With a sharp long term memory, my love for diapers go back as young as about 2 or 3. After I was toilet trained, the desire was always there. It gave me some arousal and I always fantasized about wearing them. Cloth diapers and plastic pants were always my thing. Finally at age 25 I discovered they make them in adult sizes. I often like to just put on plastic pants alone and pleasure myself in them. I keep this secret as this could weird people out. What I'm doing is perfectly harmless. Disposable diapers do the trick too and the only harm with that is environmental concerns. I don't like to mess in diapers but like to wet but often reluctant to because I've had leaks before.