AngusMac

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I've been interested in diapers for as long as I can remember...from about the age of 7 I'd say.  I don't know what caused it.  Between the ages of about 9 and well into my teens I would make fake diapers out of towels, tall kitchen trash bags, kleenex and masking tape.  When I was about 11 I stole my first Pampers from a relative's house, then later in my early teens I started to steal them from babysitting jobs, unlocked cars, even a doctor's office once. 

When I turned 16 and could drive, I would drive to the next town over and buy the largest size Pampers I could get at the time.  They didn't fit but I would stuff them down my PJ bottoms at night for "fun".  After the "fun" was done, I would get the wave of shame and guilt that many have also experienced.  I would take the diaper off right afterwards and vow never to do it again...only to be doing it again 5 minutes later. 

In the early 90's during the advent of the internet "dial up" days...I found an AOL chat room called "Still in Diapers"  I was amazed to find other people who like diapers too and had very similar stories to my own.  It was such a relief to know that liking diapers was really a thing.  I had always thought I was "broken" up until that point, (but I did always have a suspicion that there must be others into it as well) My world changed immediately...after chatting with others I was encouraged to try adult diapers for the first time, Attends were the first brand I bought...back when they were still thick, and plastic backed, that was probably about 94ish.

Several years later when I got my own place, I started ordering online and have been doing it ever since.  I only wear about 2 nights a week on average.  It's mostly a stress relief thing now, but I still have my fun.  Wearing just takes all my worries away for a short while, which is nice.  I love to chat with other's about their stories...how they got into it too.