Tread Carefully (private for kingdobbs)

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Head pressed against Gianna's chest Roxanne could hear her heartbeat and found herself soothed by the sound. The warmth from Gianna's body comforted her greatly and made her feel even more safe before.  Roxanne's face turned slightly red with embarssment highlighting the freckles across the bridge of her nose as she felt her rear being patted.  She already felt relax and continued to melt into Gianna due to her actions.  Roxanne leaned herself fully against Gianna, nuzzling her, as much as possible. 

She had gone a little in her diaper recently and she needed to go more but she was unsure and holding everything in, she knew that it was expected of her to use her diaper but she still felt uncomfortable about it, about being a baby despite having gotten use to the role very quickly.

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Gianna smiled as she could tell Roxie was really adjusting to being a baby, and had used her diaper a little bit without being prompted or told she had to.  She looked at Roxie with a warm smile as she turned her diaper patting into a diaper check.  “Good girl, little Roxie,” she said, upon finding the obvious signs of wetness; she knew Roxanne would drink in the praise even as she found it confusing that Gianna would want her to use her diaper.  “That’s what your diapy is for, my little bambina...”

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Seeing Gianna's warm smile made Roxie feel good about herself but she couldn't help blushing at the sudden diaper check she had just recieved.

Using her diaper felt weird.....

But it seemed to make Gianna happy? Roxanne sighed a little and hid her face against Gianna's shoulder as she allowed herself to go properly in her 'diapy'.  Instantly her diaper started to swell up more causing Roxanne to whimper gently into Gianna's chest, "Potty, mama." she mumbled not ready to mess herself again like she had yesterday but peeing wasn't that difficult.

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Gianna felt her lap get warmer as she retracted her hand from the diaper check, and knew what Roxanne had just done.  She nuzzled her baby closer, proud that the woman was taking those important steps to be more of a baby.  “Very good girl, Roxie sweetheart,” she said, patting the now squishier and more soggy garment.  “Such a good girl to go potty in your diaper for Mama.  That’s what good girls do,” she said, knowing Roxanne would do anything to be a good girl and hear that praise.   She didn’t think that Roxie would ever let herself go all the way and give up her potty training, even if she said that’s what Mama wanted, but as long as Roxie embraced her diapers, Gianna figured that was good enough for her.

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All Roxanne could do was whimper just like a baby. This was wrong yet it felt right and she felt content, comforted and happy being in Gianna's arms and being her baby. Why was she so desperate for affection? For someone to take control away from her? She didn't understand at all.

Good girls go in their diapers?

Roxanne could feel the soggy garment press up against her each time Gianna gave her bottom a pat. The praise felt good, she liked being praised.

Very shyly, face hidden and completely red, Roxanne finally managed to work up the nerve to say what she needed to say, "I need to poo." she finally said. Her stomach hurting quite a bit now.

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Gianna watched Roxie turn about eight different shades of red before finally asking in what had to be, at least to Gianna, her meekest voice yet.  It confirmed to her mostly that Roxanne was still harboring a small conflict inside, but it was fading.
 

“So poo then, darling.  Mama won’t be upset if you’re a little stinky girl,” she said, smiling and nuzzling the baby’s nose.  “You’re just a baby, you can’t help it, right?”

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Roxanne whimpered softly in response to Gianna.

She felt so confused and conflicted....

Seeing Gianna smiling made her relax and feel okay, safe, but could she really mess herself? Roxanne wiggled about a little just like a baby her feet moving ever so slightly. Her face still bright red, "Icky." mumbled Roxanne in the same meek voice from moments ago.

Her stomach gurgled painfully causing Roxanne to whimper as tears started to fall.

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“Mama will change your diapy sweetheart, don’t you worry,” Gianna said, reaching up to wipe away Roxannes little tears.  “I know it’s icky but that’s why you have a Mama, baby girl.”  She started rubbing her baby’s bottom to relax her, the gurgling sound she heard letting her know it wasn’t long before the adult baby filled her diaper.  “Mama will take care of her good little baby Roxie...”. 
 

There wasn’t a second thought or even a question that she’d take care of her baby no matter what.  

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Roxanne sniffled softly as Gianna wiped her tears. It shocked her how genuine Gianna was and she couldn't understand why Gianna actually wanted to care for her. No one had before. She felt completely helpless to Gianna and much to her own embarrassment she also knew she would be lost without her. She had managed to get by before by herself but she never had this.

She never had someone who cared for her.

Roxanne could feel her heart thump loudly in her chest.  She was just a little baby? Nothing more and nothing less? That's why she had a Mama.

In probably her most babyish voice yet Roxie squeaked, "Mama." almost as if she had just learned how to say it.

Her stomach churning again caused Roxanne to whimper and finally release causing her diaper to expand as she cried softly.

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Gianna was rubbing gently and suddenly felt Roxanne start to fill her pants, and left her hand static on Roxannes diaper to feel the warm mushy mass.  She smiled at her adult baby and cradled her head close.  She knew that Roxie was still not fully an adult baby yet, but she was getting there, and Mama Gianna would do her absolute best to help Roxie find that little baby inside who just wanted and needed to be taken care of.  “Good girl. Very good girl,” she said, holding the adult baby close to her and barely even noticing the smell of the baby’s full diaper.  “My good little Roxie.”  She wanted Roxanne to feel more like a baby at that moment and just sat with her on her lap, in a tight warm embrace of Mama to bambina.

