JeiSiN

People who don't like sex are similar to people who don't like trying new foods. The "burger, hot dog and fries eww not a lobster tail filet mignon 5 course meal" type of people. Shit is all in your head. The "I'm happy with what I have and I'm stubborn about that." The people who justify their inability to get into a relationship or attain casual sex due to lack of self confidence use the "I don't enjoy sex" thing too. Maybe I'm wrong, but just like people who are afraid of bungee jumping, I think you people are making silly-ass excuses to put a melancholic grin on your face. Argue you with me if you want. Better yet, say its a 'mental condition'. Screw that, sex is awesome cause we are humans, be you gay straight vanilla or fetishist. Though I do understand chicks who can't orgasm... in that I understand that they exist, and I'm male, so I can't say shit about that. But otherwise, come on. UNLOCK YOUR EMOTIONAL POTENTIAL. or disagree with me and like.. don't do that. Cause if you think you can't, then you won't. Yeah, I'm wrong. No point in posting this. -JeiSiN

Yeah, like I said, this is all just from what my girlfriend briefly saw in the paper. I can't find any information on it, but totally agree that if he did involve kids, the fetish has taken over. My worry is, however, that it would give us a bad name. No where in the article I bet you, does it state that "there are thousands of people called adult babies who keep the fetish under control and do not involve kids." Now I don't know that for sure, that's why I am seeking more information. And people who think it wouldn't make us look bad, well you are just overestimating the intelligence of the average North American. So of course, if he involved children, there are problems. Even if an article stated the above, I bet people would still worry about ABs in general. Its weird and people don't understand it so they will assume the worst. Anyone I've told about my fetish has needed a lot of reassurance that it has nothing to do with kids. And we all know that it doesn't, but its part of the negative stigma that immediately pops into people's heads. Can't blame 'em, but its what we gotta live with. When I was told of this article, it just struck me thinking about it ever happening to me, or another AB I might know? Like, I'm a normal sociable guy and wouldn't be a weirdo to my neighbours enough for them to inspect what I do behind closed doors, and I guess that was this guy's issue. Too bad he didn't get a bowflex and a bit of an education before spending money on a nursery and maybe he could have altered his depressive loner personality enough to escape into the real world and score a chick you don't have to pay for (though having a nursery and dommy mommies every now and then really couldn't have been that shabby, though expensive haha). Anyways, hopefully he's actually nuts and that its not a big misunderstanding and he's just another AB, maybe just like you and I.. hopefully not like some of the nutters... Also, I'm annoyed by this because right now, I've got a goal to get a nursery someday, why the fuck not?! We only live once people. What do you think, that in heaven you'll finally get that baby bliss you've been hoping for?? No way! Maybe the wife wouldn't want it... I'll keep it hidden though. I saw a killer video on youtube about a company that customizes secret rooms in houses and it was fantastic. If not, I'll throw a lock on the door and people who ask questions won't get answers. "Hey Jay, what's up with the locked room?" to which I'll respond "Its a grow op, nigga I gotta pay da billz!"... Hahahaha.. nah, I'll tell them its a linen closet, and that I am embarrassed of my beach towels. -JeiSiN

Alright folks, this ties in with a few things and I don't have my thoughts all together yet. My girlfriend told me something crazy last night about an article she saw in the Toronto Sun (I believe). This is all second-hand knowledge that my girlfriend told me last night, and I would love to find the article about it if anyone can find it. I am outraged, but also wondering if I don't have all the details. Here's what she told me of the story: This guy in Toronto got arrested because his neighbours were worried about him. Apparently they got footage of him walking around his house in just a diaper and they were worried that he was looking at their son weird. Basically, they thought he was a weird pedophile. The family is accusing the man of innapropriately touching their sons diapers, acting weird around their son, and (I think) stealing diapers. Now I'm not sure about those accusations, I can't find the article anywhere. My girlfriend said she felt just horrible because of what happened: The cops came into his house and arrested him and foudn drawers of pacifiers and his room was a nursery, and that he kept to himself except for woman coming and going time to time (hired fungirls). After analysis, they said his obsession is beyond a fetish and deemed him mentally ill and is in a psyche ward. He is fighting to get out. The lawyer is arguing that its just a fetish and that this is completely absurd, however the family is pressing the issues of him being awkward around their son and stealing dirty diapers. ---I need to find this actual article. I'm pissed and outraged, though understand the worry for kids based on some of the accusations... I hope there is something to those accusations and that this guy isn't suffering for simply being an ABDL enthusiast. I can't believe I can't find the article online anywhere. -JeiSiN

