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Thanks for all the comments everybody. I like hearing people are enjoying the story. It's my main motivation to keep writing more. Sorry for such long delays between chapters, but here's the next chapter. Enjoy! Ch. 6 - A Bad Day For NatalieNatalie woke up really thirsty and with a headache. She could tell she was pretty dehydrated. This was because had been restricting her fluid intake with the hope that it would help her stop bedwetting. Natalie was glad that her dehydrated state at least paid off. She felt completely dry! She felt that the sheets all around her were dry too.Then she put her hand down to her Goodnite. It felt different. She could immediately tell it was wet. It felt really squishy and it was a lot bulkier than it was when she put it on last night. She was disgusted at the thought that she was wearing an undergarment that trapped her pee right up against her all night long.She could not even tell she had wet when she first woke up. The Goodnite did a good job wicking the wetness away from her skin. She was warm and comfortable. Waking up in a wet bed had been a cold and miserable experience. This, on the other hand, was something she could get used to.“This is way better than waking up in a wet bed”, thought Natalie, although, she could now tell her private area felt at least a little damp.Natalie continued to examine the thick and wet Goodnite between her legs. The Goodnite had swollen up so much that she could feel it between her legs pushing outward against both of her thighs. She squeezed the Goodnite with her hand to feel the squishiness again.“This feels just like a baby’s wet diaper”, thought Natalie.She had checked babies for wet diapers many times in her past. This squishy feeling was what let her know the baby needed a diaper change. Now the tables had turned. She was the one in the wet diaper. It was a really humiliating realization to come to.“I am not a complete baby though. I don’t need someone to check me to see if I’m wet. I found out on my own. I don’t need someone to help clean me up after an accident. I was still fully capable of doing that on my own. And most importantly, I don’t wet myself during the day. This was only a nighttime occurrence. Also, I still think that this will be a very temporary nighttime issue, not a chronic one”, thought Natalie.Just then her mom walked into her room.“Are you up yet honey?”, asked Natalie’s mom.“Yeah, I just woke up”, replied Natalie.“Ok, well go ahead and get out of bed then. I have breakfast ready”, replied Natalie’s mom.Natalie stuttered, ”o..ok”Natalie’s mom, looking concerned, asked, “Is something wrong dear?”“Not really, it is just I wet the bed again”, Natalie ashamedly admitted.“You didn’t wear your Goodnite?!”, Natalie’s mom replied in a confused tone.“Yeah, I did, but the Goodnite is wet”, Natalie replied.Relieved, Natalie’s mom replied, “Well, that is ok Natalie. That is what the Goodnite was for. You did not wet the bed. You wet your di…your goodnite. Now go ahead and get out of bed and eat breakfast.”Natalie didn’t like how nonchalant her mom was being about all this. She was lying in bed with a wet Goodnite on! Why was she pretending it was ok. She knew her mom was just trying to spare her feelings, but she really shouldn’t be wetting herself in her sleep at this age. It is not normal at all.“ok”, replied Natalie as she stood up out of bed.Standing up Natalie began to notice the increased weight of the Goodnite between her legs. It sagged heavily between her legs.“Great, now I look just like a baby with a saggy diaper between their legs”, thought Natalie sarcastically.Natalie was walking to open her dresser drawer when all of a sudden she got dizzy. Natalie blacked out.…Natalie woke up confused about her surroundings. It took her a few moments to even figure out where she was. Based on all the medical equipment in the room and the IV sticking out of her arm, she concluded she was in the hospital.The last thing she could remember was waking up in her bed and finding out she had wet her goodnite, and now she was here. She was worried about why she was in the hospital, but almost equally she was worried about being embarrassed.“Everyone here probably saw my wet goodnite. There is no way my mom changed me into my panties before bringing me here. They probably rushed me here and just left me in my wet goodnite. This is so humiliating”, thought Natalie as she checked her private area to see if her assumptions were true.It was worse than she feared. She was in a bulky white plastic backed diaper. It had three tapes tightly securing it around her. Proportionally to her size it made her feel like she was really a baby wearing a diaper. And worst of all, it was wet. Soaking wet.Just then a nurse walked into the room. She desperately wanted to talk to the nurse and figure out what in the world was going on. She had so many questions. Why did she end up here? When could she leave? Where was here mom? She was too ashamed of her current predicament to speak though.She was so humiliated she just couldn’t face it. She did the only thing should could think of to separate herself from this embarrassing situation. She pretended she was asleep.With one of her eyes slightly open Natalie could see this nurse was an attractive woman. She looked to be about 25 and very mature. Blonde hair and wearing cute pink scrubs that hugged her figure nicely.“She’s everything I’m not. Every guy would go crazy for a girl like her. And here I am lying in a wet diaper, pretending to be asleep because I am too much of a baby to deal with this situation”, thought Natalie.Suddenly the nurse walked over to her bedside. Natalie immediately closed her eyes. She heard the nurse checking a few things on her IV, then she felt the covers lifted off her bed. This startled Natalie a little and almost caused her to lose her fight of pretending to be asleep. She felt horrible knowing her wet diaper was now on full display to the nurse in the room.Natalie then felt pressure being applied to her diaper. For a short period of time the damp mushiness of her diaper was being pushed against her skin. She then heard the nurse mumble, “She’s definitely wet.”“This is too much. I’ve just had my diaper checked just like an infant”, thought Natalie as she squinted her eyes open slightly to see exactly what was going on.She saw the nurse looking down at her with an empathetic smile shaking her head. She clearly felt really bad for Natalie in her current diapered state.Just then the nurse called out, “Sarah! Get in here. I need your help with something.”Natalie caught a glimpse of what looked to be a nursing student entering the room.“I need your help with a diaper change”, said the nurse“Oh crap…I am about to have my diapered changed by these nurses now”, thought Natalie.She then closed her eyes completely. She didn’t even want to see what was about to happen.“Why is she in diapers”, asked the nursing student.“I don’t know. I just started this shift. Let’s just get this diaper changed and over with”, replied the nurse.Natalie heard the nurses getting supplies out from a nearby cabinet.She felt tugging at her diaper as she heard the tapes ripping off, three times on each side in quick succession. Her wet diaper was no longer tightly taped around her, it just loosely sat on her untapped.She felt herself being rolled over onto her side and she heard the sound of another diaper being “aired” out and spread out next to herShe then felt herself rolled back on her back, but now on top of the new diaper. She felt her wet diaper get removed and heard it plop down into a bin close by.She felt cold sensations in her private region as she was being wiped and cleaned up.She then felt a soothing pleasant sensation as she felt something sprinkled on her. Then she smelt it. It was baby powder.She felt the front of the diaper pulled up over her front side and it being tightly taped up.“There. Freshly diapered”, Natalie heard the nurse say as she felt a couple of pats on the top of her diaper.The nurse and the nursing student promptly left the room after that.Natalie felt a little guilty. Because of her inability to deal with this shameful situation, she had made these nurses change her diaper, when she could have done it herself. She just needed to take off the wet diaper too, she didn’t need a new diaper. She wasn’t sleeping anymore, but the nurses didn’t know that because of her deception.Natalie regretted it. She gained nothing from it but the extra embarrassing experience of getting her diaper changed. She was going to have to let people know she was awake eventually. She was only prolonging the agony in a way.Her private area felt a lot better now though. She was actually happy to be rid of that damp feeling down there. And the baby powder, although humiliating, felt pretty soothing.Natalie stayed in the hospital bed and started to try work up the courage to let people know she was awake.Eventually she heard someone enter the room. She opened her eyes slightly and noticed it was her mom. Natalie figured now was as good a time as any to “wake up”.Natalie rubbed her eyes and pretended to be groggy as she said, “Mom?”