Secretstash

I enjoyed the story, would like to see more eventually. When the mention of medication I knew it was 50/50 on either hormones for Cindy or meds to cause lactation, either option leads to interesting scenarios 😉

I just wanted to once again say THANK YOU. Thank you for coming back to this story, thank you for continuing to deliver amazing after amazing chapters, thank you so much @Pamperdk

I just want to thank @Pamperdkfor bringing this story back from the grave an giving us new chapters, it's a minor miracle such an awesome story got revived and is continuing on. All the new chapters have been amazing and I really hope we get more and a conclusion sometime in the future 🙂 so thank you!

Gonna bump this back to the top. This is an amazing story that I hope the author continues. Let’s give the story some love😄

Really hope we see another chapter of this phenomenal story soon 😁 (sorry to those who thought this got bumped to the top due to a new chapter 😜)

I'm so glad you continued the story, for a minute there I had thought that the comments from before had dissuaded you from posting more of the story. So glad I was wrong, keep up the excellent work, it's been great so far!

I know you didn’t get a ton of replies to the last chapter, which I hope changes, but I did want to say I really love the story and I hope you do keep it up, it really is a great story ?

Thank you! Thank you so much for continuing this story ? its really, really, realllllllly good, one of my faves. And this chapter? Sooooo freaking good. Dynamics between the mother, daughter and baby, *mwah* chefs kiss, a true delight! Pleaseeeeee continue? ?

This story is amazing, I’m loving it so much. But that’s not surprising, you also wrote potty training buddy, right? Which is an all time favourite of mine. Ahh nothing beats the regression, emasculation and eventual feminization of a once powerful man :D

Another amazing story, thanks for sharing! ?

I’m not usually one to inquire or try to push/rush authors, but will we see another chapter soon? The last one was AMAZING and left off in a great spot. Just can’t wait to see more! ? (sorry to those who seen this back on the front page and thought a new chapter was out lol)

Holy heck, so glad this is back! Amazing chapter :D

The story isn’t over, just on an indefinite hiatus ?

Just for you, since you asked nicely. When we got home, mommy pulled me out of the car seat and put me back in the stroller. As she wheeled me towards the front door, I could already see one of the new changes made, there was a ramp to get to the door. Most people would probably assume mommy made her home wheel chair accessible, but nope, she just made it easier to get me into the house without having to deal with stairs or take me out. So we rolled in, she picked me up and we made our way to the living room. Passing through the kitchen though, I could see everything that could be opened had a little locking mechanism, to keep curious babies from getting into trouble. Dammit, now I couldn't even get myself real food if I needed it. This sucked... Once we got to the living room, my eyes almost popped out of my head. Mommy put me down and just let me look at everything... holy hell, this was an ABDL dreamland! Is this what rich people had the power to do? There was a large, adult sized playpen off to the side, a toy chest over flowing with blocks, dolls, baby puzzle toys, everything you'd expect to keep an infant occupied. But it was the other things that really surprised me. There was one of those baby jumpers, adult sized of course, a bounce chair with accompanying toys and noise makers hanging above it, adult sized, an adult sized baby walker that also had wheels and toys and stuff on it like the bounce chair. There was even what looked to be a motorized baby swing, you know, ones where you can put a baby in and they either enjoy swinging or it ends up rocking them to sleep? Yeah one of those... but the craziest part was, these didn't look hand built, or clunky versions made for disabled adults, no, these looked EXACTLY like the infant versions, just scaled up to an adult size. I was shocked to be honest, it was so surreal to see, how the hell did mommy get all this and so fast too?! I guess having an absurd amount of money is essentially like being magic, that's the best way I could put it. Mommy kneeled down beside me. "Well it seems my little girl likes all the new toys and presents mommy got for her, hmmmm...?" I honestly did, as an ABDL, this was literally a dream come true, I couldn't wait to try them all out. "Pway momma?" "No little girl, I know you snoozed a bit on the way back from the court, but you gotta try and take a nap sweetie." I rubbed my eyes and yawned at the mention of a nap. I was still tired from todays earlier events, so I decided she was right. I went to stand up and grab mommies hand, but in my drowsy state, I waddled a bit but ended up falling back on my big poofy butt, thankfully it didn't hurt, but it did force something else out. *piiiiiiiiishhhhhh* I had my eyes closed and sighed. "I know that face sweetie, it means mommy is going to have a wet diapie to change when we get upstairs. But with you being so tired sweetie maybe you should crawl" So I did, it was slow going but I got used to it and managed to crawl up the stairs, with mommy behind me patting my butt all the way up. I crawled to the door of the room I'd been staying in. Nothing. The room was devoid of any of my things and was neatly done up, it was nothing more then another guest room again. "No, no sweetie, that's not your room now baby, your room is at the end, right across from mommy's room." So I crawled to the door of what used to be an empty room. The door was painted baby pink and in cutesy letters on the door it said "Princess Jaclyns Nursery". At this point mommy scooped me up and carried me on her hip. "Can you read that sweetie? It says babyyyyy Jaclyn's Nursery! Eeeee it's so cute, I can't wait for you to see inside baby." She opened the door and carried me in. Wow, my mouth hung open. This room screamed baby girl. In the corner was a huge white crib, with baby pink bedding, with a mobile of princesses over head, there was even this baby pink canopy type material, it hung from the roof and connected to the four posts of the crib, just to give it that extra feminine flair. The crib was big though, big enough to contain more than one person and rails high enough to keep me from escaping. In the crib was plenty of stuffies, but at the end there was this MASSIVE teddy bear. Not far from the crib was the change table, again white but accented in baby pink. I sensed a motif here... it was BIG, it could easily fit me and was high enough to make changing my diapers a breeze. I could see on the shelves below it was stocked to the gills with plenty of ABDL diapers. Little Kings, Alphagators, Unicorns, Princess, etc... all the biggest and most popular ABDL diapers were there, a long with plastic panties, creams, powders, oils, wipes, etc... all the baby changing supplies. There was plenty of other things in the room too, with similar items to the living room. Another bounce chair, a baby jumper hung near the crib, a toy box over flowing with toys, a baby playmat, a rocking chair in the corner of the room near the head of the crib. Again, it looked like a nursery you'd see in a magazine advertisement, just scaled up to fit...me. It was so surreal. But what was even more surprising is what came next. Mommy carried me over to the BIG walk in closet and walked in and flicked on the light. I internaly moaned as I saw what I'd be wearing going forward, for the most part, it was an explosion of baby... dresses. Ugh... so many poofy silk and satin dresses, with big poofy skirts and tons of frills, all in feminine or pastel colours. All of them seemed to have matching diaper covers and bonnets. I guess Mommy was really planning on showing me off and making me look girly and baby-ish. Thankfully there were some more "tame" clothes further in, but a lot of onesies and skirts and even a few overalls. This was not looking good... I guess this was going to be the price I paid for enjoying all the new toys and furniture mommy had boughten me. We left the closet, she put me on the change table, strapped me in and got to changing me. "Oh myyyy, my little piddle monster, looks like your diapey was about to burst, thank gosh we got it now and in time. Who's my little piddle monster, who's mommy's cute piddle monster?" She cooed at me while starting to tickle my belly. I laughed and giggled, for the first time since the trip to the courthouse. She removed the wet diaper and picked up a new one and showed it off to me before sliding it under me. "Look baby girllll, a princess diapie for my pwincess Jackieeeee" she cooed. She continued and finished up the change. I was moved into the crib, given my pacie back. Mommy put the side up before saying she'd be right back. She was only gone for two minutes before re-entering and handing me a bottle filled with apple juice. She handed it to me, turned on the mobile above the crib and the baby monitor. She reached in through the bars and gave me a few tummy tickles. "I know it's been a long, exhausting day and you've been very upset, so let's try to get some sleep and hopefully you'll be a sweeter princess when you wake up" She left the room, I stuck the bottle in my mouth and sucked as I watched the mobile spin and the lullaby play, I made it half way through the bottle before I just passed out from the days events. (I'm not going to sugar coat it for you guys, that was the last portion I wrote like a month ago and haven't written anything further, I just lost the desire, so, for now after this chapter, this story will be on hiatus and unfortunately may never get resumed. I'll never say never, but it doesn't look good =/ hopefully you do enjoy this last portion though.)

