Kazakazi

If I can get a quick/easy tutorial on how to do it, I'm definitely up for it.

Sure, why not. It's been a minute. I'm not sure how to get into a private server though.

Meh, I signed up. NOt really like the interface. But it's pretty cool way to find other people with kinks. Are the videos any good?

I got a question. I'm a young 19, so I wanna ask, is it normal to be kinda nervous about moving out and being able to pay for everything by yourself and maybe your other significant other? I mean, I have two jobs, and between them work ~55 hours a week. I've almost got my car paid off. I've got like $1200, and I pay like 200 a month, 70 for insurance, and 45 for my phone. Then, where I"m currently at I'll pay like 200 a month for cable, electric, rent, etc. (which is split between the three of us I should say). Then of course the other stuff like food and stuff. I think I'm just more paranoid that if I did move by myself I couldn't do it. Especially since I live in a tourist/retirement county where housing is harder to find cheap. Least from what I've seen.

I stumbled upon this little video. Please tell me there is more stuff like this. This stuff is my kind of gold. http://ab-dl.com/Vids/DiaperLover/diaper_lover_001.php

Well, the whole reason for moving out, is because my old friend of almost 7 years was in a bad spot. And for $400 a month for 2 acres, it was hard for him to let go. It was either that, or he moved back with his parents. A part of me says that is the reason, and the other part says it's because I wanted to be independent from family.

SO I finally had the opportunity to move out of my family's house (I lived with my aunt and uncle) to go live out on my own. As an ABDL (10% AB, 90% DL), you'd think this would be a godsend... not really. when I lived with my aunt and uncle, I at least had a room with a lock and long windows of privacy to indulge in this fetish (and even others simultaneously) as long as I Could be quiet about it. But, I moved out with some friends in a VERY small house. I"m talking there are no doors that separate the rooms except for the doors going outside. No door even for the bathroom. Two of us sleep in the living room, and the other sleeps in the small loft that is above the living room. And usually one of us is up at all times of the night. And when one person finally goes to bed at like 9am, another person wakes up. Possibly the worst part about the whole thing, is when I moved, to eliminate the possibility of getting caught is that I had to toss all my ABDL items. It wasn't much, just a small collection, but I had to toss my Maximum Protection Depends. I know they're not great, but it's the only decent diapers that are available without ordering them. I do still have a pair of Depends adjustable briefs in my trunk, but they're crap. But like I said, I hardly get any privacy. I have my computer pointed to my corner of the living room, so I have that much to stay in touch. And occassionally I get the privacy to enjoy an orgasm in the bathroom when the one guy is too into Diablo at five in the morning to pay attention to anything, but that is it. This thread is like half a rant/whine, and half "What would you do?" I suppose. Lol The messed up part is if I lived with my girlfriend, I'd have no problem, cause she knows everything (EVERYTHING, even that I occassionally enjoy messing. And she's alright with everything, minus the messing, but she said she won't mind if she does it when she's not around. Sometimes she'll even join in. What a keeper, huh? ) But until she moves back from living with her dad in several months from now, I won't get that wonderful chance. D: ...I"m so depressed (and diaper deprived). This is the crybaby in my coming out, lol.

That's exactly how I am. I might try to cuddle and talk, but I don't want to do anything sexual for like an hour again. Including diapers.

OKay, well I have been into diapers for a while. From wearing diapers of other kids who weren't potty trained when I was, to trying to squeeze into my cousins's diapers when I was nine, to seeing diaper vids/pics on the Internet, to getting my own diapers and wearing them myself. So, there is something I've been wondering. 90% of the time I have diapers on my mind (or around my waist), it usually ends in an orgasm. But, soon as the final wave of pleasure from the orgasm is done, I don't really find diapers all that fun. If I am wearing a wet/messy diaper, and I cum, I usually end up taking the diaper off (after I've gained feeling from the intense orgasm) because I guess I find it unappealing. I'd like to be able to cum and still enjoy the feeling of a diaper. However, it isn't just my diaper fetish either. Whenever I orgasm period, NOTHING seems to arouse me. Diapers don't, bondage doesn't. Hell, even my girlfriend begging me for a second round doesn't. Very rarely am I up to go two rounds in one night with my girl. Is it common? And if so, what can I do about it?

OKay, so before I used to live with my girlfriend and her family, except our room was seperate from the actual house, so me and my girlfriend could be loud, dirty, and no one in the main house would know. Well, I moved out. I now live by myself and live with my uncle and his family... but in the same house. Now, I still want to continue wearing diapers, but there is a problem. I am posting on the "Stinky, Squishy, and Proud" forum, obviously because I like messing my diapers. Well, that is a problem with living in the same house. Normally everyone is asleep at around one o'clock. So I have the early morning hours to myself. But for one, how do I keep the smell of a wet and messy used diaper from smelling the house and my room? If it's just for an hour or so, that is fine with me, but I don't want it to stink their house up for a long time... Normally I don't keep on a stinky diaper on for long. Diapers are more of a sexual thing for me, so when I use them, whenever I do achieve my orgasm, I clean up afterwords.

