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(Are we still doing this?)

(Are you angry at me mommy ?)

It was amazing how easily he lifted and moved me around. You would think I was a real baby. What if he is right? I am getting hard at all of this. I got even harder when he put his fingers up my butt. “ but I don’t know. What would it mean if I really was a sissy? What would it mean if I admitted it? “

He just removed my dress and here I am laying in front of max in a diaper change position. Max is a big strong man. This is who my ex is with now. I have to admit I do not measure up to him. Yet I am getting hard again. I feel him up tape the diaper and slide it out from under me. This is no different than he would have done if I was a real baby. I am not sure if it is better or worse. I see him laughing at me. “I really don’t like them. I have no clue why my body is reacting like this. But I don’t like them.” I wonder if that answer satisfied him.

Thank god,I am getting to leave the room for a little. My excitement changes as max tells me to follow him. I am too scared to even ask where we are going. “ yes sir I will follow you.” I follow him to my bedroom. He points to the floor. I know right away that he wants to change me. I could try and fight but I would have no chance. I lay down and feel my clothes being stripped away. I am so humiliated.

“Miss Jessica I had no clue what I wanted when I was with you. I am still very confused. I still do not believe I want to be a diaper wearing sissy. I have no choice though now.” I finish walking them to mummy. I see now that they see me as a sissy baby. They are having discussions about me like I am not even in the room. Yet I am only 2 feet away from them.

“No master max I will never hurt miss Jessica again. I realize your a big strong man. You are not someone to mess with. I am sorry for treating you the way I did too miss Jessica.” I curtesy to both of them again. “ please Follow me and I will lead you outside to mummy. “ they follow me outside to see mummy. I am even for humiliated now. I now realize that my diapers are now on full display to them when they walk behind me. I cannot believe that this is now my new life.

I can tell that Jessica is loving this. The truth is I probably deserved this I never treated her too well. This is karma coming back to me. When max said that I was scared. If he wanted to spank me he could. He is so strong I would be no match for him. “ I am sorry master max. It will not happen again.” Without even thinking I gave max a curtesy after I said it.

Jessica was a woman who I tried and controlled. I tried to make her submissive to me. Now here I stand submissive to her and everyone else. Wow have the tables turned. I have no choice but to listen. I curtesy to Jessica “yes miss Jessica” sir may I take your coat? I take the coat off of him and curtesy. He is the very definition of a man. He is good looking, toms of muscle, commanded respect. The very opposite of me now.

I see Claire walk downstairs and she has changed it a beautiful dress. She looks amazing in it. I am kinda jealous that she gets to wear a grownup dress and I am stuck in a babies dress. I am given instructions and they scare me. I hear the door bell ring. I realize I have no choice but to do as I was told. I open the door and without looking I curtesy. I slowly look up and am in shock. I cannot say a word I am speechless. It is my ex. I am frozen. For some reason I get rock hard again at all this.

Ugh I cannot believe I lost. She is making it out to be that this was my idea. I had no choice but to say those things. I mean maybe I am enjoying this. I did get hard. It just makes no sense this is so humiliating. She also has friends coming over. I am never going to live this down. I start cleaning. It is so hard to clean in a thick diaper. I cannot walk I am forced to waddle. To make matters worse I have to piss again. I guess there is no use fighting it. There is no way she will take me to the bathroom. I just relax and let the piss flow into my diapered prison.

Oh fuck I am screwed I lost and agreed to sign over power of attorney. She will have total control over me now. There is nothing I can do. I just gotta go along with it becuase I have no choice. She now has complete control of me. I get down on my hands and knees and crawl over to her I am staring at her feet. I have to say they are beautiful just like the rest of her. I pucker up and kiss them. “Mommy I beg you to turn me into a sissy. Please mommy turn me into the sissy that I am and need to be”

“If I lose I will not only do that but sign a power of attorney over to you but I expect you to do the same to me when I win. I was confident I was small when I said that. There was no way I could lose. However, I did not expect her to come over and start stroking my cheek. She did however. Being that she is a goddess I could not control myself. She is just too good looking. My body betrayed me and a I got hard. Before I knew it she pulled down my diaper.