“Hey precious, I am glad to see you up. You have been asleep for several hours now”, her mom replied.“Really? What happened?”, Natalie asked.“Well, you passed out when you got out of bed this morning. I had no idea what had happened. I just rushed you to the hospital as quickly as possible. The doctors said it was just because of dehydration. You are going to need to start drinking more fluids honey”, replied Natalie’s mom.“Wow. Was I really that dehydrated? I had been trying to drink less to try to stop bedwetting, but I didn’t think I had been drinking that little”, replied Natalie.Natalie’s mom replied, “It’s ok honey. The doctors have said that everything is ok now. The IV has gotten your hydration back to appropriate levels and you are ok to go home now. Are you ready to go?”Natalie didn’t know how to respond. She was ready to go, but she didn’t want to have to get out of bed in nothing but her diaper and hospital gown.“Does my mom even know they have me diapered?”, thought Natalie.Natalie hesitantly replied, “Yeah, I guess.”Natalie’s mom noticed the hesitance in her voice and replied, “What’s the matter dear?”Natalie replied sheepishly, “Well…I am wearing a diaper right now.”Natalie’s mom looked relieved and responded, “That’s perfectly fine dear. I already knew that. I told them to diaper you. It would have been irresponsible of me to let you wet their hospital bed when I know you have a bedwetting problem. Anyhow, I brought you clothes to wear out of here. I brought you a top and a skirt. Just get out of bed, take off your gown, and put these clothes on.”Natalie cringed when her mom referred to her as a bedwetter. Natalie was still in denial about this. She was also annoyed when she didn't notice and fresh panties to change into.“You didn’t bring me any panties?”, asked Natalie.“Ah, no. I forgot that you didn’t have any here. You were wearing your wet goodnite from this morning when you got here. I am so sorry honey. Obviously the wet goodnite was thrown away. You wouldn't have wanted to wear an old wet goodnite instead of a dry diaper anyways, right? You will just have to wear the diaper home I guess. The skirt I brought should fit over the hospital diaper fine though”, replied Natalie’s mom.Natalie sighed and responded, “ok”, as she got out of the bed.Natalie's diaper crinkled loudly as she got up. She dropped her gown and quickly grabbed the clothes her mother brought for her. She didn't want to be in nothing but a diaper and her bra for longer than she had to.She put the top on and slid the skirt up around her diapered bottom. The skirt was kind of short and she knew she'd have to be careful to make sure nobody saw her diaper.Natalie was really frustrated she was still having to wear this thing."I might have been wetting the bed at night, but wearing this in the day feels ridiculous. I really wish my mom didn't forget to bring my panties", thought Natalie."I'm so glad everything is fine now. It is so relieving to know you were just dehydrated and nothing is really wrong with my little girl. Are you ready to go now?", asked Natalie's mom."Yeah", replied Natalie.Natalie followed her mom to the car, crinkling the whole way. She felt a little weird walking. The diaper was thick between her legs, making her waddle a little bit. She felt so infantile.As Natalie got in the car with her mom, Natalie's mom said, "I need to do some errands on the way home. Is that ok dear?""Sure", replied Natalie.Soon enough they arrived at the parking lot of a K-mart."Do you want to go in or are you going to wait in the car?", asked Natalie's mom."I'll just wait in the car", replied Natalie."Ok, I'll be back shortly", replied Natalie's mom.Natalie sat and waited in the car for longer than she expected. Eventually she started to feel a twinge in her bladder. She was starting to need to pee.It wasn't anything too urgent though, so she wasn't that worried. It was just slightly uncomfortable at this point. She considered leaving the car to use the restroom, but she didn't want to go back out in public with a diaper on.Finally her mom arrived back to the car with a bag of miscellaneous items and a case of bottled water."Sorry that took so long. There was a long line", said Natalie's mom."That's ok", replied Natalie."I got you a case of bottled waters to make sure you start drinking more fluids, ok?", said Natalie's mom."Ok, thanks for that", replied Natalie.Natalie's mom started the car and pulled out of the parking lot.Natalie knew now that she could easily hold her bladder for the short ride home. Then her mom took an unexpected turn."Our house is to the left. Why did you take a right?", asked Natalie."Oh I'm sorry baby. I still need to stop by the bank", replied Natalie's mom.Natalie didn't respond. She was annoyed at having to sit through so many errands. She wished she could be at home already on her computer and out of this diaper. Not to mention she needed to use the bathroom still.By the time they arrived at the bank Natalie's urge to pee was growing stronger."There's no way I'm going inside the bank with my diaper on to use the bathroom. Even once I got in the bathroom I'd have to take off the diaper to go and the tapes ripping off would be so loud. Anyone in the bathroom would know I was removing a diaper", thought Natalie.Natalie's mom went through the teller drive thru line and requested money withdrawn from her account. The teller was friendly and sent the money over in one of those vacuum tubes. Inside the canister, along with her money, was a red sucker."Say thanks to the nice lady for the treat Natalie", requested Natalie's mom.Natalie just buried her head in shame and Natalie's mom drove off."Why were you so rude back there Natalie?", asked Natalie's mom."It was belittling mom. I'm a grown woman. I shouldn't be given lollipops. She must have thought I looked like a kid or something", relied Natalie."You definitely have a cute look to you, but that's nothing to be ashamed of. You're still beautiful", replied Natalie's mom.Natalie didn't respond. She appreciated her mom's attempt to make her feel better. But it just didn't help. She was tired of being seen as a kid. And sitting in the car with a big diaper on certainly didn't help things.Suddenly Natalie's need to pee grew even more urgent. She still felt like she'd make it home alright, so she kept quiet. The last thing she wanted was to let her mom know she had gotten herself into a situation where she was desperate to use the potty.She squeezed her legs together as best she could with the thick diaper on and began to squirm in her seat a little as the pressure in her bladder continued to grow.Natalie looked out the window and noticed traffic had slowed to a stop."What's going on?", asked Natalie."I think there was a wreck or something. It looks like we won't be home for a while", replied Natalie's mom.Natalie knew she was in trouble now. She didn't know what to do. The stress of this, combined with all that had already happened to her today, was just too much.Natalie began to cry."Honey, what's wrong?", asked Natalie's mom.Natalie tried her best to stop her crying. She didn't want to tell her mom she needed the potty while crying. She would sound just like a toddler.Through stifled crying Natalie said, "I...i..really have to go.""You have to pee? Well Natalie, why didn't you go at the bank or at the store earlier?", asked Natalie's mom."I didn't think it would take so long to get home", replied Natalie.Frustrated, Natalie's mom replied, "Well I don't know what to do for you. I can't get us home any faster."Natalie's mom watched as her daughter squirmed and struggled helplessly in the backseat when she remembered what she was wearing.Relieved, Natalie's mom said, "You're wearing your diaper honey. Just use it. It's what it's made for baby.""That's disgusting. There's no way I can do that mom", replied Natalie.Natalie was absolutely mortified at the suggestion. Her mom referred to her diaper and said she should use it. There was no way this was going to happen if she could stop it."I'm sorry honey. There's no other option if you can't hold it until we get home. You should've been more responsible and went to the bathroom earlier. Am I going to have to start reminding you to use the bathroom again like when you were a little kid?", asked Natalie's mom."No mom. Really. I just didn't expect there would be traffic. Gosh", replied Natalie defensively.Natalie continued struggling in the back seat against the pressure growing in her bladder. She squirmed even more in the backseat causing even louder crinkling from her diaper.Suddenly it became too much. She peed a little. She pushed her hand even harder onto her diaper trying to stop the flow, but it was no use. Her warm pee rapidly flowed into her awaiting diaper. Natalie just had to sit there helplessly as she wet her diaper.Once her bladder was about 2/3rds empty Natalie probably could have stopped the flow. But what was the point? Her diaper was already soaked. In defeat, she continued to wet her diaper.Once it was all over Natalie couldn't believe it. She was in the car in a now wet diaper. The diaper was really warm around her. She wasn't used to a diaper feeling this warm. All the other times she wet while she was asleep, and by the time she woke up