did it stink! I then washed off the Nair with warm water. SWEET! The hair was gone! Ok I said to myself. I then decided to apply the Nair to my "unit". It felt really cool going on. After I was satisfied I had all areas covered I sat for a couple of mins. I then washed off the Nair with warm water once again. However, I noticed my crotch was extremely sensitive to the warm water. What felt like luke warm water to my hand felt like burn your tong hot! Thinking it was the Nair product reacting to the water somehow I poured more water onto the area to make sure it was off. Now the area was on fire! I became alarmed and started to panic. I read the bottle over and over again and could not find anything that said this might happen. A few mins passed and soon all I could focus on was the burnin g my crotch was going through. It was like someone just submerged your hand into boiling water. The pain was horrific. I got out the bathroom "naked" and ran to my room to turn on my fan. I directed the wind towards my crotch thinking it would make it feel better. WRONG!!!!! It only added to the pain I was feeling. Now ....stupid me.... went back into the bathroom and looked under my sink to try and find some Alovera lotion you use for Sunburn. Not understanding the burns are of a different nature I found a bottle and applied it to the area...................OH $%^& Not only did it burn with a vengeance, my entire diaper area was now bright red! Ok so that's only half the story..... What I did next.....I hope I NEVER have to do again. I called my doctor's office and asked if I could come in right now to be seen for a "chemical burn" "this was a two doctor’s office" and my doctor was out. The lady on the line said to come in right away and she will have the "other" doctor see me. The "Other" doctor I did not know. I pulled on a pair of jeans minus the underwear and raced out the door to my car. Getting in and sitting down was a chore in itself. %^&* the pain was awful. At this point I was in tears. I got my nerve back and drove to the doctor’s office. After waiting what seemed like.... AN ETERNITY a nurse called me back. I entered the room and stood. The nurse directed me to sit on the examination table... I replied... I would rather stand. She then asked what the nature of my emergency was....... Ok, how the hell do you explain something like this to a total stranger... not to mention a FEMALE!!! Well.....I lied.... I told her I had used a product on my belly that caused a burning sensation... Not totally a lie just the burning was not in that area.... What product? came the next question from the nurse....I paused.... and choked out...Nair. The nurse transformed from a ....nurse... into a chatter ball.... She said things like. "Oh I have had that happen to me before...." and proceeded to give me all the details of her "encounters" ENCOUNTERS! WTF why would you use the stuff again if you had....ENCOUNTERS!!!! was what I was thinking. Anyway, she jotted some stuff down and said the doctor will be right with you and she left the room..... The room.... Why did it look so childish? The wallpaper was childish... there where books designed for children.... There was even a baby scale on the counter.... Weird. Then the doctor came in. Wouldn't you figure... the "Other" doctor was a GIRL!!!!!! At this point my heart was racing. I didn't know whether to just stand there or run my ass off out of there to save my embarrassment....to make matters worse she was a pediatrician!!!....(Kid Doctor). She then asked the aged old question, “So what seems to be the problem?" How the hell was I going to explain this to her? (Little background here: I’m straight....but I have never been with a woman. I have not even dated a woman.... so try explaining this to one) After what must have seemed like .... forever she asked me if I was ok.... I choked back my embarrassment and stated that I had used a product on my belly to get rid of some hair and now it was burning really bad. She asked me to take off my pants so she could get a look.......(NO UNDERWEAR HELLO!!!) Oh god.... I paused a REALY long time... She assured me it would be ok she handled cases like this all the time..... WTF I thought she was a kid doctor? what kids go around rubbing Nair on there nads???? That's what I was thinking anyway....Well I replied.. there is a little more to it....She just stood there and looked on... Well you see, My "Girlfriend"(LIE) asked me to shave off....All my hair in that..well...you know.... area... I stammered out. And she suggested that I try removing the hair with her Nair.... Ok the cat was out of the bag in one sense or another even though I didn't have a girlfriend... The doctor then asked me to remove my pants so she could see the affected area.... Ever have that dream like you go to school and you’re in class and then realize your not wearing any cloths? well that's how I felt right at that moment. I fought back the urge to cry as well.... I’m a man damn it.... I slowly unbuttoned my pants and then slid the zipper down. At this point I mentioned I was not wearing any underwear... Then she makes a wise crack that "oh it's ok, I look at babies butts all day". WTF was that supposed to make me feel better?! As I slid down my pants slowly exposing the inflicted area a tear slid down my cheek. There I stood half naked to the world and trying to fight