Know your limits indeed. This is all funny and entertaining. Just like ANY post of ANY nature. People get offended, people get angry, people react. Then everyone is hypocritical in every way. And so few are willing to admit it. You people aren't having enough fun in life. That's the only problem that I can see. EDIT!!!! There were like 10 posts before i typed out this madness. I'm out of it. People ARE having enough fun with this!!! Hate on my posts. In large groups of people, idiots rule. Repeat - refresh - rewind broken record player, words unkind break free - escape - and see hypocrisy in you and me guided by illogical drive, prejudice to beliefs in our bee hives ignorant, blind, closed-minded What about the world... on the outside. That's life. --- Its raining, i can't go to the fair. Kush, Ak-47, stanley cup playoffs, wrestling, diaper, bed. Oh yeah, Ribfest this weekend! Balliinnn! -JeiSiN

I'm declaring a real life facepalm for this nonsense. The most obvious of statements made toward my best friend DuttyRocka was that its none of his/our business. And of course, true maturity comes in the form of tolerance for others. If you work at a grocery store and a handicapped person comes to pay for his groceries, you don't tell them to go wait outside and that they aren't allowed to come in until they learn to speak properly? Umm.. no? You are to be nicer to them, make them feel comfortable, and you give them respect. Just as you would a very elderly person, right? Maybe you think I have a bit of a mental illness with my long-winded posts and extreme metaphors that get people thinking? Maybe I think you are immature due to a lack of tolerance? I say that being open that I am likely less mature than you, being a few years younger. Regardless, I'm analytically nuts, and the math tells me that the best thing to do in life is to enjoy it at my age, and all will come in time. Hell, am I not displaying a lack of tolerance in responding and calling you on your nonsense? Hypocrisy is bliss. But I do understand that you believe that empathy is the invisible hand/god that guides us, and that your heart is there (so long as your disdain is not rooted in pointing out the shortcomings of others and offering advice to boost your own ego?) I'll agree with DarkFinn as I do more so than not. What he said about the amount of people on here who are seemingly going no where in life and such. Its interesting, but those are the people with the most time to post. Eventually people get lives though, and that's cool. I think every forum or message board online has the sloth-types that DarkFinn was talking about. Hell, I'm a bit of one of those people not wanting to grow up with my pot smoking and seeming lack of initiative. Fuck it though, life's good mates. Lets enjoy the company of every normy and weirdo. I forgot to mention the weirdest thing about me, and people may think i have a mental illness because of it: I wear diapers and like to be treated like a baby. At least we all who share this fetish can feel like we are apart of a community despite our various other differences. That's what its all about. ONE LOVE! -JeiSiN

Emos are misguided and the attitude should be abolished but in a proper way, because adults condemning it will only add the the rebellious feelings. Emos, goths, stoners and preps are harmless, but something really needs to be done about all the black kids who act like they grow up in the projects. That shit is even more pathetic. In high school there were groups of black kids who lived in 300-500 thousand dollar homes who were getting into trouble with the law and flashing guns and talking like retards with speech impediments. I mean, at least some emo chicks are kinda hot and the emo boys are so retarded that they are no competition! Scoring with an emo high school chick is easier than 25 push ups. You just have to.. do it? (For the younger, high school viewers and participants of this board: Don't hate emos, take advantage of the cute bitches.) -JeiSiN

Hypnosis and meditation are similar concepts? How can you rock one and not the other? Missing out.

