I'm a big fan of the "accident". After a couple of wettings I will give my self one or two suppositories, and the waiting games begin. You know that feeling of holding back legs shaking, half bent over holding it in and the face of losing. With my will losing I fill my diaper, and think of how much I'm a little boy who can't keep from pooping himself. Most of the time I will do this in my apartment, or pop a few and go run a quick errand usually filling my diaper as I leave the store