back the urge to cry. Oh my she said. You really did a number down there. I remember this very clearly... looking down as she gently touched the "area" I noticed my...you know was extremely small. It was like I just got dipped in the Arctic Ocean in the middle of winter! At this point the doctor asked me to remove my paints all the way and lay down on the examination table. I did this... but rather reluctantly. Standing in what seemed like a corner of the exam room exposing myself to a woman and complete stranger seemed allot more comforting then laying half naked right in the middle of the room! As I lay down the doctor said she would be right back. My humiliation was complete. There I was lying alone in a strange room on a cold padded table on top of a sheet of paper lining the table surface, totally exposed to the world.. (It seemed that way anyway) and surrounded by wallpaper that you would expect to be in a child’s room. You know it's funny how pain will make you do almost anything to get rid of it....... The doctor returned pushing a cart into the room. What exactly was on the cart I could not tell you. But to make matters worse the nurse from before followed the doctor in and shut the door!!!! At this point I put my hand over my face to hide my embarrassment and tears. After hearing some rustling and soft words from the doctor they both appeared at my side. The doctor explained what was happening with my skin due to the chemical in the Nair. She explained it as my skin having an allergic reaction to the chemicals in the Nair product. She then asked the nurse for a tube off the table. She said I am going to apply this to the affected area. It should help to stop the pain. She then "touched" me with her fingers and started to apply the cream. ( Mental note: In ANY other circumstance this would be like a dream come true... but in this case I could not think of anything worse ever happening to me in my life at this moment) The cream was cool and as she worked it all over my "area" I almost right away noticed the pain starting to subside. As she finished she said I am going to write you a prescription for this that you will need to apply 4 times a day and it's very important that after you apply this you don’t let the affected area get dirty or rub against your cloths. That will only further irritate your condition. At this point I would agree to anything as the pain was dramatically subsiding. The nurse then handed the doctor something... (This is something I will NEVER forget). The doctor then instructed me to raise my bottom off the table for a moment while she would slide something under me. (I think you know what's coming) As I did this the doctor slid a cloth like item under me and then instructed me to lie down. At once I knew what this "item" was. (HOLLY CRAP IT WAS A FREAKING DIAPER!! WTF) The nurse then pulled the "item" up between my legs and then ever so gently fastened the tabs on each side to me. (Question.... why was I in a diaper?) This question no sooner entered my head then the doctor explained. She said," After you apply the cream I want you to wear one of these for the next couple of weeks or until the affected area has returned to normal color." (She then called it was it was) The diaper will help to assist in the healing process. Your body will most likely ooze in the affected area for a time so it's best to use the diaper as it will not stick to that area and at the same time absorb the moisture. I shook my head in agreement with what she told me. The nurse and doctor then helped me down off the table. The nurse then helped me pull my pants up and over the diaper. She was very gentle not to cause my pants to rub the front of the diaper. I thanked the doctor as she said the nurse will assist you from here. Have a nice day. And as she was about to close the door she popped her head back in and said, "oh and you might want to tell your girlfriend to give you a hand in changing your diaper". The nurse escorted me up to the front and handed my chart to the cashier. "Take care sweetie" (Take care SWEETIE???WTF) and with that she left. The clerk busied herself with my chart and then gave me a bill. (Isn't that nice. You spend money to remove unwanted hair and wind up paying a whole lot more for it....) as I paid for the bill she then handed me a bag of .... (You guessed it) Diapers! She then proceeded to repeat the care instructions the doctor had told me and the importance of keeping the affected area clean....(you know it sure would have been nice if she could have talked a hell of a lot quieter) Then when she mentioned the part about the diapers I could feel my body flush with embarrassment knowing there were several people in the waiting room just behind me. I quickly signed my credit card slip, thanked her and get the hell out of there. Looking back at this whole ordeal this was a fantasy come true but at that moment in time I felt the whole experience was the worst moment in my entire life. So I guess what I am getting at is. DON'T USE NAIR or anything like it to get rid of the hair. Just keep it shaved with an electric razor. I have found that using a liberal amount of baby powder works wonders for the itching. I have also toyed with the idea of electrolysis. But honestly... how would you explain to the person doing the electrolysis that you want your "diaper area" zapped!

