MellowYellow

So I bought a straitjacket a few days ago and i'm expecting it to arrive in a couple months. I have always been fascinated by the diaper/straitjacket combo and really want to be put into a straitjacket and diaper for an hour or so just to get the feeling of it. Problem is: I don't have anyone trusting in my life to do this for me that is also comfortable enough with my abdl/bondage side of me to do it. So far, my father as well as a close friend + multiple counselors know this part of me yet I think all of those people would find it rather jarring with me in such attire and well... bind. ? and only one person knows I like straitjackets which is a counselor. Point is: I REALLY want to do this but have no one that I know to support me in such a decision and it sucks. ? Thought about telling my sister about this. She is the most liberal when it comes to stuff like this in my family, but again; imagine your little brother who is 15 years or so younger than you asking you to put him in a straitjacket wearing an adult baby diaper. It would be a miracle if she were totally ok with helping me out in this endeavor, but that would be rather humiliating and silly to be dressed like that in front of my own sister. Plus she has a whole family to raise while i'm in college dicking around with the idea of doing shit like this so I can't imagine she has time for that. Again, really want to try this kink of mine, yet im not sure who I could ask to do something like this for me. Any ideas?

I also don't see anything wrong with the police grabbing a rainbow flag and participating while at the event ?. I also think Lyra is right: government and corporations do the LGBTQ thing for virtue signaling and anterior motives. I just don't want individual people to feel like they don't belong, which hurts more than anything when you have so many intersecting identities. I have no qualms with officers having fun at pride in there Uniforms. Sure, it may offend you and remind you of brutal history, but being in that uniform may be just there way of showing pride in themselves and that they belong, which is more important to me than traditions/customs. As long as no one is hurting one another i'm fine.

Hey this is pretty cool. Too bad i'm in Maryland: the opposite side of the United States.

I do not mind if someone is to participate in my pride/acceptance of being gay. I don't see why poeple who hold other LGBTQ identities would either. I do not see the wrong in having the police at pride. There can be gay , bisexual, lesbian even transgender cops. Leave politics out of pride and let poeple participate. Hell most cops deserve great honor for serving there community genuinely and with love (dont let the bad apples spoil the bunch) I think its self explanatory why terfs may not be allowed. I think if your transgender and you truly feel like you are woman I have no qualms with Identifying you as a woman. I do not believe corporations should have morality, but I won't be offended if they want to participate. What if the poeple who work in the corporation are genuinely proud of how far the LGBTQ community has come? All and all, I don't want to exclude poeple who accept me just because they are not me.

Hello annah welcome to the site. Um if you wanna know a bit more try jumping around in the lifestyle discussions and read some of the threads for a bit. there are many different divisions to diaper fetishness as a whole and its all neatly split into categories you can read. Enjoy your time here Hxannah!

https://www.autismspeaks.org/record I think people need to read this. specifically the part that says "why "cure" has been removed from our mission statement" I actually read that part and the first part of this heading is, on quote: "Since Autism Speaks was founded in 2005, research funded by our organization and others has shown that there is no single “autism.” Science also tells us there will be no single “cure.” Today, Autism Speaks is not looking for a cure, and in fact, in 2016, the word “cure” was removed from our mission statement." Still, nothing wrong with finding a way to fight the more severely debilitating forms of autism, but I think all this outrage is unwarranted.

To be honest, I can see why I would support either side. I do not regret being born autistic, but I can see how my life would have been many multitudes easier if I didn't have it. I have spent a large portion of my life systemically alone because I was terrified of talking to people and interacting with them. I have been wronged by people to many times to bother to trust anyone and to even bother there are good people worth talking to. I can say Autism played a role in my misconception. I do not know how things would've been if I wasn't born with autism no more than I know what it is like to be born female or black or any other identity, but I wont spend my time regretting how I was born because someone has a problem with me or it has been hard. Simultaneously, I still have to support a cure because there are people out there who want to not have autism who struggle with it everyday and who were not lucky enough to be born on the higher spectrum. How about the people so cognitively crippled by autism they would never live a normal life? It is a cruelty to eradicate individuality, but the cure won't do that because I won't take it ?. It is a greater cruelty to deny someone a greater existence because you are looking after your own collective identity. We need to teach people that autism is neither good nor bad it can be a little bit of both. Sometimes, autism is hell on earth for the individuals who have it and can be a great blessing for others. This is why the classification was changed to a spectrum.

I'm at work atm, but I'll chat when I get off.

Oh boy that's my story. Hehehe. Worlds a small place.

Ok so I had this profile for a while now but never bothered to try to invest my time in making friends on this platform or the like. I also feel like i'm a different person I was previously and want to give it another shot again, so this account has been sitting dead for about 2 years. I've been a diaper lover ever since I was 5 when I made a diaper with my blankets and went full abdl ever since I was 15 or so. Diapers and baby clothes are very calming to me. By the time I was 4 I was medically diagnosed with autism as well, I like some types of bondage (I've always wanted to try on a straitjacket but never had a trusting partner to do so) and I'm also Homosexual. I guess the point of this whole part of the presentation is to lay out all the most noticeable parts of me. For me, abdl is a sexual as well as an emotional pleasure, although I am starting to steer more towards emotional than sexual now. Some of my interests are drawing, Video Games (rpgs + Strategy specifically), Anime, Politics (Don't like arguing just like seeing what people believe and why they believe it as well as political strategy), and edgy jokes. I also used to write and compose music on fl studios but I haven't done that in a while. Another thing I want to add is I've never really been on social media so a lot of this stuff will be brand new to me. I want to stay away from bloodsports and drama so that's why. I want to make friends, not enemies and I am not entering this platform with the desire to do so. So thats me.