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Don't forget jacket tied around the waist when out and about. Because in my area it seems completely acceptable to never know when the weather will change in a second's notice. Oh and light weight pajamas at night because sleeping in only a diaper is not going to get you any sleep with sweat dripping off you and makeing you miserable the pajamas absorb the sweat

Been testing the other airlock scence 6:30 pm it is supposed to be up to 8hrs and ½ the capacity is gone at 6hrs. Not testing on basis of when I'm completely sick Because I don't nee to piss of my little side anymore than I already did by actually makeing myself as a whole sick for a couple days 😅 oh and the capacity wouldn't work for when I'm completely sick anyways 🤗

I think I'm done letting my adult headspace shop. My little space is alot better with the billing. My little space just got 6liters of pedialyte for $1.5 per liter saveing over $35 on the $46 it would have taken to get the liter bottles with water in them 😳.. 2packets for the 16.9oz =1000ml 1 liter😒 Who the hell knew 16.9oz was 500ml? 😒

Shopping in little space and little space was better than adult me with the money again 😒 I only needed 1 of the things I wanted to order on amazon and the wipes are cheaper locally me regressed shopping again ended up with food , needs and some supplies. That was it nothing more 😂. I can't wait to see why the hell I got $15 in spaghetti squash 😂 or how those pedialyte packets are used when I have no 16.9oz bottles of water 😂.

The attends were the bullshit supplies that my health insurance was covering. My treatment team just about lost their minds when I refused to sleep told them why I refused to sleep and found out I wasn't going to sleep until they got something that worked. They thought I was kidding until the day they had to do a ct scan after 30days 0 sleep ended with a seizure so violent my head went threw my wall and I came to with blood in my mouth. (I don't have a seizure disorder it was due to not sleeping for 30days 😬). I didn't see a point in wrecking my bed because of trash supplies that were trash when they arrived 🤗

Nightmare shopping trip 😂 Little me ended up doing the shopping this time. I mean I only went up for coffee creamer,chicken fingers, baby powder, and pedialyte packs. How the hell did I also end up with pumpkin bread,spaghetti squash, soda, a screw driver , about 60 seed packs amd end up with the bill totaling dam near $60? I mean I don't even want to know what the hell happend in the stores. My little space is the one who fucked up the amazon order and my little space is going to be the one to figure out how to fix the -$9.73 on the budgeting😒. I used bambino bellessimo version but it still has less capacity then the megamaxs 😉. What is teriable is the attends heavy for anything when your sick or not 😂. Those damn things quite literally destroy a entire matress the day I tried to use them when I was sick. I mean when you wake up hearing what sounds like your ceiling leaking and your matress feels like it was drug out of the lake and you dog is next to your door and already already stared a hole in the first layer of the door. You know the diaper isn't worth more than than a 2x2 single ply square if toilet paper😂.

Oh I know bambinos can deal with liquid mess, but I damn near had a heart attack when I checked the prices as it was their normal prices yet they had it listed as a sale. Either way megamaxs have better absorbancy capacity. The reason the medium failed so bad was it was the wrong size and the only reason the airlock would have failed is a tape messed up and I wasn't going to risk whats still left if the lactlouse from trying to end the megamax medium test leaking out the legbands in the middle of the store. 😅 The megamax size large was tested without testing. Airlock tape failed but correct size Megamax medium capacity I tryed to make it fail it didn't, it was the wrong size and too low so failed when laying down 😎 I don't even have to test it to know it works for when I'm sick. The failure point in the size medium was it wasn't high enough and the size large was ½ way up my belly 😂 Sizeing on airlock and megamax is the same only diffrence is one is non-woven cloth backed and one is poly backed. Cloth backed is always less absorbant 😎

