Codymoogle Posted September 17, 2009 Share Posted September 17, 2009 I really want to get away from here for a little bit. Not "here" as in DD, but here as in anywhere. I don't want to deal with crap anymore and I just can't. I don't know how long I'm going away from DD - could be a few days, a few weeks, or even as short as a few hours, I don't freaking know. So yeah. For those that think I'm gonna kill myself, I'm not, so please don't give me the "please don't do it" speech. I'll be back. ~ moogle Link to comment
Junibug 4 Lucy Posted September 17, 2009 Share Posted September 17, 2009 well moogle, you know im here for you if you ever need me, even if you just want to vent, or for me to just listen i am here. i for one will be glad to see you back on here and giving the support that is valud by us all, hugs loves ya moog Juniper xxx Link to comment
Sophie ♥ Posted September 17, 2009 Share Posted September 17, 2009 *sad faces all around* -Soph Link to comment
Dougie Posted September 17, 2009 Share Posted September 17, 2009 Do what you feel you really need to do. Sometimes taking a break from your life for a few days can really help. I'm working on doing something similar real soon. I'm going to find someone to take care of my dogs for a few days, and I'm going to a hotel for a few days to unwind and use their hot tub and pool. Link to comment
Codymoogle Posted September 17, 2009 Author Share Posted September 17, 2009 Meh...Sleep didn't help my feeling like crap and I can't stay away from here, or anywhere. I just wanna sleep more. I feel like crap and I know certain things are making it worse. I need to fix them, and once I start to fix them I'll feel a little better to fix some underlying problems, but it's like getting a tricycle started up a hill on a square front wheel. ~ moogle Link to comment
dave_the_baby Posted September 17, 2009 Share Posted September 17, 2009 Meh...Sleep didn't help my feeling like crap and I can't stay away from here, or anywhere. I just wanna sleep more. I feel like crap and I know certain things are making it worse. I need to fix them, and once I start to fix them I'll feel a little better to fix some underlying problems, but it's like getting a tricycle started up a hill on a square front wheel. ~ moogle I know that feeling- except I generally don't want to sleep. In my life, I struggle to not feel depressed, and it's an uphill battle. I'm on mood stabilizers, but it seems half of my anxiety problems are related to my blood sugar. When I have a "moment," I start thinking about how long I've been fighting this feeling, and I want to just end it all. I never do, but you get the idea. Mostly I try to ignore the feeling, focus on the positive, etc- but sometimes I feel as if I should reflect on them. It's hard, but sometimes necessary. Even now, I don't know how I made it this far. About 6 months ago, I could not communicate with my parents. I didn't even understand my own thoughts. And now I have a job, and I'm going to College in only two weeks. I still have moments, and a bit too frequently. I might not make it through College, but I can only hope. So I can understand the desire to just sleep it all away and try to forget all about it. I've fallen down more times than I can count the last three years. It was living hell, and I wanted to quit many times. I wanted to just give up. Somehow, I didn't... It's good that you aren't suicidal, but it's clear you're still depressed. Best wishes, friend.. Link to comment
babykeiff Posted September 18, 2009 Share Posted September 18, 2009 I miss you already, please hurry back Link to comment
Codymoogle Posted September 18, 2009 Author Share Posted September 18, 2009 I'm feeling better, slowly. Thanks guys. *hugs* ~ moogle Link to comment
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