Ok so you have hair you want to remove.... I tried the Nair approach ONCE and will NEVER do it again. I bought the Nair from my local drugstore. The clerk was female and gave me a weird look when I bought it. I felt very exposed when she looked at me that way as I handed her the Nair. Anyway, I took it home and stripped. Jumped into a bathtub full of warm water and soaked for a bit. Then drained out all the water and started to apply the Nair. I started with my legs first, Then moved to my belly, I read the Nair bottle's directions and followed it to the letter. I sat there for a few mins. Man did it stink! I then washed off the Nair with warm water. SWEET! The hair was gone! Ok I said to myself. I then decided to apply the Nair to my "unit". I felt really cool going on. After I was satisfied I had all areas covered I sat for a couple of mins. I then washed off the Nair with warm water once again. However, I noticed my crotch was extremely sensitive to the warm water. What felt like luke warm water to my hand felt like burn your tong hot! Thinking it was the Nair product reacting to the water somehow I poured more water onto the area to make sure it was off. Now the area was on fire! I became alarmed and started to panic. I read the bottle over and over again and could not find anything that said this might happen. A few mins passed and soon all I could focus on was the burning my crotch was going through. It was like someone just submerged your hand into boiling water. The pain was horrific. I got out the bathroom "naked" and ran to my room to turn on my fan. I directed the wind towards my crotch thinking it would make it feel better. WRONG!!!!! It only added to the pain I was feeling. Now ....stupid me.... went back into the bathroom and looked under my sink to try and find some Alovera lotion you use for Sunburn. Not understanding the burns are of a different nature I found a bottle and applied it to the area...................OH $%^& Not only did it burn with a vengeance, my entire diaper area was now bright red! Ok so that's only half the story..... What I did next.....I hope I NEVER have to do again. I called my doctor's office and asked if I could come in right now to be seen for a "chemical burn" "this was a two doctor’s office" and my doctor was out. The lady on the line said to come in right away and she will have the "other" doctor see me. The "Other" doctor I did not know. I pulled on a pair of jeans minus the underwear and raced out the door to my car. Getting in and sitting down was a chore in itself. %^&* the pain was awful. At this point I was in tears. I got my nerve back and drove to the doctor’s office. After waiting what seemed like.... AN ETERNITY a nurse called me back. I entered the room and stood. The nurse directed me to sit on the examination table... I replied... I would rather stand. She then asked what the nature of my emergency was....... Ok, how the hell do you explain something like this to a total stranger... not to mention a FEMALE!!! Well.....I lied.... I told her I had used a product on my belly that caused a burning sensation... Not totally a lie just the burning was not in that area.... What product? came the next question from the nurse....I paused.... and choked out...Nair. The nurse transformed from a ....nurse... into a chatter ball.... She said things like. "Oh I have had that happen to me before...." and proceeded to give me all the details of her "encounters" ENCOUNTERS! WTF why would you use the stuff again if you had....ENCOUNTERS!!!! was what I was thinking. Anyway, she jotted some stuff down and said the doctor will be right with you and she left the room..... The room.... Why did it look so childish? The wallpaper was childish... there where books designed for children.... There was even a baby scale on the counter.... Weird. Then the doctor came in. Wouldn't you figure... the "Other" doctor was a GIRL!!!!!! At this point my heart was racing. I didn't know whether to just stand there or run my ass off out of there to save my embarrassment....to make matters worse she was a pediatrician!!!....(Kid Doctor). She then asked the aged old question, “So what seems to be the problem?" How the hell was I going to explain this to her? (Little background here: I’m straight....but I have never been with a woman. I have not even dated a woman.... so try explaining this to one) After what must have seemed like .... forever she asked me if I was ok.... I choked back my embarrassment and stated that I had used a product on my belly to get rid of some hair and now it was burning really bad. She asked me to take off my pants so she could get a look.......(NO UNDERWEAR HELLO!!!) Oh god.... I paused a REALY long time... She assured me it would be ok she handled cases like this all the time..... WTF I thought she was a kid doctor? what kids go around rubbing Nair on there nads???? That's what I was thinking anyway....Well I replied.. there is a little more to it....She just stood there and looked on... Well you see, My "Girlfriend"(LIE) asked me to shave off....All my hair in that..well...you know.... area... I stammered out. And she suggested that I try removing the hair with her Nair.... Ok the cat was out of the bag in one sense or another even though I didn't have a girlfriend... The doctor then asked me to remove my pants so she could see the affected area.... Ever have that dream like you go to school and you’re in class and then realize your not wearing any cloths? well that's how I felt right at that moment. I fought back the urge to cry as well.... I’m a man damn it.... I slowly unbuttoned my pants and then slid the zipper down. At this point I mentioned I