speels

Well i am a DL and attends serve me well. What i like the most is the stealth. No sound no show just the way i like it. But at 1 euro a piece they are a bit pricy.

I like to mess a few times a year. And i like vids of clean-up, but i like the ones that show DL'rs and not AB's. I also filled in the messy daddy part, but again i would like to change a DL and not an AB.

Nice metaphore, and strikingly to the point. /start humor\ I am a becomming a bi person now and i like to have my new vagina in my fat belly, so i can fuck (myself) when ever i want to. /end humor\ Sorry if the humor is a bit to gross or graphic for anyone.

So you are saying (in my case) i can define my self as a bisexual just becouse i like to have a gay episode in my life or just dream about one many times ? Being bi or gay starts in your own brain? Well it sounds logical. The best explanation i ever saw. And by that one i have to say i am bi. I had 30 years to see that one comming but only saw it last 2 weeks.

Ahh how sweet, he only wants to see you in diapers when you want to wear them for your own pleasure. I give up, you two have a perfect life. Who needs gifts living like that.

I am a DL myself and i could not think of any DL-related gift for myself. So i tend to agree with Timmyc. The best gift for him (and for you too) is to give hime a pack of diapers in your size with a note that says "Be gentle with me, and don't make me pee in them until i am ready for it". And remember you don't have to pee them to give him a good time. A gift like that is someting he will never forget. Just think of it as sexy underpants, i know your hubby does. He will slide them aside or maybe he will just rip a hole in it and take you wearing them. It looks like a win win solution to me. If my spouse got horny by me wearing a skirt i would do so (home alone with her), i would even wear a (male) chastity belt if asked to by my loved one. To be absolutly sure of a good gift you could slip the keys to a new Ferari in with the note you put in the pack of diapers. But i think that is a bit over the hill.

Told the 20 years young girl to the 47 years old man. I try to learn something every day, but usulaly it is after i get out of my bed. And yes TDL i can still learn a lot and plan to do so.

you have a big point there but i did not do it to hurt anyone. just to point out there is a big difference for me and how i feel about the things i do. It has all to do with the fact i continue my life as it was but now i do it wearing those soft, silent and nearly invisible pullups. In fact it feels more like i traded the boxer shorts for another type of underwear with a bonus.

Good for you. It took me a bit longer to get there.

Last nite somone caled me about his webcam in W7. So to be sure i turned my webcam on for the first time (had it for 3 months now). It all worked fine for me but i could not help him. This morning i woke up next to my netbook witch i mainly use to watch porn in bed. And decided to watch some, but wait there was a new link on my desktop. I always wanted to do it in front of a mirror, but this could work. Switched the cam on and it was great, i started to look at my self form totaly new perspective. I could actualy see my little star while i worked it, needles to say it didn't take long to peak. After that i pulled out a towel and a garbage bag to give the pullup a proper send off and still keep the bed dry. Slowly i let my half a liter morning load drip in while still watching myself. now they where fully filled and after a short while things started all over again. the nice thing is i do not have to worry about batery life, it can go between 7 and 9 hrs without juce! The first thing i did when i got it was turn off the webcam, stupid move. I can even film myself now, and put it in a password protected rar like all my porn is. and what have i learned. i do like to watch myself doing it. And a webcam can replace a mirror. i also learned that a netbook is an excellent replacement for my PSP (Porn Station Portable). I hope you like my experience, i would like to read some of yours too.

When i was 6 or 7 i asked my mom what was in the sheet wrapped package in my closet. She said it all kinds of baby stuff she used on me bottles, blankets and diapes. So i thougt i have to try a diaper to feel what that is like, but decided wait becoue i had just asked about it. A few months later i went to the closet, but it was all gone. (duhh) Forgot all about it until i was 12. I started with just an old pair of undies. In a year i evolved to home made diapers. And then it happened i got off in a full diaper. Thats when i knew at 13 with my first squirts of jizz and that it was here to stay. And it did for 35 years and counting.

Or you could just buy white ones and T-shirt transfer paper for your printer. Guaranteed original!

And I am living proof of a DL. If i cannot remember ever wearing them when i was little how could i link those two. Secondly i make the toilet run just like all non wearing people. Wearing a pullup just makes me feel horny and that is an adult thing. And yes sometimes i pee them, as foreplay (adult stuff again). I wear them even when getting off (more adult stuff). I drive my car with them go shopping, buy weed in them. (all adult stuff). I am wearing right now and my writing style is the same as witout. Go read some AB posts and you will see the difference. All those mistakes they make on purpose just hurt my eyes. If you still cannot see the difference you probably don't want to see it.

I don't feel guilty about comming here. I jump in to a pullup and have a great time reading about people just like me. The only thing i feel guilty about is that i waited so long to find sites like this.

