Kazakazi

If I can get a quick/easy tutorial on how to do it, I'm definitely up for it.

Sure, why not. It's been a minute. I'm not sure how to get into a private server though.

Meh, I signed up. NOt really like the interface. But it's pretty cool way to find other people with kinks. Are the videos any good?

I got a question. I'm a young 19, so I wanna ask, is it normal to be kinda nervous about moving out and being able to pay for everything by yourself and maybe your other significant other? I mean, I have two jobs, and between them work ~55 hours a week. I've almost got my car paid off. I've got like $1200, and I pay like 200 a month, 70 for insurance, and 45 for my phone. Then, where I"m currently at I'll pay like 200 a month for cable, electric, rent, etc. (which is split between the three of us I should say). Then of course the other stuff like food and stuff. I think I'm just more paranoid that if I did move by myself I couldn't do it. Especially since I live in a tourist/retirement county where housing is harder to find cheap. Least from what I've seen.

I stumbled upon this little video. Please tell me there is more stuff like this. This stuff is my kind of gold. http://ab-dl.com/Vids/DiaperLover/diaper_lover_001.php

Well, the whole reason for moving out, is because my old friend of almost 7 years was in a bad spot. And for $400 a month for 2 acres, it was hard for him to let go. It was either that, or he moved back with his parents. A part of me says that is the reason, and the other part says it's because I wanted to be independent from family.

SO I finally had the opportunity to move out of my family's house (I lived with my aunt and uncle) to go live out on my own. As an ABDL (10% AB, 90% DL), you'd think this would be a godsend... not really. when I lived with my aunt and uncle, I at least had a room with a lock and long windows of privacy to indulge in this fetish (and even others simultaneously) as long as I Could be quiet about it. But, I moved out with some friends in a VERY small house. I"m talking there are no doors that separate the rooms except for the doors going outside. No door even for the bathroom. Two of us sleep in the living room, and the other sleeps in the small loft that is above the living room. And usually one of us is up at all times of the night. And when one person finally goes to bed at like 9am, another person wakes up. Possibly the worst part about the whole thing, is when I moved, to eliminate the possibility of getting caught is that I had to toss all my ABDL items. It wasn't much, just a small collection, but I had to toss my Maximum Protection Depends. I know they're not great, but it's the only decent diapers that are available without ordering them. I do still have a pair of Depends adjustable briefs in my trunk, but they're crap. But like I said, I hardly get any privacy. I have my computer pointed to my corner of the living room, so I have that much to stay in touch. And occassionally I get the privacy to enjoy an orgasm in the bathroom when the one guy is too into Diablo at five in the morning to pay attention to anything, but that is it. This thread is like half a rant/whine, and half "What would you do?" I suppose. Lol The messed up part is if I lived with my girlfriend, I'd have no problem, cause she knows everything (EVERYTHING, even that I occassionally enjoy messing. And she's alright with everything, minus the messing, but she said she won't mind if she does it when she's not around. Sometimes she'll even join in. What a keeper, huh? ) But until she moves back from living with her dad in several months from now, I won't get that wonderful chance. D: ...I"m so depressed (and diaper deprived). This is the crybaby in my coming out, lol.

That's exactly how I am. I might try to cuddle and talk, but I don't want to do anything sexual for like an hour again. Including diapers.

OKay, well I have been into diapers for a while. From wearing diapers of other kids who weren't potty trained when I was, to trying to squeeze into my cousins's diapers when I was nine, to seeing diaper vids/pics on the Internet, to getting my own diapers and wearing them myself. So, there is something I've been wondering. 90% of the time I have diapers on my mind (or around my waist), it usually ends in an orgasm. But, soon as the final wave of pleasure from the orgasm is done, I don't really find diapers all that fun. If I am wearing a wet/messy diaper, and I cum, I usually end up taking the diaper off (after I've gained feeling from the intense orgasm) because I guess I find it unappealing. I'd like to be able to cum and still enjoy the feeling of a diaper. However, it isn't just my diaper fetish either. Whenever I orgasm period, NOTHING seems to arouse me. Diapers don't, bondage doesn't. Hell, even my girlfriend begging me for a second round doesn't. Very rarely am I up to go two rounds in one night with my girl. Is it common? And if so, what can I do about it?