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Roxanne blushed terribly so yet she felt safe like this. Her head being cradled and even her now mushy bottom being held. It made it feel as if everything was okay? That a messy diaper wasn't something to cry about at all.

The tenderness she felt stopped her tears.

Everything was so tranquil.

It was only her and her Mama.

A strange feeling washed over her. Maybe she was just a helpless baby? She felt like one so far but this felt different, somehow, she truly did feel different and she wasn't quite sure what to make of this sudden change she felt inside her.

She felt like an actual baby....

Roxanne stayed still in Gianna's arms enjoying the moment and much to her own surprise had pee'd a little more into her diapy but she didn't really care about that because the moment they were having just felt so right...

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Gianna could swear she felt the change in Roxie, a motherly instinct she was glad hadn’t disappeared.  She felt like she had a good sense about what others were feeling, and she felt like she could tell that her baby was feeling safe, secure, comfortable and happy like this.  In spite of the full diaper, even.  
 

She gently rocked and made cooing noises at Roxanne, not wanting this perfect moment to end.  She was the mother of a beautiful loving baby, and it didn’t much matter that said baby was in her twenties and full grown.  

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The gentle rocking felt so soothing and the cooing noises didn't make her feel embarrassed at all.

Everything just felt right. At least for now.

Roxanne looked up a little staring at Gianna. She never had someone who wanted to take care of her before and while she knew they hadn't been on good terms in the past she felt as if the past genuinely didn't matter anymore between them.

This is what she had always wanted. Someone to care for her and in some ways take control of her, take control of her life. She wasn't very competent as an adult despite how well she worked.

Roxanne put her thumb in her mouth and started to suckle.

 

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Gianna couldn’t help but smile as Roxanne started sucking her thumb.  She was sure she must seem as equally confusing as Roxanne, Gianna the gruff and coarse ex-con being a sweet and devoted mother, and Roxie the tough acting tenacious cop now a soft and helpless baby melted in her mothers embrace.  But wasn’t that really all anyone wanted in the end, to just be wanted and cared for or cared about?  She had some small doubts in the beginning but those were gone now.  She could have probably stayed there holding Roxanne forever, but she knew eventually the messy diaper was going to get itchy on her little girls bottom, and she didn’t know quite yet how sensitive the baby’s skin was.  
 

With a quick kiss, she picked up Roxanne and carried her to the bed, laying her down and giving her her ferret to hold and cuddle while she went to work changing her little angel.  She didn’t want to make too quick work of it though, and she wiped slowly, gently and methodically so that her baby understood unambiguously she was being taken care of in the most devoted way possible.  This baby was to be THOROUGHLY cleaned at this moment!

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It was almost as if her old life didn't matter anymore. Being sat in Gianna's lap made everything so much better and she felt at ease. She had never thought of Gianna as the motherly type before at all until that night where she turned up drunk and left feeling more broken then she had felt before.

She had been so desperate for someone to give her even a little amount of attention that she had found it hard to stop bothering Gianna all the time.

Roxanne was pulled out of her thoughts by the quick kiss and looked at Gianna curiously only to find herself being picked up and carried to the bed.  Feeling her full diaper press up against her bottom as she was laid down caused Roxie to whine just like a baby but with her ferret to hold and cuddle she quickly calmed down only to start blushing brightly.

She could feel every movement Gianna was making whilst cleaning her, each single wipe felt so gentle yet intense. It was not like before at Grandma's. This was different, very different and Roxanne couldn't help but feel even more vulnerable due to the level of attention and care Gianna was providing her now.

It made her feel even more like a baby. A helpless baby that needed her Mama to take care of her and she found herself questioning how had she managed to get so far in life without someone?

Roxanne gently nibbled on the ferret's ear while looking shyly at Gianna.

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Gianna cleaned up her little baby’s messy bottom, a smile plastered on her face throughout to let Roxanne know she wasn’t in any way disgusted or upset to be dealing with a messy diaper.  Every so often she reached out with little tickles to the baby’s chin or tummy, just to keep Roxie entertained.  
 

Once she had Roxanne totally clean, she slid a fresh diaper underneath her rear and showed her the baby powder she was about to use on her baby’s nethers.  “Look Roxie, this is your favorite part!”  she said, giving the powder a little squeeze to see how the baby would react.

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Roxanne was surprised by Gianna's smile throughout this and did find it odd that the ex con wasn't bothered by the messy diaper especially her's but it seemed any hate or anger they had at one another was long gone and was now replaced by something else.

The little tickles to her tummy or chin made the once strong headed police officer giggle like a little baby.

The feel of a new fresh diaper under her bottom felt weird but it was something she would have to get use to. She doubted Gianna would let her wear proper underwear.

Roxie looked confused for a moment and was caught off guard a little by the small smoke of powder erupting from the bottle.

She couldn't help but blush.