God I love this story, it's so good! Can't wait to read more, definitely one of my favourites

Part 7 The crying just kept up, I couldn't stop myself. This fantasy I was enjoying was quickly spinning out of control in ways I never could have seen. Sarah, or I guess now she was legally my mommy... mommy rolled me into the womans washroom. She rolled me up to a changing table, pulled it down, read the fine print on it, pushed down to test it would hold up and then pulled me out of the stroller and plopped me on the pull down change table. I thought it might break, but it held. I kept bawling the whole time, even when mommy pupped a pacifier in, I just spit it out. I hated drawing attention to myself, but I couldn't help it after what just happened. She made sure I was locked on the table by using the safety strap and she got to work. "Oooooh baby, such a tinky baby you are, aren't you? Yes you are, yes you areeeee" She cooed. I just kept crying. *scritch, scritch, scritch, scritch* "Well let's see what kind of yuck yuck present you left mommy." She pulled the diaper down. "P-U baby!" She giggled and waved her hand in front of her nose. "Baby Jaclyn really does make mommy work huh?" At the sound of my new name, it just re-ignited my crying to the most it had been. Mommy was humming a tune while getting me cleaned up. She took the old diaper away and slid a new clean one under me and got me taped up and popped the onesie back up and put me back in the stroller. "Look baby" she held my rolled up stinky diaper in front of me. "You make such big messies that they barely fit in this garbage can for diapeys!" She found it funny and giggled. I still cried. "Still being a sulky baby huh? Mommy really thought it was because you were a big stinky girl, but now that your clean, what's the matter missy?" Girl? Missy? I just sobbed "Well mommy will try one last thing to cheer you up, it's new for mommy but I'm willing to give it a shot for you princess" She rolled us out of the womens bathroom and into a door on the left. Huh? I saw the mens was directly across from the womens bathroom... where were we going? Inside this room there were several couches, a few big puffy armed reclining chairs and even a rocking chair. The room was empty and there was a big screen TV in the room playing the news on very low volume. What the heck? Mommy pulled me out of the stroller and sat me on the couch, which was facing two reclining chairs. She sat on the couch too and pulled me into her lap. Oh no... any other time I would gladly do this... but not now... Mommy started to unbotton her blouse, pulled it aside to reveal her bra. She then reached up and unlatched the cup and one of her beautiful breasts sprang free. "I know mommy isn't making any milk yet, but maybe some mother daughter bonding, skin to skin contact would calm you down" She tried to turn my head towards her nipple, but at the mention of daughter again it made me cry again. "Shhhh, shhhh come on baby, I know you'll enjoy this...shhhhhh" As she said that, the door opened and I could hear another person rolling a stroller in. Oh no, this was about to be way more embarassing... if I'd only known how much... The woman came in, sat down across from mommy. "Whoa... what do we... ahhhh, ow ow...sorry, what do we have here?" "Just trying to console my daughter with a little mommy daughter bonding, but she seems inconsollable" Mommy proceed to explain the situation, who I was to her, my breakdown, accidents and subsequent regression. "So he," "She." "So she just has the mind of an infant now?" "Yep, she's just a little peepee and boom boom machine now" Mommy giggled. "What about you, you seem like your in a bit of pain?" "I am! Ahhhh, oooh, ow, ow my breasts are full to the point of being painful, but my darling little daughter here, doesn't want to latch and help mommy out. I think she's out grown her mommies boobie milk." The woman frowned. This womens voice... sounded really familiar. Like I'd heard it before... "Well, I know it's not the most conventional thing in the world... but... my little girl hasn't had much to eat today, and I'm not producing milk yet. So maybe we could swap babies and my little one could help give you relief?" Mommy said. "Ahhhh I don't know, it's a bit odd... ahhhh, owwwwwww. Shoot, ok fine, I need relief, like right now! Let's switch" Mommy took this ladies baby and I was settle in this womans lap. "Ooof, your a bit of a big baby girl eh" The woman stated. I had turned my head into her so she couldn't get a good look at me. Her breast was already out. She moved her breast so the erect nipple was brushing my cheek near my mouth. And then I latched. "Oh, not like that baby, use your tongue to create... oh... yeah, you got it... Oooooooooh! oh that feels sooooo much better!" I sucked away and kept drinking. Atleast I was awake this time. Being cradled, sucking on a nipple, getting delicious milk out, it did wonders to calm me down... the milk tasted like the leftover milk after sweet cereal. I was still concerned with where I recognized the voice from though. As I could feel the breast almost running dry, the woman asked. "So what did you say your babies name was?" "Her new name is Jaclyn Susan Smith" Mommy beamed proudly. "Awwwh what a cute name baby!" She used a finger to dislodge the suction of my mouth on her breast. As she was getting me settled on the other side, mommy unknowingly dropped a bomb. "Much better then Jackson Kyle Stewart, don't you think?" "WHAT?!" the woman shouted. "Huh? Whats the matter?" Mommy said The woman tilted my head and finally looked directly into my face. "OMG! I knew he looked familiar! OMG! teehee... I... just... I just breastfed an ex-boyfriend.... teehee ahaha... that has the mind of a baby... ahahahaha" She laughed. "You two knew each other?" "Yep back when Jackie-wackie was still a big boy, we went out for like 6 months, isn't that right Jaclyn?" OMG this was so incredibly humiliating... but I couldn't even react to it, or I'd blow my cover... oh my god... I just drank my ex-girlfriends breastmilk... to be fair it was delicious, but still so weird. I had to respond. "Bwuhfwrend?" "Yes baby girl, you were my boyfriend, teehee, ohhh this is so surreal" my ex Janet said. "Well I can take her back if you'd like, if it's too weird now" Mommy told her. "No no, it's all good, I really do need the relief and my other breast has already started to let down, so I need to get it out. Besides, baby Jaclyn made me feel so good in those ten minutes, much more than big boy Jackson did in our entire six months, if you know what I mean" She winked at mommy and mommy giggled. "Of course" Ughhh that hurt to hear... my eyes got misty again. "Come on Jackie, latch on again" I did as instructed. I enjoyed the first breastfeeding so I was sure as hell going to enjoy this part, even if the rest was some horrible mix of humiliation and sadness. As I sucked away Janet was patting the front of my diaper, until she suddenly stopped. "Oh my god, she is such a baby now, she's peeing while she's still suckling! Teehee boobie milk must flow right through you Jackie" She smiled down at me. As I continued to suckle away, a new horrible conversation was starting. "So, you changed her name and legal gender, but how far are you taking it? Will the next time I see Jaclyn will she have cute boobies of her own or... swapping out the peepee for a veevee, if you know what I mean?" She winked at mommy again. "Hmmmm I haven't given that much thought to be honest, I wanted to raise her as a girl because girls are just more fun. The clothes for little girls are just wayyyy cuter, my girl is going to have closets full of cute, satiny, poofy baby dresses, no more pants for this girl, closest thing she'll get is some ruffle tights! heeheehe" Mommy giggled. "Ugh you are so right, boys clothes are so boring, onesies, shorts, overalls, blech, boring!" Janet stated. "As for her peepee, hmmm I didn't give it much thought, but that may be a good idea. While she may be baby brained, her peepee still reacts like you would expect, which can sometimes make changing her didees a hassle" "Ohhh right, if she was an actual adult you could pump her a few times and resolve the issue, but with a baby I can see how that might be an issue..." "I bought Jackie a few massive teddy bears for around the house and her crib, so that she can either figure it out on her own, or I'll have to teach her how to... uhhh... make stickies" mommy said. "Ahaha make stickies, that's so cute! Well if that doesn't work, as a last resort you could just set her up to be milked regularly" Janet said. "Huh? I don't follow..." "You know, sticking a finger in her bottom and giving her little button a rub? I know, I know, it's not much better then the other thing, still might feel like violating your precious baby, but it is a medical procedure and she will need relief, a finger is no different then putting a thermometer in her heiny to take her temperature. Or if you're really uncomfortable, you can get a doctor, nurse or hire someone to do it for you" "Oooooh you mean hire someone to give her a prostate massage, hmmm it's an idea, maybe use it as a treat if my little girl is really good. Although I'll certainly put some thought into the veevee idea." I had long passed out at this point, after all the crying, the breastfeeding, half way through the second breast I kind of just passed out and went on auto pilot, missing all of the important conversation. *Pop* Janet stuck her finger inbetween my mouth and her breast and it made an audible pop. "Well it looks like your little one conked out, but oh my god I feel so much better" Janet proceeded to maneuver me so I was sitting on her knees and my head was limp over her shoulder. She started to rub my back gently and started to bounce me on her knees a bit. All of a sudden *Burrrrp!* "Good girl Jackie! Hey, would you mind taking a pic of us with my phone?" Janet asked. "No one will believe that story and I... kinda want a picture just for me, this was hilarious and very cute." She maneuvered me back so I was cradled in her arms and mommy took the pic. "Awwh she looks so sweet, well I think we should trade babies back and we should both get going" Janet managed to wiggle me over and deposit me back into the stroller as mommy handed her her baby back. "Well, if you ever want to come see Jaclyn again and bring your little girl over for a playdate, I put my number in your phone after I took the pic" Mommy winked. "For sure! That would be crazy, but I think Jackie would love that. See ya later Sarah" Janet said as she rolled out with her baby. Mommy and me left shortly after, before finally getting home. "Jaclyn... Jackie, wake up sweetie, we're home! I can't wait to show you all the fun new things I got for you!" (I really hope you guys enjoy this part, I know some have issues with the path this is on, but I really don't care. I wrote what I wrote and enjoyed doing it. For those who want to criticize too, I don't give a toss, really. I initially had a lot of fun writing this scene. It was the first one which came to mind when I first thought of writing an ABDL story, being reduced to the level of an infant, being breast fed by an ex-girlfriend? Someone you used to be on the same level and romantic with? How humiliating it took a lot of writing to actually get to this scenario, but I thought it turned out ok Enjoy)