Of course its mind over matter. In all walks of life, successful people are the ones who are not distracted easily and focus on the task at hand. Learn to not be so easily distracted by nonsense and you'll find meaning in your trials. Thought there's nothing wrong with being able to make connections to distractions; its the humourist's mind. My experience with hypnosis superseded any feeling I've felt from natural substances (marijuana, mushrooms) and unnatural (alcohol, prescribed poison/drugs). Its real. Its DAMN real. -JeiSiN

Ignoring or blocking someone is wrong no matter what. Its always entertaining to see what idiots have to say. If you aren't in the mood for it, don't read it. Facepalm idiocy is funny. Wetnmessy: you are freakin ridiculous. Don't lie, that's lame. Be silly but don't lie. And don't live your life believing you need to embelish stories with lies, because that's probably why you don't have many close friends. Just saying what people are thinking... -JeiSiN

Hypnosis ftw. I'm a big advocate of it for natural escapism. Its awesome. Its a shame for the people who are unable to escape into it. I rocked the WarpMyMind files back in high school and loved it so much I told my friends - I actually got one of my friends to do the baby one and he couldn't believe how crazy it was. Its really all about belief and focus. I think a lot of people on here struggle to make it work because they get too excited; the first few times I would start getting turned on and lose my focus. There are a few training/induction files that are amazing. Its awesome because hypnosis is like a freakin' drug!! Like you feel so high and amazing and feel like you've got the most amazing rest. The one time I did it, it was like I molded into the mattress and felt incredible euphoria. If there weren't so many skeptics of people who can't shut out the world and focus on hypnosis, it would be much more mainstream for quitting smoking and aiding in helping people in so many ways. Remarkably, there actually are hypnosis files that give effects of drugs - no lie. I've seen it, but scared to try it. Man I really want to get back into this! It gets better and better everytime, train at it and you won't believe the powers of it - it relaxes the mind and body just like meditation. TRY IT FOLKS!!! AND DON'T GIVE UP! BELIEVE! -JeiSiN

Anyone else a bit offended? Fetishes are not condemned by the bible, they are condemned by the narrow-mindedness that comes with being a devout Christian. There is nothing that you need to be 'free' from other than the shallow views of sad people who don't understand the fetish and think you are a freak. The probably think that going to a metal show will make you a freak too... They are instilling fear in you. And now you are succumbing to their illogical demands of being 'normal'. In my social circles, these types of folk are the freaks. I am offended because I worry that there are others in your situation who will be fooled into believing that to be close to 'God' means dropping the fetish. Disgusting. You'll be back, you are just on an ego trip derived from your perceived feeling of being closer to the almighty being in your religion. You are God; go put a diaper on. -JeiSiN

Here's a fun perspective: Long distance relationships don't work because before you find someone online, one's depiction and perception of loneliness is actually self-induced depression; the ongoing thoughts that make you feel like garbage, and its the spiral effect: Thoughts lead to corresponding emotions in the same way that emotions lead to corresponding thoughts, so if you get yourself into a funk, you are in a figure-8 of fuckery. Same thing for confident people; its a mindset in being your own guide, and usually less thought and more action is the answer. Anyways, for some/many people, finding someone online is simply finding someone who has the "self-induced abyss of loneliness", and in finding someone online, you use (or help?) each other to obtain emotions of euphoria brought forth by the apparent worth of yourself to another, and vice versa. Thus, the perception and the thoughts, too, are induced by yourself, given the fact that your interaction is limited. Of course, this sounds like a cynical look at any relationship, but without the physicality of a relationship, going out in public, and having the advantage of being able to think before you type, maybe who you are talking to is just a dorkus malorkus? Given the lack of true human interaction, the perception is totally warped: people hide important negative aspects of their personality, as well as embellish positive aspects when in front of the almighty screen! We Believe in eeeeverything we Say, We Say it because we Believe it. -JeiSiN

I just bought a 3-sample set Mommies Scents - a one ounce bottle of each "Diaper Fresh" "Baby Powder" and "Magic Lotion". They are supposed to be super super strong with just one drop making a crazy scent. Might be too much, but I guess my room will smell like a nursery instead of an Amsterdam coffee shop hahaha. I'll post an update when I get the scents! -JeiSiN

"Shit.. Okay, this is awkward.. let me explain... You know my crazy friend Roberto and his crazy meditation? Well he told me about this new meditation technique and for some reason, I bought into it and gave it a shot thinking it might be a cool escape? You know, like regressing to a state of no thought by thinking of being a baby... I know, its crazy.. Damn Roberto.. but wait, what are you all doing here? Wait, let me change cause this is too weird right now." Go change, talk about other shit. That'd satisfy the kids curiosity I hope, and the wife temporarily. Then tell the wife about being AB/DL properly and progress to having your true fantasies fulfilled instead of hiding it. Only live once.. Its too sweet. -JeiSiN