the diaper had cooled down from the original wetting. This was a freshly wet diaper with all the warmth that came with it.It felt really weird, this warm mushy mass wrapped around her bottom. She put her hand up under her skirt to feel the wet mushiness. It felt very similar to the wet goodnite, just bigger and without the outer cloth layer.Natalie's mom began to feel bad for her daughter's predicament even though it was her fault.Natalie's mom said, "there's a gas station ahead I think I can pull into if you still need to go."Natalie ashamedly replied, "It's fine. I....I...already went."Natalie's mom knew exactly what that meant. She had wet her diaper."It's ok baby. That's what the diaper is for. The car seat won't be wet or anything. It's perfectly ok to wet your diaper", replied Natalie's mom.Natalie didn't even reply. She just sat quietly in the car in her wet diaper.Natalie knew her mom was just trying not to make her feel worse, but she hated that her mom was acting like her wetting her diaper was ok. It made her feel almost like she was expected to wet her diaper."I wasn't supposed to wet this diaper. I am not a baby", thought Natalie.Natalie didn't think she could take much more humiliation today. She just wanted to get home and go to bed. She wanted to begin to start trying to forget everything that had happened today.Natalie's mom finally pulled into their driveway and parked. Natalie immediately got out of the car with her case of waters and waddled into the house.Without saying anything to her mom, Natalie ran up to her room with the waters and locked herself in her bathroom. She removed her skirt and bra and looked at herself in the mirror in nothing but her wet diaper."I look pathetic. I just had an accident in the day time now. What is happening to me? Surely this accident was just a one time thing. I mean it was just a fluke that traffic was that bad. Right?", Natalie thought to herself.She could see a definite yellow tint to the diaper where she had wet it. It sagged down between her lags with the heaviness of her pee. It had cooled down some since she had first wet it and was now beginning to feel a little cold and clammy.Natalie ripped the tapes off the diaper and let it hit the floor with a loud plop. The smell of her pee mixed with the baby powder from the diaper below her wafted up to her nose. It was an incriminatingly babyish scent.Natalie took a long shower trying her best to get all the pee off of her. The last thing she wanted was to start smelling like pee-pee.When she got out of the shower it was late enough that she decided she could go ahead and go to sleep and begin to forget this horrible day. Unfortunately, that meant she still wasn't going to get to wear any panties.She went over to her drawer of Goodnites and took one out. She stretched it out in her hands before placing her feet through the holes and pulling it up securely around her bottom."I never thought I'd be glad to be in one of these again", thought Natalie as she appreciated the discretion of these versus her previous diaper.Natalie put a bra back on and brushed her teeth in her Goodnite.Natalie was heading to cut the lights off in her room when she looked at the case of bottled waters in her room."This definitely won't help my fight to stop bedwetting, but I definitely can't risk passing out from dehydration again", thought Natalie as she grabbed a bottle of water.Natalie drank the entire bottle of water quickly before getting in her bed."There. That should be enough fluids", thought Natalie.She got in her bed and rolled over and prepared to drift to sleep. She was starting to get used to the thickness of the Goodnite between her legs while she was falling asleep."I hope mom never mentions my wetting incident in the car again. I bet I never live that one down. I hope she believes me that it was just because of the traffic.", Natalie thought to herself.Natalie honestly didn't hold up much hope that she would not wet the bed while she slept tonight. After drinking that entire bottle of water she felt she had no chance of waking up dry. Natalie was still resistant to the idea of identifying herself as a bedwetter though. She still liked to think of herself as someone who just had occasional nighttime accidents, even though these accidents have been occurring with remarkable consistency. Natalie tried to think comforting and reassuring thoughts as she fell asleep protected from a wet bed by her goodnite.

Hello everyone, It’s been a while since I posted on here and I thought I’d write some on my current situation and the journey I’ve been on to get here. In June 2014, I met the person that would become my FT mummy. We started as friends, even considered a sexual relationship together but eventually settled into our roles as mummy and child. As our unique and inimitable relationship grew, we spent more and more time together. By Christmas of 2014 we talked about moving in together. We spent 3 months finding a place for ourselves and in April, we moved in. Mummy is here whenever I need her; for cuddles, soothing, talking about things that worry or scare me, feeding time, nappy changes, play time, nap time. Not a day passes where I don’t feel like the luckiest baby in the world. She also helps me to explore my little side and his fantasies, needs and desires. Mummy is confident and calm – a stable tower of support and unconditional love for little BlankieLover. When I am my adult self, she also helps me explore my crossdressing side and in doing so, has led to my greater acceptance of myself and my longing to be in women’s clothes. Mummy has taken me shopping for dresses, helped me try them on, showed me all her make-up and fashion secrets and lets me express myself in this form as I wish. Soon we want to go to crossdressing events, adult baby events and fetish clubs – things I’ve never experienced before. She also looks after other babies and together we have built a baby room complete with full size cot, changing mat, clothes, toys and books. I get to sleep in the cot while Mummy sleeps next door with the baby monitor on in case I wake up wet, hungry or cold. My life now is fast becoming more and more authentic with who I am. It’s a far cry from the toxic shame I used to carry with me about my AB and sissy sides, the binge and purge cycles and the self-loathing. For others struggling to accept their AB or sissy sides, acceptance is possible; I even bought (but never used) some supposed “re-patterning

She helped me get dressed in the purple dress, after I got it on I realized how Juvenile it looked on me as she dressed me in white tights and to my surprise had ordered some girly looking shoes. "There called Mary Jane's" she informed me she then placed a brunette wig on me with purple ribbons. I looked in the mirror and started laughing, "Anita said you don't like it?" "No I love it" I said "but I make one ugly girl!" Anita said "Yea you do" and laughed with me. I then dressed her in her baby clothes that she had made for herself in navy blue we looked like twins one in purple, one in blue; I looked at her and said "Beauty and the Beast" which got her laughing again. I loved the sound of her laughter, it had been missing for quite a while. She said "if we had ever had a daughter I wanted to name her Michelle, can I call you Michelle?" Of course I gave the old line "call me what you want, but late for supper." She kind of looked like I had slapped her. I said "sorry, if you want to call me Michelle then Baby Michelle it is," as the smile returned to her face. I said "Anita what do you want to do today?" I found out soon that involved playing with Barbies, tea party's, we ran the gammet, since we were wearing our toilets we never stopped to use one just used our own. I found out later that what she was doing is called sissifying me but I didn't care, I finally had my old Anita back, the happy one I married not the vindictive bitch that she had became. We played most of the day just enjoying each others company. Anita asked "did I tell you I'm up for a promotion to Assistant Manager?" "No you didn't" I said. She said "Michelle I'm up for a promotion to Assistant Manager." As I began to laugh and said "really tell me more!" "Well it will mean more hours no more part time, a butt load more money, and I will have Friday and Saturdays off like you and I will be in charge of the overnight shift. At first they were going to pass me over saying I was to much of a bitch towards my coworkers and sometimes the customers, but lately they have noticed an improvement to my attitude, thank you by the way." "What did I do?" "You loved me again" she said. I took her hands in mine and looked her straight in her eyes, "Anita I have always loved you!"She said "I thought that I loved you, my abuse," she had a hard time holding back the tears, "of you when you started wetting the bed I thought that that was love, but when I started wetting my bed, again you showed me what love is. I am so deeply sorry for the way that I treated you, and I feel ashamed when I think back of the hell I put you through, can you forgive me?" It probably would look funny if anybody was watching but Baby Michelle kissed Baby Anita on the lips and said "I already have!"