So what would you have done in this situation? Spoken up? Be completely humiliated in front of everyone while also giving up the ruse and trying to back out? It’s easy to say that he should have gotten out of the situation while he could, but that would render him humiliated, embarrassed and likely destitute as he had no job or place to live... Its easy to say but harder to do, I’m sure we’ve all lived through situations we know are bad and should abort out of, yet don’t... it’s human nature to be stuck in fear or panic. Either way, it’s a fictional story, and my first at that, not everything is going to make sense or flow how people should think lol. Just enjoy the ride, or don’t, up to you :)

Part 6 I woke several hours later with a big rumbling in my tummy. I tried to get my bearings again... oh right, I was in a crib at auntie Sam's... a big cramp hit me. "Urghhhh" I moaned out loud. "Mmmmmmooohhhhh" my tummy was hurting super bad. Then all of a sudden... *toooot* Oh, that wasn't so bad... and then one last cramp hit and the flood gates of hell itself opened. Liquid diarrhea just flooded out of me at record speed coating my entire diaper and bum. "Ntie Sam! Urghhhh. Tie Sam!" I cried out. I heard footsteps quickly coming down the hall, before the door to the nursery opened quick. "What's the matter baby, what's wrong?" "Huurrrrrgh, poopy diapee urghhhh... tummy hurt" "Well let's move you from the crib to the change table before things get any worse and you start leaking all over your nice sheets sweetie" She picked me up and moved me over. She looked in the back of the diaper before laying me down on the table and knew it was going to be a bad one. "Well aren't you my little poop machine, I guess all that booby milk didn't agree with your tummy eh baby? "Bwroobie mik?" "Yeah sweetums, after you passed out in my lap I still gave you your special treat. Even though your newly back to being an infant, you sure haven't lost your instincts. No you didn't, no you didn't did you baby" she baby talked at me. "All I had to do was brush my nipple on your cheek and you just took over, sucking away, both boobies too, you looked so angelic baby." What?! I had sucked on this gorgeous womans boobs, emptied them of milk actually, and I wasn't even awake for any of it?! Ughhhhh! "You starting to finally run out of gas there poop machine?" She said as she rubbed my tummy lovingly. I nodded, I sighed and closed my eyes. *Pissssssssshhhhh* "Yep get it all out baby, because this was going to be one heck of a cleanup, you look like you're leaking poopy out of every crevice of your didee baby." She used the strap on the changing table to secure me in. "Be right back baby" I heard her rush off, she was back within a minute with a baby bottle filled with water. "Can you be a big boyyyy and hold your bottle for me baby? Yep, just like that... two hands sweetie. We need to replenish your belly with liquid since you pooped out a lot of water sweetheart." I was sucking down the cool refreshing water as Sam went to work cleaning, it took like 15 minutes before everything was cleaned. Me and the change table, I was finally moved back to the crib, pacifier popped back in my mouth but the crib rail was left down, I wondered why... Until she walked over, turned off the light and walked back over to the crib. "Scooch over to the other side, Auntie Sam is sleeping with you tonight. Just to keep you calm and to be here if your tummy acts up again." For the second night in a row, as an ABDL, I couldn't have felt any better. Big poofy baby-looking diaper, pacie in my mouth, laying in a crib, being cuddled to sleep by what was in my eyes, a super model. Life was good... Two more full days and nights passed, filled with baby games, diaper changes, spending time in the jumper, watching kiddie movies, even another special bath time with Auntie. The following morning auntie woke me up, changed my diaper, fed me breakfast and had me ready to go for when mommy got there. *Bing* *Bongggg* The doorbell rang. "That must be your mommy sweetums" She picked me up, placed me on her hip and went to answer the door. "Mama, mama!" I squealed as Sam handed me back over to mommy. I clung to the front of her, wrapping my legs around her, squeezing her in a big hug. "I mish you wots mama!" Ohhhh I missed you too baby girl, but we gotta get going sweetie, we're in a bit of a rush baby. Let me put you down so I can get you into a onesie atleast." I let go and climbed down. "Arms up sweetie" I put my arms up as she pulled down this baby pink onesie, that said "I wuv my mama" on the front and had like a dozen rows of satin ruffles on the butt. Hmmm why did she get me something so girlie? I wondered... "Sorry Sam I can't stay to chit chat much, but we gotta head out. Got a few appointments to get to" Appointments, for what? I wondered again... "No I totally get it, oh! I did want to say, that thing you asked about? He took to it like a duck to water. You just need to be careful how much he has because it upset his tummy something fierce, and the results were not pretty!" "Good to know, thank you so much and thanks for looking after Jackson for an extra day, I really appreciate it. Now wave bye Jackson" Instead of waving, I waddled up to Sam in my new onesie and gave her a big hug. "Tank you 'Ntie Sam" Sarah pulled me away gently and we were off, until we got to the SUV and I seen the first new addition. The biggest car seat I've ever seen was placed in the back seat. Sarah helped me hop in and then got me in the various harnesses, which all buckled near my crotch. I tried to undo it, but even I couldn't figure it out... Sarah also handed me a bottle of juice before she got in the front seat and took off. We were zipping through town to our first appointment. We parked at a pretty plain building, I didn't see any signage on it so I didn't know what Sarah was up to... She got out and went to the trunk and was pulling something out that I couldn't see... she came around, opened my door and clicked to unlocked the multiple belts. She pulled me out and set me standing on the ground. That's when I saw it. The biggest stroller I've seen. It looked like I could easily fit in it and still have space. This wasn't like a clunky big stroller either, it looked EXACTLY like a scaled up one you would get for any baby. She quickly moved to get me into it and strapped in. I could see the big new diaper bag hanging off the side too. Sarah was definitely going all out. She pulled the big canopy portion, it would at least hide me from anyone we walked by but it also kept me with a pretty small field of view. I continued to suck my bottle why I still had some privacy. We rolled into the building. Sarah walked up to the desk. "I'm here to meet with Dr. Andrews?" "Yep third door on the right, just go on ahead" She rolled me down the hall, knocked on the door and went in. I could hear her talking to someone, another doctor I think, uh oh, this could be dangerous... but I couldn't focus on anything, my bladder was about ready to burst. "Yep, as you can see he's exactly as we discussed over the phone." "Well, lets just get a quick look at him and I'll determine if I can sign the letter you requested." Dr Andrews stated. As Sarah, rolled back the canopy portion of the stroller, the damn broke, I closed my eyes, sighed and started drenching my diaper. "Is he...?" "Wetting his diapers, yes I think so. Here I'll pop his onesie open so you can get a look" *Pop* *Pop* *Pop* my onesie flaps popped open, my newly yellowed diaper on display. The doctor took a single finger and poked at my diaper. I just sat there looking stupified and in shock. "Well yes he is certainly wet, I think I've seen enough. Here just let me sign this and you can take it right on over to the courthouse." Courthouse? What the hell was going on? No, no, no, no.... I didn't want anything legal changed, but it looked like the hypnosis has taken on a mind of its own, fed by Sarah's subconscious desires... "Thank you every much doctor, we'll get out of your hair since we have that court appointment to make, have a great day!" With that, Sarah, pulled the canopy back down, wheeled us back out and drove us to the court house. She wheeled me up again and sat on a bench with me still in the stroller. "Well we're a bit early sweetie, we have to wait 15 minutes before our turn. Here drink this while money checks your didee" she handed me a bottle of warm milk which I began to suck as she stuck two fingers in my diaper. "Pretty wet but I'll think you'll hold up until the end of the hearing" She started to rock the stroller back and forth and I quickly nodded out. Next thing I know someones shouting our names. Sarah rolled us in, but just waking up I'd noticed my tummy was cramping again. Oh no, this wasn't good, really not good. "We're here to hear the case of legal guardianship of Jackson Stewart being changed over to be under the legal guardianship and care of Sarah Smith." The judge looked me over, his eyes were definitely surprised. "Mrs. Smith, I was told you were providing a letter of recommendation from a one, Dr. Andrews, correct? "Yes your honour, I have it right here." She brought it up. The judge quickly read through it. "Well according to the letter from Dr. Andrews Mr. Jackson displayed the capacity of a young infant, he has not displayed the ability to make proper decisions or to be able to look after himself, he therefore recommends legal guardianship be turned over to Mrs. Smith. Do you have anything to say Mr Stewart?" I was in shock, my stomach was about to explode and here was Sarah trying to gain full legal custody over me. What was going on?! She came over, pulled me out of the stroller and held my hand as she walked me over to the microphone. "If you have anything to say for yourself sweetums, now's your chance" It was like my brain just took a 5 minute vacation and ran on auto pilot. All I ended up saying was "Poopy" as I squatted down. *Pffffarrrtt* PfffFffFFartttt* *BLARGHhhhhhh* *plop* Hhhhnnnghhhh *blart* *plop* *blart* *plop* I can't beleive I did that... I started to acutally tear up. "Well that's about as open and shut case as we'll ever get" He chuckled "Instead of raising any sort of defence, Mr. Stewart just pooped his diaper in front of the court room. With that I declare full legal guardianship of Jackson Stewart, to one Mrs. Sarah Smith" Bam! the gavel was slammed. There it was, I was now Sarahs legal child, I had no idea what implications that could lead to... I didn't have to wait long to find out. "Oh it appears we have one more case to settle for you Mrs. Smith, it's just a formality, but as you are now the legal guarding of Jackson, I have approved your legal name change. Jackson Kyle Stuart will henceforth be named Jaclyn Susan Smith" Bam! gavel was slammed once again. OMG! What the hell was going on?! Why did Sarah do this? Jaclyn?!?! It was all too much too handle... things were changing too fast. I just started to bawl out loud, exactly like the baby everyone seen me to be. "With both cases being settled Mrs. Smith, please take your baby girl to get her diaper changed, the smell is already wafting up here." Of course, your honour. Have a great day, wave bye bye Jaclyn!" I just cried even harder. (Hope you all enjoyed this chapter, for those who wanted this to play out a certain way I hope you continue reading either way. Sorry for the delay, but like I said previously, I'm spacing them out because I haven't written a ton more, there are still two more chapters already written, but I haven't had that driving urge to write. I have more scenarios in mind, but haven't felt the drive. I do hope to wrap this up eventually and not leave it in the graveyard of unfinished stories though. We'll see what happens. Any comments and love are appreciated )