This is all nonsense. I both like and dislike everyone here equally. Everyone provides their own dose of entertainment. I will say though that the people who actually get annoyed and bothered by the idiots on here are sadder than the people they bitch about. Its an Internet forum, what do you expect? Sure my posts and rants seem like I'm emotionally involved, but really I'm just killing time and having fun. You people are freakin' hilarious. But just like the people who post random silly things, this is just more entertainment. Good show! There are many different types of people here. The only smart people on here are those who are able to ignore what needs to be ignored and tolerate alternative views. Y'all are a detriment to the tolerance movement! -JeiSiN

What the deuce? Don't like people who 'paste pubic hair' on their chin? Really? Really? and what is this Troll B Gone comment? You think I am a troll? I apologize for my off-the-cuff remark, its just how I feel based on your responses to the AbUniverse madness. No need to ignore me, I want to have more fun with your topics and rock some debates maaan. Oh, but I don't appreciate your discriminatory remark about my goatee. Its not my fault that you are less of a man than me. As long as your chick(s) dig your smooth face, right? Whyyy Can't Weeee be Friends, whyyyy caaan't weeee be friennndss -JeiSiN

BAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA!! Whats with people like you? Too much to read?! Took me all of 2 or 3 minutes? You must have a very busy life that entails 100% attention! Its a miracle that you are able to post here so many times a day! WELL DONE! The time you spent posting could have been spent actually reading what he said. So you could have read it and said nothing at all so you could get back to your busy busy day! Instead you just had to make a generic useless comment and everyone can see that crappy sculpture display pic of yours! Boredom makes me cynical. Thanks for your devotion! -JeiSiNNiNG

I don't like DirtyRocker. I've stated more than a few times that the fetish is both sexual and meditative. Many people claim it isn't even sexual at all, while others say its only sexual. To each their own. I've always been interested in heightening the experience like a self-induced high, which can be very similar to transcendental meditation, its just that the objects, like a diaper being sexual, can bring the mind back to a regressed state. Holy stating the obvious Batman. But I'm getting at that feelings of transcendence are felt through meditation, and the visions that people sometimes feel combined with the incredible feelings is the basis of many a religious enlightening experience. Kinda like Monks who meditate and focus on being closer to God, and thus they believe they are. A religion is nothing factual but rather metaphorical, and belief in it is due to 'facts' being delivered in a persuasive propagandized nature. You can create a religion out of anything, see the case involving the "Church of the Universe" here in Ontario which treats marijuana as being a sacrament that brings them closer to god. They say some things in the bible translate to being cannabis. "Political language is designed to make lies sound truthful and murder respectable, and to give the appearance of solidarity to pure wind." -George Orwell. Very simply you can substitute "Political" with "Religious". Its a shame that the majority of wars are based on religious differences of opinion. All religions state that we are all to be 'one' with the world and the universe, and "God" is just a metaphor for all of that. To each their own for religion, provided that they use their beliefs to feel universal love, understanding and tolerance. To people who use religion to incite hate and reinforce their own beliefs, well I hope there actually is a hell for you. Screw ABDL being a religion, there should be a website that helps ABs truly escape into sexual transcendence. -JeiSiN

How about.... If you choose to snoop, I'm not sorry for what you stumble upon? I'm not bothered or concerned about the opinions of people who are uneducated about a subject. If someone found out about me accidentally, they wouldn't bring it up. So if they saw your posts on here someday, you would most likely never know... Don't think about that too hard, you'll have a panic attack! Who cares. Do you REALLY worry about the opinions of others? Whatever. Life is no fun with unnecessary fear like crap like this. No one would say anything if they stumbled upon it, and they'd treat you normally. If they did bring it up, you could just say "Oh well.. jeez.. Dunno what you're talkin about, sounds like madness to me." And then you just smile, make a silly look, and change he subject. Are they gonna push it some more? Its rather awkward eh? Haha. Some of my friends know, and a group of girls when I was in high school found out and it was unnecessary fear on my part. They said nothin even though they knew. Who cares. Honestly, most people understand fetishes these days, really. If they don't, they Google shit. Whatever man. Whooo cares. Having a fetish is hella cool. And this one is neat isn't it? Only people who would be disgusted are those who misunderstand it as something involving kids. So in other words, if someone doesn't educate themselves and make baseless opinions, they are dumb and stupid, so it doesn't matter, because the opinions of idiots don't matter! You must be 100% proud of who you are to experience true euphoria from ABDLism. -JeiSiN