This has gone on for 5 months now. Looking on my calender that hangs in our living room for everyone to see, there are a lot more W than D's. I don't even mind the corner treatment other than that damn board. As a kid I was taught that if I screwed up I would be punished, but I tended to learn from my mistakes and remembered to avoid making the same mistake twice. I knew that I was not wetting my bed on purpose so therefore I could not rectify the problem. She had gone as far a couple of months ago to shave my pubic hairs off, though it felt better and caused fewer diaper rashes, dealing with razor bumps that were left caused a lot more itching than the slight rash. Besides I had seen her panties in the hamper while washing clothes and have seen slight yellowing in her crotch area and stiffness caused by minor leakage. Just nothing major like my leakage at night that I had no control over! I came home one day from work and Anita was still asleep and hadn't woken up yet. In our bedroom was the odor of stale pee, after wearing my Always panties on my head for several months now, I knew that smell. I began to sniff my sheets wondering if I had leaked and didn't know it. Not my sheets. As I got closer it was coming from Anita as I slowly moved the blankets off of her there was a major wet spot under her! Suddenly all the past abuses that I had received from her over the past several months came flooding back, I was thinking that all I wanted was revenge!

I appreciate all of the comments! Sorry it always takes me so long to write new chapters. I have a lot more planned for Natalie. This story is not ending anytime soon. Hopefully y'all enjoy this chapter! Ch 7- Leaking Problems Natalie groggily woke up from her sleep. She was still pretty sleepy. She noticed it was still dark outside because no light was coming through her window. She also felt really uncomfortable. She was cold and wet. She was immediately concerned. The last time she felt like this was when she had wet her bed without wearing her goodnite. She felt around her, and sure enough, the bed and sheets around her were damp with her pee. Then she noticed the state of her goodnite. It was absolutely soaked. She was basically floating in her own pee at this point. This cold wet feeling all around her was really unpleasant. "Why did I leak so bad? The other nights everything was fine. Was this just a defective goodnite or something?", thought Natalie. Then she noticed the empty water bottle laying next to her bed. "Ah, it was all the extra water I drank, duh", thought Natalie in a moment of realization. Now, Natalie had to figure out what she was going to do about her current predicament. She obviously couldn't go back to sleep in her current state. She didn't know what to do. "I guess I'll just try to find a spare pair of sheets to replace the wet ones on my bed and change into a dry goodnite", thought Natalie. Natalie, with her goodnite squishing between her legs with every step, looked every possible place in her room for a spare pair of sheets, but she couldn't find any. She didn't want to go look outside her room, because then she risked getting caught by her mom in her leaking goodnite. Then Natalie remembered the lesson she had learned from her hospital stay. There is no good that comes from trying to postpone her embarrassment. Her mom was going to find out about this incident eventually no matter what. What does delaying that matter? "I am just going to have to tell my mom what happened and ask her if she has any spare sheets", thought Natalie. Natalie really did not want to have to wait for her sheets to be washed and dried to go back to sleep, or worse yet, have to sleep on the couch. Natalie left her room and slowly entered her mom's room. It was dark, and as she approached her mom's bed she couldn't help but feel ridiculous. She felt like a little toddler having to wake her mother up in the middle of the night because of a nighttime accident in her bed. She nudged her mother awake. "Yes dear, what's the matter? What time is it?" Natalie looked at the clock on her mom's night stand and replied, "2:00AM, and my sheets are wet. My goodnite leaked." Natalie was surprised that it wasn't later. "I'm so sorry baby. You must be so cold and uncomfortable. I've got a fresh pair of sheets ready in my closet. I'll get you fixed up and back nice and dry in your bed shortly", Natalie's mom replied as if talking to a toddler that was expected to wet the bed. Natalie didn't appreciate being talked to like this, but at the same time she knew she didn't want to say anything about it. How could she argue against it? With all her accidents recently, maybe she did deserve to be talked to like that. "Ok, thanks mom", replied Natalie as her mom began to sniff something. "Natalie, you smell like pee honey. Why haven't you already changed out of that wet thing? You go do that while I get your bed ready", said Natalie's mom. "Ok", replied Natalie as she left to do as she was told. Natalie was quite the sight right now. A college aged girl in nothing but her bra and a soaked goodnite. She looked oddly cute, in a helpless innocent sort of way. "I have no idea why I left this wet thing on. I just didn't think to change it I guess", thought Natalie. When Natalie arrived to her room she slid the leaky goodnite down her legs. It was so wet that it left a trail of wetness all the way down her legs as she slid it down. She threw the wet goodnite into the trash can in her room. Natalie needed to get this pee off of her before changing into a dry goodnite, but she didn't want to shower. "If I shower then my hair will take a long time to dry, and I really want to go back to sleep soon. Also, there's not too much point in cleaning up too good. I'm about to be putting on another goodnite and I can just shower in the morning", thought Natalie. She decided that she would just wet a rag in her sink and clean up briefly. She grabbed the rag, wet it, and began to rub it up and down her legs and on her private area. Once she had removed a sufficient amount of pee she threw the rag into her dirty clothes hamper. Natalie gabbed a fresh goodnite from her drawer and began to slide it up her legs as her mom walked into the room. Her mom was carrying her spare sheets. Natalie finished pulling up her goodnite and waited as her mom made her bed with the fresh sheets. "Good thing we put this plastic mattress protector on your bed. It looks like it did its job and I won't be having to buy you another mattress", Natalie's mom said. This is when Natalie noticed her mom had brought something else into the room with her. It was a diaper. This was not just any diaper. It was a baby diaper, a pampers baby diaper. It was plastic backed and vintage looking. "What's that thing you brought with you mom?", asked Natalie. "Well, clearly your goodnites aren't enough to keep you dry at night while you're staying hydrated. It's too late to go to the store and get something better, so I'm just having to make do with what we have. I managed to find some of your diapers from when you were a baby. You can line this inside your goodnite and hopefully it will stop you from leaking again tonight", Natalie's mom replied. Natalie was repulsed at the idea of wearing, and potentially wetting, the diapers from her youth. Having to return to wetting one of those diapers would be so symbolic of her setbacks in potty training. It would be awful. "But I am probably not even going to wet again tonight. I don't think I ever wet twice in one night", argued Natalie. "I would rethink that Natalie. You are about to drink a whole bottle of water, so you will probably have another accident tonight, most likely another big one", Natalie's mom said. "But I already drank a bottle of water earlier tonight", Natalie replied. "I don't care. You're drinking another one. You don't need to be getting dehydrated again. If you passed out again who knows what might happen. I might not be there next time", replied Natalie's mother in a stern tone. Natalie's mom said," Now line this up in the inside of your goodnite. It should pretty much double the absorbency of it for tonight", as she handed Natalie the diaper. Natalie noticed the diaper had been modified. The wings and tapes had been cut off. Also, there were a bunch of slits cut into the plastic on the front. She understood why this was done. It allowed the pee to flow through this diaper and into the goodnite once it was full. Dejectedly, Natalie pushed down her goodnite slightly and shoved the baby diaper into it. She spent a few moments lining it up nicely and making sure the leak guards were situated correctly. Now that she knew she was going to have to drink another bottle of water she was trying hard to make sure she didn't have to wake up cold and wet again. She pulled the goodnite back up. It felt a lot bulkier and fit tighter against her now. It was also super soft. It felt kind of good. The soft inner lining of the pampers diaper was sitting right against her skin. She noticed the diaper felt a lot more noticeable between her legs. She also noticed the pampers diaper made the goodnite even crinklier. Suddenly she felt the waistband of her goodnite being stretched out. It was her mom. "Mom! What are you doing?", Natalie yelled. "Sorry, sorry. I was just checking to make