ForcedDiapers

Since starting my diapering journey 5 years ago (only recently becoming 24/7). I've never purposefully messed myself (with a few exceptions when I wasn't wearing diapers because IBS is a bitch). Today with the use of an enema I made my first messy diaper and I have a lot of mixed emotions on it. Embarrassment that I willfully messed myself right next to the toilet. Euphoria because it felt good to mess myself in diapers. Frustration as I cleaned myself up. I guess long story short of this post is what was your first ever messy diaper like as an adult and how did you feel about it?

Hi! I'm not new to ABDL but new to the community. I'm kept in diapers by my multitude of partners because if I can't act like an adult then I must need diapers. I'm generally very shy but enjoy video games and Disney movies! If you'd like to make friends just friend and message me!