OKay, so before I used to live with my girlfriend and her family, except our room was seperate from the actual house, so me and my girlfriend could be loud, dirty, and no one in the main house would know. Well, I moved out. I now live by myself and live with my uncle and his family... but in the same house. Now, I still want to continue wearing diapers, but there is a problem. I am posting on the "Stinky, Squishy, and Proud" forum, obviously because I like messing my diapers. Well, that is a problem with living in the same house. Normally everyone is asleep at around one o'clock. So I have the early morning hours to myself. But for one, how do I keep the smell of a wet and messy used diaper from smelling the house and my room? If it's just for an hour or so, that is fine with me, but I don't want it to stink their house up for a long time... Normally I don't keep on a stinky diaper on for long. Diapers are more of a sexual thing for me, so when I use them, whenever I do achieve my orgasm, I clean up afterwords.

When I first read this topic, I can honestly say no (well, since she's not my wife, I can say no twice really). But, I just told her today. She's known about the diapers, the wettings, the masturbating, the spankings, and the babying. In fact, she's been a part of all of the above. But did she know about the pooping? No. But, as of this morning, she does now, and she didn't think it was very "sexy" we'll put it, but she was fine that I do it, so long as I didn't involve her in it, which I understand. I'm just glad I've found such an understanding girl about what I am into.

Let's put it this way. Normally, it takes me a LONG time to achieve climax in a diaper. I guess it's because it's hard for the feeling to go through the thickness. But that day took no time at all to achieve a second mess in my diaper.

OKay, so for the first time in forever, I've had the time to myself. Me, no work, no school, nobody else. Girlfriend left for work herself, and I was by myself with me, diapers, my favorite "TOYS" and a locked door. Honestly, I'd be planning this for over half of a week now. First, ever since last night, I've been waiting to use the facilities to poop in, so that I could save it for today. I put on my diaper tightly, but loose enough to give it enough bulge in the butt. Now, the real fun because. I got out my ballgag, fuzzy pink handcuffs, and a little blindfold of mine. I placed the ballgag behind my teeth, and strapped it in tightly (God I love the feel of a gag in my mouth). Then, I slipped the blindfold over my eyes, and clicked the handcuffs on my wrists in front of me. Diapered, gagged, blindfolded and bound as I was, I take the normal position that I take when I go to fill my diaper. I wasn't expecting much, because I haven't filled my diaper much before, just a little. But boy was there plenty. I filled this diaper up. Sure, there was more room, but NEVER have I been able to fill it this much. I was moaning by this point by the soft squishiness in my diaper, as it mushed it's way around. It was such an amazing feeling. Now, was time to punish myself for being a naughty dirty diaper boy. There is a beam from the sealing that has a nail on it. I found my way over to it, and tossed the chain up above my head over the nail, so that my arms were suspended above my head. I've never before felt such a feeling: The feeling over a dirty diaper, bound and gagged with it. After something amazing (and something I've wanted to do forever) like that, I just had to share it with somebody. Has anyone ever had an experience like that?

Well, I usually don't have too much of a problem messing. It's just that it's usually firm, and not the feeling I'm looking for. My poop generally just stays together. Honestly, I'd like a diaper that is soft enough that it runs throughout the diaper. And so far, the cleanup is nothing. Pull off the diaper when I'm done, and wipe with wipes that I got, and I'm perfectly fine. It's somewhat hard to get it out, but I find that if I sit on the toilet or squat, I can go. It is somewhat forced, as I kind of have to force my sphincter muscles to not close when it's coming out. But overall, I think that if I had softer (and messier) poop, I wouldn't have any problems (except more clean-up time). Usually, when I eat things with fiver, it doesn't really make it soft, but rather just makes me go more often.

I'll listen to your story. I'm new myself, so maybe we can help each other out.