Jabez

My gamer tag is "Life Soldier" and I usually play Left 4 Dead (1 or 2) online and once in awhile I will play a couple other titles.

At the risk of sounding harsh (and I really don't mean to) but I'm 99% sure that no one will respond to this in the way that you hope... for several reasons. Number one, you are a brand new member... your very first post being one requesting a handout and that usually doesn't sit well with most people. It looks far more favorable on your part if you have at least built up something of a presence.. you know, a couple posts around the boards or an introduction at the very least. And number two, you are young and capable of finding a job to support your own interests/fetish. It is better to learn now that the world isn't going to just hand you everything you want, and this is no different.

I always wear diapers that hold a LOT so that I can wear for extended periods since number one, I hate taking the time to change and number two, it's actually cheaper in the long run usually to invest in thicker diapers and change less than thinner diapers that you have to change every couple hours.

Really if it has any effect at all, it will just be that you'll find that you're hornier once you're on replacement therapy.. and that could subsequently affect your diaper training. You will find that you have more energy and you really shouldn't get agitated unless your levels begin to get too high.

The reason being is probably because instant messaging through a program such as Yahoo makes conversing not only easier, but faster. Most people when they're really interested in talking to someone for whatever reason and provided they have time, choose to carry the conversation on where it can progress quickly over a matter of minutes where it will take much longer over a website where you don't usually receive instant notification to new messages.

I have a lot of reason to believe that I was sexually abused as a child for several reasons that I'm not really going to go into. However, I do believe that the abuse and the AB tendencies are linked.. at least in my case. The time I pinpoint abuse to is right after I was out of diapers and it makes sense that I would then associate diapers with safety and security since I was safe until I was out of them.

The Flash for sure!

Well the reality is that you're more than likely not going to find "good" diapers at a store like Walgreens or Walmart or anywhere along those lines. You definition could greatly differ from mine though.

I'm not sure if this is accurate or not, but it is a thought..

I ordered from them not long ago and was very pleased. Tranquility ATN's are my diaper of choice for practical everyday wear and I always get the boosters to go inside and they last me forever. But definitely the cheapest I've ever come across between cost of the case of diapers and boosters, plus free shipping. I actually ended up paying for shipping because I had them shipped via two-day since I needed them asap. But very good company.. discreet shipping and everything.

ForbiddenFruit - Very well thought out and written.. and I agree with you. Considering how many of the things that you mentioned that the transgender community also faces, I understand completely. It's a hard thing to deal with when people constantly treat you like you're below them.. that you don't and can't ever measure up to them because you're not part of the heteronormative society.

Wow, that dude needs his ass kicked. Kudos on snatching the phone though!

These are some of the cheapest that I've found...

Oooohh, I love trains! I haven't had any to play with since my parents separated when I was a kid. In the next couple months I am going to be working on turning one of my bedrooms into a nursery and with that will come some splurging on new toys... and a train set is definitely on the list!

I don't see why you would have too much of a problem presenting as a female. I'm not going to lie, it is very difficult in the beginning when all you have available to use

I second Target! I have a ton of awesome sleepers from them and they're a little long on me, but I'm 5'3 125 lbs. Here is a picture of me wearing one of them. I actually have a couple pictures there of me wearing different ones.

I'm 22 and I still don't feel like I've grown up. But even being 22, I look like a young teenager and it's very difficult for me to relate with a lot of other adults because when they look at me, they write me off because I look like a kid. I even look at other people that are my age and that I went to school with and somehow they look like they've grown up while I haven't. I own my own house and am in a decently paying career with lots of responsibilities and still feel like a kid. Sometimes I don't know if that will ever change.

I don't really have time to wear diapers all that much anymore.. but I've actually had to start wearing pull-ups to bed at night because I've started wetting the bed. Not every night, but often enough to need to do something about it. I usually wake up when I'm about halfway through... but by then my bed is still soaked. And since I moved into an apartment, I don't have the convenience of tossing the sheets into the washer anymore. Part of me kinda likes it and the other part of me finds it to be a huge inconvenience. I often fall asleep in my car while I'm on my lunch break and I'm terrified it's going to happen to me then.

Hey! I'm just above you a ways! About thirty minutes up the road.

It happens to me all the time with the cloth-backed, but I've done it quite a bit to the plastic-backed kind as well.

In addition to diapers, I like age-play although I prefer age play with diapers. And I like spankings. Those are pretty much the only things I'm really into.

Let's see.. for my adult :vices" - I smoke occasionally. I love to drink although I only get to do that once every couple weeks. Now my little "vices" - Pacifiers Bottles Blankies And definitely spanking seeking