Vic

"Ahem", for the younger guys out there, "it's easier to change a condom than it is to change a diaper". And who can forget the classic "why did the elephant wear diapers to the party? He didn't want to be a party pooper" . Peace, Vic

Really, how many do you have? Are you serious?? Between the disposables and cloth that I have, I have no idea. If you only have enough to know how many you have on hand then you're not really AB or DL, geez what a stupid question. Peace, Vic

If you wish to talk with somebody from Utah then here is a good place to engage them in conversation. You can click on their name and send them a private message, if they wanted to answer is totally up to them. If you are wanting to meet others then it's best to talk with them for a while so that they get to be comfortable around you, then it's a good thing to set up a meeting in a public place, like maybe going to coffee or something. You'd be surprised to find out that most people are pretty nice, and not hard to talk to as long as you approach them in a non-threatening way. Like as not most people seem to be a little private about this part of their lives, so you don't want to cause anyone to think you'd jepardize their anonymity. Good luck at meeting someone, if you want to talk then send me an e-mail and I'll be glad to answer any questions you may have, seeing as how you are new to this site, and might need someone to help by giving you some pointers. Peace, Vic

Uh Bel, how do you think credit card companies make most of their money? Peace, Vic

Lookout, I'm moving back to Utah!! One of the first things I'm looking to do is to throw an AB/DL party, if any of you are interested you'll have to let me know. I'm moving back the beginning of October but might have a few things I need to tend to, so I'm not sure when I can plan the party, but I will post when I know more. I'll probably have it in the Ogden area so that people from the Cache Valley/Brigham area can attend as well as those in the Salt Lake area. If this doesn't help you and you would like to throw out a different possability for the location speak up and let me know. Also let me know if this sounds fun to you and if you'd like to attend, I'd hate to have a party and be the only one in attendence. Peace, Vic

I'm straight too, but I've babysat a couple of guys. I did it because I've been babied by a Mommie and wanted others to be able to fulfill that need to be cared for. I just thought of it as a member of the community looking after others in the community. I think your hearts in the right place. Some AB's put themselves through a lot of hell because of their fucked up religeous beliefs, and how everything is a sin. One of the guys I babysat was like that, I feel bad for these people, they roast themselves over the coals unnecessarily. Peace, Vic

I'm moving back to Utah after living away for the last six years. I lived in Sandy, SLC and Ogden before, but had also lived in Logan. When I moved here it was from Sandy. I am moving to the Logan area in October, might be sooner if my room mate keeps giving me a ration of crap. Might look some of you up when I get there. Peace, Vic

It's inconsievable that a person such as this, who is almost certain to re-offend should ever see the light of day again. Here in Indianapolis they let out a pedaphile who raped and killed a 13 year old girl not even two months after his release. Her parents had no idea that a molester had moved into their neighborhood though he lived just two houses down from them. I knew a molester myself, although I didn't find out about all that he had been doing in his home until one of his two daugters finally told one of her teachers at school. Then everything came out, you can't tell one of these guys from anybody else you meet. These people are supposed to register into the sexual predators registry wherever they move, but a lot of them don't. Most of them go on to re-offend, it seems like the best way to handle them is to keep them imprisoned, or perhaps some God forsaken island in the middle of nowhere where we could njust dump them and forget about them. Once they've shown themselves to be the sick, twisted individual that they truly are it should be apparent to everyone that they have given up all rights as human beings. Human beings don't prey on the innocent. Peace, Vic

What if to you this was NO BIG FUCKIN DEAL?? Personally if someone were to try and throw this up in my face, I'd be more like "so?". There are far worse things in my past (like that little trip to prison for possesion), that I have to think about. And if these things don't bother me, well then why would this bug me? Besides my family and friends already know, and they don't have a problem with it. Peace, Vic (real name !!!)

Have a happy birthday sophie. Peace, Vic

GOERGE THIS IS GOD, LEARN TO SPELL YOUR NAME CORRECTLY OR KILL YOURSELF! Ah, the hell with it, just kill yourself . Peace, God

Well inviting people along for a pity party ain't much of a way to make a lot of friends . I like to wet AND mess my diaper, yes I do that, but I stay in my own home, like MOST ab's or dl's. Most ab's and dl's are offended when someone goes out of their way to rub the public's noses in their messy diapers. You see, we are concerned about decorum, how other ABDL's comport themselves while out in public, so that it doesn't shine a bad light on the rest of the community. When sombody acts like you did, and then posts it proudly on here, well, thems fightin words . There are those who do go out in public in full AB dress, but that's usually during pride marches or special occasions like diversity week. There was only one "babyman" (may he rest in peace), who was a full on sissy baby 24/7, but when he went out in public to do his errands he did his best to go AFTER he'd had a mess AND had cleaned it up. This might be a bit hard for you to understand, but when you act like that it offends US that you would go out in public and not care if you are offensive or not. It really drives some of us nuts . John Q pays a lot of good money every day in this country to only smell GOOD smells, and with you going out as you do it makes us all look bad, okay? . So do us a favor and DON'T DO THIS!! If you feel you MUST PERSIST in this, then please, KEEP IT TO YOURSELF. Peace, Vic

If you wet yourself in dark pants nobodies going to notice. Peace, Vic

I'm familiar with the insides of a desktop, but have never opened up a laptop. I'm afraid I wouldn't have a clue as to what to do for mine should it go belly up. Peace, Vic

Because it can!! Peace, Vic

My girlfriend started smoking when she got divorced as a way of getting back at her ex . There are a million and one stupid reasons people use to start or go back to smoking, all I can say is quit now!! $9.50 a pack?? That'll drive you straight to the poor house! QUIT YOU'LL FEEL BETTER!! Peace, Vic P.S. I LOVE B.C.!!

