PrincessArya

Thanks everyone

So I have thought about taking a water pill and a sleeping pill before bed in an effort to encourage bedwetting. However I figured before I did something wacky I would go to my main source of information. And please hold back on the insults asking if I am crazy/nuts/whatever because you're really not helping when you do that.

New Bedford, but that's not where I was when this happened.

I legitimately had an accident on Saturday. Due to how late I was taking the train, I couldn't take my normal one and the closest dropped me off about 1 1/2 miles away. No worries. So I am walking and suddenly get the urge to pee. I legitimately hold it for close to 30 minutes. It is like 1 in the morning and I could have just peed in a bush but I was terrified of being caught by police or something. There were multiple times where I figured I had it beat and tried so hard to get back in time...finally with a little less than a mile to go my bladder got tired of holding and exploded into my pants. In my mind the worst part wasn't that I wasn't in diapers, it was I had to walk that far in piss covered pants

Every time I ever try to buy inexpensive diapers I read these reviews like "Oh my dad wears these and is incontinent and they are great, never leak, blah blah blah", so i think great, I buy them and I almost immediately pee so much that I cause leaking, making me wonder what these people are smoking. Now when I pee, it's like when i go to the potty. I'm releasing whatever urine has built up inside me. But I am thinking maybe when you're incontinent you are peeing less at a time and thus you run less of a risk of causing leaks due to your diaper not having to absorb so much urine so quickly. Or am I just a weirdo that pees too much and too hard and would always be destined to leak no matter what?

I am in New Bedford, 34, I go to Boston a lot. Would love to talk and see if we could have a babysitting session sometime

Much more exciting than the game itself

Just to let everyone know, I am still doing this. I've lost count of how many I've been through. I have discovered how amazing Wellness Briefs are. I am definitely not gonna have a problem getting to the finish line. I know that the person who made this post deleted it, but I just wanted to say a few things. I apologize if this is in the wrong forum. I also legitimately feel bad for anyone who is incontinent, whether forced upon them or by choice, and not only doesn't want to be, but also can't do anything about it. With that said, I am a grown adult. No matter what my little age is, I am physically 34 years old. I am in full control of my physical and mental faculties and there is no social worker out there who is concerned as to why I have an entire closet full of diapers. If I want to spend a holiday weekend in diapers just to see how I feel, then I'm gonna do it. I find this an odd place to be judged about that, but here we are. Thankfully I am not going to go incontinent due to 5 consecutive days use, but even if I was, as a grown adult, I made a decision and that would be the consequences of my decision. At the end of the day, thank you for your concern.

38 hours in. Diaper #7. It's bank day!

Good luck. Does she change you or when she says you can change you change yourself? So I got my first case...and these are the definition of a daytime diaper. they look and feel so thin that unless you pull my pants down you wouldn't notice I was wearing them. I guess we'll see how well they work once I use them. 21 hours in, diaper #4

I'm not gonna do a diaper-by-diaper recap, but I just changed into my 2nd diaper of the day and 3rd in 18 hours. All #1, no #2 yet.

Thank you so much. Someone else recommended Nullo pills and if they work as well as everyone says it would be great.

My diaper is so thick, when I wear yellow plastic panties people yell TAXI! My diaper is so thick, I don't need the internet because it's already worldwide!

So, without thinking (or maybe my subconscious knew all along), right before I left work last night I had a good trip to the bathroom. I got home at 7 and put on my first diaper. Then, because I am physically old (as opposed to spiritually) I fell asleep on my recliner at 10pm still in the same mostly dry diaper. I woke up this morning and didn't even think twice before releasing my bladder. Later went a second time before I finally changed. Either today or tomorrow I have to go to the bank and a few other places *gasp* IN PUBLIC! So we'll see how that goes. According to UPS one of my cases of diapers will arrive today, so no worries on running out before Monday. Maybe chickening out (hopefully not), but not running out.

One of my cases will probably arrive by Saturday, but if not I am going to just stop whenever I run out. Thank you for the advice

So I have around 20 diapers left (I have ordered 2 cases, totaling 144 diapers that are on their way) and I have had a lot of people say that the best way to achieve bedwetting may be to wear full time, which I have been balking at. So, tomorrow I am off work at 6:00pm and am off til Monday, so I am going to wear nonstop from when I get off tomorrow until Monday morning or until I run out of diapers, whichever comes first. So we'll see if I enjoy it and how I feel after a few days and go from there. Any suggestions or encouragement would be appreciated.

I understand and it's something I'm gonna have to figure out if I want to go through with this

That's basically what I try to do, to be honest

I know this will sound like a big deal, but it has happened before and didn't lead to anything else. Last night I had that dream where you go to the potty and pee. Subconsciously I told myself to pee and I began peeing both in real life and in my dream. However, deeper in my subconscious, as soon as I didn't hear the tinkling in the potty I put the breaks on and stopped peeing. As soon as that happened I was conscious enough to know what happened, relaxed, soaked my diaper and fell back to sleep.

I just wish I had done this 10 years ago

Thank you Sarah. I understand there is a risk and I accept that because this is something i really want.

Good start

You're probably right but I don't know if I want to do that just now.

Oh my friend. She can talk a mile a minute. You wouldn't believe what she said to me. I just asked her how she was going, and she said, "Arya, it was really nothing. What difference does it make? Heaven knows I'm miserable. I started something I couldn't finish. Stop me if you've heard this one before. Last night, I dreamt that somebody loved me. There's a light that never goes out. I feel like Shakespeare's sister, like the Queen's is dead. This charming man, the boy with the thorn in his side. Showed up in my mind and I saw his girlfriend in a coma. 'Sheila, take a bow', he cried. Strangeways, here we come. These tears fell and I thought, my sweet and tender hooligans. Just ask how she is now. She looked in my eyes and it felt like a hand in glove. I began to panic and then Big Mouth strikes again. I blurted out, 'meat is murder.' She said, that joke isn't funny anymore. I walked away and she stole my heart like so many others. So, Arya, Reagan and the mystery man: shoplifters of the world unite." That's what she told me. I had no idea what she meant, but she's in a proper hoop about it. Oh, this is about ME. In that case, I am 34, mtf transgender from the great state/commonwealth of Massachusetts. I have no idea what the difference between a state and a commonwealth is, but the people up here are very insistent that I get it right. Anyhoo, I was curious about diapers when I was 12, but my gender confusion put it to the back burner until I graduated high school and moved out on my own. I am actively trying to become a bedwetter. I am a bit of a smart allick. There are only two things I love in this world: everybody and television. I'm a Whovian, but before I actually watched the show my BFF helped me BS through it by just telling Doctor Who fans "Don't blink" and I was loved from the start. Hmmm let's see. I can be rambling. There are times I don't talk at all and other times you can't shut me up. I always get Little Me a Mystery Box gift from Santa Claus every Christmas. I don't like bacon, even though I quote Ron Swanson's "Give me all the bacon and eggs you have" line all the time. I am a nerd, a dork, a dweeb and a poindexter all rolled into one. And now i am going to shut up.

Thanks This morning was one of those times I was really happy to be in a diaper and trying to be a bedwetter. I woke up in a comfortable position, I was under my blankets and warm. I just didn't want to move. If I was one of those weirdos who uses the potty I would have had to ruin it by jumping out of bed. Instead I just stayed there for an hour in my newly wet diaper.