was not wearing any underwear... Then she makes a wise crack that "oh it's ok, I look at babies butts all day". WTF was that supposed to make me feel better?! As I slid down my pants slowly exposing the inflicted area a tear slid down my cheek. There I stood half naked to the world and trying to fight back the urge to cry. Oh my she said. You really did a number down there. I remember this very clearly... looking down as she gently touched the "area" I noticed my...you know was extremely small. It was like I just got dipped in the Arctic Ocean in the middle of winter! At this point the doctor asked me to remove my paints all the way and lay down on the examination table. I did this... but rather reluctantly. Standing in what seemed like a corner of the exam room exposing myself to a woman and complete stranger seemed allot more comforting then laying half naked right in the middle of the room! As I lay down the doctor said she would be right back. My humiliation was complete. There I was lying alone in a strange room on a cold padded table on top of a sheet of paper lining the table surface, totally exposed to the world.. (It seemed that way anyway) and surrounded by wallpaper that you would expect to be in a child’s room. You know it's funny how pain will make you do almost anything to get rid of it....... The doctor returned pushing a cart into the room. What exactly was on the cart I could not tell you. But to make matters worse the nurse from before followed the doctor in and shut the door!!!! At this point I put my hand over my face to hide my embarrassment and tears. After hearing some rustling and soft words from the doctor they both appeared at my side. The doctor explained what was happening with my skin due to the chemical in the Nair. She explained it as my skin having an allergic reaction to the chemicals in the Nair product. She then asked the nurse for a tube off the table. She said I am going to apply this to the affected area. It should help to stop the pain. She then "touched" me with her fingers and started to apply the cream. ( Mental note: In ANY other circumstance this would be like a dream come true... but in this case I could not think of anything worse ever happening to me in my life at this moment) The cream was cool and as she worked it all over my "area" I almost right away noticed the pain starting to subside. As she finished she said I am going to write you a prescription for this that you will need to apply 4 times a day and it's very important that after you apply this you don’t let the affected area get dirty or rub against your cloths. That will only further irritate your condition. At this point I would agree to anything as the pain was dramatically subsiding. The nurse then handed the doctor something... (This is something I will NEVER forget). The doctor then instructed me to raise my bottom off the table for a moment while she would slide something under me. (I think you know what's coming) As I did this the doctor slid a cloth like item under me and then instructed me to lie down. At once I knew what this "item" was. (HOLLY CRAP IT WAS A FREAKING DIAPER!! WTF) The nurse then pulled the "item" up between my legs and then ever so gently fastened the tabs on each side to me. (Question.... why was I in a diaper?) This question no sooner entered my head then the doctor explained. She said," After you apply the cream I want you to wear one of these for the next couple of weeks or until the affected area has returned to normal color." (She then called it was it was) The diaper will help to assist in the healing process. Your body will most likely ooze in the affected area for a time so it's best to use the diaper as it will not stick to that area and at the same time absorb the moisture. I shook my head in agreement with what she told me. The nurse and doctor then helped me down off the table. The nurse then helped me pull my pants up and over the diaper. She was very gentle not to cause my pants to rub the front of the diaper. I thanked the doctor as she said the nurse will assist you from here. Have a nice day. And as she was about to close the door she popped her head back in and said, "oh and you might want to tell your girlfriend to give you a hand in changing your diaper". The nurse escorted me up to the front and handed my chart to the cashier. "Take care sweetie" (Take care SWEETIE???WTF) and with that she left. The clerk busied herself with my chart and then gave me a bill. (Isn't that nice. You spend money to remove unwanted hair and wind up paying a whole lot more for it....) as I paid for the bill she then handed me a bag of .... (You guessed it) Diapers! She then proceeded to repeat the care instructions the doctor had told me and the importance of keeping the affected area clean....(you know it sure would have been nice if she could have talked a hell of a lot quieter) Then when she mentioned the part about the diapers I could feel my body flush with embarrassment knowing there were several people in the waiting room just behind me. I quickly signed my credit card slip, thanked her and get the hell out of there. Looking back at this whole ordeal this was a fantasy come true but at that moment in time I felt the whole experience was the worst moment in my entire life. So I guess what I am getting at is. DON'T USE NAIR or anything like it to get rid of the hair. Just keep it shaved with an electric razor. I have found that using a liberal amount of baby powder works wonders for the itching. I have also toyed with the idea of electrolysis. But honestly... how would you explain to the person doing the electrolysis that you want your "diaper area" zapped!