Hey repaid, I ain't gonna kid ya, it's a ring tailed BITCH ! But you can do it. I didn't make this decision overnight. For months now I've been telling myself how sick I was of smoking, thinking about all the money I've wasted, and what I've been doing to my body. I've really thought about this HARD!! I've been putting myself in the frame of mind that I HATE BEING A SMOKER!! I did this to give myself a fighting chance . I have made it through the worst of it, the first three days are possibly the worst, but for the first 12 days it was a struggle, then it started getting easier, I won't kid you, the body and mind are used to getting their little "treat" about every hour for me, and when they didn't get it they let me know, but I wasn't going to let them do the driving ,or I wouldn't have made it. You just change direction, or think of something else at those times or it'll drive you nuts , But now that I've made it this far I can say that it's definitely worth it. If you want it bad enough, you can make it. I wish you well, and hope for the best in your case. I watched my Grandfather die of emphazema, it ain't a good way to go. Peace, Vic

Way to go Wayne! In a couple of more days it'll start getting even easier. For the first couple of months though you might feel some crap in your chest, that's just all that crap from smoking breaking up, you may even cough some of this crap up and out. Don't worry, from what I've heard it's normal and will be done in a couple of months, and that's when your breathing will really start to get better! So if it's better now it will really be better in a couple more months! (bonus!!) Keep on truckin' (as we used to say back in the day)! Peace, Vic

Well it's day fifteen and I'm still driving on! It's getting better every day now, You make your own choices Sarah, Wayne, if you're still smoke free, good job. All I know is that after forty years it's good to have my life back. I now go outside when I want to, and spend money on things I WANT to buy, instead of NEEDING to buy them. Peace, Vic

I don't know, I don't have many memories of my early childhood, but the ones I have from later childhood were of a lot of abuse. So it's probably just as well I don't remember a lot of that stuff. I've gotten past all of that and have been able to let go of the resentment, hurt, and rage from then. I now recognize that as fucked up as it was my parents were doing the best they knew how to do. The earliest memory I have is just a little snatch of early childhood where I was diapered for a nap, and I just knew that I loved wearing diapers. I can't say whether I was born this way, or if my childhood made me this way, all I know is that I AM this way. It is better for me to accept myself as I am, I don't need to know WHY I am, I just need me to be accepting of ME. What I do doesn't hurt anyone AS LONG AS I don't HURT MYSELF OVER BEING THIS WAY. If I hurt myself by being down on myself over this, then I am depriving the world (and myself) of a wonderful and unique human being. Peace, Vic

YEEEHAWW!! IT'S TWO WEEKS TODAY!!! Two weeks without that nasty habit running my life! I haven't had to go stand out in the rain so I could be miserable as I hurt my lungs and paid through the nose to do it as well. I never smoked the discount brands, it was camels or nothing. I figured since I was paying for lung cancer I might as well pay for the best lung cancer, now they can go peddle their fish somewhere else cause I'm never giving them another dime!! True two weeks is just a start, it ain't two years, or even two months, but two weeks is a damn good start for me. I'm jazzed, cause there were times I was just hanging on, but now I'm feeling pretty good. I've talked to those who have years behind them, and they tell me that even years down the road there will be times you are sorely tempted, but they have assured me that the longer you go, the easier it is. Plus I know that it is really, really worth it! So to those like Wayne that are fighting the good fight right now, DON'T GIVE UP, and NEVER GIVE IN!! You'll beat this beast too! Grab it by the back of it's neck and put your boot to it's ass ninja style . I'm breathing in free air today, the air of true freedom! I'll never be a slave to the nicotine fits again!! Peace, Vic

Sunny here, but still a little cool. It's going to warm up all through the week though so by the weekend it will be really nice. Peace, Vic

Thanks for the encouragement Bobby, I'm on day 13 now and things are getting easier. As far as starting "new" habits goes I've really been busy getting over old habits. My life started out rocky, much like a lot of the people who post on this board, so I turned to drugs and alcohol at an early age. Not saying my life was all bad, I've done some positive things in my life (like serving 6 years in the army), and other things that I've done that weren't all bad. But it did take me time to finally get over the abuse and negative image I had of myself. I've done some bad things too (even spent a little time in prison), but in my life I was my own worst enemy, so I didn't hurt a lot of people like some folks do. I finally have found AA and it's spiritual program, and have been attending meetings as often as I can. This has been my positive "new" habit, I have found a way to live that makes sense to me. On the 18th of next month I'll have enjoyed 6 months of sobriety, and I can't tell you how good that feels. It changed my life enough to make me WANT to quit smoking, where the existance I had before I figured the sooner I died the better. I have a life now, and I want to LIVE it! Peace, Vic

It's a sad fact of life that a great many HNG's who can't seem to control themselves have to wreck things as they do, but it is what it is. The world ain't Burger King and we don't always get it our way. It's better to just look around you in the "normal" world if you want to find a girlfriend, it always worked for me. Peace, Vic

As a child I always wet the bed, it wasn't until age 12 that I outgrew it. Then became diabetic in 2005 or there abouts, might have been 2004-2005 time frame, I'm not sure. The point is that I started wetting again in late 06, the doc said it could be the diabetes, or the problems I was having with my back (I put off having back surgery until June of 08 when there was nothing else for it). Since the surgery my backs been good, but I'm still wetting, so it's probably the diabetes. I've tried one med for it, but all it did was constipate me, and there's another but it would probably have adverse reactions with other meds I'm on. Oh well, I've got diapers and a plastic sheet, so no worries. Peace, Vic