Well nevermind 😂 catastrophic failure tape shifted flipped and aheard to itself when I sat down. Made the tape unable to stick back in place on the diaper when trying to fix it 😅. Tried useing tape to fix but diaper is the non woven cloth so instant fail as tape didn't adhear to it. 3tapes is bound to screw right up and thus test failed( catastrophic tape failure un resolveable) 😅 that was cutting it close . I got to address the envolope and get ready to head to town. Unfortunately for me I'm still going to have to be diapered. Damn lactulose wasn't done yet , I got gurgly gut going on 😂 Anyways absorbancy test undefined as tape failure occured before any absorbancy was used. (I mean shit man the pull up did better than that 🤨 at least the pullup failed due to a massive puddle on the floor 😂.) I will test the abosorbancy of the cloth one later as they sent 2 but Um it doesn't really matter either way as I wouldn't order the clothlike version anyways even it it had the capacity of 50 gallons. If the tape doesn't stay in place and renders itself unuseable the diaper could have unlimited capacity and it will still leak. To me that is a no go for any diaper I mean that is the 3 samples other than the bedpads and wipes and I'm not ready to test the megamax large yet 😎. So shit man at least the megamax airlock is a large so .. it fit until I sat down and 1 tape screwd up so I will probally order a case but it is going to be megamax not megamax airlock 😎. Still have to test the wipes though 😂 That just isn't funny I'm not testing it for the 8hrs because because the tape already failed and it is pointless because it failed at like -30mins for absorbancy and 1 wetting killed ¼-⅓ of the capacity 8hrs is a unacheiveable dream for the airlock but it did manage 1 wetting with only 3 tapes 😂 I'm still thinking there is 0 way in hell it would work for a mess though and not even going to chance it. What can I say trying to speed up the test on the medium megamax ended up actually makeing me a bit sick 😑 It was a bad idea 😒

Should have waited on the test until after I sent out the bill I have to take to the post office and when I was done running around. Too late to think about it now though instead I can just pray for catastrophic failure before I leave or hope hope the lactulose was done messing with me last night(by my gurgleing belly it wasn't). So here is to actually testing real world conditions of when I'm sick and got shit to do I guess(oh god that sounds really bad like it was planned out 😂) Trust me it wasn't but I'm way late on my lotrent so I'm gonna have to bite the bullet and throw caution in testing to the wind and hope it can hold it if anything happens at town, bills have to be paid and I need some chicken nuggets and coffee creamer and a loaf of bread so. Yea this is going sideways real fast 😂

Go supreme was a utter failure size is large and 1st wetting ended up with pee all over the floor 😒. I have no clue what the hell I was expecting there but diapers are supposed to be 1-2 sizes bigger than pullups to begin with. It absorbed like ¾ of it but still that was terriable. Moved onto the megamax airlock size large seeing as the pullup was 6hr and lasted 10seconds hopefully a 8hr diaper lasts at least 30seconds 😂 I'm going from time of first wetting because no capacity is used before hand 😇

