littleTomás

C4: Coffee, Commissions, Cello, and Congratulations

If you’re reading this you may be thinking, “Wow, Tomás is back! Where has he been?” Or maybe something more along the lines of, “Tomás finally decided to check a social media platform other than Discord again.” Whichever boat y’all fall into—or none of the above—I am back in one since of the word, but a more accurate way to put it is that I hope to share my thoughts more in the forum more often. I haven’t written erotica in a very long time and I don’t know when I’ll be ready to go back to that. It was something that required me to have a free mind in order to write and at the moment there are likely too many things swirling around in the whirlwind that is my life in order for me to be able to write something that I’m truly proud enough of to unleash for the enjoyment of others.

Coffee: I still love it and am very much addicted to it. Why? Because mornings just suck. Like who wants to get up early and get out of a cozy bed and then do work? Answer is not me, but such is the life I live with. A nice fresh ground triple shot of Aeropress Espresso made from single-origin Shenandoah Joe Coffee beans does make the worst part of the day more bearable. On the bright side, my coffee addiction has made me fit right in among analysts and engineers.

Commissions: Did I mention I’m a furry who struggles to draw anything that looks good? Yeah, but I do have money which means I can do one of the most fun things ever: commission artists to draw awesome art! I love the interaction and having super talented people to bounce cool ideas off of. In addition, I have some friends in furry-denial who I’m looking forward to introducing to the wonderful world of working as freelance furry artists.

Cello: Playing the cello is something I did very little during quarantine, and I was sad to hear that the community orchestra I’m in has cancelled the fall concert due to rising COVID case numbers. The leadership made the right call given that low brass instruments double as massive spit particle projectors. Thankfully, I plan on doing a sting quartet so that should give me something to work towards. However, I still need to get some maintenance work done on my cello. I hope to get that done and get back to playing regularly.

Congratulations: My summer internship ended with lots of kind words and small, but meaningful gifts. It was surreal for me because it had been a very long time since I’d been recognized for any sort of academic or technical work I’d done. It was odd when I turned in my badge and walked out the door of the office on my last day. I sat in my car and thought to myself, “my internship really did just end.” It was strange because the start of it was full of uncertainty with if the program was going to be cancelled due to COVID or not, and the hiring process had been going on for a very long time with paperwork and meetings. I found it strange how it seemed like it took forever for my internship to begin and then it was like one day I entered the office, and the next day I left, yet 3 months had passed. I was immersed in the working world for a short period of time and I learned a lot, but now I’m back in the world of collage which has turned foreign to me after 3 semesters online. Similarly, I hope that before I know it, I’ll be walking across the stage at graduation and getting a degree which, I often questioned my ability to achieve. The home stretch is always the most exciting part of a journey, but I’ll be heading out into the big wide world which I have no idea what that world will look like in May of 2022. For now, I want to get to the finish line successfully and I think that means that I may have to let some things I’d like to do fall by the wayside in favor of other commitments. On the bright side, for the first time in a long time I feel that motivation and desire to learn: I just need to channel my energy in the correct direction.