LuLu

Hi all, since I started this post, I had the idea of keeping it up. Today is a balance day to prevent another time consuming binge. I could have an AB day doing more than wearing diapers I wear for stress incontinence given there is another storm, but don't feel like it.

I deliberately take a day out once in a while to be 3 years old. I color, play with blocks and a baby online game, suck a pacifier etc. I then get tired of it and put everything away until the next time.

Hi all. Happy day off if you have it like I do. I did a lot of responsible stuff last week and Tuesday through Thursday have many stressful moments in my search for a new job. So today is play day! I am snug in two thick cloth diapers and extra dribble pads in my underwear, sucking on my binky, eating from my baby dish. I will watch kids programs on PBS, color, play with blocks and on my kids screenname, and look at all the pictures here. Hope you all can enjoy the day!

Welcome. My wanting to wear diapers started in high school really and I started wearing them on and off after college when I got my own place when I wore towels. I started buying diapers from a medical store when I was 30. Since 1994 I have worn them 24/7 sometimes Depends undergarments then to save money extra thick pads, also as I needed them for dribbling when I run or sneeze. I wear thick cloth diapers in my home on my AB relaxation days. This is one of them. I am snug in two thick cloth diapers sucking on a binky! Why this feels so calming, who is to know. No one knows about my wearing diapers. I just share with people in DL/AB world.

There are times when I am stressed that I may do AB things like suck on a pacifier or eat from a baby dish with a little spoon every day in a week. Other times I do AB things one day on a weekend. I wear diapers, extra thick pads, 24/7 which I dribble in not voluntarily. On these special AB days I wear these wonderful warm and snug cloth diapers.

Hi all, hope you are all doing well. I have been busy taking care of things, and haven't wanted to do my AB playing quite a few days. Tomorrow though is a holiday with bad weather predicted. I am going to put on my big cloth diaper, suck on my binky and play all day.

Just saying hi and having a new post for those who read all of yesterday's posts. I am glad my time consuming binge of two weeks ago really is over. I just have this and two more sites that are AB/DL owned bookmarked for daily contact. Have a great day all.

I use disposable pads which hopefully are better for the environment but then I am not totally incontinent, thank goodness. Cloth diapers are what I wore as a baby/child. I wear one just for that feeling that I am 3 years old again.

I wear a diaper 24/7 so I go 15 or more hours in one everywhere, wearing extra thick pads in my underwear. When I am wetting not by choice, dribbling really, I change fairly soon.

Hi all. Hope you all have a snug warm day and weekend. I am going to spend the day studying a book on a subject I want to write about then watching film noir videos. Also I am very happy as I got my Federal tax refund into my account, direct deposit. I always worry that I have made a mistake putting in the numbers on the online tax forms and the refund will go into the wrong account, part of the clumsiness I wrote about before.

Yes, I am happier as there are sufficient for me new posts to read when I come here in the morning to not feel so alone. This is the only board that has regular posters everyday. Still a lot more viewers to posters. Perhaps if viewers/lurkers knew of the way we can ignore flamers some more would post as well.

Hi all..I am tired from taking 2-4 mile walks every day since Saturday when it wasn't freezing in my area. Today it is raining and I plan to spend the day in wearing my new cloth diaper all day, but using pads underneath if necessary. It is warm and snug. I have a lot of catching up to do reading and doing research for some writing I want to do (I have had articles published here and there over the years.) Hope all have a great day!

Hi all, I got up late as I was playing on the computer very late but it was OK as I am very stressed right now with a work change. Yesterday I found some Aveeno might cream on sale. It was very soothing. Hope all goes well today.

This is good how so many connected! CU tomorrow morning. Sleep tight.

Thank you again. Hope others join in. Have a great day. CU tomorrow.

I thank you for answering and because of what you wrote won't be leaving but will just reply to this post and not post anything for the voyeurs.

I come to this board every morning not to feel so all alone and it is sad when there are no new posts. I thought I would start this one for people who want to just check in and "feel connected." Not much is new here except I took a real long walk yesterday by a beach, did some telecommuting work, and got some new crayons.

I have taken care of my fantasy when I was in my "trying to go full-stop" phase--of sitting in a damp thick diaper, sucking on a pacifier, coloring in my new book, "talking" to other babies, and looking at photos of other babies on the computer so I don't feel alone. I am not aroused sexually, just feel very warm and comforted deep inside. Now I have a fanatasy of being tethered and spanked, but not too hard. Once I did go out with a guy I met in personal ads and have him spank me but it was too hard. I had no control over what he did.

When I had a period of stress incontinence in late 1994 that got me into diapers 24/7 even though I got it under control, I went online and to support group at a local health center to some group I can't remember the name of. But then I knew I always had a craving to wear diapers and in a way was glad I had a real reason to wear them, though I would never want to be totally incontinent as I heard about at the support group. Now I am back into dribbling when I get up or walk fast and am getting a more substantial diaper at the store today. Yesterday, after my pad was dribbled in when walking from the bus I ran into a friend. We talked as usual, but I did not accept her invitation to come to her home to continue the chat as I wasn't sure of how my pad was holding up. With a better more discrete diaper that I felt more secure about I would have gone up.

I guess my being up early is going to reactivate a lot of older postings. I wear diapers because I feel safe and secure in them and I have a deep craving to wear them. I went through binge and purge periods before the late summer of 1994. Then I had a stress incontinence problem where I had a real need for them. I went to some support groups to keep the incontinence under control physically and emotionally. Even when I was dribbling, I found that nothing happened when I wore diapers--Depends Undergarments or when I had less money extra thick bladder control pads--everywhere I went. I forgot I had them on and to my knowledge no one noticed. So I kept on wearing them 24/7 wearing this thick cloth diaper you see in my Avitar in my home (I live alone) and doing other AB things--sucking a pacifier, eating in a plastic dish with a baby spoon-when I really feel stressed as I do now.

I like the feeling of a dry one but can't keep it dry for long right now, dribbling a lot. Wet is nice too but not soaking as it gets cold.

I change my own diapers though with the cloth one I have now this is hard as it is a thick flannel one that is too small for me. I am getting bigger cloth ones today and can't wait! They will be easier to put on. Also I am getting bigger diaper pins.

I've worn diapers--mostly Depends undergarments or extra thick maxipads--24/7 for 8 years now in all my life situations except when going swimming and I might get swimmers. Before that I had binge and purge periods with them. I did have some leaking problems from time to time but really I mostly don't need them. I just want to be in one all the time as in them I feel safe, cuddled and warm inside. Because of an orthopedic injury six years ago I can't be in a sexual relationship with another person so that simplifies that part of it.

So it is true that no one sees a bulk or hears a crinkle when we are wearing the Depends Underwear? I did a lot of checking before I started wearing them 24/7 (I don't like to do more than dribble) viewing myself from the front and back in my slacks. I didn't think anyone could tell I was wearing one and didn't hear a noise. I changed to extra absorbent Poise Pads when I became unemployed. They hold dribbles OK and are better for discretion for 24/7 wearers. However, now I have some more money I would like to go back to the Depends Undergarment to feel more fully comforted and "safe".

Mine is Mam too. It is sooo comforting. I can have it in my mouth all night just there, playing with it or leaning back for a total suck with my whole body warm and comfy.