TheMagicDragon

My name is Glenn. I've a Masters degree, work FT, and have college adjunct teaching experience. I'm remarried and have a few kids already out of the nest, having started young. That makes me a young empty-nester. It's not been easy for me - I've never been afraid to take chances you see. But I've learned what's most important and am much happier now more than ever.

I've never really stopped loving diapers since childhood. I resented having been taken out of them. There are numerous instances I can remember that have contributed to my diaper fetish and other likes. The focus on "Diapers" is a constant nagging craving that, as a real father and married man I denied myself of for a few decades, until recently. Not anymore!

About fifteen or so years ago, I discovered via the internet that I'm not alone. Over this time I've become more and more active, gotten out to meet many people into the diaper scene and also the overall BDSM scene in general, and i discovered along the way that I am several things: I knew I was a DL and that I like to wear girls underwear. Recently I discovered that I am an Age Playing "Little Boy" (not an AB). I am a real Daddy with real-life experience but I've always been a kid-like guy inside. I like to age play with my wife, who will sometimes mother me (well I change myself.) I like to be treated as a good little boy. I am happy when in diapers and oh what a difference age-play makes in the way I view life!

Kinkyness loves kompany. Its gotten so that I much prefer friends in life who are into (DLs and "Little" Age Players) or at least both aware and tolerant of this scene (BDSM'rs)(Mommies, Daddies, Aunties, Uncles, etc...) This was a realization taught me by others here and for that I am grateful. I've grown to be quite an advanced baby! I go visit my little friends and they come over to my house, its kinda cute! Its nice to be able to walk around the house diapered and acting little and feeling proud and happy. We chatter alot here!

I'm so happy now that I've affirmed my fetish. Why deny my inner child? I've got a Childlike personality anyway...I'm easily amused, love kiddy games and want to feel protected. Kind of a funny mix, considering I'm also an independant adult who loves adventures and intellectual pursuits...then again there's nothing quite like an Icecream cone and my blankie. I am FOREVER getting caught with my hand in the cookie jar! I'd rather be in diapers (and using them) regardless of the role that I am playing. I totally admire the whole concept of what a diaper is, what it is for, and how nice and comforting it is. What a secure safe feeling. At home I am completely out as an dl and I do not use the toilet at all (I am afraid of the Potty Monster!) I am proud of the huge strides I have acheived in being able, as an adult, to just rely on my diaper - its feels wonderful to those of us who have this fetish! Part of my fetish involves sharing the enjoyment of diapers. I think its heaven to be sitting in only my diaper and t-shirt (otherwise exposed just like a little boy) in a room full of like-minded adults (especially the ladies) just chatting it up casually and just using my diaper without shame, for all to see - being proud of it and sincerely and frankly talking about it all the while. I really do not mind being seen as a child-like man. I could do it much of the time if it were practical. I honestly feel that diapers are also for adults to enjoy. I like my diaper friends a whole bunch and they're welcome at my home with my wife's blessing http://www.dailydiapers.com/board/public/style_emoticons/#EMO_DIR#/angel_not.gif .

Most importantly, I'm married to a wonderful gal who lets me be myself! She's my lucky charm and "Most special person". She was very accepting of everything although I still had the hardest time telling. She never pressured me, when life was like living in a pressure cooker. My life's not like that anymore and I attribute this to her loving, caring influence. I love her sooooooo much! I hope other people have the chance to find love love they deserve and need, just I me. It so happens that she is a psychotherapist by trade and is well-informed of "us". God I'm a lucky boy!

So now, I'm having great fun doing the things I want/need to do, meeting others like myself and feeling happy about who I am. I'm more relaxed in diapers and it's just not such a big deal anymore. I run a fun group that meets monthly for a munch and activity. Its called 'New Jersey Littles'. The NJL Munch moves around so that everyone gets the opportunity to come out and also this keeps things interesting. We cross post ourselves here and in a few other places, soon to include the wonderful munch announcement website: www.LittlesMunch.com. I've met several dozen people in person. http://www.dailydiapers.com/board/public/style_emoticons/#EMO_DIR#/groupwave.gif

More Age-players and DLs are sitting on the fence or complaining about how they are so all alone http://www.dailydiapers.com/board/public/style_emoticons/#EMO_DIR#/crybaby.gif , maybe not yet ready or perhaps not even aware of this fantastic scene. We have a ways to grow but once people get a taste of what they can have they tend to want it more. Its like Ice Cream - Your favorite kind. Why would you want to stop?

What I'd like to say to you: "Please do something for yourself - get off your derriere and come meet up with a few others! http://www.dailydiapers.com/board/public/style_emoticons/#EMO_DIR#/beer.gif http://www.dailydiapers.com/board/public/style_emoticons/#EMO_DIR#/pizza.gif http://www.dailydiapers.com/board/public/style_emoticons/#EMO_DIR#/band.gif No-one here is asking you to out yourself! Why would anyone here want to be outed? Its an inside crowd thing now! http://www.dailydiapers.com/board/public/style_emoticons/#EMO_DIR#/thumbsup.gif

If I can do it, then you can do it - I'm nothing special, I'm shy and fearful sometimes, Its work - but I turn it into fun! A LG friend recently told me "Its Worth it!" and so it is. If you've needed someone - anyone - else to believe in you, you first must learn to believe in yourself. Do it. The day you do, you begin to realize that its more fun to give that same kindness to others than it is to stay away and feel sorry for yourself. Giving is a complete and instant reversal of being needy and feeling sorry for oneself.

Think about this: when you're all alone, in your diaper perhaps, feeling sad - don't you sometimes feel sad for the other guy/gal out there who must be feeling the same way? Its called 'lonelyness'. Its not a good feeling, is it. There are THOUSANDS of lonely people on this website alone. But thanks to a few website organizers in ABDL land, at least we have a place to hear each other! WE ARE NO LONGER TRULY ALONE. Come out and be social!

ATTENTION: THE YEAR IS NOW 2011! WE ARE IN THE MIDST OF A SOCIAL REVOLUTION! KINK IS IN THE MEDIA! NEW ANNUAL AGEPLAY CONVENTIONS ARE HERE: CAPCon AND NELIcon ... WILL YOU BE HERE?

So this year give it a try. Believe in yourself. Take that chance and reach out even if its hard. Do what you have to do to find happiness (Nappiness?) "ITS SO WORTH IT!"

GlennDL