Mommies can summon unreal strength when it comes to their babies. Haven’t you heard of the stories of moms summoning the strength to lift cars off their babies trapped underneath? For an actual reason? It’s fiction and I enjoy the concept. Also it’s been awhile since I wrote all these chapters, but I don’t know if I actually wrote what they looked like or their level of strength, I remember being vague about the descriptions other than age or beauty. Either way, just go with it, or don’t, up to you ? thanks for reading.

Since y'all have been so nice with your comments and likes I decided to release another chapter (it also help that I got another one written and in the can ) that being said, I think this chapter has a bit of spicyness to it. If anyone is bothered or offended, that is not my intention. That being said I hope you guys and gals enjoy Part 5 "Come on, wake up cuddlebug" Sarah gently shook me. "Mmmmmm... whas going on mama?" I whined. "Well baby, things have been moving fast while you were asleep. Mommy has to take you to a friends house for a few days, now I know it's gonna be scary, staying with someone else for a few days, but mommy has to be here, supervising, getting her house set up so it's safe and fit for a princess." "Pwrince?" "Yes baby, prince, thats what I said. So mommy found a friend to look after you, since it's gonna be noisy and stinky in here for a few days. Not stinky in the same way as your dirty didees, but still no fun regardless" So if I was understanding everything correctly, she wanted me out of the house while she babyfies it and potentially puts in a nursery. Ughhhh but who am I staying with now? Oh well, I'll try to cope until I came back. "I wann stay witchu mommy" "I know baby, but it's only for a few days, then you'll be back in my arms for good, and you'll have plenty of new things to keep a cute baby like you occupied" She booped me on the nose. She checked my diaper. "Still dry, perfect! Let's go." All I had on was a little kings diaper, a pacie in my mouth and holding onto my teddy. "Dwessed?" "We don't have time baby, besides mommys friend should have clothes for you when you get there." She pushed me outside, got me settled into the back seat of the SUV, plopped a full bag of little kings in the back beside me. How did she even have those? I didn't even have a full bag when I moved in.... ohhhh she must have ordered them and had them super rushed. Guess thats the speed money will get ya. So we drove about 30 minutes and pulled into this huge gated house. Sarah took me out of the SUV, threw me up on her hip again, grabbed the package of diapers and walked to the front door and rang the doorbell. The door opened. "Awwwh you must be Jackson, how are you baby, I'm your mommys friend Samantha" she said. I'm so glad I was sucking on my pacifier at the time, cause if not, my jaw would have hit the floor, this woman was GORGEOUS! She looked like a super model, I'm not even kidding. Mommy was incredibly beautiful, but this lady put even her to shame. Wow. She took the bag of diapers, set them down and then mommy handed me over. She was also able to rest me on her hip. Jesus, was I that light? Either way I reached out for Sarah. "Momma no go, momma no goooo!" I said sadly, mustering a few tears. "Awwwh I'm sorry cuddle bug, I promise I'll be back soon, now give mommy one last bigggggg hug." I did my best to hug her goodbye from my spot on this womans hip. "See you later babyyyy" and then she was gone. "I know you're sad little guy but I promise I'll take good care of you and show you a fun time while you're with Auntie Sam. Now, Auntie Sam is definitely more used to taking of men pretending to be babies, as opposed to an actualy baby that's just man sized, but we'll make it work, won't we sweetie?" She smiled and winked at me. "Gurgh!" I gurgled and smiled. Oh. my. god. she's an actual ABDL mommy and pretty expensive one I'm guessing based on her house, her looks and probably a few other factors. Well, if she only knew my actual situation... hehe. She brought me over into the living room and I could clearly see why Auntie Sam was in demand. She had pretty much everything a baby/toddler could ever want or need. There was a huge toy box, overflowing with toys and blocks, a play kitchen, a bouncer chair that could hold an adult, complete with plushies, noise makers and other bits and bobs to keep curious babies distracted and even a baby jumper! The ones that hung from the roof and were set on springs so you could bounce up and down. "Jwump, Jwump 'tie Sam" I gurgled from behind my pacifier. I was kind of impressed how easy it was to slip into baby talk, I thought it'd be a bit harder finding what syllables to emphasize and what not, but it came surprisingly natural. "Noooo sweetie not right now, I promise though when Auntie Sam is cooking dinner, you can bounce all you want while you watch Spongebob, sound fair? Until then you gotta deal with....THE TICKLE MONSTER!" She rushed up and started tickling me like crazy, I burst out in a fit of giggles and it wasn't long before... *Pissssssssssss* I closed my eyes and sighed. "Uh oh, I know that face, did baby have his first uh oh at Auntie Sam's?" I nodded and giggled. We ended up playing with blocks, playing peek-a-boo, playing in the play kitchen, a little bit of everything. Just as auntie Sam was about to start making dinner, it happened. I was squatting down and my bowels just decided to let loose, I scrunched up my face and pushed hard to get everything out. *Blarrrrt* *Pffffrt* *Pffffrrtt* *BLARTTTttttttt* * plop *plop* Phew, that was tough work, my legs just kind of gave out and I landed on my bum, seding poop everywhereeee inside of my diaper. As I looked up, I saw Sam was recording the whole thing or atleast taking pictures. "Omggggg what a cute little stinker! I caught the whole thing and I'm sending it to your Mommy. Titled "baby's first boom boom at Auntie Sam's" Well I'm glad you got it out now sweetie, we really didn't need that yuck yuck while we eat eh?" "Nuh uh" I shook my head. "Well let's visit the nursery baby, get you smelling all nice and clean again." She reached out to take my hand, I stood up, acted wobbly like I was about to fall over before she scooped me into her arms. I was facing behind her, resting my head on her shoulder, clinging to her for dear life with my legs. As she carried me, she was able to pull back the diaper and look in. "Woof baby, you left auntie one giant present, yuck!" She scrunched up her face, teasing me. I just giggled from behind the pacifier I was sucking on. Once we got through the door, wow! This nursery was huge! A big crib that could fit two, maybe three adults, with really high bars, an adult size changing table, clearly very well stocked, a big adult sized diaper genie, a hanging mobile, a baby jumper in here too... wow, I was speechless. She plopped me down