Jay-in-Pampers

The ATNs are thinner than a Moli Super, but they have more polymer. They tend to hold a bit more, and the padding will not shift as much as it does in a Moli.

The best diaper for the money I've found are Tranquility ATNs. If you keep an eye out, sometimes you can get a case of 96 for about $50-60 on Ebay.

Diapers were a sexual thing for me around the age that I was going through puberty, but in later years that feeling has been traded off. Now, I wear mainly for the reminiscence of being a child, and the general sense of security and comfort they give. I can't remember the last time I wore a diaper to "get off", and if my boyfriend and I are going to engage in some fun activities, the diapers usually come off first, followed by a shower together to clean up.

Walgreens, as well as most any mom-and-pop pharmacy can order Attends for you, and have them within a day or two. Some can order Tenas as well. On two occasions I've placed a call to the Walgreens up the road from me, and they've had a pack of Attends 10 waiting for me the next afternoon.

Mayonaise.

Simple solution... Don't get caught again. More difficult solution... Find a balance between appeasing your parents, and your fetish. I'd hope that your relationship with your parents is more important than diapers, so maybe giving them up for a bit would be for the best. Ultimately, it seems that they aren't going to back down from how they feel, and you aren't going to back off from your desire to wear. For the benefit of your relationship with your family, you'd best be looking for your own space in the world to enjoy your fetish.

Heya K-San... I'm a Lakes Region native (grew up on the north side of the lake), but I'm now down by the NH/MA border in Haverhill. There are a bunch of ABDL buddies around here (well, from as far north as Lebanon, NH, to as far south as CT) that get together to chill pretty often. Most of us are in our 20's, some str8, some gay, mostly guys... We're having a cookout this Sunday, and about 20 of us are headed up to Moultonboro for camping the weekend after. Gimme a shout here, or better yet (I'm not here much) hit me up on ABY (name is Diaperjason). Always cool to meet new peeps!

Eastern MA, here.

Hey all! Came across this place after following a link to some posts on the new Pampers size 7. Surprised I'd never found this place before. Anyways, I'm 23, from the N. Shore area of Massachusetts, and have been into ABDL activities for a couple years, and diapers all my life. I see some familiar faces around here... Can't wait to meet others! Cheers, Jason