Rockies Fan in Diapers

That was truly heartbreaking to hear.

That was truly heartbreaking to hear.

I am so angry I feel like I'm going to puke. If ever I needed a reason to never trust anyone here again, I have it.

A dusting they said, it'll just stick to the grass they said.

I'm so over this recovery from surgery.

Happy birthday to me! I'm pretending I'm three! Who cares if I'm really older! Happy birthday to me!

Sooo...what's been going on? I haven't worn or done anything Ab-dl in while. I've gone through my binge and purge cycle and now want to come back to it. Grr. The 'dress' I used to have tore and same for my frilly panties and I had to get rid of 'em. Now it's just a matter of wearing and getting stuff again. Got nothing to 'play baby' with, though I really want to. Been having random Ab-dl dreams and thoughts...hmmmm

Eggs

I've never seen Bambi so this weekend I think I'll watch it! Somehow I've made it 24 without seeing perhaps one of the most iconic movies of all time. I feel like a slight failure as a daddy. *hangs head in shame*

Those who don't live with depression probably will never fully understand it.

*feeling un-loved*

Well had to reset my computer because of some errors in the system which means all my apps and programs are gone and I have to see what drivers I have to reinstall.

Just wanted to say hi, since I haven't really been active on here for a long time. *HUGS*

Are only certain members/mods able to make posts in the "latest News" section of the board? I tried to find a reply to this topic in the topic of "Board Proposal" & couldn't do it. I don't know anything about the coding of the site & board & how Invision works, but DD, if you see my status, I'm another +1 for moving for the site's sake.

Are only certain members/mods able to make posts in the "latest News" section of the board? I tried to find a reply to this topic in the topic of "Board Proposal" & couldn't do it. I don't know anything about the coding of the site & board & how Invision works, but DD, if you see my status, I'm another +1 for moving for the site's sake.

Preparing for a major life change...(probably not the type of change that most people would think.) But it's needed in spite of my being scared & nervous in order to continue to improve. And, according to my "content count" I've reached 2,000 board posts...When did THAT happen?!

Ever have that "running around in circles but getting nowhere" feeling? xD

Daddy's back in the US! He called me! I heard him call me "baby" for the first time in weeks! I'm soooooooo happyyyyyyyy!!!

YOU

YOU

I wish I could curl up in a ball & rapidly fade away to nothingness...That's how sick & tired of my emotional & mental pain & suffering that no matter what I do, I cannot escape, I am.

I wish I could curl up in a ball & rapidly fade away to nothingness...That's how sick & tired of my emotional & mental pain & suffering that no matter what I do, I cannot escape, I am.

I went back into chat for the first time in forever last night & for once I had a nice time & their was some good conversation going on. Hopefully it stays that way, &

So much to say......but would you listen anyways?

You deserve someone who knows how to make things up to you after hurting you.