JenAndTonic

I'm hoping to get back into RPing, something to get me to write and tell creative stories at least once a day. Not sure I can revive a story from years ago, but I still love Fairbanks, Alaska...

I'm taking a break from being a real life community leader, and would like to start RPing and writing again.

My niece started potty training today. All I can think is "You fool! You don't know what you're doing!"

Favorite moment of the day: "Oh, hey, I guess I'm with the group." "Great, could you take their ticket over to them." Goes over, comes back. "Oh, I think there's been some mistake." "Oh, your with that internet group." That will be the exchange I remember today by.

My first munch was super! The Atlanta littles community showed this shy out of towner a wonderful time. Distance or not, I'm determined to be at least an occasional member of this great group of people.

First munch tomorrow!! I'm really nervous but I'm also really excited. So I guess I'm really nervousited.

Got a weird compliment today. I was told with my hair cut short and face shaved I looked like "a little high school boy" the woman (a client of mine) apologized, but little did she know that telling me I look ten years younger is probably the best compliment she could give me, as an ageplayer.

Aww yeah, 'House of Black and White' time. The second of my favorite 10-13 weeks per year is underway!

Why is it winter one week and summer the next? Aside from the fact that it's time to get back to work after the winter slow season, I'm mourning the departure of my favorite season.

I hate migraines. Had to spend most of the day in bed because it felt like someone kicked me in the head with a steel toe boot that also makes you sick and makes light, noise and thinking hurt. And light, noise and thinking are three of my favorite things.

It occurs to me I'm not good at titling. Renamed my last story. Originally titled "Octopus" because the animal is a recurring motif in the greater work. But it's not really a good title and doesn't capture the spirt of the work as much as it captures the spirit of what sounded good at 1 AM after writing the last scene. So now it's retitled 'Still Me', which I think sums everything up much more nicely.

A full twenty pages in tonight. Abena M3's are a writer's best friend.

Not much can be more frustrating that telling your crush, 'I love you' and her saying 'I know.' Then I try, 'I've had a crush on you for a few years now, and she's like 'I know'. Not sure how to take that. I really want to be her little girl. It just...it just feels like history repeating itself, like I'll never get to be someones darling daughter.

Busy tonight, but I would really like to get into role playing on the forum. Not really sure how this works, but hit me up if you're interested in an RP partner.

Working again! Short story/one-shot/excerpt. Regressed girl goes to the aquarium with her surrogate big sister. I love it, zoo's always bring out the biologist in me, but aqquarium's never fail to let loose my little. Oh, chracter development and stuff is there too. It's part of whole but I hope it stands on it's own.

Drop. That strange mix of excitement, anxiety, and melancholy has got my in it's three clawed grip. Got really little last night. One of the very few times I broke the head-space barrier. Layed out a blanket on the floor, watched some cartoons, got doubled up and settled in. Goodnites do not necessarily make good mornings when all you want to do is talk about how awesome and cool it was to be little and you find yourself surrounded by the vanilla masses.

It feelts like a vodka and V8 Splash kinda night. Microwave some nuggets, get in my little mermaid pajamas, set a blanket and some stuffies out on the floor and let's Netflix some Monster High and My Little Pony. I am an ABDuLt and this is how I spend my sunday night.

Psyched for my birthday next month. 25 years old and 1/3 the way done. I've told my friends that I don't want anything other than a fun night out. Thankfully, Adore Delano has a vieo where she shows what I really want.

Really excited about my new story, LilBrat. Glad I took some time away from 'serious' stuff, to get back to making stories for all of you! Any writing helps me grow, and writing here is fun for me, and I hope gives you some fun too.

Full credit goes to Tamae FFT at Deviant Art for my pic.Seeing as I myself love Lovecraft and Rachel, the protag in my first story cuddles with a Cthulu stuffie, it was too perfect to pass up.