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Growing up, the greatest comfort I found online from realizing I had the fetish was [That site].com and the stories on there. I then found a few forums where stories were the focus. Picturing oneself in these stories was the grandest satisfaction a 12 or 13 year old AB could enjoy. And it lead to being an important aspect; just wearing was great, but it was all about he vision of being a baby, more specifically, being cared for as one. The desire to have a mommy or someone understanding ran rampant through the mind; the final justification of normality for this "weird taboo thing about me" was to feel as if people understood. What human doesn't seek understanding as being one of their most imporant and crucial desires to be fulfilled? I didn't think God understood, but I was one of God's children, so how could something so strong within me be something be a sin? The fact that no one could possibly understand it. Except for people like me, on the Internet. Years went by. Questioned authority, government, religion(trap), laws for further understanding of human psychology and more specifically, sociology in my observing of the actions of people and how other people in the group would alter personalities. We are who we are with; and in social networking, idiots rule (thats why Trent Reznor left twitter). So, given all the bullshit beliefs of the masses and their negative views on things they can't possibly, and refuse to, understand; why the hell do they matter? They don't. 'The real world is faker than... wrestling.' Faker than politics, faker than the bullshit ideals we are lead to believe in terms of what it is to be a 'perfect human/family/religious member'. [The meaning of life is felt through sound; no words can ever describe it, nor question it properly]. When the real world is so fake, there are a lot of fake people who drink the kool-aid of past generations' beliefs and practices. I believed the forum topic by "ItsJustMe" and followed it because I could relate to the situation with my girlfriend right now. Thankfully, she is more understanding than ItsJustMe's fictional character. Even when I saw the "CG" post, I thought it was just someone (anyone) who did it for fun to mess with people who thought it was a sham anyways (people who likely have never been close to a girl before; you know who you are.) I still believed it until I saw the next few posts by ItsJustMe and saw the similarities in posts made in the past by "OkMe". Disappointing for sure. I was hooked cause my real life relationship is more of a rollercoaster story! But oh well. Maybe I'll tell it someday. I am annoyed by it because there are people with real issues with telling their girlfriends and living with their ABDL spouses. And I feel like too many people consider it an impossibility; because I too felt that way. The fantasy world walls and the laws that govern someone have to be broken down systematically in an understanding manner. If any of you are vehemently against something of this world, are you not the idiot for failing to attempt to understand it given that the diaper fetish is such a seemingly hard thing for "normal" people to accept? People fail to pool taboos together, because every human being is a -moral hypocrite- and its hilarious. A tragedy to depressive people, a comedy to smarter people. So what about ABnormal AB/DLs? This is what I wanted to talk about. Those who have allowed the drug that is our fetish to take control of them; they feel as if they have to lie with stories online to make themselves feel better. Perhaps it is an underlying issue with them attempting to live their life in an AB/DL story, in the same way that compulsive liars live their's? Having other people believe you is an incredible high for compulsive liars. This is for all of you: Get a grip, get a girl, and live your dream; your story. Don't live a lie. Its possible. We have One shot at life. Don't hope for heaven, sorry. Too many people waste their lives hoping for something better in 'ther afterlife'. Its 2009, come on now. There is no nursery in the clouds! Its insane that people will spend their life lying on forums and attemping to depict themselves in a certain way to others when they could be in the arms of a mommy. I was with 2 mommies before the age of 21, and now I'm with a girl for 10 months who accepts me for my fetish and is really into the Daddy's Girl and Mommy aspect of it. FIGURE IT OUT PEOPLE!!! I didn't win a lottery. I told myself I would eventually fulfill the desires of my fetish. And I did everything to do that. I didn't tell myself I'd try, and I thought it was a long shot... but I had the confidence that I would, and I did. And I see a world where the majority of ABDLs should not be alone; at least, not forever. Why? Fetishes are becoming less taboo. Freedom of thought is more powerful than ever. We live in a world with a Globalist perspective thanks to the Internet and access to information. We are still sheep, but we are conversing with eachother and pondering what 'they' tell us more than ever. We may never be free from the barn, or the cycle of having our wool grown and cut off, but we can smile, laugh and enjoy ourselves when they shut the lights off. Break free. Seek a mate with an open mind to sexuality; maybe try another fetish site like Fetlife of Alt.com?. Don't fucking come on a forum and lie through your teeth. That just makes your life shit. And you'll be forever in time-out in that shitty diaper of yours for being so damned stupid and a failure of a human being. Change your diaper. Change yourself. Then someone will change you. Kindly fucking off, -JeiSiN