and got to work cleaning me up. "Wooo baby, not only did you leave a yucky present, that lucky present almost exploded out the back top part of your diddee baby, we gotta be careful next time. Let's get you into another of your favourite lion diapees" As she was cleaning my butt I noticed her breasts being displayed by her low cut top. The pacifier had fallen from my lips and I was just staring at the massive, pendulous mammaries. She definitely took noticed, since I was looking at them, drooling and sucking on my bottom lip. "Awwwh does baby like Aunties boobies? don't worry sweetie, they have that effect on all the big babies I take care of." She smiled at me. After finishing up the change, she was carrying me on her hip back to the living room, my adult side couldn't resist. I grabbed one breast in my hand and shouted" "Bwroobie!" She pulled my hand off, spun me around so we were face to face, she was holding my diapered butt up with just her arms. She looked me dead in the eye. "Maybe Auntie will let you try boobie tonight, but ONLY if you're good the rest of the night, deal?" "Brwooby, Brwooby!" I gurgled. "I guess I'll take that as a yes" So we got back to the living room and she set me up in the jumper as promised and put spongebob on. It was relaxing, the jumper could take my full weight if I wanted or I could bounce up and down to my hearts content... which I certainly did. By the time dinner was ready, I was pretty tuckered out. Mmmmmm it smelled like delicious steak. Auntie Sam brought me over to an adult sized high chair. She put me in, buckled the straps and slid the tray in, locking me into place. I could see the plate with a delicious steak on it, some salad and a baked potato. Mmmmm I was starting to drool. "'Teak! 'Teak!" I said. "Yes baby, Auntie is having steak, yum, yummmm" She smiled. I was confused until I heard... *Beep* *Beep* Beeeeep* The microwave had sounded that it was done. "And for you little guyyyy... Mackie cheese!" I made it no secret how dissapointed I was... I was going to go full baby and toss it.... but I didn't want to make Auntie mad and lose out on boobies later. So I begrudgingly let her feed me, as I watched her take bites of her own dinner in between feeding me bites of mac and cheese. It certainly wasn't awful, I was thankful it wasn't actual baby food, but still... By the time she was done cleaning up dinner and putting dishes away, I was literally falling asleep in the highchair. "I schweepy Auntie..." "I know sweetie, but we still got bath time, then we can put you down for the night." She finally pulled me out of the chair and carried me to the bathroom, set me down to sit on the floor as she ran the bath. The tub was hugeeee. She filled it up with nice hot water, the perfect temperature. Once it was full she put her hair up in a bun and then knelt down to be face to face with me. "If I take off your diapey, you promise not to do peepee's or boom booms in the bathtub?" I nodded, still sucking my pacie. "Fair enough." *scritch, scritch, scritch, scritch* my diaper plopped down with a thud. Hmmm? I don't even remember wetting it. Before I knew it I was being lifted by my armpits and plopped down in the front part of the bath. How was this woman so strong?! "Now you sit there and give me a moment ok?" I nodded, I was so lseepy I barely knew what was going on, Auntie Sam was behind me somewhere. I could hear clothing plopping down on the ground and then... *sploosh* OH. MY. GOD!!!! This super model looking woman was in the bath... WITH ME! NAKED! I sucked my pacie furiously trying to deal with the situation, trying to figured out what to do, I felt like I wanted to explode! She pulled me back towards her. My butt was against her crotch and her breasts and nipples were pressed into my back. I was about to pass out, I'd never dealt with a woman this beautiful being this close. "Shh, Shhh, Shhhhh, calm down babyyy it's not uncommon for a mommy to bathe with her baby. Let's just get the bath part over with and we can enjoy a nice relaxing soak." Her words put me at ease, I still felt like exploding but I was calmer about it. She used a cup to gather some water to wet my hair before putting some nice smelling baby shampoo in it, before rinsing it out with another few cups of water. Mmmmm this was relaxing... the next part not so much. She lather some baby soap onto a wash cloth and started with my shoulders... my back... my arms... my legs... my penis... wait, my penis?! "Hmmm someones an excited baby" She teased. "I'm not going to lie baby, that's still hard to wrap my brain around that. You got a lil' baby brain in that coconut of yours, but I guess your body still reacts like any man your age huh? "Bwa pelpo adbd" I tried to babble incoherent nonsense. "Well I guess I'll take it as a compliment baby, heehee. Now only one last spot to get. Lean forward baby." She wrapped the wash cloth around a single finger and... well lets just say she didn't miss any part of my bum. "Now that the unpleasant part is over, lay back with auntie." She was laying against the back of the tub, only her head and a bit of her chest above the water. I think she expected me to just lay back so she could cradle me from behind, but the tub was so big I slithered to the side so I could lay sideways, wrap my arms around her and lay my head/face directly on her huge breasts. It was so... comfortable, comforting, I just wanted to fall asleep then and there... it was weird though. This woman didn't even give me a second thought in the world as a man, like if I wanted I could easily over power her and have my way, but she didn't even give think twice about that. I was simply a baby brained infant that needed to be cared for... Next thing I know the water is being drained. "Mmmmm that was relaxing eh baby, but we're getting all pruny, time to get out" She got out first, put on a big fluffy pink robe and then pulled me out and got to work drying me off with a towel. We headed back to the nursery, she quickly got me diapered back up and then carried me to the rocking chair in the corner of the room. I was already snoring softly. "Time for your treat little guy" she whispered softly. I didn't respond "Let's see just how much of a baby you really are." She pulled her robe aside, letting one big breast fall free. She brushed her nipple against my cheek and without even waking up I automatically turned took the nipple into my mouth and started to nurse. I wasn't even aware I was beeing breastfed for the first time in like twenty something years! After managing to drain both while still being asleep, Sam carried me over to the crib, laid me down, raised the rails, turned on the monitor and left the room "Sweet dreams little guy" Hopefully you enjoyed this chapter, let me know if it's gone off the rails or if everyone is still having fun again, if it got a little spicy for some people, I apologize.

