Baby_Mark

I just moved to Paris. I was wondering if anyone would be close.

I didn't know about my fetish until I was like 23 I think. I was in the air force. I did used to poop in my underwear when I was in high school. I always used a paper towel or somehting like that for the protection so mom didn't see anything in my underwear when she washed them. I think I was stationed in Texas at the time I got back into it when I was on a old BBS system that had fidonet. Fidonet got messed up and the index changed and somehow I was on the adult baby one. Oh my god. I finally found something that explained my thing. I read as much as I could I loved it. Then they fixed it and it all went away. It wasn't long until I got AOL and my first taste of internet. I subscribed to ASFD on newsgroups and all hell broke loose. I wnet out and bought some diapers.. It was baby diapers. I couldn't totally fit in them but i used them.. THe next time I bought some cheap adult ones that sucked. Then I had some attends and I was addicted.. I tried to quit many times and I know I will try to quit again. I love the diapers but I hate the other part that goes with it but that is me. I am into using them now but that does not mean that in a few weeks that I wont quit again. But I am sure I will come back around.

Well does seem like a good idea for someone wanting to go all the way. I don't think that is for me. I wouldn't mind trying it for a week and a half to two weeks(vacation time). But that is about it. Please keep us up to date on your progress it seems to be a wealth of information that we are learning. Plus you probably need to start buying diapers by the case and then order ahead. Baby Mark

I like it too.. I drive back from my parents a few weeks ago wearing a diaper and pull-up underneath, and had to go a little while after leaving and I didn't really didn't smell much until I was close to home and purchased gas, I guess I moved it around some and it filled the car up with the smell. Mark

I had 7 years in the Air Force. Where were you stationed?.. I was at Norton, and Dyess.. Also I am getting a degree in Telecommunications Systems Managment in May. I have been working in the computer repair\Network area since 1996. Hopefully I can find a job that lets me move a little farther away so the parents don't drop in unexpectedly. BTW I am 36 and turning 37 next month. Baby Mark

I'd say my first time was about 1994.. I was stationed in Texas and I drove around town and found an out of the way drug store and bought Attends. I made sure I had a bag big enough to sneak it into the dorms. I was so scared.. but over time I am more at ease but I am always afraid of someone I know seeing me. Some people love that part of it.. but I dont care for it. I like to be private about it and keep it to myself. I want to find someone that I could sure it with but I don't want people at work to print out a picture of me online in diapers and pass it around the office.. I know people that would to it.. babyMark

Well my name is Mark and I have been in and out of this fetish for about 20 years.. I am 37. I am about to graduate college here in May and I plan on moving. I am presently living in Murray,Ky. I am also on BBIF but I mainly lurk. I am pretty much closeted about this and only two people know. I have tried to stop this fetish for years but I finally figure out that I don't think I will ever be totally out of it. So I lately I feel like I have been getting my shit together and I have been doing a lot of searching up diapers again. So I hope now that there is alittle more women out there but I don't think there are enought to go around. But I hope I find me one. With that said I hope that I can also find regular diaper friends too. Also after I graduate I hopefully will be moving. I may be moving to Huntsville,AL. But who knows. Baby Mark