When I first read this topic, I can honestly say no (well, since she's not my wife, I can say no twice really). But, I just told her today. She's known about the diapers, the wettings, the masturbating, the spankings, and the babying. In fact, she's been a part of all of the above. But did she know about the pooping? No. But, as of this morning, she does now, and she didn't think it was very "sexy" we'll put it, but she was fine that I do it, so long as I didn't involve her in it, which I understand. I'm just glad I've found such an understanding girl about what I am into.

Let's put it this way. Normally, it takes me a LONG time to achieve climax in a diaper. I guess it's because it's hard for the feeling to go through the thickness. But that day took no time at all to achieve a second mess in my diaper.

OKay, so for the first time in forever, I've had the time to myself. Me, no work, no school, nobody else. Girlfriend left for work herself, and I was by myself with me, diapers, my favorite "TOYS" and a locked door. Honestly, I'd be planning this for over half of a week now. First, ever since last night, I've been waiting to use the facilities to poop in, so that I could save it for today. I put on my diaper tightly, but loose enough to give it enough bulge in the butt. Now, the real fun because. I got out my ballgag, fuzzy pink handcuffs, and a little blindfold of mine. I placed the ballgag behind my teeth, and strapped it in tightly (God I love the feel of a gag in my mouth). Then, I slipped the blindfold over my eyes, and clicked the handcuffs on my wrists in front of me. Diapered, gagged, blindfolded and bound as I was, I take the normal position that I take when I go to fill my diaper. I wasn't expecting much, because I haven't filled my diaper much before, just a little. But boy was there plenty. I filled this diaper up. Sure, there was more room, but NEVER have I been able to fill it this much. I was moaning by this point by the soft squishiness in my diaper, as it mushed it's way around. It was such an amazing feeling. Now, was time to punish myself for being a naughty dirty diaper boy. There is a beam from the sealing that has a nail on it. I found my way over to it, and tossed the chain up above my head over the nail, so that my arms were suspended above my head. I've never before felt such a feeling: The feeling over a dirty diaper, bound and gagged with it. After something amazing (and something I've wanted to do forever) like that, I just had to share it with somebody. Has anyone ever had an experience like that?

Well, I usually don't have too much of a problem messing. It's just that it's usually firm, and not the feeling I'm looking for. My poop generally just stays together. Honestly, I'd like a diaper that is soft enough that it runs throughout the diaper. And so far, the cleanup is nothing. Pull off the diaper when I'm done, and wipe with wipes that I got, and I'm perfectly fine. It's somewhat hard to get it out, but I find that if I sit on the toilet or squat, I can go. It is somewhat forced, as I kind of have to force my sphincter muscles to not close when it's coming out. But overall, I think that if I had softer (and messier) poop, I wouldn't have any problems (except more clean-up time). Usually, when I eat things with fiver, it doesn't really make it soft, but rather just makes me go more often.

I'll listen to your story. I'm new myself, so maybe we can help each other out.