sure you lined the diaper up correctly inside. I don't have another spare pair of sheets", Natalie's mom replied. "That's fine mom, but I don't need someone checking my diaper in the same way a baby gets there diaper checked. You could have just asked me", said Natalie. "You're right honey, I'm sorry. But I think you're good to go now. I'm going back to bed. I'll see you in the morning. This will work for tonight, but tomorrow we'll have to get you something more absorbent to wear at night", replied Natalie's mom. "Ok, bye mom", said Natalie. Once her mom left the room, Natalie spent some time inspecting her modified goodnite. She checked her butt out in the mirror. "You know, I bet these would actually make my butt look even cuter with some jeans on or something", Natalie thought as she smirked a little. She squeezed the front of it in her hands trying to get a feel of how much thicker it was. She patted her bottom and the underside of her diaper some. This caused a rush of hot air to leave the back of the diaper and shoot up her back. She started to smell some of that pampers baby diaper scent. "I can't believe I'm back wearing the same diapers from when I was a baby. There's no point beating around the bush though. I need them just like a baby does. They serve the same purpose for me. I am no different in this respect", thought Natalie. It was a humbling thought. Natalie still didn't view herself as a true bedwetter though. She assumed this was just a very short phase. Natalie opened a bottle of water and drank the entire thing quickly before getting into her bed. "It feels nice to be in warm dry bed again. And I wish I didn't need them, but this diaper feels cozy. Almost secure in a way. It protects me from discomfort, from the cold and wetness" thought Natalie. Despite her potty training setbacks and the humiliation of wearing a diaper from her babyhood, Natalie felt good tonight. For the first time in a long time Natalie fell asleep comfortable and relaxed with no anxieties or worries. ... It was morning now. Natalie was laying on her side. She had tossed and turned during the night and partly uncovered herself from the covers on her bed. One of her cute feet was hanging out the end of the covers. Her diapered butt was also visible. The goodnite appeared ready to burst. The pampers diaper was thoroughly soaked and had leaked through to the goodnite, leaving the goodnite damp. She was laying on her side with her legs together. This left part of her goodnite squished between the upper part of her thighs. Her tight sexy body seemed a bit out of place wrapped in a pee filled diaper. Her beautiful face, supple breasts, soft skin, cute feet, long legs, and sexy thighs just sprawled out on her bed. She would have easily made most men weak with the desire to kiss her, to touch her, to feel her soft skin again their own. And yet the sexiest part of her was tightly bound up holding a bunch of pee against her. It was an odd sight indeed. Natalie woke up and for a moment she felt like a normal girl. She hadn't yet remembered all the setbacks in her nighttime potty training she had suffered recently. She just stayed in her bed, relaxed and comfortable. Then she felt the dampness. "Oh crap. Another wet night", thought Natalie with disappointment. She wasn't completely surprised though. But she was surprised at how squishy the goodnite and pampers diaper felt between her legs. That pamper was saturated and was really soft and squishy. Way more squishy than the goodnite ever got. The goodnite was close to capacity as well. "Well it's definitely a good thing I lined this goodnite with the pampers. I would have leaked again for sure", thought Natalie. She felt the bed around her for leaks, and sure enough, the pampers/goodnite combo had held up to her nighttime accident. She was relieved. Dealing with wet absorbent undergarments was much easier than dealing with wet sheets. Natalie looked at the digital clock on her night stand. It was a little past 10am, she had slept in way later than she usually did. Natalie got out of bed as the smell of her stale pee wafted out from under her covers. She sat on the edge of her bed for a few moments, squishing her goodnite/pampers tightly against her bottom. She stood up and slid the wet diaper down her legs. She picked it up and examined it more closely. She wanted a better look at what had spent the night pressed against the most intimate places of her body. This part of her body is private. It is almost always shielded from the outside elements, whether it be a pair of panties or a pull-up diaper. She felt what would have been directly touching her all night, the inside padding of the pampers diaper. It was soft and yellow stained. It was a little damp, but for how saturated the diaper was with her pee it was doing a great job. She took it up to her nose and sniffed it. She smelt her girlish scent on it along with the smell of her pee. It smelled stale, but still had not completely broken down into an unpleasant ammonia smell. Natalie felt weird for having sniffed it, but she was just curious. She felt a little unsanitary for having worn this wet thing all night. She was just familiarizing herself with it so it didn't seem so gross anymore. It helped. "So what if my pee spent some time next to my skin instead of in my bladder last night. It's my own pee. What does it matter?", Natalie reassured herself. She threw it in the trash and went to take a long shower. Once she was out of the shower she dried off and began to get ready for the day. She walked over to her panty drawer and opened it up. She saw the stack of goodnites on the left side of the drawer and all of her panties next to it. She was glad to finally be putting on a pair of panties. She picked out one of her cutest pairs. It was a pair of bikini panties. They were light blue with a pink border. She pulled them up between her legs and they almost felt weird. They were so thin and clearly offered no protection. She felt a little insecure in them. "What's wrong with me? I'm perfectly fine in these panties. I'm grown girl. I've just had a few accidents at night recently, but I've only had one during the day time. And that wasn't even my fault. I'm going to be fine", thought Natalie. She finished getting dressed into her socks, shoes, bra, shirt, and tight jeans. She checked her bottom out in the mirror. For a moment she almost regretted not putting a goodnite on, maybe two! She liked her butt looking cute, and that extra padding really did the trick. She felt powerful when she saw men looking at her bottom. She liked knowing she had something they wanted. She liked flaunting it. "No, I'm not going to start wearing pull-ups during the day just to make my butt look cuter. That would be ridiculous", Natalie said as she came to her senses. Natalie walked downstairs to see what her mom was up to, conscious the entire time of the absence of bulk between her legs now. Natalie saw her mom sitting on the couch watching tv. She looked like she was ready to leave to somewhere soon though. "Hey, what's up mom", said Natalie. "Nothing much dear. Did you sleep well? It's late in the morning honey", replied Natalie's mom. "Yeah, I overslept just a bit. But yeah, I slept fine", Natalie replied. Natalie wasn't going to voluntarily tell her mom she had wet again at night if she wasn't going to ask. Natalie hoped she didn't ask. "Ok, that's good. I actually just looked up the address of a local medical supply store. I figured we could go stop by there and find something absorbent enough for your nighttime accidents. Does that sound good?", said Natalie's mom. "Yeah, I guess", replied Natalie. "I didn't make breakfast this morning. You can make yourself a bowl of cereal if you want, but if you're not hungry, then we can go ahead and leave", said Natalie's mom. "I'm not really hungry. We can go ahead and leave", replied Natalie. Natalie and her mom left in the car and before long had parked at the medical supply store and were walking inside. Walking up to the building Natalie began to panic a little bit. It was not fun to have to go out with your mom to buy products for such an embarrassing issue. She was using an infantile product to solve an infantile issue. They entered the store and walked to the front desk and spoke to an employee. She was a heavier set older lady with short brown hair. "What can I do for y'all today?", asked the employee. "We are looking to buy some high absorbency diapers", said Natalie's mom. "Do you know what brand you'd like?", inquired the employee. "Ummm....I'm not really sure. The general hospital down the road from here had diapers that seemed to work fine. Do you know anything about those?", asked Natalie's mom. "Actually, yes. We supply those diapers to that hospital. They're an uncommon brand specific to one of our suppliers. We were happy to be able to convince them to start buying these higher quality diapers from us. Most hospitals use horribly cheap adult diapers", replied the store employee. "That's great. That's what we want for sure then", replied Natalie's mom. "Ok, are you certain? They are a great overall diaper. Very comfortable and really high absorbency. The downside is that it is really bulky. It is impossible to conceal under clothes or anything like that. Also, the tapes on it are not refastenable. Will any of that be an issue?", asked the employee. "Thanks for letting us know, but it really shouldn't be an issue. They're only going to be used at night, so none of that really matters. As long as they are comfortable and absorbent, that's all that matters", Natalie's mom replied. "Well great. These diapers seem like the perfect choice then. How many should I get for you and in what size?", asked the employee. "Well...ummm....what size do you think she is?", replied Natalie's mom as she pointed to her daughter. Natalie cringed inside. Now the employee knew for certain these diapers were for her. "Diapers are for old people and baby's, not girls in their 20s. This lady must think I am so weird", thought Natalie as she tried to contain her embarrassment. "She definitely looks to be a size small. 