So fine, EDIT: So there have been a bunch of posts for this one. Definitely forgot about the sightings part of that site... yeah that shit is gross isn't it? And yeah, the other stuff... I guess I'm being silly in that I'm trying to defend readers of ageplay stories, AB Universe, the writers of those stories... I shouldn't be defending Deaker the man or the site. So really, I don't have much to defend. But I'm going to leave my post as-is. My direct style isn't taken the right way. Shydiaper said everything I said in a better way (italics, bold letters and a little patience ftw I guess?) But I'm just a little annoyed by this topic. The hypocrisy of DirtyRocker and others is hurting my brain. Because of your emotional bias in the past, having your stance judged, you are able to reassess it, but have come up with an 'excuse' to defend your stance. Because NOW AbUniverse should be representative of our 'community' as a whole? And SHOULD know that Deaker is shunned? Well geez, I guess I must be a big idiot for not realizing until recently that people hated that site?? I'm with ABU folks, and don't believe anyone should see them with any less praise than they deserve for being awesome. To get a rouse out of some of you: Maybe you guys should worry though... if you can't read a story about roleplay/ageplay and escape into fantasy without thinking of kids... maybe you have something to fear...?? I grew up reading the stories on that site, always picturing MYSELF as the baby. When I see homosexual content, I'm disgusted and I'm out. Direct pedo stuff? Well I've never seen it, seriously. ShyDiaper said it all already. There is content on that site that is questionable, but if you saw an LittleGirl/Daddy story, you'd find that to be really strange. Disclaimer or no disclaimer, its roleplay to the reader, unless the reader has other motives (back to my mean comment above uh ohhz)... I pointed out the hypocrisy of people ranting with their emotional bias, yet they post these views on a site that hosts stories about minors? Its ageplay. Maybe some examples will help you in revealing the hypocritical nature of your baseless stances: Story: If you read a story on this forum about a 15 year old girl being punished and put into diapers and being told that she has to wear them in school, what are you jerking off to? ---If you are a girl or a transvestite, you are picturing yourself in a double ageplay, being 15 and forced to "grow down". Are you thinking about your real parents doing that to you? Hell No! You are the girl, and its your imagination. ---If you are a straight male reading this story, Are you picturing a 15 year old girl you saw on the street?! HELL NO!! Are you the father of the girl, spanking a minor?! HELL NO!! If there is no sexual content in the story, does that make it any less sexual? Better yet, if there was actual sex in the story, does it make it pedophilia? Or.. does it make it more sexual? These are questions that don't need to be asked, its ageplay, and we are thinking about those who are above age if that's what we believe (then again, just typing this how many 8 year olds do you think just had sex with their husbands in Egypt? Not my thing, but I can't be bothered about culture) Summing up my stance and why its insane for so many people who have ruined my reputation on this board (I almost care, would you believe it?): I know I speak for the majority here that we see many stories depicting girls and boys of a younger age and we DO NOT have thoughts that involve Incest or Pedophilia! Incest and Pedophilia are 'true evils of the fetish world', and we worry that people will think of us in that way. In the end, deakers is debatable and I don't care what anyone does, but you should not have a problem with me, and ESPECIALLY not a problem with ABUniverse. That's just you silly people acting on the same bullshit primitive association motives that anti-abortionists, anti-gays and anti-whatevers do to show their passion for something. By not wanting to buy from ABUniverse anymore because of this, you are worse than a southerner with a "Fuck Fags" t-shirt Deaker is totally debatable, and it is a shame that pedos -in their minds- play other roles in the stories.. and that's horrible, it really is. But they unfortunately exist, and I am sorry for pedophiles who have the greatest burden any human could have... We all hate them to death, and even I would want to hurt one if I knew he had hurt a child... but they exist, and they wish they could be normal. There was a time when all of us wish we could be normal you know, and its a shame. They all just need help and IT IS EVIL if they give in to their desires. They need to just be safe away from kids, they don't deserve torture anymore than we do.. wouldn't it be wonderful if we could choose our sexual desires? Oh wait, we can.. and that's why when we read ageplay stories, we know we aren't doing anything wrong. Fuckin right. Don't forget people, in large groups of people, idiots rule. SUPPORT ABUNIVERSE! -JeiSiN