First off, I was REALLY unsure of where to post this at, but considering it has me talking about messing, I figured that it would belong here so that if someone else didn't want to read about, that they wouldn't stumble across this topic. If it doesn't belong, PLLLLLLEASE HELP ME MOVE IT. I'm new, and I'd like to put topics where they belong. But on with the story. Btw, if the post is too long for you to read, I left a TL;DR down on the bottom in large letters. Today (or rather yesterday) was my first time as a baby again in sixteen years. Over the years I've tried wearing the diapers of younger relatives that still wore diapers, but naturally I was too big and could not make it work. Well, as an eighteen year old with a source of income and a little private time, I thought it was about time I tried. After paying all my bills and such, I took my spending money and decided to spend it on something that I've craved over the years, but couldn't have... diapers. I went to Walgreens and after much embarrassment and time, I finally grew a pair and got a package of Depends Fitted Maximum Protection, along with a small bottle of baby powder. Here was my first mistake, not buying wipes. Well, after the day goes by and me and my girlfriend get to go to bed (I've talked it over with this, and my girlfriend has said that she is totally willing to go along with this) I waited until everybody went to sleep themselves. I woke my girl up and as usual, being the still horny teens we are, had our love-making session like we always do. When finished, I asked her if she would like to diaper me, and she said yes. As much as I love my girlfriend, she is clueless on how to put an adult diaper on a adult. Granted, it's not like she'd have much practice but... One of the tapes ripped, and when she was all done, the diaper really wasn't tight enough. I had to fix it when she wasn't looking with a little duct tape, haha. Well, after picking on me about how cute I looked, we went to sleep. Needless to say I fell asleep pretty comfortably. Well, about two hours later, I woke back up, and decided that since I fantasized about it soooo much, that I'd use my diaper just like a helpless little baby. I stood in the bathtub to make sure that any urine that might escape wouldn't get on the bed or floor. GOD WHAT A FEELING! T The feeling of hot urine all throughout the diaper... *Shudders* After enjoying the feeling of pissing myself, it was time to finally do the deed... the diaper messing. First, I tried squatting down in the tub. I managed to get a little bit out. Well, I moved and sat down on the toilet, and that helped to get a lot out. Then, I tried to laying on the floor, and press my legs out against something (like a girl giving birth) and push. After several minutes, the hot mess down my backside is finally to the point where I like. Now, I don't mean to sound disgusting (though I'm sure some of you have done it too), but the feeling of just rubbing my poop down my backside, and the warm urine keep my crotch clean while I fondled myself... better than any orgasm. Well, here's where the fun ended: the diaper removal, and cleanup. Getting rid of the diaper was an easy task... cleaning myself up... not so much. I had planned on using the baby wipes that I thought we had from when there was a baby in the house... turns out there were none left. Just my luck. So, I tried scraping off as much as I could with toilet paper, and flushing it, then risked taking a shower in the middle of the night and waking everyone up. Thankfully, no one awoke. I cleaned up and got new clothes on, and settled down. I contemplated putting on another diaper (this time making it snug and tighter), but decided it could wait for another night. Needless to say, tonight was an amazing night. I learned a few things (such as making sure you have wipes before messing), and got to experience new things, and it was amazing to say the least. I enjoy playing baby, and if I had the chance, I think I'd play baby 24/7 if it weren't for the responsibilities of the world. But, a few question: 1) What's the best way to help my girlfriend get better at diapering me? She knows how to change diapers for sure, just not adult diapers. The fact that my diapers had three tabs on each side kind of amazed her, haha. 2) I'm not so sure that my girlfriend is as accepting of the actual using of the diapers as much as just wearing them, so how would I learn to clean myself up should I decided to mess myself? 3) Messing my diaper was actually pretty hard and I had to strain a lot to mess. Is it just because of the space of the diaper, or what. Not to sound too nasty, but I think I'd want my messes to be fairly soft to mess easier and to "play in it" by sitting in it, pressing against it through the diaper, etc. But like I said, it was an amazing night, and I can't look forward to the next time. If you actually sat and read all that, then I wish I had a cookie to give you. But I appreciate that concern regardless. And for those that didn't read all of it, or do not want to... TL;DR Finally able to diaper myself. Girlfriend diapered me (awkwardly, but diapered). I woke up later and used the diaper (both ways) and ran into a few problems. A few questions: 1) What's the best way to help my girlfriend get better at diapering me? She knows how to change diapers for sure, just not adult diapers. The fact that my diapers had three tabs on each side kind of amazed her, haha. 2) I'm not so sure that my girlfriend is as accepting of the actual using of the diapers as much as just wearing them, so how would I learn to clean myself up should I decided to mess myself? 3) Messing my diaper was actually pretty hard and I had to strain a lot to mess. Is it just because of the space of the diaper, or what. Not to sound too nasty, but I think I'd want my messes to be fairly soft to mess easier and to "play in it" by sitting in it, pressing against it through the diaper, etc.

OKay, well after being with my girlfriend for almost two years now, I revealed to her that I was into the AB/DL fetish. She told me that she was alright with it, and that she is willing to partake in it. We even talked about it, and she said that she might even try to be a part of it (as in, try wearing diapers herself. I explained to her that it helped me relax, and I think that is why she want to try it with me). We actually did something special today. Since we were both home a little sick with nothing to do. We took a nap together. She was on her period, and she told me that her pad was kind of like wearing a diaper. We talked, and we talked myself into putting on a pair of her panties and wearing a pad myself. It was wonderful. Well, we decided that we would try wearing actual diapers... Here represents my questions: Between the three stores I want to go to (CVS, Walgreens, and Wal-Mart), who has good diapers that are good to play with? I'd like to avoid CVS if possible as I've got a friend who works there. Secondly... we still live at her parent's house. So, we need to find a place to hide these things. We've got a makeshift trashcan that I was thinking would work nicely. I'm just so nervous of getting caught by her parents. She may be understanding, but I'm not so certain about the rest of her family. I don't want to do this 24/7 (or a lot). I just wanna get the urge out of me until we do move out. So help, please DD?