She did like the smell and the feel of it being rubbed into her skin yet it made her feel like such a baby. Roxanne shyly hid her face behind the ferret plushie.

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Gianna kept smiling as she worked, mostly up keep her little baby in the same mood, a happy Mama and happy baby.  She put on a thick layer of powder and rubbed it in so it covered her whole bottom and groins. “Yes my little Roxie likes the powder huh?  So cool and soothing on your little baby heinie huh?”  She taped up the diaper tightly and gave the bulk a few good pats before pinning up the onesie.  She then looked at the baby shyly hiding behind the ferret and smiles before hiding her own face in her hands.  She hoped little Roxie would get what she was doing and play along.

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Roxie blushed at the thick layer of powder and continued to hide behind the ferret as she felt Gianna rubbing it into her whole bottom and groin. She wasn't sure what embarssed her more? Was it Gianna changing her or touching her most personal area and being naked? For some reason she felt like she already knew the answer to that.

All Roxie could do was nod.

It was so bulky....

Would she even be able to wear one under her uniform? Roxanne blushed.

Why did that pats make her feel so relax and calm?

Roxanne looked curiously at Gianna as she looked at her a little from behind the ferret, "Peek-o?" she squeaked softly.

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Gianna heard the soft reply and opened up her hands so Roxanne could see her face.  She beamed a big smile towards her little baby and said “Peekaboo!”  She then scrunched her face up into a silly pose, one eye closed and her top lip open, then back to normal.  “Bye bye!” She said, then closing her hands back over her face.  
 

She could see how much apprehension there still was in Roxanne, a feeling that none of this was right at all, and she really wanted the happy little girl to break out of her shell.  

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Roxanne found herself giggling at Gianna's scrunched up face. It seemed so unrealistic to see the ex-con behaving like this espescially towards her of all people.

Roxanne did feel very conflicted still despite how easy it was for her to just be a baby and she did enjoy it, she enjoyed being Gianna's baby and maybe things could work out? Yet she wasn't sure. Could it really work? Could she just stay and be Gianna's baby without anything or anyone bothering her? Was that even possible to build up their own little world? Just them? And the outside world didn't have to be a thing? Roxanne desperatly wanted that, wanted something where the outside world didn't matter anymore and yet she knew that was unrealistic.

 

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Gianna kept playing peekaboo with her little Roxanne, feeding off her smiles and giggles.  She couldn’t help but love how Roxanne looked so much like a baby, even without the very obvious padding on her bottom.  This was going to work out, she could tell.  
 

Without a warning, she picked Roxanne up in her arms and gave her a big kiss with a few diaper pats for good measure.  She really didn’t feel like any of the animosity of the past mattered anymore.  That was a different Roxanne.  “What a good little girl you are.  And cute as a button!”  She smooched the baby big on the lips.  “Mama found the best little baby!”

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Roxanne was surprised by how much she was actually enjoying this little game between them. Maybe it was the attention? She found it hard not to smile or giggle, everything felt so natural and none of it was forced.  It almost felt as if she was a different person. It probably helped a lot that she did have a one-track mind which meant she tended to only focus on one thing at a time. It was why she had falling so easily into being Gianna's baby because she had nothing else to focus on at all.  

There would likely be problems if or when she went back to her job or even picking stuff back up from her apartment could cause her to step out of her current mindset despite how dependent and attached she had become to Gianna.

Roxanne giggled in surprise at being picked. The big kiss and few diaper pats easily made her blush yet they also brought a sense of comfort and love to her. The smooch to her lips caused Roxanne to look at Gianna surprised. She had never been kissed before at all and this was her first time being kissed on the lips. Roxanne felt shy from the kiss and hid her head against Gianna's shoulder innocently and cutely not knowing what to do.

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Gianna smiled and patted Roxannes head as they cuddled.  “Awww don’t be shy little Roxie, it’s just Mama.”  She looked down at the adult baby in her arms and held her tightly.  “Mama’s gonna be there for you and take care of you no matter what.  And that means lots of hugs and kisses my little bambina, because that’s who I am!”  She smooched the baby’s forehead one more time.  “You ready to take a trip and go get your things so you can be with Mama?”  

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"I've never been kissed before," she whimpered with a whine feeling embarrassed by her confession to Gianna, "I'm suppose to be a adult but I haven't even...." she paused her face going very red, "you know." she mumbled softly surprised by her own outburst. If anything her confession just made her feel even more like she was a baby.

Roxanne blushed at the forehead kiss and Gianna's words. It felt nice that someone wanted to take care of her...

"I'm still in shock that you actually want to take care of me," she said softly, "I still can't believe it or any of this," she paused, "it's overwhelming."

Roxanne looked up at Gianna, "Okay I'm ready, Mama." This was actually happening? She was going to be living with Gianna? Her Mama? But also the ex con she had put away, "You might not want to see inside the apartment I live in." she added softly cringing somewhat, "It's kinda bad." she didn't want Gianna seeing how messy it was nor her stained mattress which smelled of stale piss or the countless of empty beer bottles scattered around the floor with some broken glass along with empty boxes from the chinese takeaway down the road. All of this just made her feel even more incompetent as an adult.