HI! I just moved into town! I moved from Portland, Oregon and now setting up here in Naperville IL. It's close to Chicago! Holla back at me if you want. I'm looking to meet other boys and girls that enjoy wearing diapers in the Chicago land area. Preferably near Naperville. Ping me if you want to talk! All straight boys and girls welcome!

I would like to see the following in a diaper. Super thick like the way pampers was in the 90's under their "Ultra Thick" line. Absorbent padding that expands the ENTIRE diaper. Not just on the butt and crotch but all the way to the tapes. One tape per side that would be proportionately the same size as if designed for a baby. Meaning Much larger tape. That "Pampers Fresh" Smell you find in the Pampers "Cruisers" line. Cute Babyish characters on the diaper "front and back" Like baby kitties or cute cubs in diapers. Little Disappearing Stars that are visible on the diaper when dry but disappear when wet. Much like toddler training pull-ups. Soft white plastic backing diaper. If I could find all of this in one diaper.... I would be lost in ecstasy.

It is sad that the prices are so high on these diapers as I am a local Distributor here in the US of the Bambino Brand of Diapers. I have tried a few times to get Bambino to lower its prices so I could lower mine. However, In my opinion and I'm sorry if this upsets Bambino, They continue to think small. A large number of successful brands of diapers are able to be sold to distributers without the distributer having to carry inventory of the product. My biggest hang-up is not getting any sort of discount when ordering 1 to 2 cases at a time. They want me to carry inventory and will only give me discounts if I purchase in volume. Sure that sounds fair right? Why should they give someone a discount on their products.... Especially to someone that buys 1 or 2 cases at a time? Well if they would put 2 and 2 together they would see that I have sold over 30 cases of their diapers since they opened in April. I could sell more of their diapers if they would lower their end price to resellers. Having to carry inventory is expensive and not to mention time consuming. So what I am really trying to say. Have diapers will travel. My company sells to the whole world. I have customers in Ireland, UK, Australia, Germany, France, Italy, Spain, Norway, Sweden, Check Republic, China, Mexico, and yes even Canada and a few others countries to name a few. My diaper site can be found at http://www.CuddlyDiapers.com I have recently made a great deal with the Molicare brand diapers manufactures to be able to get deep discounts on purchases of their product line. I Just need to update my site to reflect the discounts. I would love to be able to have a warehouse located in Canada and the UK but that's just not possible. So for now, I ship from the US to the world. What amazes me when selling to the world is the price of shipping. At times the shipping cost is more expensive than the actual product purchase. I feel for you guys I really do. If this pricing barrier keeps up with Bambino then I'm afraid to say I am going to have to drop their product line all together and continue working on a proposal I have with one of the diaper manufactures in China to create our own diaper line. Ultimately that is my goal. I have seen the good and the bad in a diaper. I like some of the features Bambino has. I plan to take the best of all the diapers out there and give Bambino a run for their money. So I must apologize to any of you that are buying the Bambino or Secure plus line from our site as we have to mark up the product in order to make a profit as we are paying FULL retail for the product to begin with. P.S. Don't the Bambino diapers and the Secure X-Plus diapers look very similar? Did you know the two companies share the same warehouse out of Redwood City California? Strange don't you think?