its a loverly british summer rain rain and more rain,so tonight just before leaving work i changed my nappy(very wet) then put my water proofs on i ride a moterbike(17 miles from home to work)by the time i got back the only part of me that was dry was my nappy...tena slip plasic cover. the wet patches on my trousers where just in the rigth place when i got in the pub big at the front and 2 harf moons at the back after my first pint my nappy did not stay dry i made a big puddle on the floor rainwater not weewee...

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im on the other side of the pond or i would take you up on the offer.

I don't agree!!!Why you ask! I feel he hit the nail on the head. You have to get to the point where you know who you are. B4 any1 else can meet you (the whole you) and make it together. Wait. What? I'm confuseled here. I was talking about Mingo's reply to the OP not my reply to the OP. You're a n00b yourself. See what happens when we let the kids sit at the adult table? All hell breaks loose!

Due to limited space and limited time I'm going to limit my comments to a few points. First I'm glad this thread was spun off the place it started. This is how things should be done As to the lack of good grammar today there are several reasons for it, and it only begins with a lack of proper education. Most of it lies in nobody making the education stick. Netspeak, slang, and text shortcuts are considered acceptable outside of the classroom. Back when I went to school most writing was writing and done on paper. It wasn't a fast process so there was plenty of time to learn and use use good grammar. Nowadays that has changed- little is written, most is typed and time for such things is less than ever before as we concentrate on different goals Another aspect of this is the more common understanding that the English language is literally unruly, and for no good reason except that it has evolved this way. To expect everyone to know all the rules and exceptions is asking a lot, and educators have lowered those expections accordingly. Maybe it wasn't all due to the government but I too believe that much of it was. I was taught that history was important for a number of very good reasons, the first being that from the past experiences of others we could learn how to avoid the mistakes they made. We needed to know why our nation and it's founding documents were designed how they are so that we can see and understand where government can reach a point of being untenable- and that we shouldn't stand for that. History is our foundation and necessary to know so that what we add to it remains standing- we all know that nothing is any better than the foundation it's built upon Wherever it came from and whoever wanted it this way, we have generally become a nation of unknowing and uncaring shallow "sheeple", and it is our undoing as a nation and a people. Almost everyone can speak for hours about the Steelers or the Flyers or who's doing what on Survivor or the daily Soap Operas, but few can do the same about the atrocities in Darfur and Tibet and what that means to us even though they're so far away. We've been 'dumbed down' more by having out heads filled with pleasant and likable topics rather than necessary facts about things that truly matter. We've gone from understanding what we need to know and why that matters to knowing things that are easier for us to deal with. We've lost touch with reality and that does empower those who rule over us to do so more freely and opressively. I'll give you but one small example of the importance of history: The qualms our founding fathers had over 'taxation without representation' was based on a total taxation rate of about 17%. For that they were willing to risk having their children enslaved, their wives turned into concubines, and themselves hanged by the neck until dead Now the average American pays over 60% in total taxation with much of it hidden in taxes paid by manufacturers, sellers, and distributors long before the consumer sees the product on the shelf and there is still no general hue and cry to get rid of our oppressive government Something has been lost here and I fear it's loss is permanant Bettypooh

Thanks babyvr6. Vote the way you feel diapersallways. I look at the +/- thing as one more popularity contest the sheep of the internet can drool over. I KNOW there's a shit load of PampersPete haters on here. I LOVE that just for the simple reason that if what I say bothers them that much,I've obviously rocked the boat and forced them to re-think certain things. I'm not the most open-minded guy but I try to be. If I fail,teach me not to. If I succeed,praise me. I don't give two shits about the profile voting system. To the n00bs,I look like a bad ass with my 1,200+ posts and -4 bad attitude. I'm a diapered baby biker freak. It's the goody two shoes you need to worry about. They think they're slick enough to hide their bullshit and think you're stupid enough to see past them. I put it out there at least.

