diaperedspirit

I just want to say Rusty Pins asks some really great questions and I think all of them are worth taking into account. I also wanted to add there is a difference between going 24\7 and deciding to always use your diapers and going 24\7 and deciding to when to use your diapers. I know that one can wear for comfort 24\7 and decided not to always use the diapers so they have control when they want it or need it or decide they do not want to be 24\7 anymore.

For what it is worth I have been 24\7 for about 5 years now and no one has ever said anything to me. I go pee but not poop in my diaper. I go with a more discreet diaper at work (I work in a very public position) and around family. In my opinion it is all about your comfort level, for me the comfort and security of wearing out weighs the fear of being found out. But if the fear causes you so much anxiety you can not get the benefits of wearing it is probably not worth it for you. It just depends on how comfortable you are. Best of luck making this decision and you are always welcome send me a private message if you have other questions or need advice.

Love this video. I want to meet new people in a ball pit, what a great idea.

It probably depends some on my mood that day but here is what I came up with today.

lol, This is true. He need not know some of the things that happen to marshmallows.

I got the coolest stuffed friend the other day. He is a Stay Puff Marshmallowman Pillow Pet, I call him Gozer or Stay Puffy depending on my mood. He is a super good cuddle as he is very soft and the perfect size for me. I love all my stuffed friends but he is quickly becoming one of my favorites.

I often get my footies at pajamacity.com, they are a little on the spendy side but they have the sizes I need (I am plus sized) and their pjs are durable I wear them a lot and they hold up well in the 5 years I have been ordering for them I have yet to have a pair totally ware-out.

Like most people have said the more I stress the more I want to be in full baby mode. I also get more frustrated about the things that keep me from being in baby mode. So sometimes it gets to be a hard cycle because

When I am in baby mode I tend to flow back and forth between a 3 and a 1, I usually prefer being a three though (I really like my hair in piggy tails). I am often a 9 when I am at home alone or at home with my spouse. I think I tend to do the diaper and t-shirt thing sometimes because I am not sure if I am more of a baby boy or baby girl that day.

I'd like to think I would be a Jedi but truth I don't think I could handle that much power. So long story short I would probably be a Sith.

Be gentle with yourself. Self acceptance, no matter how much you want it, will take time and space. Sometimes will be easier than others, don't get discourage in the times it is hard to accept yourself. I've also been outed a couple of times, even though I try to be very discreet for a lot of reasons. It is no fun at the time but when the embarrassment faded, I was about to laugh about it each time. You are making your first steps on a journey and enjoy them. Don't fear mistakes we all make them, and most importantly be kind to yourself when you do make them. I wish you the very best as you go on your journey!

This is a fascinating thread even for me as a person who is young enough to be lucky enough to always have had the internet to let me know I was not the only AB in the world. As I read your experiences it makes real how challenging it must have been. I am so very thankful for all of you AB/DL's who have been through all that because I know over the years many of you have given me very good advice that has come from your experiences. I just want to as wanted to take a minute to honor your experiences and thank you all for having paved the way for me to be on the journey of self acceptance which without your experiences would not be possible. THANK YOU!!!!

Time for a change

It has my interest. I hope it holds it.

That is great!!!!

It is much harder to get to sleep without my pacifier and the quality of sleep is greatly diminished.

That sounds wonderful I may have to follow your lead and do something very similar. Thanks for the idea.