I'm still doing winter prep and among the things I decided to do was order a sample box from nothshore 🤗 Someone suggested I should have megamaxs in my diaper bag 😂. The answer to that is nope 😂 .. but I do need something for when I'm sick because ATN's just don't cut it when I'm sick. Unfortunately I fall between sizes medium and large so wasn't going to waste the money on the wrong size. I tested the medium megamax last night, I should have went to the store, and post office first but here is the opinion of size Medium megamax. It is not a valid option for when I am sick here is the breakdown of why. It is not a good size for when I'm sick . The test after 4hrs and getting close to the store closeing was getting redicoulious and I started pounding coffee to try to end the test by diaper failure of flooding it to death it failed to end the test so I decided to simulate real conditions of me being sick and doubled the dose on my lactulose to 90ml and inadverntly actually made myself sick. The test became extremely real . The diaper held the most exploseive cases of oh shit what did I do ? While I was sitting down but I got really exhausted and had 0 time to get to the store and said fuck it I'm going to bed I can't handle this. That is where the test failed as I went to lay down and was too exhausted to even get back up as the mess went ¾ up my back and destroyed my white (now kaki) shirt. Size medium when sick fails to address diarreah in prone position on your back for me. The intention was to test for a sutiable diaper for when sick as I get sick every winter so it failed on size medium for that. Now the next thing is it would 100% work too well if I wasn't sick even in size medium but I don't even like being in ATNs in public, It was 100% impossible to even get the diaper to leak with pee and the diaper when I took it off after that text that actually got me sick it wasn't even ⅓ the capacity used of absorbancy. The diaper would have lasted close to if not more than 24hrs for just wetting accidents. I honestly can say the ATNs are covered and work for when I'm not sick. Plus I remember the nightmare of my parents trying to prove if I need something it shouldn't matter if it is used around them or not and getting tickled until I wet a bambino teddy and not being able to change until morning because of the capacity being so high. Trust me man the only reson they stopped with that style idea is the capacity failed and they took it a bit far. If it was this one they would have continued because there is no way in hell to get it to leak. I mean I drank over a pot of coffee and still failed and it only ended up ⅓ of the capacity used. The other size medium might be used on halloween or something. I'm just going to test the other samples for now as they wouldn't be viable options for when I'm sick anyways. I need some time to actually recouperate from the size medium test because if I'm testing for when I'm sick, I might as well be sick and seeing as I did it on accident just with a wierd idea on checking, I now now know of a way to be completely accurate 😂. I mean right now I have a go supreme on as it is the least capacity and I'm pretty shure it will be a nightmare testing the size large megamax and I'm just not ready for it yet 😅. I got stuff to do today and almost praying that the lactulose is completely done by the time I head to the post office and stores 😅.

However all necessity bills have to be paid today as a few are late already 😅.

Checked budget might be gotten this month dependant on multiple things first and foremost is if I need fuel filters for my tank when I start my furnace for the year, it usually gets cold enough to need to start it in october 😇.

I don't keep a fantasy wish list or any wish list on amazon, just a regular shopping lists that I slowly chip away at 😉. I have a set budgeting rules I use and check and balances list to go by for all spending and it is so complex it would probally leave a 100page manual so won't bother trying to explain it. I'm in the winter prep months budgeting layout and it started last month. It is a subo bottle 😉 Slow chipping away at the lists of stuff when possible makes them not fantasy lists just shopping sources lists planned months to years in advanced 😇

My man it looks like the company went under anyways from me checking it out the website is defunct and a standard place holder site. Also their last post on any social media was 2018 on twitter oh I'm going to have a hard time remembeing that I mean X 🤔 ah screw it it was still twitter at the time of their last post 😂.

It might be 18+ but the littles aren't 18+ when regressed 😜. Na just screwing with ya man it does seem a bit odd though that it would only happen in the stories from what you said, I will take your word for it as it sounds like a bunch of stories filled with conflicts and misunderstandings 😇. Which if that is the case it only shows emotion of the chacter and adds to the story a better sense of the chacter's frame of mind. Man I just noticed this.. how did I get in the writer's section 🤔😂

For me it isn't too much about bulk as I use disposeables more than cloth. It just tends to be the more bulky the disposeable is the more absorbancy there is. The reason I use disposeables more than cloth is with cloth it would take the thickness of a futon matress (about 8 inches ) to prevent leaks for me and any good disposable can handle it with a bit less thickness. I don't sleep well with my already messed up back arched off the bed or with my jewels being crushed with extreme pressure being applied to the bladder even when it is empty. So for my specific needs disposeables are better and cloth is used in emergency situations which I haven't had many recently. Also my medical insurance covers Tranquility ATNs which work for the most part when I'm not completely sick or over tired and don't change before going to sleep. Actually they work for my needs completly as long as I'm not over tired or sick.