Why worry about it just enjoy it.

I'm a hell of a lot more afraid of what my own government can do then a ragtag band of Jihadist hoodlums.

wow way to be a dick about it.. honestly all this time i thought she was being unreasonable.. but here sorta sounds like you two deserve each other... wearing shorts over a diaper is not hiding it.. my lord... if this is how the two of you treat each other, then i understand why she exploded at you.... honestly... the first night you throw it in her face about you wearing diapers then tell her you will not wear shorts over them? yes way to 'ease her into it gently'.... sounds like you both feel you need to be 'in control' and get your own way... thats not what a relationship is about... but good luck to both of you...

To answer a few questions. I quit updating this thread because of all the negativity. I joined this site to be part of a community that supports one another and shares their stories. It amazes me that people who didn't like what I was writing continued to read the thread and make comments. If I find a thread I don't like, I don't go back to it. It seems like common sense to me. I guess some people are miserable enough in their own lives that they feel the need to try to bring others down, to try to make themselves feel better about themselves. So I decided to just let this thread die rather than to continue feeding the hatred that was brewing around it. But now, we come to find out that one person with three accounts was making comments. Would someone make three accounts just to make positive comments? No... Maybe someone who logs on, on a daily basis to make negative comments? Maybe someone who other members stated was placed on their ignore list? I wonder who it could be? Actually, no I don't. I have pity for you sir. I pray that some day you find the joy and happiness that will make you want to become a better person. -----For those of you who don't want to know any more, stop reading here---- For those who are interested... I have moved into the spare bedroom in my apartment and am looking for a place of my own. My Ex went on my computer, looked at my browser history, found this site and this thread. She then shared it with someone who I shall not mention. Things are working out well though. Peace!

Ben Franklin wasn't living in the post 9-11 world...we are.

What's with the -1 in my profile? That kind of ticks me off, I've been a member for a little while, and contribute all the time.. the only thing I can think of is once and a while I give an honest opinion, but I don't go out of my way to be "mean", I only call it like I see it, and I get deducted for it? Maybe I should whitewash everything I say as to not offend all the children that come here? Wait, I thought this was an adult site.

What a c*** (Censored by Repaid). I'll be damned if a girl would ever give me an ultimatum. (unless it was "her or (something destructive)) IMO, Ultimatums are for weak negotiators and people who don't value their chips very highly. In other words, she was willing to lose the relationship based on the flip of the coin basically. You could have chosen to go either direction. You need to diaper up, and tell that bitch "listen, I think I reconsidered my decision, upon further review of your selfish closed minded ultimatum, I'd like to take the opportunity to be rid of you and your "perfect" self." Have a few drinks before you do it, it'll help build up your courage, sounds like you'll need it to stand up to that bitch. Seriously.. She caught you with your pants down (and diaper up) [pun]. She knew this, and she still presented you with an ultimate, sounds like she was capitalizing on your obvious precarious position in order to get what she wanted. Worse part is, she had time to THINK about it before she presented you with a garbage bag? JESUS. I'd pulled the bag over her head and said "humm... finally look good enough to fuck" and I would have tossed the key on the dresser and gave her the peace sign on my way out. Damn this get's me all fired up. Dumb bitch prob conspired this plan with one of her dumb girlfriends, girls aren't smart enough to come up with a plan like that on their own. Damn dude, think of breaking up with her.. like shaking the clap.

hahaha only joking. Made you look though