22 come in each case. How many cases would you like?", asked the employee. "Four cases for now", replied Natalie's mom. The employee promptly left to retrieve the diapers for them. While the employee was gone Natalie said, "Mom...why are you getting so many? I really think 22 should be more than enough. Isn't almost 100 diapers over doing it? I really don't think I'll be having accidents for much longer." "Baby, it's time that you accept this", said Natalie's mom. Natalie was confused. "What do you mean?", asked Natalie. "You've wet the bed every single night for the past several days. You had an accident on the car ride home the other day. We need to stop pretending this is just a phase now honey. You are no longer potty trained at night. You're a bedwetter now, plain and simple. Maybe in the future you'll be able to repotty train at night, but let's stop pretending that's right around the corner. For the far foreseeable future you're going to need to wear diapers when you sleep, or face waking up cold and wet with a ruined bed", Natalie's mom said. This hit Natalie like a ton of bricks. Her mom was right. She didn't want to talk about it with her mom anymore though. Natalie just replied,"ok", and the conversation was over. "I guess she's right. I am a bedwetter. This is part of who I am now. I never thought that one night of not going potty before bed would have done this to me, but it did. Diapers are something I need now. Letting me go to sleep without a diaper would be as stupid as letting a baby sleep without one", thought Natalie. The employee got back carrying the 4 cases of diapers, rang them up, and her mom began to pay. "Wow, that's so many diapers. It's hard to imagine I'm going to end up peeling through all of those", thought Natalie. "Thank you so much for all your help", Natalie's mom said to the store employee as they they left the store with the diapers. Natalie was quiet on the ride home. She was still stunned by the sudden realization that she was going to be dealing with this bedwetting issue for the long haul. At this point, it was clearly something that wasn't going to go away overnight - pardon the pun. They arrived at the house and went inside, carrying 2 cases of diapers each. Natalie hurried inside to limit exposure to any potential neighbors looking. Natalie's mom took her time, which annoyed Natalie. They both walked up to Natalie's room. Natalie placed the 2 packages of diapers she was carry in her closet, and Natalie's mom did the same thing with 1 of the packages she was carrying. Natalie's mom took the other package, placed it on Natalie's bed and ripped it open. "What are you doing?", asked Natalie. "I am going to unpack these diapers and place them in you drawer. The diapers will work better and be more comfortable if you don't leave them compressed in the package. It's a tip the lady at the medical supply store gave me before we left", replied Natalie's mom. "Ah, ok", replied Natalie. Natalie's mom began stacking the diapers in Natalie's panty drawer next to her goodnites, leaving even less rooms for her panties. Her panties now had to be crammed in the right side of her drawer, no longer neatly stacked. "Also, Natalie, when you get ready for bed tonight I want you to remember something. The tapes on these diapers won't refasten, so you can't take them off and put it back on. Once you put that diaper on, it has to stay on for the rest of the night. We can't afford to use up more than one diaper per night, they aren't cheap. Ok honey?", said Natalie's mom. "That's fine mom", replied Natalie. Natalie didn't really care. She didn't imagine she'd ever need to take the diaper off in the middle of the night anyways. Natalie's mom left the room, leaving Natalie alone with her thoughts...and her diapers. Natalie's room smelled like diapers now. Diapers were becoming a big part of her life, and it seemed it would continue to be that way for the foreseeable future. Natalie wanted to do something to get her mind off her diapers and bedwetting. "I know! I'll get on my computer and see if Ashely is signed onto AIM. I haven't instant messaged with her for a few days", thought Natalie. Natalie sat down at her computer with some water. She booted her computer and started up AOL. She saw that Ashley was signed on and started up a chat with her. Natalie: Hey Ashley, sup? Ashley: hey nm....u? Natalie: I just got done with a crazy experience. Ashley: What happened? Natalie: I had to go to the hospital! Ashley: Woah! You're freaking me out now. You ok? Natalie: Yeah, I'm fine. I had just fainted because of dehydration. Ashley: That's weird, why were you dehydrated? Natalie thought for a while about his to respond to this question. She couldn't tell her that she had been restricting her fluid intake to try to stop bedwetting. She didn't want to bring anything up about her bedwetting or her diapers. She just wasn't ready for her friend to know about that yet. Natalie: I don't know, I must have just not been drinking enough. Ashley: That's crazy Natalie: Yeah, I know, right? Ashley: lol yeah, so how's home? Natalie: it's good, it's been relaxing I guess. Ashley: bored? Natalie: yeah haha The chat continued like this for hours. They talked about their favorite tv show on MTV, Daria. They messaged each other their favorite MP4 songs. Ashely even went on a long rant about her ex boyfriend at one point. Eventually the chat ended when Ashley had to leave to go to a midnight premiere of some movie coming out. By this point Natalie had finished two bottles of water, but she realized she hadn't eaten anything all day. Natalie started to feel pretty hungry, but she didn't want to go out and get anything. She also knew her mom wasn't making anything to eat. Her mom never cooked on Fridays. Natalie checked the drawer next to her computer dress. "Yes!", Natalie exclaimed as she pulled out a slim fast bar. Natalie was glad she had a slim fast bar left. She wasn't trying to lose weight, nor did she need to. The slim fast bar was just a really convenient way to curb her hunger when she didn't want the hassle of eating a full meal. Natalie ate the slim fast bar and it really hit the spot. With food in her stomach, Natalie started getting a little tired. Also, the embarrassing experience of going out and buying those diapers had her worn out. "I guess I'll get ready for bed and call it a night", thought Natalie. Natalie quick did all the tasks she usually did to prepare for bed, but eventually she was left with one last thing to do to prepare herself for bed. It was a routine she had still not gotten used to as necessary. She needed to diaper herself. Natalie removed her clothes until she was wearing nothing but her socks and panties. She looked at herself in the mirror. She felt pretty good about herself today. She had to admit, she looked great in nothing but her cute socks and panties. Most guys would be crazy about her if they saw her like this. She worried things changed when she was wearing a diaper. "Will guys still think I'm cute or sexy while I'm wearing a diaper? If I never stop bedwetting, then will I ever find a boyfriend or husband? What guy wants to sleep with a girl in a wet diaper at night?", thought Natalie. Natalie wanted to have a boyfriend eventually. She wanted a guy that loved her. A guy that loved her personality, her body, her lame jokes. She wanted someone to cuddle with after a long stressful day, someone to care for her, someone to make her glad when she was sad. Natalie knew needing to wear diapers wouldn't help her find this special someone in her life. Natalie didn't want to think about that issue anymore. She just wanted to go to bed, but she couldn't yet because she was still in just her panties and socks. A normal girl would be able to go to bed just like that, in nothing but thin panties. But not Natalie, not anymore. She needed to wear protection at night. She need something soft and absorbent wrapped around her midsection to catch her inevitable nightly pee-pee accidents. She needed diapers. She went to the drawer that used to exclusively hold her panties, but now was filled with goodnites and diapers. Natalie looked in the drawer and thought, "What am I ever going to do with all these goodnites? It seems like they're just wasting space in here since I wear these other diapers now." Natalie picked up one of her new diapers off the top of the stack in her drawer and examined it in her hand. She had worn one already during her hospital stay, but she didn't