What do you mean? The shipping is via USPS Priority Mail and is auto calculated from the USPS site. That's realy low in conparison to other carriers We have now offered UPS shipping to the USA. The costs for UPS are higher so would think you would want to go with USPS.

Go figure We are moving off of ebay in an attempt to bring costs down. Ebay and PayPal combind take on average 33% of our sales in Fees per item.

Hello Baby D, Sorry to hear you were having such a bad day... and sorry I am responding to your post so late... not much of a friend I am I guess... Anyway. I want you to not think that you are alone out there. Customers can be really tough sometimes. The way I look at it is they are not really mad at me, they are really mad at the product or service that have been given. Though I cannot speak to what customer types you have due to not really knowing what you do for a living but in general I have found that being sympathetic to the customer has turned a mean customer into a somewhat happier customer and at the very least turned the wrath of the customer off of me. Working with the customer to make it right has always been my top priority. Going out of my way at times has served me well to win over the customer and sometimes, just sometimes the customer apologized. Bad days I think happen to us all. But some days.... some days It just seems that nothing is going right. There are times when my bad days are heightened by my being alone. Living on my own with no one to share it with. Yes, i try to occupy my time with toys and games and what not but sometimes those too are not enough to cheer me up. A psychiatrist would probably just tell you to take a pill and move on. However I don't believe drugs can fix a person's loneliness. There are days where I have felt so lonely I find myself crying. Then I feel ashamed from crying. But then that only adds to my sadness. Sometimes I just wish on days like that, someone would be there to hold me and to tell me that it would be alright. But the reality is... no one is there. It seems when I let my guard down everything brings me down... I am normally a very happy person. What I do when I feel this way is I go to my room, climb onto my bed, hug my teddy bear and cry myself to sleep. Now to some people that probably sounds pathetic but... I don't care what they think. It helps. I find that when I am sad like this I don't feel like putting on a diaper before going to sleep. I just long to be held.... There are times I imagine someone there holding me, cuddling me, stroking my cheeks and forehead gently. And sometimes it really feels like there is someone there. Sometimes in life the only escape I find is to sleep. As a youngster I have always had an active imagination. Also as a youngster I used to have horrific nightmares. With the help of God and a sleep deprivation clinic I was able to overcome my nightmares. Why am I telling you about my nightmares? Cause at the clinic they taught me how to control my dreams. How to take my imagination and use it actively in my dreams. As I have gotten older I have been able to enter into sleep and create wonderful dreams of far off places, flying without wings, breathing underwater, to being in stories of my favorite childhood cartoons. This in turn has allowed me to wake from a very sad or hard day to a new happy existence. My dream would give me the courage to go on another day. I would be ready for anything by the next morning. Sometimes my dreams would seem so real that I actually thought I was living them. Another way I have tried to deal with a hard day is to find an acoustic place in my house where sounds would echo. I would then pull out my recorder or musical keyboard and start to play. I would shut my eyes and just play whatever came to my hands and fingers. The music would come and it would sound so great in my ears that It would sometimes move me to cry. This relief was wonderful. There are times when I would stop playing and it would be completely dark in the house. I would take a deep breath and not even remember when I had taken a breath before that one, I would have such a sense of calm that I felt as if someone was sitting right next to me. How happy that would make me feel. So I guess when you have a bad day find what makes you the happiest. Try to fully encompass yourself into that thing that makes you happy and cast all other cares away. You asked how often does everyone else have them? I can't speak for others but for me, as I am getting older, seeing my old friends marry off, find that I have no real "friends" to turn too in life.... Allot.... But does this stop me from living each day, to stop dreaming of a bright tomorrow, to stop me from wanting to go on? No, I think my childhood was preparing me for days like this. And for that reason I find myself holding onto my childhood as long as I can…