Just wanted to stop in and say thank you for all the kind words, I’m so glad so many of you are enjoying my first story, makes me really happy

Part 4 We got to the doctors office and walked in, she held my hand the entire time. God I was so nervous... "Hi we're here for an appointment with Doctor Sanders for Jackson" The receptionist clearly looked at me, surprised as all heck, but did her best to maintain her composure and be nice. "Awwwh isn't he a little cutie, just take a seat over there and Dr. Sanders should be ready soon" We sat down. I was clearly nervous about this, I was even shaking a bit and Sarah could sense it. "Awwwh come here baby" she pulled me onto her lap so I was sitting on her knees, facing her. "Shhhhh theres nothing to be worried about, Mommy's doctor is really nice, I told her all about your situation, it'll be fine." Then she started bouncing me on her knees, I was a pretty light guy, but it still ended up being little bounces up and down, she was tickling my tummy at the same time too. I just burst out in an actual fit of giggles. As this was going on, Dr Sanders had stepped out and seen the whole thing as it happened. "Sarah and Jackson?" Dr Sanders called out. "Oh, let's go baby" She grabbed my hand and we walked into the examination room. "Sarah, if you could, please undress him down to his underwear so I can give him a full exam, I'll be right back" She left the room. "Okay baby, lets do this" She undid the shortalls and pulled them off. "Arms up sweetie" I raised my arms as Sarah unsnapped my onesie and pulled it up over my head. "Here sit on the table baby" I did. God I was shaking like a leaf, here I was in just a diaper, about to fully get examined my a cute lady doctor. Sarah sensed it, wrapped her arm around me and started rubbing my arm up and down and kissing me on the top of the head. It didn't help that I was so full of pee and poop I was ready to burst from both ends. Dr. Sanders walked in and witnessed the display of motherly affection. She did a double take on the diaper, so babyish she thought, but didn't say anything. "So, Sarah, it's always nice to see you, I know we spoke over the phone but would you like to explain it more thoroughly this time?" "Sure, so this little guy had just lost his job and was getting evicted, so he asked if he could stay with me for awhile. I knew he felt off, like a lot had been bothering him, I think he'd been on an edge since his mommy passed away, but losing his daddy unexpectedly and then losing his job after too, I think it just became too much for him. So over the course of a few weeks, it started with bed wetting, which we tried to deal with, then daytime accidents came, so we started him with adult pull ups. That worked for a few days until... until he had his first messy accident, so I switched him over to medical diapers and then eventually I needed something that could hold up better and that's what you see him wearing." "Ok, that explains a lot but what of the behavior? I seen you bouncing him on your knees and he was giggling just like any little one." "Well, I'm not sure about that... it seems every step down we took in terms of undies, his personality took a step down to match. So by time we tried regular diapers, he was crying at accidents, he was spilling drinks that didn't have lids, he was sucking his thumb a bunch... I think he might just be trying to rewind to a time where everything was easier. I'm not going to lie, I probably didn't help... I... couldn't stand to see him crying like that. My mothering instincts just kicked in, I tried to comfort and soothe him like you might with any child. And now? he's probably at the level of a 9 month old baby. He pees and poops his diapers, he sucks on pacifiers, drinks from bottles. I'm acutally surprised he's not wet yet actually. "Wow... well that certainly is a lot to take in. Well let's get this exam started, I'll just bring in the nurse so she can help with the exam. Nurse!" Dammit, this was going exactly as planned so far, I didn't want to add in ANOTHER person seeing me in this state. I can't believe the depth of the memories Sarah's brain had concocted to explain this scenario. It was perfect actually. I heard Dr. Sanders whisper to the nurse. "Just treat him like you would any other baby we see, take notes, but when I go to draw blood, stand at the end of the table and make faces or play with his feet, got it?" "Sure thing Doctor" "Ok let's get to the exam" Dr Sanders said. "First let's stand him up and measure his height and weight... hmmm 5'9"... 155 pounds... ok lay him back down on the table. Ok Jaxie I'm gonna listen to your heart and lungs ok? This might be a little chilly, can you follow what I do?" I nodded enthusiastically, she breathed a couple of hot breaths on the stethoscope and I followed. "Such a smart babieeeee... ok ... hmmm.... normal, ok now lean up please?" I just stared at her quizzically. "Nurse?" She leaned me up and I could feel the cold metal on my back. Oooh leaning up like this was not making my stomach feel good. "Ok back down... ok I'm going to examine his diaper area, just to check for rashes and to make sure everything has developed properly. Nurse, if you could untape the diaper." *Scritch, Scritch, Scritch, Scritch* This was it, this is what I was holding my pee in for what I was about to do was the height of baby-ishness, especially baby boys. "Ok let's peal back and see what we're, OH MY GOD!" Spiiiiiiish. A fountain of pee erupted the moment my diaper was pulled down. Sarah and the nurse gasped too. The doctor deftly covered up the stream and mostly seemed non plussed about getting peed on a bit. I got her, the table, and even on me. I had my fingers in my mouth, sloppily sucking on them and giggled at the incident. "Well he certainly acts like a 9 month old baby eh? Eh Jaxie my little pee pee fountain" She tickled my tummy and I giggled. "Well everything looks good down there, if a little smaller than usual, no rashes either Sarah, so you've been doing a great job changing him." Sarah beamed with pride standing in the corner. The doctor proceeded with closing up the diaper and taping it back up, saying it would last and she could change me after the rest of the exam. "Now here's the tough part for babies, we have to take some blood samples for analysis, here Sarah could you give me whats in your hand? This might make things easier" "Sure thing" she handed the doctor my pacie, which she deftly popped in my waiting lips. "Nurse?" "Oh right, sorry" The nurse moved deftly to the end of the table, she was a bit younger than the doctor, but boy she was a cutie too. She started making faces at me, playing peekaboo, all the things you'd do with a baby. I knew she was trying to distract me as they were getting ready to draw some blood, but that didn't bother me, so I just played along and giggled. Once the needle was in, she started tickling my feet a bit, eventually grabbing them both and kind of doing a cycling motion. "I wouldn't do that if I were youuuu" Dr Sanders chimed in. "How come? This cutie seems to be loving it!" She smiled down at me. *Pfffart* *PPPPPPPffffart* "Uh oh, just a tootie baby eh" the nurse kept it up. Oh no... not here, not like this in front of everyone... please not this level of humiliation. *Pffftart* I couldn't hold it, I scrunched up my face and beared down. *BLARRRRRT* *Plop* *Pfffffart* *BLAAAAARRTTTT* *plop* Plop* God that was embarassing... but, I had to play it up, I let out an audible sigh and giggled and smiled. "Well my baby finally made his first pushies of the day, such a big boy, such a big boyyyy" Sarah beamed at me. "That's why I told you you shouldn't continue, what you were doing was a movement called bicycle legs, it's a movement mommies do when their baby is gassy or constipated and can use a little help... getting things out. "Oh... sorry" The nurse turned to Sarah and did a my bad face. "Well at least we got the blood we need. I'm going to get this sent out for analysis, nurse, you come with me and we can give mommy and her baby some privacy." Both left the exam room. Well baby, you certainly know how to make a scene on your trip to the doctors, I think you left an impression on both of them. Up until the end they thought thought you were a cute, handsome baby boy, before you started gassing them out with your toots and dropping stink bombs on them with your poopies. hahaha" "Me swtinky momma" "You sure are baby!" Sarah quickly cleaned me up, but giving me a thorough wipe up before taping on a new Little Kings diaper. The nurse and Dr. Sanders returned shortly after. "Oh my godddd! that's just the cutest diapey! Where do you even find diapers that are that big and cute?" "Online of course, I can give you the site, Why, are you interested in getting some for yourself?" Sarah teased the nurse and gave her a playful wink. The nurse turned beet red. "N-no, n-n-not for me, for a friend of course" "Well the two you seen today are by ABU, Little kings and Alphagator, just google them, I'm sure you'll figure it out. Speaking of which, you think you can take this one off my hands? I'm not sure where to get rid of it in here" Sarah was holding up my poopy diaper. The Nurse took it, holding it like it could exploded at any minute. Dr. Sanders just rolled her eyes. "Go take that to the dumpster out back and I'll move things along here." The nurse left, holding the diaper as far away from her nose as she could. "Now, I just want to send you down the hall to Dr. Dillon, she deals more with the mental side of things. She's a little busy, but she'll give you a quick assessment and recommendation. Other than that, little Jaxie here seems perfectly healthy." She tickled me under the chin. I giggled. "Ok let's go baby" "Dwessed?" I asked, I didn't need to be walking around this building in nothing but a diaper! "Baby it's just a few doors down, it'll be fine, besides Dr. Dillon should see you like this." I still whined, so mommy gathered up my clothes and shoes, threw them in her bag, plopped the pacifier in my mouth to stop the whining and then did something I did not see coming. She picked me up and settle me on her hip! I had no idea she could do this! I wrapped my legs around her instinctively. "Say bye bye to Dr. Sanders Jaxie" I waved "buh bye". "Awwwh such a cutie, have a good day Sarah, best of luck!" We left and started walking down the hall, well Sarah walked, I was just a passive infant along for the ride. "Ooof baby, you sure are a heavy baby, but sometimes us mommies gotta do what we gotta do. I much prefer to go this route, rather than give you a spank for being a groucy baby." She knocked on the door. "Come in" came another womans voice. So we walked in and mommy sat on a chair. Dr. Dillons eyes went wide for sure, but she recomposed herself quickly. I didn't get a seat, instead I was in mommys lap, sucking my pacie, trying to hide my face from yet another new person. "Awwwwh so who do we have here?" "This is baby Jackson" "He's a bit big for a baby" Dr. Dillon chuckled "Awwwh those diapers are precious! Like a grown up of version of pampers! Well lets get down to it, explain the situation" Sarah got into it, explained the situation the same to this doctor as she did to the last. The stress, the job, the deaths, the accidents, the pull ups, the diapers and the regressive behaviour, etc... "Well I've definitely heard of a few cases like this and theres some good news and bad news. The person just regresses to a time where they didn't have to deal with the trauma, it's certainly a coping method. The bad news is he might never break out and you might have to take of him as a baby for the rest of your life, or you can lean into it, give him a safe space, make him feel loved and cared for and might eventually break out and want to grow back up. We could also offer then very serious therapies or therapeutics, but I'd recommend the other route. Treat him like the baby he seems to be acting as and see where it goes from there." "Ok that sounds like a good plan. I'm still young-ish, I have plenty of money and due to that, have nothing but time, helping me step son, taking care of a baby like I never got to before, it actually seems like a dream! Is there any chance he regresses any further?" Sarah asked. "Well, he's already acting pretty baby-ish, so it's hard to say, he could always drop a level, become less verbal and may want to be fed a certain way. If you follow" "I don't follow" I wasn't following either... "Put your hands over his ears, I don't hant to give his brain anymore ideas" Then, silence, I looked up and could see them talking, but I had no idea what they were saying. "Yeah you definitely can, I'll write a prescription and give you some guides if it ever comes down to that, ok?" "Yes for sure, thank you so much Doctor, come on little one, lets get you dressed and head out." Sarah got me dressed up again in my puppy onesie and shortalls and we headed out. Once we got home Sarah put me right down for a nap, handing me a bottle of warmed up milk in my bed. "Mommy's got a ton things to plan for baby, you catch some winks and I'll come get you later. After such a stressful day and barely sleeping the night prior I passed out half way through my bottle. (I hope everyone enjoyed the chapter, I hope you haven't felt like its gone off the rails yet lol. I think I might try to delay the next chapter a bit since I've been releasing one every 24 hours or so, but ahhhh I'm a sucker for comments and nice words enjoy and let me know what you think!)