really get a chance to examine the diaper closely until now. The plastic of the diaper was soft and crinkly in her hand. The outside of the diaper was white with a yellow wetness indicator on the crotch. The tapes were blue. She opened the diaper up. It crinkled loudly as she did this. She placed the opened diaper on her bed. She noticed it had large leak guards in it just like a baby diaper. She rubbed her hand on the inside of the diaper and felt it's softness. "This thing really is very soft. I honestly wish they made panties this soft", thought Natalie. The main thing that stuck out about the diaper was its size. It was huge. She was no longer dealing with a diaper designed for the dimensions of a baby or a pull-up made for a pre-teen. This diaper was sized for her to wear. It had the capacity to deal with accidents from older girls, like herself. It had the dimensions to fit her comfortably and snugly. "Porportionally, this must be what baby diapers are like for babies to wear", thought Natalie as she stared at the bulky diaper. Natalie had examined the diaper enough now and decided it was time to put it on. Natalie removed her panties and carelessly left them on the floor. She picked the diaper up off the bed and attempted to hold it between her legs and get things in place. This proved to be a difficult and awkward task. Natalie, now wearing nothing but her socks, thought for a bit about how she was going to put the diaper on. The obvious decision was to do it lying on the bed, but that seemed too babyish to her. It would be like she was using a changing table. "Babies get their diapers changed while they lay down. I don't want to be like that", thought Natalie. Natalie thought for a little while longer, but she couldn't think of a better option. Natalie resigned herself to the idea of diapering herself while lying on her bed. Natalie spread the diaper out on her bed. She then sat up on her bed, position her bottom on top of the middle portion of the diaper. "Wow, that's soft", thought Natalie as she felt her bottom being cradled by the inner padding of the diaper. Natalie reached behind her and grabbed the backside of her diaper. She noticed there were two tapes on each side of the diaper. She ripped the top tape on the left side of her diaper. It made a ripping sound as she undid the tape, just like a baby diaper. She held the opened tape in her left hand while she held the front of the diaper against her with her right hand. She then stretched the tape to the front of the diaper. She did the same thing for the other 3 tapes. She followed the advice from the lady at the medical supply store, taping the diaper up tightly to prevent leaks. With her diaper securely on, Natalie cut the lights off to her room off. She got under her covers and began trying to go to sleep. She tried to get used to the thick diaper she was wearing. The diaper made her feel kind of hot, so she threw the covers off of herself. She looked absolutely beautiful trying to fall asleep in her diaper. Her toes occasionally twitching as her cute feet lay at the end of her bed. Her smooth legs leading up to her diapered bottom. The diaper was very thick diaper. She was laying on her side, but the thick diaper kept her thighs pushed apart. Whenever she rolled around the diaper crinkled noticeably. It was like sounds coming directly out of a baby's crib. Natalie had a cute smile naturally on her kissable soft lips as she tried to sleep. Her cleavage was very visible through her bra. Her sexy toned stomach led to the waistband of her diaper. Her diaper rode high on her extending halfway to her belly button. It was an interesting sight. A beautiful, sexy, mature woman wearing a diaper. Natalie thought she was mentally prepared to put this diaper on after wearing goodnites for so many nights now, but she was wrong. This was very different from the goodnites. "I guess when I was wearing the pull-ups, it felt like they were a "just in case" precaution. This diaper makes me feel different", thought Natalie. These were diapers. Legitimate diapers. There was no way to use the potty with these on. They weren't designed to pull up and down like pull-ups. The diaper was held tight against her with the tapes. It was not designed with a successful trip to the potty in mind. It's made to be worn until it's wet. If you're wearing one of these, then you need the protection, period.They don't fuss around with cute designs to make it easy to use the potty while wearing it. It's a simple diaper, meant to be wet by the wearer. Pull-ups, on the other hand, are just a precaution. It has absorbency in case of an accident, but it is still intended that the wearer use the potty when they can. But this same idea that embarrassed her, also made her feel an odd sense of comfort. "These diapers signify that I am now expected to wet. It's comforting to know that at least I'll no longer be disappointing my mom by wetting at night", thought Natalie. It was true. She was expected to wet at night now. A wet night would no longer surprise anyone. In fact, a dry night would be the surprise at this point. Even if she did have a dry night now, then it would just be a waste of the diaper she wore that night. On this comforting thought Natalie went to sleep. BOOM! Natalie awoke suddenly to the sound of thunder. As she stirred awake, she heard her diaper crinkling from beneath the covers. There was a strong thunderstorm outside. Natalie cracked open her eyes and looked at the digital clock on her night stand. It was 2:36 am. Natalie wasn't too frustrated from being woken by the storm. She usually can fall back to sleep easily. Tonight might be different though. Natalie noticed she had a strong urge to pee. Natalie felt the outside of her diaper. It still felt dry. She slipped her hand down the front of her diaper and felt the inside padding with the back of her hand. "Yup, still dry. The thunder must have woken me up before I peed the bed...err...peed my diaper", thought Natalie. She wasn't sure what she should do now. She wanted to take the diaper off to use the bathroom before going back to sleep, but she remembered what her mom had said. The tapes won't restick to allow her to put it back on, and they can't afford for her to use multiple diapers per night. Natalie was in a dilemma. She decided to just fall back to sleep with a full bladder and let nature take its course. She knew she would wet while she slept. It was sort of convenient in a way. Other people get woken up when they have a full bladder, but not her, at least not anymore. Natalie closed her eyes and attempted to fall asleep. Natalie soon realized it was going to be a struggle to get back to sleep. She shifted around in her bed trying to get in a comfortable position. Her diaper crinkled whenever she moved. The diaper trapped her heat against her. Her private area was getting moist from her sweat. Also, it was still raining hard outside and thundering occasionally. But worst of all, her bladder was annoyingly full. Her full bladder was all she could think about. It wouldn't let her fall asleep. Eventually Natalie came to realize she wasn't going to be able to go to sleep this way. She was going to have to relieve her full bladder, and since she couldn't take her diaper off, she had only one option. She was going to have to wet her diaper on purpose. Natalie figured it would be easier to fall asleep in a wet diaper than it would be to fall asleep with a full bladder. Afterall, the diaper is designed to make the wearer feel dry and comfortable even after peeing in it. She really didn't want to go through with it though. Ever since she was a little girl she had been taught that peeing while she was in the bed was wrong. You're only supposed to pee in the potty. But here she was, about to purposely pee herself while laying in her bed. "I shouldn't feel bad about this. I mean this is what diapers are for, right? I can't just stay awake all night", thought Natalie. Natalie tried to let herself pee, but nothing came out. Her potty training was too strong. She tried to relax herself down there, and eventually she started peeing. She heard it hissing into her diaper. Even though she purposely let go, she still felt like a helpless little girl losing control of her pee before getting to the potty. She was embarrassed about it, but it also made her feel kind of cute. It was weird. She felt her diaper become warm as her pee continued to empty into her diaper. Once she was finished, she felt relieved to finally be rid of that nagging feeling of pressure in her bladder, and she didn't even have to get out of bed! Natalie felt her diaper. It was squishy with her pee. "I have to fall asleep wearing this now", thought Natalie. Although it was a bit unsettling to think about falling asleep while wearing a bag filled with her pee strapped to her bottom, she didn't actually feel that uncomfortable. The diaper was warm, and now that it was wet, it actually fit her better. As Natalie rolled around in her bed about to fall asleep, she felt so innocent. Some girls her age were out partying right now, doing drugs, and having unprotected sex. But not her. She was about to fall asleep in her mom's house wearing a wet diaper. Part of her was upset with herself for being such a baby. Another part of her was perfectly ok with it.

