I've worn diapers for about two months now. I got into them because I was curious and I urinate quite frequently. Getting up 4+ times a night to pee really sucks. But. I am a college student and cannot afford all the time, which sucks, so sometimes I get to wear them, and other times I don't. I just wet them, messing them does not appeal to me. I would like to get more into the fetish aspect of it, getting changed, having more than just myself know, etc, but I don't know how I would tell anyone....