Yes I too am into off road toys. Just purchased a new 2007 toyota tundra 4X4 and I am dieing to find a place to go offroad without having to go through a bunch of scratch hungry trees. I am also WAY into airsofting. I have an M4, MP5, and a barretta pistol. (not sure of spelling) however like my truck... I cannot seem to find anyplace in the portland area to play airsoft!

I just got done signing up at diapercrush.com After doing a few searches for members I was sadden to find not many girls sign up for these type of sites. I searched for Sex:Female Sexuality:Straight I got back a whole page and a half of members. I did the same search on males and got back 46 pages of members.... now that's just sad.

Hey all! new site for diapers over the net. Soon to be carrieing a huge selection of diapers from all over the world. http://www.CuddlyDiapers.com They ship in Unmarked Boxes as well as priority Mail boxes so you never know what's inside the box till it's opened.

Ok so I have received my sample package. The following is my review of these new diapers. Look: I like the cute nursery prints on the front but would like to see others with bears and puppies and kittens and babies wearing only a diaper and what not. Feel: The feel of the outer shell is soft and smooth. I enjoy the feel it has under my close as well. It is a thicker diaper but not the thickest I have worn. There is absorbent material partially out in the wings. However, seeing as how I am a side sleeper there is not enough in the wings. It would be nice if a diaper could have absorbent material extending filling out the wings to the diaper's tapes. Functionality: The diaper stands up to heavy wetting and does not leak if you are a stomach or back sleeper. Be wary if you are a side sleeper as it does leak while sleeping on your side. The material does not seem to be enough on the side to catch a stream of wetting during the night. The leg guards are nice and soft. I have nothing bad to say about them. The foam gathers in the back are a nice touch as it allows for a better fit. Molicare should get that through there heads in there Super Plus line. The tapes stay put but don't expect much sticky ness to reapply the tapes if they come loose. Smell: Noticeable once wet. Would be nice if diaper contained a sent similar to the Pampers Baby Dry line. As noted by other's that smell takes me back in time to fonder memories. Price: A little high. Lower the price and this will widen the market purchasing power. Major complaint of the diaper: Needs more Filling out of absorbent material in the wings. Over-all rating I would give this diaper on a scale of 1-10 based on the needs and wants of the AB/DL community is a 8.

Great thanks. I fixed mine as well. I seemed to have typed post instead of URL

Hi all! I just found this site today! I am very happy to have stumbled onto this site. I live in the portland Area of Oregon. Just thought I would start off by saying HI!