You mean... AGEPLAY?! OH RLY?! That's right people.... The haters are wrong, and that's the end of it really... No argument you make cannot be countered with the ageplay notion. I haven't seen the pics the drawn pics lilannie was talking about, but regardless I'm totally with the person whom I quoted. Its ageplay, and as Adult Babies we all see ourselves differently -- some like to picture themselves as an adult being transformed into a baby... Well, others like to ageplay being 15-18 and being punished to be a baby in a family scene with an older woman (MILF) as well as another girl who are -acting- like they are the mother and sister/babysitter.... Its all ageplay? Its not incest or pedophilia, just like the stories that are on the forum here. Now, I can have my stance on the site, and so should all of you. If you want to be anti about it, then fine. But AB Universe is completely innocent and should not lose any business. You guys are such losers. I compare it to Christians who have kinky sex every night, but condemn a business that allowed homosexuals to advertise a service with them. And for the people who don't understand the "Partner" thing, its just another word for advertiser. Even if they browsed deaker for 15 minutes they would have assessed that it is a website about ageplay diaper stories. Get off their asses and open your mind. -JeiSiN

If a local business partnered with Daily Diapers the majority wouldn't understand and boycott them. I am pointing out the narrow-mindedness of your's and others' stance, mainly for ABU simply not having any idea that there is -controversial stuff- and seeing it as a site with diaper stories, done and done. My other issue is that the site is stories of ageplay fantasies, which is what this site is too. Which is what our fetish is too. You might be knowing that there are stories on this forum of girls who are under age being forced to wear diapers by the sisters and mothers? Sure, no sex, but if there was, would it not play into the big picture that the whole story is ageplay related??? Maybe its because 25 year old girls (and guys?) fantasize through ageplay first of being the 16 year old girl, then they are fantasizing of being a baby. Its a double fantasy kinda thing and is in no way related to pedophilia. Like I said, its a controversial subject, but I had to through in my beliefs about it because I think you are all silly. I'm anti-narrow-mindedness, that's all. When you look at it for the big picture, you are all just on the hate crew bandwagon, like a Christian that hates a homosexual due to misunderstanding. Uhh ohhhzz. Saturday mornin' -JeiSiN

Okay this is absolutely ridiculous, I am not appalled at all. I am appalled by the comments here, you are all losers. Not wanting to buy from them because they affiliated with Feekers?! Not feeling that they 'cared' enough and pasted the same email back to you people who messaged them concerned? Wow... Get a life? I grew up rocking stores on the unsaid site, and I still go there -- but because its age play?? For the years and years I've been there, I have seen some weird stuff, but I can't recall any straight up pedo shit? All you hater probably haven't even been there. I'm not defending it at a legit AB/TB/DL site, and I got straight up bias I guess cause when I was 12 years old it was one of the first sites I found, and I only ever, and still do, read stories of forced babying. But I picture myself as a 13 year old with an older woman like the 40 year old mommies I was with over my teen years... and that's how it would be? I am 100% against pedos, and I am not one at all. I'm not gay either. Just a straight AB that loves to be babied. I am not 100% against Deakerr's, but will agree that they have some questionable stuff, but not enough to warrant this ridiculous forum, and for feeling anything negative to AB Universe. If you want to be super-anti to 'the site', then fine. But I am definitely laughing at you fools condemning innocent AB Universe for something they weren't aware of. Like really, come on. Get a life. AGEPLAY ORLY?! ZOMG plz dont condemn me Internetz peoplezzzzzzz!!! Pfff. -JeiSiN

I have a clear mouthguard/retained thing that the dentist gave me after my braces were off and said I'd need it most nights for the rest of my life to keep them aligned. Helps big time sucking on pacifier without worrying... Nuk5 coming tomorrow or the next day... EXCITED! -JeiSiN