I am sorry to say this, but i have to share my time with another dutch site so i might not be here as often as before. But there will always be a place in my hart for all of you and this site. After all there is room enough there for all of it. The things all of you helped me to deal with will stay in my life as long as it lasts. And maybe even live on, on the net for some more years after i die. I am not saying goodbye but i am so greatfull of the passive/active backup i got here i do not want to take any chance in forgetting to say THANKS. You all helped me to change my life. Just 2 months ago my life was dull, but now it is energized and peacefull at the same time. It is a strange feeling but i want to keep it the rest of my natural life. And again it is not goodbye, i just have to share my time.

Well i had about 50 jobs, none of them in the last 10 years. The one i liked most was running a coffeeshop a very dutch coffeeshop. Opening, closing, filling the little baggys, tasting the new weed/hash and even rolling the joints. It was the most relaxed job i ever had and a unique experience. There is no other job where your boss would tell you to test the new batch of hash by smoking some!

It looks like you allready made up your mind, but playing a game may not have been the best time killer. When i am getting ready to mess i like to watch adult content*) movies and clips. Over the years i managed to get something for all my different moods. Or i just go searching for new stuff on the net (element of suprise). So playing a game would be a turn off for me and take all the fun out of it. Just like you had no fun. To me and a lot of others it is all about the happy ending. After that i just feel dirty and want to clean up. As for the smell, that is the food from yesterday. So the day before just stay away from eggs, garlic, wild meat and grinded meat(meatloaf, sausage). And don't eat to much sambal or chili pepper it will burn like hell. I just had to go with my feelings, there was no internet back in 1976 to help me or even read about it. And being 12 meant no access to sex shops. It took me about 8 times to get a routine that worked for me. And after 34 years it still does the trick! Well if i have it my way there's gonna be at least another 34 years of it. I hope you can do somthing with this information, if not someone else might. And if you want it there is more info, just ask. my knowledge is free to be put to good use *) read: porn

You are absolutly right about a new feeling while wearing. I even had it before a few years ago, but not from pullups... no it was coused by having 220 volts of electicity flowing thru my body (not planned). And it stayed with me for allmost 3 months. Actualy i wanted that feeling again earlyer this year but grabbing 220 is just no option And the 23/7 does not mean i let it all run all the time, i just like to wear them. Its like i can wear tighty whiteys again (i have a sweat problem down there). Now they are realy white(had my last white underwear when i was 6) and very tight. But 23/7 does mean that when i decide to wet myself for fun, i can just start right away. I realy did not see this big event comming when i joined this forum 5 or 6 weeks ago. And the status of "newborn" i got... well i did and there is a new born Speels now but playfull as ever. The support i got and still get from all of you is very helpfull in this transitional period of my life. I never expected growing up would involve getting back in to pullups full time again, i feel OK about that now. And so does the rest of the world judging by the nice smiles and even a rainbow flirt.

Yes had it twice last week. First time i just took them off 1 minute before, i was wearing normal undies and suddenly need to go bigtime. I remembered not having pooped the last 3 days, so i went down to the crapper (20 meters and a stair) but when i got there there was at least 8 cm already sicking out. Seccond time (the next day) same story just took them off had to cough and out came the diarea. Big mess and smelly becouse of the egg salad the day before. It just exploded out it even reached my balls and all in less than one second. Well at least i was home alone and the shower was 3 steps away.

First i start watching my vid collection and have a look for new material on the net to get in the mood (4-6 hours). The messing itself can take up to 5 hours after that it gets itchy. Inside and outside (the "shit and run" methode) sitting standing walking and even while riding a bicycle . But when i have had my peak i am in the shower within 15 minutes. As cold as possible to prevent smelling the whole house up. So basicly it takes all day. I only do that 6-8 times a year but the intensity is off the scale (9 hours of foreplay will do that). The rest of the year i wet myself 2-3 times a week.

I always liked shopping but now its just great. My life changed when i put those first ones on only two weeks ago. I did hear that when you think your sexy other people will do so too, but i never thougt it was true. Anyhow i am a very happy man now and i hope it stays like that until the end. I am going 23\7 (yes 23\7) i realy like my shower on a daily basis.

Beer is one of the best to get you peeing. The hops and the alcohol both make you go. Maybe we get lucky and some brewer starts to make cranberry beer. In Belgium they already make a cherry beer called Kriek, it's a fresh and sour beer and it is red the foam is pinkish. I wish i didn't wrote this (now i want a few bottles). So i'm off to the store.

I use attends pullups and they do get sweaty. I just go to the toilet more often to dry myself and the sides of the pullup. And i am good to go again.

When ever i have my pullups on, women my age give me that special smile And today while buying some throusers the guy behind the counter started to chat with me. He gave me compliments and he even winked at me. This kind of behavior has never happend to me before. It even happend while hanging out the window, a neighbor who never even looked at me gave me a nice smile and said hi. And she could only see the top half of me. I know they cannot see my pullups so how do they know?

I had a close call once... A long tame ago my parents came home early. And i had my home made diapy filled whith #1 and #2. It triggered a spontaneous #3. A cold shower and opening some windows kept the smell down. So i did not get cought. But i was so close to getting cought my body decided to "peak" me.