Man can you even classify ADISC a ABDL/incontience support site anyways? Man I honestly can't, It is a depressive and opressive enviroment because of the Mods. There is no support unless you want support in getting depressed as all hell and getting a victimhood mentality. There are guides to self harm and unsafe practices. Just because you say "I don't condone this" doesn't mean it isn't a guide, especially when you glorify it afterwards. I mean I honestly believe the mods might not be at fault. I mean they all used those guides to make homemade stents and used non stirle ir toxic materials and git a staph infection that spread to their brains it explains alot. Sorry man but my anger and outrage in individuals with really fucked up mindsets always trys to find a understandable reason not to unleash pure unadultered anger at anyone. I can't really help the way my mind works after the outrage and pure unadultered anger subsides, it is probally my own mind's way of preventing a complete anger fueled meldown after haveing it happen a few times too many for my likeing. I don't like feeling angry as I'm not a angry person. It is why when there is a misunderstanding I can have a fast lash out followed by a complete depressed like mood, there is a temporary place holder until I get the other person's understanding. Anger and rage solves nothing as it blocks anything meaningfull to a resolution to conflict. However in the case of ADISC mods I perfer to lock it as feeling sad for them with a likely secnerio of they have staph infection that spread to their brains even with proper care their brains would still be damaged and their mindset and reasoning skills completely fucked up. Sorry but I have compassion and useing my mind to alter complete rage towards them seems like a better alternative to me. It gives me a better view point with the aspect of there is some shit you just can't change even if you try, why waste efforts on trying to help when you can't? It is the only logical way for me to accept how fucked in the head ADISC mods are without pure unadultered anger towards them. So I choose to accept it as a logical scenerio and move on as there is nothing I can do to help people with brain damage from staph infection. Now moving on because I also choose not to be depressed as all hell..

Man on the sippy cup do they print the sublimination or leave it blank ? Just wondering because it seems to be a doubled price for 2oz extra and a top that fits a 14oz blank vs the 12oz sublimination sippy cup blanks. I mean I only see blank sublimination sippy cups with 2extra ounces than the 12oz ones and a double price. I mean even the straight sippy cup blanks for 12oz are the same price but instead of 1 you get a pack of 4.

I tried a experiment once and chugged the whole 6oz bottle which is 12 table spoons. I will never try it again. The results were super nova class exploseive. I was pukeing in the toilet within 5minutes while wetting and messing my diaper. I wouldn't have been able to avoid messing the diaper if I tried as I was pukeing the whole time I was messing and wetting the diaper. I was diapered for 2weeks 24/7 after that for fear of shitting my pants while shopping seeing as even though I thought I puked everything out and keept running to the toilet hours after and kept getting false alarms watched a movie and drank a coffee and at the end of the movie stood up to realise the diaper was totaled. Sorry man but when it results in temporary nerve damage and feeling like someone poured gasoline on your asshole and lit it on fire for days after it isn't worth the pain.

Thank You for finding the correct area for me. Just got off the phone with my mom and dad and they are waiting until tomarrow because of weather. I honestly think it was dad knowing I was up all night though, he knows me really well and wants me to get some sleep before going up to their place to visit.

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I have zero clue man the word I replaced a letter in was guys and replaced the <y> with a B 😇 I haven't been checking on any other words but the ones on the current page 😇. Thanks though I just learned a new word I had to actually look up the definition of pedantic. 😂

The video is fake. Why even bother paying attention to it? I can't be the only one that analyzed the video and found where the fuck ups are. The guy is in his own kitchen with a green screen image well in this case the free version so blue screen and sucks at video editing. The whipped cream canister is about $30 on amazon. Piss poor excuse for attention seeking the least the guy could have done was wear a spiked chastity cage and taught himself that it isn't nice to try to fool people the second he dropped to this knees in pain from that rageing hardon. The ice taught him nothing. The video speeds up and slows back to normal as he is walking to the sink meaning he removed frames, the clear cup has a think overcast outline of blue, the image that is supposed to be the back of a starbucks counter has all stryfoam cups and no plastic cups in sight the video is pixelated in low quality as a attempt to hide the screw ups in the editing but there are way too many. Honestly if the health department passes this video on to the FBI they will show up just to bitch slap the editor and arrest them for the worse fake known to mankind. How is that for humiliation ? I won't kink shame but whoever edited that video absolutely sucks at video editing and needs to find a new hobby or get alot more practice.

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