“I will take that bet. How about if I win that bet and am not hard when you finish eating you treat me like an adult again. “ I said it because I was not fully hard yet and figured I could get myself to shrink by the time she ate. I knew I had time. This may be my only way out. It is a risk but I have to take it. I mean look at me I look like the biggest sissy in the world. It cannot possibly get any worse. I cannot let others see me this way. I need to get back to my old life.

Ugh another spanking I cannot handle another one “ please mummy don’t give me another spanking I am still learning. I am trying. How long are you going to keep me like a baby. Am I going to be able to be treated like a man again soon. Please you know I do not like this. But ok I am a sorry and obey mummy, I am a sissy and obey mummy, I am a sissy and obey mummy” repeating that phrase made me feel so defeated . I am supposed to be a man but here I am in diapers and a dress.

God this is bad. However for some strange reason I am getting hard. I carry the breakfast to her and say “breakfast is served. “ I take the ends of my dress and pick them up and then bend at the knees to curtesy. “So does that mean I have to do anything they ask no matter what it is” I go over to the fridge and grad a bottle. I walk over to my play mat and start to drink it. It again tastes good but a touch different then yesterday.

Guests what the hell guests I cannot be seen like this by guests. I think to myself I want to yell but am still too scared. What does she mean by everyone is superior to me. Oh god ok I will make her breakfast and think of a way out. I crawl downstairs because she has not told me I can walk. I must be some sight. My diapers are clearly popping out from under my dress. I got to the kitchen and made her breakfast. “Can I walk to deliver breakfast to you I asked through the pacifier. I also don’t think that is fair you are making me be seen by guests this way. Also what do you mean by everyone is superior to me?”

Before I could even say another word she took a pacifier and put it in my mouth. I did not want another spanking so I did what she said and I sucked on it. I do have to admit it did feel kinda good to suck on it. Before I knew it she had my wet diaper removed and changed into a new one. I thought I would not be diapered during the day. However, I could not complain because of the pacifier. next thing I know she stood me up and blindfolded me. This scared me. What was she doing. I felt something being out on me but had no clue what it was. She took off the blindfold and I almost fainted. She had me in the most sissy dress you could imagine. It was pink and frilly. Worse yet it was so short that my diapers were fully exposed. I wanted to scream but I just froze waiting to be told what to do.

“Good morning honestly I did not sleep great at all. I never never gone to bed this early before. Then it took forever to get use to the thickness of the diapers. It was like I was sleeping on a bunch of pillows. It just took some time to get use to. Then I kept having dreams of people I know seeing me like this. It was horrible to think of being exposed like this. My reputation was ruined. Lastly well you will find out I wet myself. I had no choice I was in bed so early and you told me I could not get up.”

It took awhile but I finally drifted off to sleep. My dreams were not great. I kept dreaming about being discovered by friends and family members. They all made fun of me and then treated me like the baby I had become. The worst was my ex girlfriend. In the dream she talked about how diapers suited someone with a small penis like myself. Finally I woke up again in the middle of the night. The urge to piss was real bad. I had no choice I had to piss my diaper.

“Claire thank you I know I can prove to you I belong not to be in diapers. What are the rules I need to follow. I got this I know I will prove myself to you.” Staying in bed all night is gong to be rough but oh well. At least sleeping will make me forget about this day. She hands me a bottle. I have to admit it tastes good. Not sure what it is but it tastes great. The diapers are weird to sleep in. The extra thickness makes me feel higher on the mattress. It is definitely something I will have to get use to.

“Wait what you said learn to love them in time. Claire that’s not fair you said if I can prove I don’t need them I can get out of them. I intend to do just that” she tell me to crawl again. I don’t argue because honestly the diaper is so thick it is hard to walk anyone. I must be some sight crawling with my diaper sticking up in the air. It is not easy to crawl and Claire is waiting for me when I get there. I actually can’t wait to get to sleep. I want to put this day behind me. I pick up a cute doll with a cheerleader outfit. It was the first one I saw.