On the surface they seem like a good idea… sure, a quieter potentially more discrete and comfortable product! But the reality is that they're actually the exaaact opposite of that. They have no ability to control odor. They sag very easily and don't hold their shape. The sagging leaves them much more prone to leaking. It also makes them surprisingly noisier than you'd expect because of how loose they are. They also sometimes even seep liquid through the "breathable" layer.

Don't get me wrong here. I never said don't go do things that make you happy. I am saying don't go do things that are going to make you un-happy. As an example: I personally don't like being around stupid people, but do enjoy going to the movies from time to time. I've since learned not to go on opening weekends or in the evening. I can still enjoy a Sunday show before noon though. Sometimes all it takes is careful planning to ensure doing the things you like aren't also going to bring you down even more- and thereby making things worse overall. Other times, you really do have to stop and ask your self if overall it's even worth it to you. Sometimes it's just not, and that's when you avoid it in the first place.

Pamperchu,

Lys had been feelings extremely horny the past few days. It’s been at least 4 days since she last saw her Daddy, and the feeling between her legs was getting stronger and stronger. She at least made effort to calm her desires, but there’s only so much a battery operated boyfriend can do; well, that and a plethora of fantasies. Before she met Daddy she had been a total prude. Her last sexual relationship was as exciting as watching paint dry, or at least, that’s how she likened it to. The most risqué act she had ever performed was having missionary style sex in her parents house while her parents were still home. She felt content before, but now, now she’s been exposed to more and her libido has begun to crave the attention. Tonight, she was going to solve her dilemma. No more cravings, no more sleepless nights, so more unfulfilling solo sessions. Tonight she was going to solve her problem whether or not Daddy wanted her to. When she first got back from out of state, her Daddy had given her a key to his place. She didn’t feel like she had earned it as they’ve only been playing together for a few weeks now. As she stood in front of his door, that line of logic faded. What mattered now was she wanted to quench the hunger dwelling in her sex organs. She wanted him in her. And now. Slowly, and with much trepidation, she slide the key into it’s hole. Gently at first, as she wasn’t sure was doing the right thing. She didn’t want to violate his trust with this forceful entry. After a few deep breathes, she didn’t care anymore. She knew what she wanted and she was going to take it. She turned the key, sliding the dead bolt from it’s receptacle and freeing the door. Feeling brave, and in control, she opened the door. As it revealed the living room, a rush of cold air from the AC’d house rushed over her bare legs. As the humid and warm outside air mingled with the cold dry air now brushing over her, her legs tingled. On any other day prior to meeting Daddy, she would have simply felt the goosebumps. Actually, prior to Daddy, she wouldn’t be wearing such a short dress. Or a dress at all. Prior to Daddy, she was a jeans and random t-shirt kind of girl. Prior to Daddy, a fun night would be her and her boyfriend hanging out and playing games, as she lounged around in comfy sweat pants. She would be preoccupied with raids and work, not hormones. Prior to Daddy, she wouldn’t feel the cold air rushing up her dress and hitting her wet diaper. As soon as she remembered she was wearing a diaper, she lost all her confidence. The butterflies in her stomach had made her forget she put it on earlier in the day to help her satisfy herself. Prior to Daddy, she would never have dreamed that she’d actually be begging to be put back in diapers. To have that thick padding between her legs constantly rubbing against her most sensitive spots. 4 weeks ago, the thought of wetting herself, on purpose, was outlandish. She shook her head, trying to refocus. Yes, she’s wearing a diaper. Yes, she’s in a wet diaper. A very wet diaper, actually. But this is what Daddy liked, and she wanted to give Daddy anything and everything he wanted so long as he takes care of her needs. Needs that she never knew burned so deeply. Quietly, she shut the door behind her. Daddy wasn’t in the living room which meant he was either in his bedroom, or in his office working. She wasn’t sure if this worked out for her. If he was in the living room, the surprise would already be over. She could face the consequences for showing up unannounced. Now, she had to sneak around the house as quietly as a crinkling diaper would allow her. There was a light on down the hallway, which meant he was in his office working. He would probably also be listening to music, a podcast, or listing to whatever video he was currently working on. It would certainly make sneaking up on him that much easier With care, she inched her way towards the office. Her every thought, her every breath even, was focused on being as quiet as possible. She could hear the crinkle as her legs moved, and the slight creak in the floor as her weight shifted. She knew Daddy had a good sense of hearing and unless she was careful, he could clearly hear her coming. Lys peaked around the corner, hoping her Daddy hadn’t heard her. Slowly the sight of her Daddy came into view. His back was still to do the doorframe. A wave of relief came over her. She accomplished her goal of sneaking up on Daddy. But now; now she had to actually surprise him and convince him to take care of her needs. The thought of what punishment lay ahead of her finally crossed her mind. Would a severe spanking be worth it? Last time he gave her a spanking it hurts for days afterwards. A constant reminder than she was owned. Worse, that she was just his little girl and he would honestly treat her as such. She hadn’t been spanked like that since she was 10. A few months ago she felt like an adult. An in-control adult. The floor suddenly creaked under her weight. She cursed these old floors. Daddy was certain to hear that, even with headphones on. Her breathing stopped, waiting for the reveal. What would her Daddy do? He hadn’t moved. He was still typing and clicking as if nothing ever happened. He must be editing some music, she thought. As she creeped closer, her breathing as controlled as she could with her nerves as volatile as they were. Even her hands were shaking from the anticipation. Never had she been more keenly aware of every inch of her body as she was right that second. That second when she raised her hand to finally make him aware of her presence, she noticed his screen. He hadn’t been working on a video like she had thought. No, he was working on a document. It looked kinda like a story actually. She couldn’t read most of it because of how small the font was, but the last line seemed to be in a larger font. It read “That’s when Daddy heard his little girl scampering across the room in a vain attempt to surprise Daddy. Only, little girls should know they can never get the better of their Daddy. That’s why they’re little girls still wearing diapers.

Geesh! if that is the case Brian give me every diaper made for a women. be a lot cheaper then paying for surgery. Sure your not sniffing too much baby powder?

This is just a theory I have and I don't know if it has any merit at all.