Spoilerssss, geez But thank you for commenting, I really have enjoyed your stories in the past, so I hope you enjoy where the story goes It’s my first story, so I’m kinda winging it but I hope people keep enjoying it the further it goes. ps as an author how do you resist throwing up a bunch of chapters all at once? I’ve written 7 so far and just want people to enjoy, but I know it’s better to do the slow and steady approach.

Part 3 OH. MY. GOD! This worked flawlessly so far! We both slipped into these roles so easily! This was exactly what I wanted, oh my god it couldn't have gone better. A diaper change, getting me dressed, baby talking me... she even sniffed my butt like you would any infant who usually leaves their mommies presents in their diapers. I was in heaven! It had been a few hours, me lost in my thoughts and Sarah still downstairs, before I heard her come up and head to bed. I'd have to wait a few more hours for the next test. Hypnosis was a tricky thing, if you did it really well, there wasn't much that could break you out of it, specially once it got rooted in your subconscious. But a few things could knock it out. Like sayyyy being knocked unexpectedly out of REM sleep? I had to try... So after waiting a few hours, not like I could sleep anyway with how god damn excited I was, I waddled up to her doorway and could hear the faintest snoring. Not loud by any means, just the cute, over exhausted type of snoring. So here goes nothing. I walked in with my teddy and shook her gently. I tried best to gather a few tears and did my best sniffles acting. "Mmmmm...hmm? What's going on? Oh baby, it's just you, what's wrong sweetums?" "I hadda nightma momma" I sniffled and let a tear trickle down. "Awwwh baby, come here and snuggle with mommy" She patted the bed right where she had been sleeping. She pulled me, her adult step son, diapered in a onesie, into bed with her to cuddle, to calm me down after a nightmare. Jesus... to say I did this well would be an understatement. There I was, this beautiful woman was spooning me, cuddling me, trying her best to comfort me... had I died and gone to heaven? Maybe, with the way my life had been going, there was a good chance of it... "Tell momma whats wrong baby" she said sleepily. I turned, buried my head in her chest a bit. I could feel her nipple pocking me in the cheek, it took every ounce of strength I had not to go for the suck... it was the first day and that was a big step so I put everything into resisting the urge, from both the baby side and the adult male side. "I scawred of the docta mommy" "Ohhhh shhhhh there's nothing to be afraid of baby" she said as she stroked my hair gently. "Mommy's doctor is really nice and I'm sure she'll be super accepting and nice to you. HeeHee, if this was a few weeks ago, you probably would have been into her, but now instead of getting her number you probably just want her to give you a lollipop or a didee change" She teased. Whoa, she acknoledges just weeks ago I was normal, but sees it as completely normal to treat me like a complete baby now. I'm rather impressed with my abilities... She turned me back around and continued to cuddle me until we both well asleep again. The Next Morning. "Yeah.... you think you can fit me in?..... uh huh... night time accidents... yep.... day time... mmmhmm... wet and messy... seemed to regress... yep... a lot of pressure recently... uh huh... oh perfect, I'll get him dressed and we'll be over soon." Mommy, I mean Sarah, must have been on the phone, based on the pieces of it I think we have a doctors appointment. I had just woken up, still in her bed, but she must have been up going about her day. My bladder was aching at this point, so I decided to just let it out. "Mmmmmmmmmm... sighhhh" "I think I'm starting to recognize that face baby, you doing your piddles in your diapee?" Sarah said. Geez I hadn't even noticed she had come in the room. I decided to be playful and shake my head no and grin. "Hmmm I think my big baby's lyinggggm unless you were doing number two?" She rolled me over a bit in bed and sniffed my butt again. "Doesn't smell like you've made a morning stinky yet" She proceeded to stick two fingers into my diaper to check. "Yep, just as I suspected my big baby boy was lying, mommy knows what your pee face looks like" She smiled and tickled my tummy a bit. We gotta get up and get moving baby, we have an appointment in an hour and a half with mommys doctor, so we gotta boogie. I explained everything and she is sooo excited to see you baby!" This made me nervous, this whole part of the day did, but what could I do? If it went the way I wanted, it would really lock things in and mommy would feel free to really embrace this new situation. "Let's get you downstairs for breakfast baby, I know your wet, but I know sometimes breakfast can make you go number two and I don't want to have to change you twice. So lets go eat!" We headed downstairs and some of my ABDL things I could see had already been moved out of my room and into the kitchen, as I could see the big bottle of milk beside what looked to be a plate of scrambled eggs and the big bib sitting on the kitchen chair, my favourite one that said "Mommy's messy eater" on it. Sarah took little time in plonking me in the chair, tying up the bib and starting to scoop up eggs and shovel them towards my mouth. She did amazingly, always with sound effects, whether it was a race car pulling in for a pit stop, a plane landing in the hangar or a choo choo train pulling into the station. It's like she had been doing this her whole life... I did my part, spitting up some parts, turning my head so some got splatted on my cheeks and generally pretended to be unwilling to eat for parts. After breakfast she did her best to clean up my face and hands before we headed back upstairs to get a diaper change and get dressed for the day. She was quick and efficient with this change, this time going with an ABU Alphagator diaper, so thick and babyish. She picked out a pastel blue onesie which had various puppies on it and went with snap crotch shortalls. I didn't have a ton of ABDL clothes that would look acceptable outside, so the choices were limited. "You stay right here baby, mommy will be right back" I kinda just sat there, I grabbed my pacifier and shoved it into my mouth and suckled as I waited for Sarah to come back. "There it is baby, found it." She was referring to a really big purse she had. "I can't beleive mommy has been so irresponsible that she hasn't even gotten you a proper diadee bag" she cooed at me. "Hmmm need some powder, wipes, bottle, an extra pacie and we'll take a couple of extra didees just in case, especially since you haven't made your morning pushies yet." With everything packed up, we headed out. Sarah drove a fairly spacious SUV, so she got me up into my seat and did up my seatbelt in the back seat. "Again, just another thing mommy needs to get, her little guy needs a car seat, yes he does, yes he doessss" Before closing the door to get going she plopped a pacie in my mouth and handed me my stuffed bear for comfort. "I know trips to the doctors can be scary, but you just need to trust mommy ok?" "Yeth mowmy" I tried to talk around the pacifier. She closed the door and off we went.

