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Gentle Gemma

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  1. On 10/31/2020 at 8:00 PM, Evelyn Dellcerro said:

    To all you beautiful diaper lovers and adult babies I feel your pain. I have enough guilt for all of you rolled into one. Now put yourself in my shoes, here I am a thirteen year old girl having her first orgasm in a pamper out on a public street with my knees weak after a good solid poop. I felt the guilt double fold because I couldn't tell my parents or friends. You're talking about 1978. The first thing my parents would have done is take me to a psychiatrist and had my head checked out. At that age girls are starting to discover themselves and getting interested in boys and the whole nine yards. Remember the FDA had just approved the use of Lithium in 1970. I was not going to be a test subject nor a guinea pig and I kept my secret to myself. I already knew I had feelings for girls as well as boys and that was a double whammy. I met a girl my age back then in the eighth grade and we were very close and we did just about everything together. Yes at thirteen sex in a treehouse while in poopy diapers was not uncommon to me. the psychiatrist would have had a field day with me. I finished my schooling early just so I could rush and go to college and sow my wild oats some more. I lost contact with my girlfriend after graduation and life just got better for me. I met and married a very handsome man at twenty three years old, but he was not a fan of diapers, so I left it to myself to indulge in diapers my own way. My husband was by no means vanilla in any way and we did just about everything two humans can possibly do, just not in diapers (his loss). My husband was a career military man and was killed in service in 2012. I was alone again, just me and my diapers. I had lots of fun and many one night stands for the next seven years. I always had enjoyed the night life and frequented latin dance clubs for most of my adult life. I was dancing one night (may 23,2017) and seen this gorgeous woman dancing and she had great moves and was cute as a button. I was never a shy person and I went right up to her and held my hand out and asked her to dance. I didn't know it was her 40th birthday that night and she whispered to me " are you my birthday angel" ? We danced for hours. Like I said I was never shy and I grabbed her ass several times dancing and I felt something very familiar to me. My mind was so hazy, but I knew she was wearing a diaper. We sat and took a break and I needed to powder my nose, I grabbed her hand and we went to the bathroom. Once in the bathroom I lifted her skirt and seen she was wearing a wet pullup. The voice in my head said just go for it !!. I closed my eyes and just kissed her as passionately as I could and she kissed me back with everything she had. The next three years have been a blurr but the most beautiful blurr in my life. I love you all and the guilty feelings will never stop, You have to control those feelings and keep them in check. If you have someone that accepts your diaper take that as a blessing, hold that person near and dear to your heart. Kiss that person everyday and tell them that you love them. Be proud, hold that persons hand as you walk down the street. I don't care if you are gay, bisexual, trisexual, asexual or an introvert. We all need to love and be loved. Throw that guilt out the window and be happy for yourself !!  littleme5144 sweetie you kiss and hug that woman everyday and tell her you love her, and don't feel guilty, feel proud my friend. life is too short for the guilt !  Life is too short and you only have one life on this planet, live it now.

    That is beautiful! You give me hope!

  2. On 7/3/2020 at 4:55 PM, Autiesaurus said:

    I'm aromantic and asexual as well.  Finding someone who wants to engage in ABDL stuff without turning it sexual is super hard.  I have one long distance friend that I roleplay with, but I have to be careful because he keeps making romantic advances that I have to fight off and make extremely clear boundaries around.

    How many Asexual ABDLs are there do you think? People talk about unicorns, we must be Alicorns.

  3. On 2/12/2020 at 9:30 PM, Shotgun Diplomat said:

    Excellent, I am glad to get to see Ella again. In a way Ella acts as a foil to Becky. She brings out the more articulate, more mature -and to my mind more fun to read- version of Jamie. The more "adult" version I suppose. I also appreciate how you can write such a deep undercurrent of emotion in a scene without straying into the realm of heavy handedness. I suppose the chapters that more prominently feature the Ella and Jamie scenes are my preferred. Thank-you for the chapter, as always it was a pleasure to read.

    I agree!! I truly think Ella is my favorite character for those reasons! 

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