Part 2 So I got started, learning everything I could about the subject, watching videos, taking short courses, reading tons of books on the subject, figuring out the best techniques, etc... My step mom asked me what I was doing with my time, I lied of course and explained I was fixing up my resume, sending out job applications and just taking a few courses to help my hirability. I didn't enjoy lying, but, at this point life had beaten me down A LOT and I just wanted to try something for myself, as selfish as that was. So I started practicing, on my step mom, on people on the street, on people at the mall, anyone really. I quickly became pretty good, even seeing good results. One woman at the mall saw what I was doing and came up and asked for my help. She was a heavy smoker and wanted to quit. So I had put her under, put the suggestion in that smoking cigarettes repulsed her and when I seen her two weeks later, she shook my hand and thanked me so sincerely since she hadn't had another since. Wow... this stuff actually did work huh, I was getting close. The ABDL portion of my mind couldn't wait for what we were about to try. It sent my heart racing everytime I thought about it. My goal was to put Sarah under deep, deep hypnosis and convince her to essentially see me as a baby and treat me as such. Ahhhh wouldn't that be great, having my very rich, beautiful step mom just treat me like a baby? That was the life, that was what I wanted. So I kept trying with various people in the public, implanting deeper and deeper backstory and information in people, bringing them out of hypnosis and seeing how they'd react. I had people believing everything, that we were childhood friends, that I was long lost family, that we had history dating, everything... it all worked. Everytime their consciousness couldn't remember or thought something was weird, they just kind of glossed over it, like it was normal, like it was just something they had forgotten. It was weird seeing peoples brains just snap into this and accept things, but it was perfect for what I wanted. I had a lot of info into Sarah all at once and hope it stuck and kind of took on a life of its own. So here it was, 9pm at night on a weekday. I had laid out all my ABDL diapers and accessories in my room so they would be in a logical place to find when my step mom came into my room. I put on a diaper, my bladder was also already pretty full and ready to be let go when needed. I through on some loose jeans and a tshirt and headed downstairs. Sarah was on her desktop just doing some online shopping when I came up with my pocket watch and asked her if I could show her what I had been working on. "Sure baby, anything for you!" She smiled warmly. I was so incredibly nervous, this could all explode in my face, but it was now or never. I put her under and ran a few standard tests. "Bark like a dog" I asked. "Arf! Arf! Arf!" she complied. "Cluck like a chicken" I asked again. "Cluck! Cluck! Cluck!" "Ok now return to deep sleep" I ordered. She was out, waiting for the next order. This was working, but the next was a big info dump I'm not sure her induced brain would take it all in, but I figured I'd try. "Firstly, if I ever say the word tronbone to you, you will re-enter this state immediately" "Secondly, over the last few weeks, in your eyes I've been having a bit of a breakdown due to the stress of losing my job, losing my mom and more recently losing my father. I started with wetting the bed, which progressed to daytime accidents. You suggested we get protection and got adult pull ups. Those worked but things kept getting worse with even a few messy accidents, so you decided to make the switch to diapers. While this was happening, I also acted younger and younger. You accepted it because you finally had an outlet for your motherly instincts and had always wanted someone to care for. Eventually you progressed to using the type of diaper I have on now. I started displaying even more and more babyish behaviour, having accidents all hours of the day, wet and messy, I suck my thumb and any pacifiers you put in my mouth, I'm more emotional and have been crying at the smallest things, you've been cutting up and feeding me my food and making me drink from bottles. All types of behaviour a baby who's about 9 months old would display. You'll want to take me to a doctor to see if there is anything wrong, but if your honest with yourself, you really enjoy treating me like this and want to lean into it." The doctor part was a gamble, god it would be so embarrassing, but if I could go and see one and they declare nothing wrong with me physically and it's just a mental thing, than that would really lock things in. Huge gamble I thought for sure. "So when I snap my fingers, you'll wake up and treat me as I stated before. You'll still see me as an adult and your step son, you'll just be ok with treating me like a baby due to my recent regressive behaviour. Also after getting me settled for the night, you'll go back to shopping on the computer, you were just looking into buying everything I would need for this new life." I quickly fired up some tabs on her PC to sites for the diapers I liked, sites to buy bottles, pacifiers, clothing, even furniture and other ABDL items. While she was still under trance I took off my jeans and absolutely flooded my diaper. I threw the jeans away from me, sat on the floor and got ready to snap my fingers to bring my step mom Sarah, out of trance. *Snap* "Oh my god Jackson what's..." Oh no, did it not work? Her eyes fluttered a little bit, like her brain was making false memories to line up with what I had told her. "Oh my god baby, what are you doing out of your bed? and how come you're not wearing your pj's and wearing a big boy shirt? Ohhhh I think I know, did you come down to see mommy because you made a big peepee?" she asked in the warmest, motherly tone. She grabbed the front of my diaper, it was certainly warm. She stuck two fingers in just to confirm. "Yep, definitely wet, did you leave mommy a stinky present too?" "I gwo peepee, momma, no poopies" I tried to babble out. "Hmmm let's see?" She got down near my butt and sniffed. "Doesn't smell like you left mommy a present, but let's turn you around to check" as she turned me around and pulled back the waistband of the diaper I was wearing. "Nope! all good there sweetums. Let's take you upstairs to get you settled back in bed, it's way past your bedtime and mommy needs to do some shopping." She grabbed my hand to pull me to my feet. I decided to walk this time, trying my best to act unsteady like a baby, I could always switch to crawling later. We got back to the room I had been using so far as a bedroom, but I had strtegically littered with ABDL stuff for my step mom to use. She brought me, in grabbed the change mat I had left out and grab the supplies on the desk. She laid me down on the mat on the floor and got to work. She popped open the diaper like this was completely normal and went about wiping me up all while humming a nice lullaby. She pulled out the old diaper and threw it in the nearby garbage can. "Look what Mommy's got baby, isn't it the cutest? What's this animal say?" She said as she held up my new diaper an ABU Little Kings, with the cute lion on it. "Rarwlle" I kinda tried my best to say it baby-ishly. "Rawr! That's right baby!" She slipped the new diaper under me and started to tickle my belly. I giggled "Yes your my smart little guy eh, just going through a rough little time" she said. Hmmm so it seems she's acknowledging that I've been going through hard times, so that seems to be locked in, and she's treating me like a baby, so that seems locked in too... so far so good. She finished getting my diaper changed. "Ooof baby, I think we might need to invest in some new furniture, changing you on the ground like this has been doing a number on mommy's back." She started looking through things to find me clothing. "Hmmmm how did I not buy any feetie pajamas yet? That's what babies wear to bed... hmm well I guess we'll have to go with this onesie and slide some little booties on your feet sweetums" And that's what she did, pulling one of my onesies over my head and snapping the crotch closed and popping the pair of pink warm baby booties I owned on my feet. After that, she pulled me up again and guided me into bed and pulled the covers up. But not before... "Oh, we can't forget this can we?" She was holding up my pacifier. "Ppppssshhhh spaceship coming in for landing, permission to land?" She was guiding it towards my mouth. "Grwanted!" I giggled. *Pop* *suck* *suck* *suck* I sucked and gurgled happily behind the pacifier. "Awwh aren't you the cutest, mommy is really enjoying this, but you need to get some sleep, mommies gonna try to get you into to see her doctor tomorrow to make sure your healthy and to make sure your noggin is all right" She smiled. "Night mama!" "Nighty night baby boy" She turned out the light and went back downstairs, presumably to shop for new things for this life. (remember this is fiction, it may not be realistic, but it's how I wrote it. Thanks to those of you who comment and read the first chapter )